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sinnettini · 6 days ago

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are u going to wake up early to watch sonego? i am tempted , but it will be 3 am for me

sorry anon, i'm several days late but no i didn't wake up early for sonny, i had work in the morning and was starting to get sick so i needed to have energy to get through the work day. i still woke up pretty early so i could've watched a bit of the match but i was truly feeling like death physically and i didn't want to add anxiety over the match to it. i did check the score until i had to start work and then again as soon as i could and that's when i saw the final result and was sad 😭

#i actually basically didn't watch any match between tuesday and saturday. only the start of carlitos v djoko #i always had work in the morning so i was either sleeping as not to be a zombie later or working #then yday i watched both the women's singles and men's doubles finals and neither went how i wanted them to rip #which had nothing to do with the feelings of anxiety and dread i've had all week that was all the men's singles' fault #but it didn't make me feel better sigh #even if after the initial devastation for aryna passed i was able to be truly happy for madison #anyway idk why i recapped all of this you didn't ask for it #i think i was trying to like lol look back at this tennis week with some positive feelings - which is crazy bc i AM very happy jan won #but i was happier the moment it actually happened like when he won the match point i sobbed from happiness #after that... the bad feelings started again so i haven't been able to enjoy it as much #but yeah... yeah idk. this is why i need to take a little step back from seeing tennis all over social media and everywhere #which is hard bc tennis is everywhereeee for me i am surrounded by it. so yeah staying away for a little bit #i just wanted to reply to asks #asks #anon

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