#eun jiwon headcanon

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Eun Jiwon: Getting close to Jiwon

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You never knew how high someone’s walls are not until you try to become closer than them. Was there a reason why he’s hard to become closer with? It feels like a never ending climb in your efforts to get closer to Jiwon. 

“I got you coffee!”, you pipe as you place the cup of americano in front of him. 

Jiwon looks up to you, “thanks, but I just drank one before coming here,”, he says before passing you back the cup. 

You bit your lips and took the cup. “How was your week?”, you then asked.

Jiwon scratched his brows, “tiring,”

You nodded your head and sipped on your latte. After a few more questions and replies from Jiwon, the date ended.

“Should we tell our parents the date went well?”, he asks while you both walked out of the cafe. 

You sighed quietly, “that’s a good plan,”, you reply.

Jiwon nods in agreement and looks at his watch, “so I’ll meet you again on the 24th?”

You looked at the passing cars, “yeah 24th,”

Jiwon looks at you again, and tap your shoulders before heading his direction. 

You walked on the path, in your own thoughts. You wondered if you should just tell your parents the truth? They probably would be disappointed, but it’s better than living a lie right? You wondered why you said yes to getting set up by both yours and Jiwons’ parents. Why did he even agree to it? The Jiwon you knew back then is not the same Jiwon now. 

The first time you met Jiwon, you were too excited. It’s been so long and you couldn’t wait to catch up with him and his life. You met him at a small neighbourhood cafe. He arrived, looking all dapper and suave. The Jiwon you played with at the playground has grown up and it feels like you were meeting someone new. 

You asked him about his life in Hawaii and he briefly answered. You then asked him about his life, what he has been up to and his feelings on the reunion of his band. Even then, Jiwon only gave you a brief reply. You tried, tried hard to not be disappointed. You weren’t expecting anything, but it was as if Jiwon was forced to be here. When it ended, he said goodbye to you and headed his way just like he did today. 

You recalled how excited you were when your parents asked if you want to go meet Jiwon. 

“Jiwon? As in Jiwon from our Yeouido house back then?”, you asked, hiding your excitement

Your mum nodded while holding the phone against her ear, “So?”, she asks again. 

You pondered for a while, mentally weighing the pros and cons. It’s Jiwon? Yeah but, too many years passed? You argued back and forth with yourself. 

“Okay why not?”, you replied. Little did you realise the long road ahead.

The next day, you stared at your phone. You re read the text you typed before sending it to Jiwon. “Heyyy, it’s comeback day! All the best and make sure you eat well before! We will be watching from our home!”. Send.

You stared at your phone. 5 minutes. 10 minutes. 1 hour. 2 hours. Finally a reply. You opened it and read, “thanks,”. You grunted and tossed your phone aside, earning looks from your parents. 

The door of your house rang and your mum went to open the door. You hear the lively voice and the deep laughter resonating. You immediately stood up and got ready to greet them.

“Hello aunty! Uncle!”, you greeted them. Jiwon’s mum immediately hugged you as she pat your back wildly. 

“Look at you, my future daughter in law,”, she teases. Jiwon’s dad laughed at his wife as he took his seat beside your dad. You prepared drinks and snacks for them. 

“Hubby look at our daughter in law,” she tease again. You smiled, thinking hard on how you are going to break the news to them. 

The five of you watched the live streaming of Jiwon’s performance. You looked at the screen interestingly. You unknowingly smiled as you think about how he is this charismatic and suave on stage but awkward and close off in real life. You looked again, picking up on how he smooth he was dancing with the female back up dancers, but barely speak to you. 

It hit you, maybe you are trying to relive your past. 7 years old Jiwon and you may be best friends but time change people. Maybe it’s time you move on. 

“Is it okay if Jiwon joins for dinner?”, his mum asked. Your ears perked and you thought that it’ll be a good idea to break the news then. You see your mum lightly smacking Jiwon’s mum. 

“Of course it’s okay, no need to ask!”, you heard your mum reply. 

Your mum send you out to get some stuff. Your phone ringed and you answered, “once you are done, call Jiwon. He’ll pick you up!”, your mum says. You wanted to refute but she ended the call before you could even say anything.  

You entered the mart and look for the stuff. You searched hard for your mother’s favourite brand of sauce and found it, only to realise it’s high up the shelf. You tried to tip toe but still couldn’t reach. You felt someone standing close behind your back and was ready to roundhouse him. You turned around and see Jiwon standing, as he reached for the sauce. He smiled, taking you by surprise.

“What are you doing here?”, you half screamed.

“My mum asked me to check up on you and pick you up,” he replied, imitating you.

He passed you the bottle and you thanked him, before you start walking away.  He caught up to you and walked beside you as he took the basket off your hands. You looked at him but he just continued walking.

You cough a little, “you look good today performing your song! I like the outfits and the hairstyle!”, you carefully compliment him. 

He nods his head a few times, “thanks. The hair took a while,”. 

You checked out of the mart and while you were waiting, you saw the chocolate you both loved to eat back then. He waited for you at the checkout counter. Once you were done, you head over to him and he took the bags off of you again. 

He led you to his car and you both settled in. The ride was silent, so you tried again, “umm, I have tickets to a movie next weekend? Will you be interested to go?”, you asked shyly.

He licked his lips, “I got a performance that day,”, he says, eyes looking on the road, You softly sigh and look out the windows. This isn’t going anywhere, you thought.

After what felt like forever, you finally reached the carpark of your house. He pulled the handbrakes and before he exited, “Let’s not continue this anymore,” you mumbled, looking down. 

Jiwon shot you a confused look, “us. We shouldn’t have agreed to be set up by our parents,” you continued.

Jiwon pursed his lips tightly. “If that’s you want,”, he replied. 

