#even if I’m a slow writer?
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I’ve been rewatching Gilmore girls and i still think their slow burn should have lasted for a little longer
#then maybe the writers wouldn’t have came up with the dumbass idea to take jess out of the show for a spinoff that didn’t even happen#i’m also just a sucker for slow burns it builds up more angst and the tension only gets stronger ugh i just love it#literati#jess mariano#rory gilmore#gilmore girls
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guys PLEASEEEE stop making headcanons to excuse bad writing and poor game development for veilguard 😭😭😭 this is how EA gets away with it
#like y’all can make headcanons as to why lucanis’ romance is lame and why the crows are good now (????)#but i’m not!!!!! i wanted actual content for the companions#some of them are more developed like emmrich but lucanis is just nothing#we can’t even talk to them or give them smooches??? like the romances in this game are a huge downgrade to varying degrees#enough of the copium headcanons stand UPPPPPPP#like no lucanis’ romance isn’t a slow burn it’s just pure nothing with no content whatsoever#no zevran did not cleanse the crows and turn them into noble freedom fighters the writers just ignored their established lore#txt
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me realizing that they had the guy named for the lighthouse guiding the huge-ass blind dragon around
#sometimes i’m slow#i wonder if pharos even had a name before arc 2#he's in the arc 1 artbook as 'sunfire high priest'#i actually checked the wiki history and his name wasn't added until just after s5 released#but i wonder like... internally when was he named by the writers
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i feel like everyone else has really said what needs to be said on the subject of femme muses, but i want y’all to know that you deserve to feel comfortable on your own blog. your femme muses deserve the same energy and hype as masc muses. if you have to put rules in place or block people, do not feel bad over that. it’s truly ridiculous that any of us have to continue worrying about hurting someone’s feelings simply bc we want femme muses to be acknowledged. and if you’re one of the people getting upset or dismissive over these concerns, pls think about that. pls think about how you view femme muses and how you treat them. there’s an ever-present bias in the rpc, and i don’t care if it’s gotten better — it’s still an issue and we’re all tired of it.
#i get so mad about this topic in particular bc my gosh the difference is wild as a female oc writer#going to write male and canon muses — i see it and feel it and it’s frustrating#i’ve been so uncomfortable at times on older blogs bc of it#and that’s crazy?? don’t sacrifice your enjoyment of this hobby to make others happy#it’s just not worth it when they’re not worth it#anyway! pls send me your femme muses!! i’ll love on them so so much!! even if i’m slow as molasses!!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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I think that pacing is truly the most frustrating part of my writing process. I crave a slow burn!!!! But how slow should I make it? Should it even be burning yet? Maybe I should write an exposition about the matches first, that way I can lead into the flame— no don’t leave stick with me
#I fear a rushed plot and unearned development#but then I get so impatient writing the build up that I quit before the real show begins#I’ve definitely gotten better at pacing as I keep trying new projects#I try to write what’s interesting to me even if it’s not the meat of the story yet#but I always feel like I’m either going too slow or too fast#thinking of this as I write chapter 3 for my fic in which the main plot hasn’t quite sparked#I mean I’m very proud of what I have and I think the build up adds to this story#but mannnnn I’m so excited for the flashy parts#it’s just as much a payoff for me as it is for any reader#almost at the drama ! planning for it to begin this chapter#major tone shift for chapter 4 and on#literally SO ready for it#lemme know if you relate I need more writing discourse in my life#writers on ao3#writers on tumblr#journal thoughts
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I’m going to be late on today’s post. Sorry! I’m already at 3k words, and I can’t imagine I’ll be able to finish the request before 9pm, even without breaks. TT^TT
Edit: writing Simeon’s part took me forever (to be honest, my brain is a little foggy). So I’m going to aim to get the new request (MC giving flowers to the others) up tomorrow afternoon/evening, but I guess that kinda works, since it is a bit Valentine’s Day-ish.
