#euthanize me orsome shit man

[sw33t-oubliette]

its all going to shit lol

whole family's in fucking shambles . my dad .well . thought he changed from then but no ! he fucking hates me nd i hate myself nd my only escape is school which fuckin ! sucks for my ass !! i cant have shit in this house ive had to hide all the sharp things in my room from myself to stop myself from . yk.-ing again (this has not been helping) and i keep forgetting to eat and not thinkingg ive "earned" food yet becaus im a shit person and every secon d i spend in this place i wanna fucking die im scared to even leave my room and . im sofucking tired .goodnight