You sighed, of course he will agree, “I’m sorry for putting you through two horrible dates,”, you say as you dig into your pockets, “here’s a parting present,”, you added and passed him the chocolates you bought just now.

You saw his eyes widened, “omg this still exists?”, he beams as he took the chocolate. This was the few time you see him smile, and it slightly pains you. 

You smiled, “yeah! We ate this till we got tummy aches, Good times!”

Both of you headed for the lift. God, it was painful. “What should we say?”, you asked, trying to break the awkward air.

He kept quiet. You waited for his reply, “let’s go with we are getting busy? Or maybe, we don’t match?”. You see Jiwon going through your words. The elevator door opens and you walked out, Jiwon following suit. 

You reached for the bell and Jiwon softly grabbed your arms. You passed him a confused look. He looks up from the ground, “let’s not tell them today,” he softly mumbles.

You note the hint of sincerity in his voice and his hands still holding on to you softly, “I know the past dates were unpleasant. I just didn’t know how to talk to you. I know you think that I’m not interested in you, but I am. I want to know more about you, but I don’t know how to ask you. I get shy and nervous around you, even till now,” he says.

You felt the air thinning around you. He looks at you again. You thought quickly, “okay not today,” you replied and saw him break into a small smile. 

You didn’t know if you made the right call but if he’s willing to try, you should too, right?

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Eun Jiwon: #2

“Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.”

//hellooo, we do apologise that it took us a while to get this up! Hope you liked it! -Admin Sya//

It’s not your fault right? It’s never anyone’s faults’. You don’t get to decide who you like and who you don’t. The heart wants what it wants, don’t it?

That’s exactly how you are feeling. Your heart is leaping boundaries at the thought of the man, but you know your brain isn’t allowing it.

“Don’t get too close to him,”, “he’s not worth the effort,”, “be careful of guys like him,” were just some of the few warnings you got ever since you showed a slight interest on Jiwon.

You sipped your coffee as you looked at the man that everyone warned you off. Handsome wouldn’t be enough to describe his looks. If you had your way, his looks, you thought, was God’s favourite work. His eyebrows in the right shape, his eyes that exude charisma, his voice that is literal heaven and his jawline that could cut the tension.

You sighed. 

Jiwon locked eyes with you and you felt him boring a hole through you. Just before you looked away, he smirked a little and winked at you.

That was enough to send you off your edges. This is getting out of hand, you thought.

So you decide, that avoiding him altogether would be a better alternative. You figured if you don’t see him for a while, your feelings for him would disappear, right? 

That’s what you did. You go out of your way to make sure you are never in the same room with him. If he’s coming onto your direction, you immediately walked back the other way. When he approaches you in an attempt to talk to you, you would walk away or even pretend you had a phone call.

Jiwon is no idiot. He noticed your sudden reclusion from him. He didn’t know why and he was dying to know why. Did he do something wrong? Did you find his advances too uncomfortable? 

The dance room door swung open and he looked to see who. It was you. You scanned the room and mentally cursed yourself when you see the room empty, well except for Jiwon. You contemplated to come again later, but it’ll be too obvious if you leave now.

You walked past him hastily, and place your paperwork and laptop as you wait for the other members and managers to come before starting your presentation. 

Jiwon looked at you, reading the room. He greeted you only for you to curtly bow your head and not look up from the screen. He saw the opportunity and headed for the door to lock it. 

Just you and him, in the room, how wonderful.

Jiwon dragged the chair and placed it in front of you before he sat on it. He didn’t talk, nor did he do anything. He just sat, leaning back with his arms crossed looking at you.

You sensed the tension rising and finally looked up. You coughed, “hi,”

“After weeks of running away from me, hi? Hi?”, he asks. You note the hint of sarcasm laced in his voice.

You nodded your head, and continue typing away on your laptop, silently praying that the others would arrive soon.

Jiwon was not having this. He scooted forward dragging the chair and then took your laptop away from you, before closing it and placing it on the floor. 

“Did I do something?”, he asks.

You gave him a clueless look, unsure what he is implying. But you damn well knew what he was asking. He knows, you panicked.

“Well? Did I?” he asks again. You once again noted the sarcasm turning into frustration.

“No no, you did nothing! I wasn’t avoiding. I just got busy! You always got me at a bad timing, that’s all,” you responded, trying your best to lie your way out of this.

He raised his brows, leaning forward, hands now on both his knees, “cut the bullshit, your voice goes up every time you are lying.”

Great, just fantastic, you thought.

“Talk to me, please. Did I do something?” he softly added.

You bit your lips. “You didn’t do anything. It’s an issue with myself. I just need to get over it,” you replied. “I’m sorry I made you feel bad,” 

Jiwon features softened. He was relieved that it wasn’t because of him. He’s just happy that you won’t avoid him again because it killed him not being able to see you.

He leaned back against the chair, “What issue? Maybe I can help,” he offers.

You shook your head, “I don’t think so,”

He taps your knees continuously, “oh come on, tell me! Tell me!”

You shook your head, and turned your chair to the other direction. 

“Oh come on! It’s about a boy!” he quips. God knows how much he prayed for you to say no.

You widened your eyes to refute, “It is about a boy! Who? Who? Is it the Kwon twins? Or the planning team?” he teased again. Despite the teasing, Jiwon secretly hopes it’s neither.

You stood up from your chair, surprising him. You took your laptop and walked towards the door. Jiwon bit his lips, cursing himself for going overboard. He chased after you and stopped in front of you, “Okay, don’t leave. I’m sorry. I wont ask again,”

You nodded your head and looked at him. Since it has already come this far, you figured you should just take it all the way. The two options were either get rejected and get it over with or the start of something new. You got nothing to lose, you thought. 

You took in a deep breath, “It’s you,” you confidently spoke.

Jiwon shot you a puzzled look, “me? what about?”

