#even before accounting for The Traumas or toxic cultures or cliques or all of the above
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//smth smth and no wonder i'm so Pong-esque wrt tumblr rp, like yea sure i Do love it n have for 12+ years atp-- i v much prefer to use it as essentially 'networking', but for it to Actually function as that it'd require ppl following me Off platform (ie discord) but!! for obv reasons!! ppl you meet thru X medium (in this case, tumblr indie rp scene) are there bc they like if not outright prefer X medium and understandably not wont to leave it esp for rando individuals so i just ๐ง
im just sitting here scratching my head all tuckered out yk. i lov rping and meeting new ppl/friends n meeting new ppl FROM rp but man the song and dance (of going thru Everything n no matter how active having to cross ur fingers and hope the russian roullete lands you +1 person who'll follow you Off platform) is just tuckering sometimes yk :')
#mun babbles //#tbd //#filler tag 4 //#filler tag 5 //#filler tag 1 //#vent //#(ish. more venty / neg stuff below the cut)#(edit: accidental vent in tags afterf this so erm . scratches head)#like idk man ive tried Every sort of medium for rp and sometimes it feels like i have a disproportionately shit 'retention rate' yk??#like if strawman mcgee can make 50 peeps on X medium and have 5-6 follow Them off + stay active friends#then im over here who can meet 50 peeps and have MAYBE 1-2 follow me off#that sounds egregious and whiney but this blog is latest + SMALLEST attempt at RpTM in my entire career#and suffice to say my stints in mfrps have been v demotivating due to how hard i struggled n how disproportionate it always felt#even before accounting for The Traumas or toxic cultures or cliques or all of the above#ik numbers dont mean shit but reas solo blog had hit 500+ followers by time i dropped + i actively encouraged ppl to follow me to discord#and uh . im in active contact w one (1) person from back then. who was not even a mutual ON TUMBLR bc we met thru brief shared server#eugh .#negative //
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