#moss update#ugh we’re not even half way through the month and I’m already falling behind. big yikes#but I don’t want to rush it and have it suck either sooo#….sad.#guys this post is probably going to be around 5k words#and I’m such a slow writer. I swear.#ya boy picks their words so carefully and goes back to restudy information
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san ni ichi let’s rock
thank you all for 321 followers, and the support you’ve shown me as a writer
#sani number!!!#i feel like i don’t deserve this bc i’m so behind on posting and requests but!#i’m hoping each of my followers at least enjoyed something i did and i’m clinging to that. thanks for enjoying me. i enjoy your company too#i don’t mean to be corny especially at this hour but amazing things have happened to me because of this silly little x reader blog#and i have so much love for every single reply like view on any of my posts. reblogs have all of my love you knooooow#i’m very grateful that this blog rejuvenated my love for writing connected me to so many beautiful friends regained my confidence as-#-a writer and then some i never knew i had#even if i’m insecure and slow and shaky there’s only one way to go from here!!#unit 4402 reporting
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Has Aspen watched Wolfwalkers before? I think he would absolutely love that movie :)
YESSSS YES YES ASPEN FUCKING LOVESSSSSS THAT MOVIEEE
AND SO DO I!!!!!!! like i’ve never seen that movie before but i’ve wanted to watch it for a long time and this ask FINALLY made me watch it and oh my god HOLY SHIT IT’S ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES NOW. i literally JUST finished it and i don’t even know what to say besides this
i need everyone to watch this clip in particular because holy shit i cried during it /pos. like i can’t even describe how much i love this movie and how much it means to me just wow WOW it’s absolutely fucking amazing and i definitely recommend it to everyone. the animation is stunning i love the main characters and everything is just so EXPRESSIVE and the COLORS ANR AHHHH THE WOLVESSSS
Aspen loves it. it’s one of his favorite movies now too (maybe his favorite idk i’ll have to think of what other movies he likes) but guys i don’t even know what to sayyyy that movie is sooo good
thank you so much for sending this ask because wow i don’t know what it is with me and wolves now but wolves are COOL and i LOVE this movie i’m so happy i finally watched it!!! :D
#i was screaming at the tv during the super intense parts like wow WOW this movie was amazing#imagining Aspen running through the woods as a wolf being so so so happy#i’m so happy i got the idea to turn him into a werewolf later on in the story so he can finally truly live#like Aspen turning into a werewolf marks the end of Silas feeding on him i think. it’s a brand new beginning. he’s truly alive and free now#and i love that so much#i’m so happy#i’ve gotta write down everything i’ve been coming up with for silas and aspen because it’s a lot and some people might be outta the loop#but basically after a very long time of being Silas’s bloodbag Aspen befriends a werewolf and gets turned#Silas was pissed because werewolf blood is kinda gross and Aspen now smells like wet dog and he’s overall less appealing#and Aspen is over the moon when he gets turned because he’s a wolf therian (otherkin) and he basically just got everything he’s ever wanted#and by then he already got closure for some stuff in his past (relating to how he originally died and one of his friends and ghosts)#so like he’s Happy. he’s so fucking happy. he’s the happiest person you’ve ever met by then#and also that is past the point where Silas eventually warms up to him (because aspen is literally a delight to be around#even to people as cold and heartless as silas) he still kills aspen for fun though. aspen is used to it and honestly doesn’t mind anymore#their dynamic is just sooo fun.#and i love werewolf aspen so much and need to talk about him because he’s all i’ve been thinking about and drawing#like Aspen is a bloodthristy werewolf who doesn’t know anything about his powers and Silas begrudgingly helps him because he’s Involved now#lots more happens in the story after this. it’s gonna take forever to actually get there tho like im a slow writer and haven’t even finishe#the first chapter. but yeah i love werewolf aspen and the werewolf who turned him is very cool too. don’t know anything abt them yet but im#working on it. anyway i love wolfwalkers u all should watch it because it’s amazing#ask#aspen oc#silas oc#brc ask#blood runs cold
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FINALLY FINALLY finished the vampire fic (why would I call it by its actual name smh) so just have to finish editing it and have a friend proof read🙇♀️
#took me a goddamn month and for what#it’s not even *that* long😭#this is what happens bc I’m a slow writer#fic: my lost lover
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We’re gonna ignore the fact it’s nearly 3 am while I type this but I’m gonna for once embrace my true cringe-I say as cringe is dead-and admit at least here since I said it on twit but not everyone follows me there that I’ve been cooking up a getter crossover fic with mega man ZX of all things. Why? Well next to mega man being what truly sparked my obsession for robots and ZX is my favorite series of the franchise there is a scary amount of similarities between the two that a crossover unironically fucking works well. Like I don’t think it was anything intentional, ZX definitely has some mecha influence like every other mega man series but it was more so (obviously) inspired off of toku if we focus on an genre in Japan. However both in a way can be boiled down to “humanity’s future is tied directly to machines” and “destiny is my path to choose” in terms of narrative themes so they legit stick together sososso well.