You held your laptop tighter, “I think I like you,”

Jiwon took a step back, surprised at the sudden confession. “You like me?”

You nodded your head.

“If you like me then why did you avoid me?”

“Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy,” you answered, “and I don’t want to get hurt. So I thought if i ran away from you, I could stop liking you.”

He looked at you, still trying to process all the information.

“It didn’t work though. I couldn’t stop thinking about you,” you uttered, “but, it’s okay if you don’t like me back. I told you it’s my issue and I’ll work on it. Can we still be friends though?”

Jiwon broke into a small smile, “but I like you though. I think it’ll be hard to be just friends?” he answers nonchalantly.

This time it’s your turn to be surprised. Your grip on your laptop getting tighter. You feel the rush of heat settling on your face.

“So what do you say? Can I take you out this weekend?”, he asks, his smile not leaving his beautiful face.

“That’ll be nice”, was all you could said.

He walked back to the chair, “bad guy huh? I’ll prove you wrong,” 

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Eun Jiwon (HC): Married to a non-celebrity

//an anon requested a non-specified headcanon. so I felt like doing something with domestic fluff because I’m a sucker for it. Hope you enjoyed! -Admin Sya//

-very chill loving marriage tbh

-let’s be real, it’s not his first time. But for you, it is. Sometimes you have unrealistic fantasies like waking up to a trail of roses or maybe breakfast in bed, and it upsets you that Jiwon as a husband isn’t up to it. 

-but, when he comes home each time, tired, exhausted, sleepy from the work, you are the first thing he wants to see. Each time, he won’t even change out of his clothes but instead, he will go up to you and hug you so tight and kiss your forehead. 

-Jiwon isn’t the most romantic husband ever, but he fulfils his responsibility well. He never made you cried, he was there for you, he compliments you, do his part around the house.

-That’s when you realise, being married isn’t always flashy or like in dramas. He loves you in his own way, and he will continue to do so.

-A lot of lazy days. This includes netflix and chill. Gaming with him, sitting at the balcony with a cup of coffee as you both admire the sunset, just laying with him discussing deep topics. 

-H never really talks about you on TV or on his social media (hell this guy don’t ever update his ig). He wants to protect you, or at least let you live a normal life. He wants you to have your own freedom and not just be “Eun Jiwon wife”.

-But, this doesn’t mean he is embarrassed of you. When you two go out on dates, he does normal couple things. Jiwon likes going to the movies with you and he likes bringing you to new eateries and you both have your own rating system. Dates with you makes him feel normal and he enjoys every moment of it.

-When people recognise him, he would acknowledge them and also introduce you. “This is my wife,”, he would say as he gestures to you.

-His family definitely adores and loves you. You bring out the best in each other and they never seen Jiwon loved someone as much as he loved you. Sometimes, when Jiwon is busy, his mother would call you up and ask you to go out on a date with her. It could be just for lunch, or an outing the whole day. If Jiwon heard of this, he would pass you his card and tells you to spend as much as you want. 

-also, he loves loves it when you attend his concerts. His mood would soar through the roof each time. Will actively search for you and when he finally found you, he will point and wave at your direction. He likes it when you interact with the fans or team up with them to troll him or the members, it makes him the happiest.

-both of you have a special routine for after concerts. You would drive Jiwon home. When you reached home, you would draw him a bath and you would do your preparations. Burning candles, making him tea. As soon as he comes out, you would bring out the massage oil and massage him. His shoulders, his backs, arms, till he fall asleep. 

-Being married to Jiwon was uncharted territory and it scared you before. But now, it is your oasis. It’s the best feeling in the world. Idol or not, he’s Jiwon. Your Jiwon. You never want it to be any other way. 

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Eun Jiwon: Just a PD

//Requested by an anon! Again, it’s a bit long, I got carried away. It’s so easy to get carried away writing about Jiwon?? I rhink this is not what the anon had in mind, so my apologies. Still, enjoy!//

And that’s a wrap. You clapped your hands and let out the biggest sigh of relief. This season of New Journey To The West is gonna hit the roof, you thought. 

You turned your head seeing your fellow teammates all packing their equipments. Slowly, the lights, the camera stands, the audio system start to disappear. You looked up to the members of the show, taking in their addictive laughter and their chatters to one another.

Your eyes shifted to the one person wearing the cap with the black t-shirt that looks so good on him. You watched him laugh and high-five the other members. You noticed the smile that breaks out of him when the oldest member cracked a joke. He looked at you and smiled at you.

The way he would look at a person intently when they are talking, the way his eyebrows would raise first and how his eyes would disappear into a thin line when he laughs. He looks so bashful when he covers his laughs with his hands. You noticed how his tone changes depending on the situation, and maybe it’s your imagination, but when he talks to you, it felt as if he’s talking to the most fragile person ever. So soft, and god, he’s cute.

The clapping of Na PD voice broke you out of your bubble. He debrief the members and the team, and you concluded that everyone has 2 off days before they depart back home. At least I’ll get to see him 2 more days.

The night deepens and everyone was gathered in the lodging, eating and drinking to their heart’s content. You had one too many, and figured it’s wise to stop now before you completely passed out. You looked around and everyone was in such a blissful mood enjoying each other’s company. 

You stood up, earning looks from a few people, but you motioned that you’ll be going out for some fresh air. You took your place outside, basking in the fresh air and stillness of the night. You heard the door open and close and you figured that maybe it’s your team mate. Someone sat beside you, you didn’t mind. You looked to your side to see who, and was taken aback when you see the face that makes you excited. 

Jiwon, you thought.

“How come you are here alone?”, he asks as he passed you a bottle of water.

You took the bottle, “I needed the fresh air,” Jiwon didn’t say anything but just hummed in response. 

