#even accepting the fact Suiren healing and getting healthier means she’ll gain weight is already hard enough
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tell us abt the stuff on the wheel plz!
Okay tbh there isn’t really much to tell since it’s just a meme about how quickly my brain jumps between ideas but I can give some insight as to what those ideas are!!
Kuviren – Okay this is the one instance where I can’t tell you what these ideas are since Tumblr would nerf me immediately for voicing them. Classified information between Kat and me only, sorry. I am probably gonna keep working on my sapphic week prompts that I had to postpone bc some stuff came up though, most likely on Thursday when I’ll be bored at my grandma’s, but we’ll see
Sweet baby Ehuang – Ironically, less her and more her siblings who we’re in the process of finally creating properly. We still have names, exact ages and backstories to figure out, after which I can start on the designs, but we did finally settle on genders and a few tiny details here and there (including an idea that was immediately scrapped because Nia’s internalised fatphobia is a huge trigger now that won’t let them create fat characters, apparently 🫠 [/j, it's not that bad, I promise, the exact concept just hits way too close to home and I'm nowhere mentally stable enough to handle it])
Under the Oak’s Shade – Nothing much here, really, just a few passing concepts about Suiren growing up in the healing hut helping out her grandma, because I’m very, very soft for that idea and need more of it in my life (also I somehow ended up listening to parts of the Moana soundtrack today and there are VIBES there, okay?)
NWT Shenanigans – This is just pure unabashed escapism fantasy because Alasie might as well be my self insert lmao. One must imagine being gently taken care of by a beautiful older woman with no expectation of anything romantic or sexual, it’s good for the soul and definitely has nothing to do with my very prominent mommy issues
Zaheer’s fucked up family – Actually, Zaheer plays no part in this at all since he bailed on said fucked up family at age 12. Go away Zaheer no one likes you /hj. I’m currently going absolutely balls off the wall insane about one of his sisters finally hitting her lowest point and thus, as the quote goes, being open to the greatest change, and I am very much not exaggerating here, I am this close to actually physically screaming about it. Working on an art piece about her right now and it’s hitting right in the feels :(
Various other AUs – Now this just depends on my mood, really. Feeling very soft – Ultimate AU, angsty – Sacrifice AU, childhood obsession resurfaces – Mermaid AU, want giant spirit kite shenanigans – Avatar Suiren AU, etc etc. it’s called the multiverse of madness for a reason, you know?
#also I didn’t forget about that other ask you sent or your messages btw#there’s just some real shit going on in my life and I don’t get a moment’s rest#I’m very overwhelmed and also actively PMSing so I might as well be a ticking time bomb lmao#I’m making jokes because if I don’t I will cry#OH AND ONE MORE THING. before anyone comes at me. when I said internalised fatphobia I really meant smth closer to body image issues#that I already struggle with on a daily basis and would simply hit way too close to home if projected on a character#even accepting the fact Suiren healing and getting healthier means she’ll gain weight is already hard enough#even though that was my idea and I like it in theory#let me drop 30 first and then we’ll talk#AND JUST SO WE’RE CLEAR this isn’t a vaguepost or jab at anyone#just me thinking out loud#so if a certain someone even thinks about feeling bad again. don’t#that is a warning and I WILL find you#😊#kat and nia and their multiverse of madness
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