(also I noticed like- Arma!Kei and Go and Ashe and Grey are almost scarily fucking similar minus Ashe&Grey actually getting to know each other since that sadly doesn’t happen-in the manga they do meet but they aren’t related rip-in game but I might need to save that for a different post even though it’s not at all in the au since there’s no place for it I just I rotate it constantly)
Me and my beta reader were so insane enough that for nearly a YEAR we figured out this au because it was just “what if ryoma but in ZX” for the longest fucking time I’m not fucking exaggerating because it’s a semi trend of mine to want to throw ryoma into other series even if I’ve mostly restrained myself with this 💀 But when the fic is up I will likely be tagging it under ZXG so it’s easy to organize so yeah.
#meg text#fanfic rambles#au rambles#crossover au#getter robo#mega man zx#also chapter 1 has been written but idk when this is going up#mainly because my life is gonna be busy and I just finished another chapter fic#so I should rest even if the worms are tingling#I’ve been like- scared to admit this because the getter tag is filled with crossovers and I was the first to not write one#but this au is different ig since I’m actually using the getter cast which NONE of the crossovers ever do#and this isn’t to throw shade bc I’m not gonna judge someone’s work but man if I don’t hate that trend#Also ZX tag also has this issue but the difference is before I came you could actually find fics in that tag#It’s main writer is just someone writing omega fics which good for them but hey there’s a good zx3 fic there#oh and I would’ve made a tag for this au sooner but I’m so slow with digital art *sobs*#I mainly do sketches but even then I haven’t drawn this au ENOUGH but I should more#the designs I made are legitimately fun and more easier on my art style#esp when hayato isn’t a fucking pain in the ASS for once to draw#oh and I need to make a “is that a ZXG reference?!” Meme with ooc spoilers sometime soon#just to confuse people and give them a idea wtf I’m planning
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I didn’t know about this years chreon week until now (and if I did see it I forgot it). I need to write a little something for infected. Infected Leon is my jam
#chreon#y’all know I’m a slow writer though#so I say this#but it could be months later before I even post anything lol
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also thank you for 600 followers hehe
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honestly cruel that i have to spend my whole day reading papers and textbooks when i have approximately 53 fic ideas that i could be working on
#i keep getting more ideas and just. jotting them down#but god knows I can only work on one fic at a time or none of them wojld get finished#still. i have to spend 8 hours doing things I can only concentrate on for like. 3 hours#pain.#also the fact that im making a concerted effort to make friends and be social#so I can’t very well turn down an invitation to spend the evening at a bar or a weekend in nola#good for the mental health! but I still wish I was writing more#and I’m such a slow writer too 😭😭#anyway this vent post brought to you by the fact that I’m bored out of my goddamn mind#sef speaks
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Ao3 is moving really slowly today for some reason, but I just wanted to say that chapter 7 of silver shackles is posted! I can make a better post later, but I posted it an hour ago and it doesn’t look like the subscriber emails have been sent out yet
#behind the writer#if you were wondering#yes I do subscribe to my own fics#so that I know when the emails get sent out#usually it’s 30-40 minutes after posting#but today the fic didn’t even show back up in the tag until 20 minutes after I posted the new chapter#so I’m sure it’ll be another few minutes before the emails go out#I don’t actually think anyone is waiting that eagerly for it#but thought I’d share#and also complain about ao3 being slow
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I mean if we are giving Danny the other clones as kids why even De-age Ellie and Dan
Let the kids have their chaos Aunt and Murder Uncle
More clones
people need to add more of the other clones into their deaged & destabilization plots.
Danny not knowing what cores are quite yet so all he sees are these stones that are left behind by the Clones that he just saw die. He picks up the little Stones as kind of a reminder of the Clones that never got to live. When Ellie and Dan do destabilize, he then realizes what the other cores are.
Like just imagine someone meeting Danny who's about 21 who has six kids that call him Mom. If anyone does the math it does not look good.