Minutes passed, and the both of you are just sitting there, not doing anything. You didn’t like this. If it was any other day, you would most definitely enjoy any private moment with him. But, tonight, you were happy, you were slightly drunk, you did not like the atmosphere he’s bringing along. So you stood up, took the bottle you placed beside you and walked back in.

As you passed by Jiwon, he grabbed your wrists, lightly, stopping you. You felt your body heat up, slowly getting nervous. He dragged your wrist and ushered you to sit back down beside him. 

“I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable,” he whispered. 

Now you feel bad. Oh god.

“I wasn’t! It’s just I wanted to be alone for a while, and then you came. But you didn’t talk or anything, so I figured I’ll just let you have your space,” you replied.

He bites his lips, hesitating to say anything. “Can’t you just sit here?”

“I can. But do you want me too?”, you asked tactfully. He didn’t answer but his hands still on your wrist was an indicator. So you sat. Beside each other. Looking into the distance and enjoying the serenity of the dark night. 

Jiwon shuffles his leg and you noticed this, “are you cold? should we go in?”, you asked.

He shook his head and finally looked up to you after boring a hole on the floor. 

“Do you, maybe, wanna go eat the ramen at the restaurant downtown tomorrow?”, he asks, voice as soft as ever.

“Oh! The famous one? Yeah, why not! I’ll ask the members and crew! Let’s see, 20 of us? Should I book?” you replied.

He opened his mouth but didn’t say anything until finally, “no, I mean, just the two of us,”“Like.. a date?”, 

“Yeah like a date,”, he says as he finally look you into your eyes. 

Is this what you thought this is? Is your crush finally reciprocal? WHAT?

“I would love to,”, you replied. You smiled shyly and Jiwon couldn’t hold back the smirk he was stifling. 

You got up early the next day, finding a decent outfit to wear. You weren’t down with much options but you figured this white blouse and the blue jeans with your vans sneakers is good enough. You got ready and headed outside. Jiwon was already waiting for you at the same place you both sat last night.

 “Heyy, good morning!” you greeted. He looked at you and a small woah left his mouth. How can you look this beautiful at 10am?

Both of you took the bus to get there. It was a nice time. For a moment, it didn’t feel like you were out with an idol. It just feels like a boy and a girl out on their first date. You liked that. Both of you lost your way for a while, but managed to find the restaurant. 

The restaurant was pretty. It was traditional but had modern industrial lighting. The food lived up to it’s name. Over ramen, both of you talked about everything, except for work. You liked learning new facts about him. You enjoyed listening to him talk about his games even though you don’t really understand half of what he’s talking about. 

After lunch, both of you walked a bit. You got ice cream to go. You learned that he actually likes vanilla. The day seems to pass quickly, and you were now on your way back. 

When you reached the house, no one seems to be in the house. You figured that they weren’t back from their own trip. You walked into the house with Jiwon trailing behind you. Sugeun walked past the both of you, raising his brows up and down teasingly and making kissing faces at Jiwon. You looked back to Jiwon only for him to grab his slippers and throwing it at Sugeun. 

You walked to your room and settled in. It has been a great day. You enjoyed every moment of it. As you rummage through your luggage, Jiwon knocked on your door. You hollered back and he peeked his head through the gap before entering. 

“Heyy, I had a great time today! I hope you did too. Do you want to do this again?” 

You fisted the shirt on your hands, “you want to go on a second date with me? me?”

He looks at you, confused. Did you not enjoy the time with him? Was he being over himself? “yeah, I want to go on another date with you. Wait, I’m sorry. Did I overstep because if I did..-”

“No! No! I’m just taken aback!” you cut him off.

Still confused, he replies, “why would you be? I like spending time with you. You make me feel normal. You make me feel comfortable. The afternoon was really a good time spent,”

“I.. wow thank you,” you tried finding your words. “I liked spending time with you too,”

“So, is that a yes?” he asked, slightly expectant.

You nodded your head, “yes, let’s do this again. but..-”

“but.?” 

“can we keep it on the down low? I don’t want everyone to know. I love the crew but I don’t want to make it a big deal. You are an idol, you should know better!” you urged

Jiwon clasped his hands together, “okay, anything you want! Keep it on the DL! I’ll take you out once we reach home!” 

He inched closer to you, and pat the top of your head softly, leaving you all embarrassed before he left the room. 

God, he’s lucky he’s cute.

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Eun Jiwon: I Love You

//Requested by an anon! Hope this is fun to read! This is a lil too long, may have gotten carried away. Nonetheless, enjoy//

You and Jiwon are two completely different person. You get overwhelmed easily, you cared for people more than they do for you and when you loved someone, you loved. You never hesitate, you go hard and fast.

In the case of Jiwon, Jiwon takes time. He’s meticulous and he calculates everything in his life. He doesn’t get phased out by anything and when he feels, he tries to suppress.

So it didn’t come off as a surprise when you told him you loved him for the first time, only for him to purse his lips.

“I want to say it when I really mean it. It’s not that I don’t, but..-” he struggles to find his words.

You placed a hand on the sides of his face gently, “hey hey look I understand. I’m not pressuring you to say it, but I just want you to know that I love you,” you softly whispered, your hands still caressing the sides of his face.

He looks at you, thankful for your understanding but you could also see the hint of sorry in his eyes.

You knew he wasn’t ready to say it, but you can’t help yourself. You need to tell him that. Your love for him was filling you up and you felt like you could burst if you didn’t say it. Maybe it was his suaveness, or maybe it was the way he treated you. Or was it the way he made you feel like you are the one thing that matters in his life? Or was it the unexplainable feeling you feel spreading through you every single time you see him? You weren’t so sure.

After that day, you tried your best to not pressure him. When you text, you would use the heart emoticons to replace your I Love Yous, and when you’re with him, you try to not use the word love so often. You don’t want to pressure Jiwon into anything or worse, make him feel uncomfortable.

The morning was bright and cold. You were awaken by the sound of hard rain hitting the windows. You unwillingly wake up but smiled when your stretched arms tapped a warm body. You sat up on your bed, happy to see Jiwon sleeping soundly. You got up and headed for the kitchen, The weather called for hot chocolate and hot soup.

You switched on your playlist, setting it aside as you slowly prepare the ingredients you need. Your favourite pop sound played and you used the bread knife you are holding as a microphone whilst you slid from one end of the kitchen to the other in rhythm with the music.

Unknown to you, the clanging of the pots and your not so melodious voice stirred Jiwon up. He woke up and was displeased that you were not beside him. He figured you were in the kitchen. He headed for the kitchen only to see you in his t-shirt that were too big for you, most probably his sweatpants and your hair in the most messiest bun, doing the most ridiculous performance ever.

He stifled a laugh as he leaned against the wall of the kitchen entrance. The more he watched you sing and dance, the harder it was for him to keep his cool, It was too funny. But, he liked seeing this. For so long, he never felt this. What is this? As he continued to watch your antics, he slowly realised that this is what he wants in his life. To wake up to this, to be able to spend mornings like this with you. You weren’t even doing anything graceful but he couldn’t take his eyes off you. His heart wasn’t beating fast, but he felt relief, comfort.

How can looking at you like this make him feel like his life is complete? Is this love, he thought. He lost it when you cracked your voice trying to sing in the singer’s original pitch.

You jumped, startled at the sudden laughter, “how long have you been there?!”

Jiwon covered his mouth,”long enough. You should sign up for the audition at YG,” he says as he walked over to you.

You caught on to what he was implying and smacked his back playfully. “Anyways, good morning and here’s hot chocolate for you,”

He took it from you, drinking it, “this is good, thank you.”

Jiwon hopped and sat at the counter as he watched you cooked. “I know you don’t like mushroom soups so I made you chicken soup,”

You poured some onto a bowl and passed it to him. He shook his head. He pointed at his mouth, “feed me.”

You shook your head, “what a baby.”

As the contents of the bowl emptied out, you decided to wash the dishes. You walked away, only to be trapped in between Jiwon’s leg as he hooked his legs on your waist. You squirmed to get out, “babeeee, I need to do the dishes!”

He tightens his wrap around you. He took the bowl out of your hands, placed it beside him on the counter and held both sides of your face gently.

You weren’t sure what to expect but you were kind of nervous. You feel the heat spreading on your cheeks.

Jiwon looked into your eyes and you tried to look away, “hey look at me,” and you did.

“I love you,”

You felt your surroundings go silent, your heart racing so fast as if it’s gonna come out of your chest. You definitely weren’t expecting this.

“I know you were disappointed when I didn’t say it back back then, but I want you to know I mean this. I love you. I can’t imagine not waking up to see you. I can’t imagine not being by your side, laughing with you, making you smile. I want to see you dancing and singing everyday. Like today.”

You tried to say something, but you were too overwhelmed. You could only afford to look deep into his eyes. You know he meant everything be said.

“I.. I love you too,” was what you could manage, before Jiwon closed the gap between the both of you and brushed his lips gently against yours.

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Eun Jiwon: #23

“Are we on a date right now?”

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side note: I don’t drink and I definitely have never visited a bar. So excuse me for the mistakes. 

You sat nervously on the table, looking at the empty chairs in front of you. Why did you agree to go out with your best friend tonight?

You didn’t know it was gonna be a gathering. When she asked if you wanted to hang out with her, you surely didn’t expect her to bring company. This is going to be a long evening, you thought to yourself.

However, you were now laughing to your hearts’ content. Talking to one another as if you knew all of them forever. What a twist of event, you whispered.

Time passes and you couldn’t help but to feel sad when two of them had to leave. One was called up for work and the other had to rush back for a family emergency. You looked at the empty spots and sighed. 

“What’s with the sigh?”, Jiwon asked. You noticed the small smirk plastered on his face but you didn’t say anything and just pouted. 

“Hey, should we visit the new bar downtown?”, you best friend quips. 

You saw Jiwon nodding his head in agreement, “why not?”. 

On the other hand, you looked at your watch, “It’s getting late though..”

“Aww come on! It’s Sunday tomorrow!”, your best friend argued. 

Jiwon leaned over, gently took your wrist to look at the watch, “it’s only 11pm! Let’s go, it’ll be fun!”. At his sudden action, you were caught surprised. Your heart skipped a beat at his soft grasp. 

“Yeah, okay!”, you replied. Your best friend threw her fist into the air and you looked at Jiwon. He smiled at your reply and winked at you. You feel the heat settled on the apples of your cheeks. What is this, you thought.

“Must be a popular bar! Look at the line!” Jiwon says as the three of you waited patiently in the queue. While waiting, you and Jiwon got talking. It was really the most random conversations ever. He asked you things like your work, your hobbies, and interestingly, he asked if you were with anyone at the moment. 

Your best friend finally put down her phone and faced the both of you, “hey guys, I’m sorry but I need to head back to my office. Ugh!”. You opened your mouth to refute but didn’t have a chance as she quickly hugged you and then Jiwon and then took her leave. 

You looked around dumbfounded and you see Jiwon scratching the back of his head. Awkward.

“It’s just the two of us then,”, he states.

“I guess it is,”, you replied, a little sad. 

“Wait, are we on date right now?!”, you teased, covering your mouth with your hands in attempt to act all embarrassed.

He snickered, playing along, “only if you want it to, babe,”. Jiwon let out a small smile and the two of you continued your conversations as you waited. 

After a few minutes, both of you were finally in. You awed at the interior and nodded in agreement with the queue outside. Jiwon sat down first and you followed suit. “This place is nice,” you remarked. Jiwon ordered his poison and so did you. 