Even if it's not Danny saving the other clones, it's a misunderstanding mentioning the other clones like they're his kids. I saw a post that had them as a miscarriage misunderstanding and I do like that idea too.
#on a sidenote I’m actually kind of getting really tired of the de-aged Dani trope#And before I continue I want to explicitly state:#no hate to the trope or those who enjoy it#This is only my personal opinion#It’s just Ellie is probably my favorite character and I feel like she’s underutilized#It seems like every story I find her in includes her getting de aged to a toddler#which kinda limits what she can do#like there are so many interesting stories you can do with a clone trying to develop her own identity#and her establishing a relationship with her template on her own terms#her growing independence outside of Vlad’s influence#again no hate to people who like the deaging plot#I’m not even advocating for less of that#I just want some more stories where she’s her own character#Rather than just a plot point#And I know I probably should be the change. I want in the world and write one of those stories myself.#I’m working on it#I’m just a slow writer#sorry for ranting in the tags
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The reason people don’t want to work is that it’s just normal for them to be in bad work environments.
My issue with working at Walmart wasn’t the work itself I was doing. It was the circumstances around it. The concrete floor, lack of places to sit, having to put up with asshole customers, not getting time off for injuries, and bad pay.
If I had been given shock pads to stand on or a few chairs to rest on sometimes, if they paid me a livable amount of money and I was allowed to yell back at asshole customers, if they had given me any amount of training, I would happily work part time folding clothes all day and telling people where the swimsuit section is.
I’m a creative type. I’m a writer. I’m pretty smart, even. But if I could make a living folding shirts and listening to podcasts in one ear and helping people find the scented candles for 30 hours a week? I would. Leaves some mental space free for me to brainstorm. Lets me catch up on my reading with audiobooks.
But instead I was treated so badly by upper management and customers that I’m like legitimately a little frightened whenever I step into a Walmart now. And I only worked there for three months a few years ago.
I’m a good lower level worker. When I’m treated well. I like finishing tasks. I like being helpful. I like having some time to talk to coworkers and some time alone with my thoughts. I’m a frickin team player. And that’s how I was at my first job. I was treated well by my supervisor. I was trained. They were patient with me. I was so good at being low on the totem pole at that job because I was valued and felt like I was being listened to. I was able to sit still when there was nothing left to do which made it feel less bad when we were on a time crunch. I didn’t mind working hard at that job because it was fun even though I was doing all the low level stuff that the supervisors didn’t want do.
But at Walmart I was like that for all of two days. Then I figured out that nobody appreciated my work and if I worked in my normal people pleasing manner I’d kill myself because their standards were high and the rewards for meeting them were low.
So I slowed down. I started avoiding customers. I started taking a lot longer to get to my breaks and to come back from them. I became worse at my job because no matter how good I was at it there would be no reward, no appreciation, and I’d just be pushed further beyond my limits.
My only level of happiness from that job came from the people who were working with me. The old ladies and my department manager who made sure I wasn’t overextending myself. The one other young man working in the clothing department who always got sent with me to unload the heavy stuff and commiserated with me about the shoulder injuries, the hurting feet we were too young to have.
But none of that was enough to make me stay. We were constantly understaffed. I was constantly abused by customers and not able to do a thing about it. I was not paid much at all. So as soon as I had enough saved up for what I was trying to do and my last semester of college was about to start I handed in my two weeks.
I would have found a way to stay if I liked that job. If I liked that job I would’ve pushed myself to my mental limits to finish college and keep that job at the same time. Heck that job could’ve been a rest from college. A place to get away from it. But I hate that job so I got out as soon as I could.
I want to work. I want enough money to live sort of comfortably. I want to have some tasks to do to give my creativity a rest. I want to be a part of something. But the way that modern corporate run work environments are set up does not give me any of the things I actually want out of a job. And I think that’s the same for millions of people right now. A lot of people would happily spend their lives as a waitress or an Uber driver or a warehouse worker or a farmhand or any other “low skill” job you can possibly think of. But with the way the world works right now those jobs are absolutely miserable. It doesn’t have to be that way. I know because I’ve had a fulfilling part time minimum wage job that I looked forward to going to every week. A job where I was listened to and allowed to sit when I needed to. I miss that job. Especially now since I’ve realized that’s not the standard. It should be. People should look forward to going to work or at the very least not get mild ptsd whenever they set foot into a Walmart.
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