“It would have been fun if the others were here, am I right?”, you asked as you sipped on your drink.

Jiwon sipped on his second glass, “but then, I won’t be able to drink just with you,” he teased, winking at you again.

You looked away instantly and gulped down what’s left of your drink. Jiwon raised his hands and the bartender came, “I’ll like another of this,” he says.

“And for your lady?”, the bartender asks.

You widened your eyes and coughed a little. Jiwon looked at you for a while and then back to the waiter, “she will have another one of what she had,” he answers as he stifled a snicker.

A few more sips and a couple more of questions asked by Jiwon and you realised it’s past 2am. Both of you exited the bar and waited at the curb side for the cab. 

Both of you waited beside each other as you looked on at the passing cars. 

“I had a great time tonight,” he suddenly speaks.

“Yeah.. Me too..” you responded, smiling at him. 

“We should do this again,” he softly says while balancing on the curb. 

You faced him, and nod your head, “yeah, why not, As long as you don’t bail on me like the others.”, you answered, earning a small laugh from him. 

Jiwon dug into his pockets and passed you his phone. You see the number keypad displaying and passed him a confused look.

“Well, I can’t call you out to drink if I don’t have your number, right?”, he states nonchalantly, before winking at you again.

“Smooth. Very smooth,” you joked as you keyed in your number and then passing it back to him. 

You heard the sound of a cars’ horn and turned to face it. You realised that that was the cab you hired. “That’s my ride,” you say and went to hug him before scurrying into the cab. 

Jiwon watched you leave and waited till your cab was out of sight. He unlocked his phone and sees the number you keyed. He pressed on the contact name and contemplated a while before he starts typing “2nd Date Daiquiri” and proceeded to save it. 

He laughed at himself, amused at the name he saved for you as he slips his phone back into his pocket.

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Sechskies: Love Language

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Jiwon’s love language are mainly words of affirmation and sometimes, quality time. Having gone through a divorce once, definitely changed his views on love. He appreciates it when you randomly send him encouraging texts. You’re doing great babe. You look so good today. Go crush the recording! I love you! I’m so lucky to be with you! Words like these means a lot to him, especially when it’s from you. Being a celebrity is no easy feat, but having you continuously supporting him makes him feel secure. 

Spending time together with you is also a must for him. He always feel apologetic to you for not being able to go out on dates with you like normal couple. But, you don’t care for it, because even if it’s just watching TV together or doing your own things in each other’s presence, it’s more than enough for the both of you. On days where he’s free, he would make sure to bring you out. Anywhere you want to go, anything you want to do. 

quality time. Jaijin most definitely enjoy time spend with you. To him, every second he’s spending with you is precious. Jaijin would always make time to go for a walk with you in the evening. It’s his only uninterrupted peaceful time with you. The evening wind, the stillness of the park, the evening rush. Just the two of you strolling in the park brings out the peace in his already so hectic life. Being part of his life would also mean being involved in his artwork. More often than not, you are his muse. He would ask you to pose for him so he can paint a portrait for you. A typical day would be Jaijin painting, and you reading or watching TV. It might not be much, but it’s this kind of mutual understanding between the 2 of you that he appreciates so much. You realised that a quality time together don’t always mean fancy dates or nights out. Sometimes, the best time spent together is at your own comfort in your pajamas with the person you love, Jaijin.

soft boi Jaeduck love language is physical touch. Hugs, kisses, holding hands, touching you. He enjoys displaying his affection to you both in public and private. If you both are out on a date, he would definitely interlock fingers with yours. Sometimes, he would randomly give you kisses on your cheeks whilst you both are waiting in line or on the escalator. When he reach home, the first thing he do is to hug you tightly, as close as possible. Being with you physically is one of his favourite things to do. Just being able to hold your hands makes him feel secure and when he kisses you, it feels as if it’s only you and him against the world. Jaeduck loves surprising you with hugs and kisses, especially hugs. Jaeduck’s hugs are always warm, soft and full of love. 

definitely acts of service. He appreciates it when you offer to drive for him especially if it’s the day after a packed schedule. When you offer to make breakfast for him before an important day, he thought that he was the luckiest man on earth to be with someone like you. Suwon would always be thankful when you would help tidy his workspace. He loves that you would do it on your own. You most definitely didn’t have to tidy it up, but seeing you put the effort made him realise how precious and significant you are in his life. When he comes back from a concert at 2am and sees you wait for him with massage oils and heat packs, he know that you are the one for him. 

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Eun Jiwon: Date Night

-both of you set a side date night once every two weeks. date nights are special because with how busy Jiwon is and how different your schedules are, one night fortnightly was extremely precious.

-and so you got ready early, well 3 hours early. You took time to decide an outfit , your hairstyle, your makeup look.

-after much consideration, you decided with a black off-shoulder dress with block chunk heels. You chose to curl your ends and go for a smokey look, with a matte red lipstick.

-when Jiwon picked you up, “woah” was the first thing he uttered. “you look really gorgeous” he continued.

-you took his arm, and just kissed his cheeks, “you don’t look too bad yourself”

-Jiwon brought you to new restaurant downtown. It was fancy, dim, but lively. He got seats in the middle of the restaurant floor, with candles already lit. Both of you settled down and placed your order.

-Just like everyone else, both of you filled each other in. Jiwon told you about his new show and how he’s gonna record a new song soon. You told him about work, and how you can’t wait for his new show. 

-the food arrived and you continued talking, about everything and anything. With him, it felt like home. Looking at him gives you energy and you were addicted. Jiwon was addictive, the way he raised his brows, the way he would occasionally clenched his jaws. You were hooked and can’t get enough of him.

-”Stop looking at me like that.” he says

-You gave him a puzzled look, “what look?”

-”Like you wanna eat me”

-You smiled, “maybe i do,”, leaving Jiwon all flustered.

-After dinner, Jiwon took you to the beach for a night stroll. He knows you like walking through the sand with the moonlight litting your path. He remembers you mentioning to him that you like hearing the waves crashing in the still of the night. When you arrived, you gave him a puzzled look, because you definitely weren’t expecting him to bring you to the beach.

-”You told me you wanted to go here the other night,” he says

-”Babe, I appreciate you bringing me here, but I can’t possibly walk through with these heels,” you responded, a bit too loud.

-Jiwon looks at your heels and you saw the gears in his brain starts turning. “Well, in that case, take off your heels,” he squats down, helping you and then slipping his own shoes onto your feet. 

-”What are you gonna wear?” you asked him, holding his shoulder for support still.

-”Barefoot,” he replies, kissing the back of your hands. 

-so you two walked through the sand, with Jiwon’s oversized shoe. The cold wind suddenly brushed up on your exposed skin and you can’t help but hissed at the cold. 

-Jiwon notices this and immediately took out his bomber jacket and placed it on you, “but babe, you’ll be cold.”

-he hugs your sides, pulling your closer to him, “as long as I have you, this is enough,” he replies, as you both continued walking. 

-Both of you walked for a bit, seeking comfort in the crashing waves and the occasional sea breeze that hits you. “You ever think how the moon only reflects light but still shine so brightly and beautifully?” Jiwon suddenly stops, facing the moon. 

-You didn’t say anything and just looked at the moon with your arm around his waist and your head lying gently on his shoulders. 

-“wanna hear something dumb?” Jiwon suddenly asks.

-”You know I always want to hear your thoughts and feelings,”

-Jiwon turns to face you, and then hooking his arms around your back, and your around his waist.

-”sometimes, when I look at the moon, I wished that you were with me. I would wish upon the moon that you and I will be together for the rest of my life. I will tell the moon that even with it’s beauty, you are more beautiful.”

-Your face softens, melting at his confession. “Really? I am more beautiful?”

-He didn’t say anything and looks at you. You know that he meant everything he said. “Can I kiss you?”

-You didn’t say anything, but slowly moved to close the distance. Jiwon following suit. 

-You felt the gap shortening and Jiwon’s breath fanning near your face. His lips brushed yours softly. It was sweet, Jiwon’s lips was soft. You felt the heat rising on your face. Jiwon softly bite your lips, earning a small gasp from you, enough for him to slip his tongue.

-Under the moonlight, you both shared a passionate kiss in the stillness of the night. Even with the soft ocean breeze, you felt your face heating up quickly.

-Jiwon finally pulled away, much to your disappointment. He rests his forehead against yours, “I love you.”

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Sechskies Headcanon: First Date

//so in honour of Sechskies’s 23rd Anniversary, here’s a lil something for you all! 23 years guyss, 23! I hope y’all enjoy this!//

Eun Jiwon:

-picks you up

-loses his words as soon as you appear because you were the most beautiful person he ever seen

-brings you to a fancy restaurant, pull your chair for you, wait for you to choose. when you chose something with a side salad, he judged you and scrunched his face

-you talked and talked, and he shared a story about his time filming NJTW

-once you both are done with the meal, he offered his arms and you slid your arms through as you walked to the cashier.

-you insisted to pay but he denied and said you can pay for dessert

-so you both got ice cream (he paid again), and sat at the nearby park where you continue taking and laughing about everything and anything under the sun.

-he drove you home and sent you to your door.

-you were standing with your back against the door and him facing you, wishing time would stop

-he just stared at you and to hide the blush that’s growing on you, you turned to open the door

-but he grabbed your wrist and turned you, “can I kiss you”

-you nodded, closed your eyes as he closed in on you. His breath, his warmth radiated and you thought your heart was gonna leap out on you

-he broke the kiss, hands still on your cheeks, “let’s do this again”

-you blushed so hard, and he just smiled. he waited for you to close the door before leaving.

Lee Jaijin:

-waits for you at the entrance of the museum, nervously

-tells himself that he’s not but when you appear from a distance with your cute dress and curled hair, he felt like his heart was gonna come out of his chest

-“Heyyy! You look great!”

-You were sure that you could feel like ears burning up, and so he laughed at you and brought you in the museum

-you know a bit of art, here and there. But when Jaijin explained to you a portrait, you just wanna listen to him talk forever

-he brought you to a not so crowded gallery and told you how this portrait was his favourite. he likes looking at it if he’s in need of inspiration

-you both then head for dinner at a nearby cafe.

-you guys talked and talked and realised there was nothing to be nervous. Jaijin was ready kind and responsive

-after the dinner, he dropped you off at your house.

-just before you exit the car, he grabbed your forearm and hesitated.

-you looked at him, and he finally said, “do you wanna go out with me again?”

-if only he could hear your heart beating so fast.

-“yes”, you said and kissed the side of his cheeks before leaving

Kim Jaeduck:

-soft boi Jaeduck would pick you up at your front door and pace around nervously

-when you came out, he lost his words because damn you look so out of the world

-you waved your hands in front of his face and he snapped out of his daydream

-Jaeduck brought you to a bowling alley because.., well he’s jaeduck

-“if I win, we will go out again. How about that?” he teased, knudging his elbows.

-“and if I win?” you challenged.

-“then you can choose whatever you want” he grinned.

-Jaeduck started first, and he got a spare. When it was your turn, you got 7 pins. You could see the smug on his face.

-Jaeduck was confident he will win, till the 3rd round onwards. You were getting strikes and spares every round.

-YOU WON.

-“you liar! You said you weren’t good”

-“I said, I wasn’t good because my friends all played Bowling in college” you shrugged

-“fine, what’s your wish?” he asked, wary

-“let’s eat first!”

-and so you did, you headed to the cafe nearby. Jaeduck made jokes, tells you about the time he almost died during dance practice. And you told him about your day, how you are enjoying each day.

-the day ended and he walked you home. “You still haven’t tell me what you want”

-you smiled and before you went home, you looked at him, “my wish is to have a second date”

-Jaeduck just looked at you, surprised. And then broke into the cutest smile.

-he pinched your cheeks lovingly, “you could have just said. You just wasted a wish”

-“I’m more than happy to waste it on you”

Kang Sunghoon:

-Sunghoon will be waiting for you at the lobby with chocolates.

-when you came out, he broke into a smile, excited to see you, but, nervous

-he greeted you and passed you the chocolates.

-Sunghoon would surprisingly bring you to mini Golf, because well he wanted to be “unconventional”

-it wasn’t a bad place, the mood was cool and you actually had the opportunity to play Golf and still talked to him.

-he discussed with you on his latest projects, and things he want to try to do. You told him about your day and how you’re excited for summer to come because you wanna go to the water park.

- “hey if I make this shot, you will go to the waterpark with me”

-you nodded your head, and ushered for him to make the shot.

-and he shot, but it missed the hole. you were disappointed, you hoped that it went him because you wanted to go to the waterpark with him.

-Sunghoon saw your expression and went to the ball and rolled it into the hole, “so do you want to go the waterpark with me?”

-your disappointed face now broke into a small smile and you quickly headed for the next course.

-after the mini Golf reaches its end, both of you chilled at park nearby.

-you guys continued talking and you realised you were slowly having good feelings for the man

-“hey, you didn’t give me an answer” he asked suddenly.

-“you looked down, swinging your feet, “of course I want to”

Jang Suwon:

-classic suwon would bring you for movie and dinner.

-he would wait anxiously for you at the theatre, with the tickets and popcorn and drinks

-when you arrived, he almost dropped the popcorn he was holding because you look really good.

-“woahhhhh” you hurried, saving the popcorns

-suwon regained his conscious, “so I got the stuffs, shall we?”

-you held his arms, “we shall”

-movie was great and occasionally, you would bump hands with suwon when taking the popcorns. In which he will, break into a smile and let you have your turn

-“man, the movie was bad. I’m sorry” he confessed

-“it’s fine, who would have known”

-so dinner was a quiet bbq house. Both of you couldn’t stop talking about how bad the movie was and it made you realise how much you matched each other.

-you talked about food, hobbies, pet peeves, favourite dessert, tips and tricks on surviving in a deserted island.

-and when it suddenly got quiet, suwon suddenly asked, “let’s do this again?”

-you stopped grilling the meat and looked at him, searching for hints in his eyes

-“okay, but I’ll pick the movie next time” you said

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Lee Jaijin Headcanon: Cooking

- you both know how ridiculous his cooking skills are. so when he offered to cook for you, you immediately said you were gonna help (read: make it edible) him.

-and thats how both of you ended up with a very unique tasting dish that you both didn’t quite like, but didn’t quite hate.

-”babe..! that’s too much flour???” 

-Jaijin looked at the bowl, then at your concerned face, then back at the bowl, and poured more flour.

-”it’s gonna be so hard!”

-he just laughed and shrugged his shoulders. an idea popped into his head, and he dipped his finger and scooped out the wet dough.

-jaijin snucked up behind you, “love, look!”. The moment you turned, your face was smudged with the cold sticky floury mixture.

-you grabbed the nearest wooden spoon and immediately chased him around the house.

-”oh, you’re so gonna get it!”

-and so both of you chased each other for a good 10 mins, with Jaijin climbing over the counter, jumping over the coffee table and you just trying to catch him.

-when you did, you sat on top of back, before he swiftly pulled you down, such that your back was now on the floor and him hovering over you.

-he looked at you, and laughed, “god, you are so adorable”.

-he streched out his hands to grab the tissue box and used it to wipe the wet flour on your face. his actions were gentle and when he was done, he lightly kissed your forehead and stood up.

-”come on, we need to knead the dough”

-after lots of bickering and “babe, no”, the dish was done. It didnt look one bit appetising, and when you both took a first bite, you thought your front tooth was gonna fall out.

-jaijin grabbed his phone and proceeded to call someone. you raised your eyebrows at him.

-“hi, can I get 2 sets of the chicken box with an additional side of fries?” 

-you just laughed at him and both of your failed attempt at making pizza.

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Kim Jaeduck Headcanon: Expressing Love

-Jaeduck’s way to express love is to literally smother with you with kisses and I love yous.

-just woke up? expect him to be up in your faces peppering kisses, and saying I Love Yous in between.

-going to sleep? expect a good night kiss and “good night, I love you”

-when you call him, the next thing he’ll say after “hello?” is “i love you”.

-when you visit him on sets/concerts, he will always hug you and kiss your forehead first before saying anything. 

-funny thing was, it wasn’t him who said I Love You first. it was you. 

-It was 4 months into the relationship, you were both watching a football match. Jaeduck has been screaming and wailing, and you just blurted, “god, I love you”.

-Jaeduck thought he was hearing things and even lowered the volume down, “what did you just say?”

-”nothing. oh! look! oh, he missed!”, you tried to change the subject, unsure if Jaeduck was gonna say it back

-he held your wrist, “I love you too”.

-you let out a sigh of relief, “can i kiss you?”, he asked.

-when you didn’t say anything but just looked at him, he closed in.

-the kiss was different. it was burning, it was like finding an oasis in the desert. It starts with his soft supple lips brushing yours, both your warmth radiating off each other and then it was slow and sensual, with both of you so close to each other.

-since that day,  I love you, and Jaeduck’s kisses is a big part of your life. You wouldn’t want it any other way

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