#estillie

[thepondnymph]

Faint

+ (sorta open letter)

Hello! I'm slowly going through a rebranding, and most of my followers and mutuals know me as Estillie, so I decided to make a post to clarify things a little :)

This piece was made some time ago as a vent during a very difficult process in my life. I have suffered from constant fainting since 2018 and for all this time the reason was unknown. My tests always showed no abnormality and my family was spending money that we didn't have to look for a comorbidity that was simply invisible, but affected every second of my existence... Until now.

On December 19th, I traveled 3 hours to take a test that officially diagnosed me with vasovagal syndrome. After years of struggle, I finally have access to treatment to give me a dignified life and no longer have to fear the lack of a future for myself.

As for this account, I still intend to continue doing fanarts of TMA, Ghost, and my other interests but I've decided to start taking my art a little more seriously now and have a name that is a bit more reflective of what I want to communicate with it. I am very grateful to all of you who stayed even with the indefinite hiatus and slow posting.

Meus agradecimentos mais sinceros — Esttilie, The Pond Nymph.

[adornens-blog]

       ❝ your ears are so fluffy and cute! ❞ sulfa squeals, fingers rubbing at the points of her own ears. “being able to turn into a dragon is fun and stuff, but being fluffy sounds nice too! are you as fluffy when you transform? ooh, can i see?” // @estillie ( sc. )

[motherssins-arch]

“ would you like any help with doing that at all? ”

@estillie  ✨’d !

[wyvrnlrd]

@estillie​

“Esty~” The wyvern lord happily embraced her small friend, not even caring about her bosom almost suffocating the poor girl. Camilla was all too happy to see her dearest wolfskin after looking around the Monastery. This place was so unique and different, Camilla wished she could show it to her family but alas, she couldn’t. She was here to help Albinea and create connections that would go forward in the long run. Plus, there was another reason for her to be here. Someone was poisoning Albinea from Fodlan, and it was something she needed to find out. 

The first princess gave her one last squeeze before letting her go and stepping back one step. She was wearing the school uniform already, akin to that which a girl named Mercedes was wearing. It was so comfortable! She didn’t expect to get this right away, but Garreg Mach was quite fast in giving all the right things to the new-coming students. 

“How do you like it around here? It’s so warm compared to Albinea. Are you feeling alright? Not having a heat stroke?” Once again, concern and worry appear in her lilac eye which wasn’t covered by her bangs. 

[itsdappleagain]

@estyllis

Yay! It worked!

Here's one of the fanarts I did for Perhaps a Raincheck, Then (the second is in progress :D)

not much, and the second will be more detailed, but I really really loved the way you wrote this topic with julia especially.

[lesbiansayaishii]

perhaps a raincheck then brainrot back in FULL force

[scngstcss]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* flower of the soul.

You are a Lily. Your strong and bold way of being make your soul's flower the lily. You bring happiness to everyone around you, and you always have an encouraging word for your friends. You know how to stand strong in the wind, and your soul always keeps you leaning toward the positivity of the sun. You are well-rooted, and others enjoy your presence.

tagged by: @solaetis ayyyy thank u cent!! <3 tagging: @daphnelight / @estillie , @deslionsdesaphir , @regancrested , @angeliicascent , @khorosvein , @nobilismare , @flamecrest , @laslow , @dekirukoto , and everyone who wants to try this out! 

[rhinokck]

Corona Premier on tap at Estilli Rancho Grill in KCMO

[itsdappleagain]

hey! first off, no problem. tags are what this is for. second off, just make sure to check your spelling, as that can affect what shows up.

if you haven't already, following the tags you listed is a good place to start (also, specific ships- both [character] x [character] or their fandom ship name(s) are good places)! I'm only in carmen sandiego and amphibia out of these fandoms, but I can recommend you some places to start with those ones! (also, just clicking on the tags and finding some recurring names can be good blogs to follow. searching ao3 and finding fics you like may also have links to tumblr blogs and communities from there!)

putting slashes because i don't want to tag everyone-

for cs:

@/riodrawsstuff is a super cool and super active artist!

@/jackie-shitposts is my bestie and does some awesome and quite frankly hilarious edits

@/yyuppys did a ton of super cool art back in the day but not quite sure how active they are with cs right now?

@/2deadkat has some really awesome aus and art!

/@lesbiansayaishii is a fantastic writer especially within papertiger

@/thedukeofvermeer has such cute and cool art!!

@/path-of-sunlight has amazing art and content

@/limbosava has awesome art!

@/caruliaa does some super cool edits

@/caramel-sandiego does incorrect quotes that are always a riot

@/keyschumacher has some hilarious and amazing art

@/roxanazava has such a cool artstyle and is super cool

@/potchai has the ABSOLUTE COOLEST paper star cosplay EVER, plus edits and incorrect quotes

@/be-bi-do-crime i don't think is super involved anymore either? but if you search up cs on their blog HOO BOY you're in for a treat

@/lesly-oh does some occasional julethief art that is stellar

@/carmensandiegowritinngs is pretty self-explanatory and super coool

@/disfordevineaux is as the name implies centered around the mint man himself and is a very cool person

@/artyblogs has one of the absolute greatest cs fics going (ending soon :( ) right now and is a very good writer!!

so there are some basic for cs! i know i missed tons but you'll see overlapping names and things all over the place so just follow who you like obviously and see what happens! I would tag estillis but they aren't super big on tumblr- go check them out on ao3 because perhaps a raincheck then is a fandom must-read if you havent already. (assuming you read julethief...if not then oops some of this stuff might not be for you. you're sort of on your own for red crackle if thats your jam- my bad.)

for amphibia, which im not as involved in but I'll do what I can:

@/themissakat is pretty involved in the fandom and has some really spectacular aus and art with them concerning the girls!

@/crispnoodles does some really awesome amphibia comics and art!

@/boobchuy is just an all-around good amphibia blog

@/amphibi-crew is a more technical behind the scenes show blog with cool stuff like storyboards. great place to connect with other fans!

if you didn't know already, on tumblr you get all the posts the people you follow reblog or post themselves, so you'll discover more people through them that you may like. good luck and happy fandoming! you'll get used to tumblr quickly :)

New here (sorry I know you guys hate twitter users, we suck)

Do you guys have any suggestions for me or who to follow? Again sorry for tagging a couple fandoms, just need some help

[lesbiansayaishii]

N, R, U, V for fanfic asks

N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

God. literally all of them. but off the top of my head i'd say aaty or out of the shadows bc those two don't like me </3

R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

you <3 estillis on ao3, Taylor Jenkins Reid, also artywrites on ao3! y'all are such good writers

U: A pairing you might like to write for, but haven’t tried yet.

i've been watching a league of their own since last night... i'd really like to try writing for carson and greta! they fit my niche interest of sapphics during wwii and they have such fanfic potential.....

V: A secondary (or underrated) character you want to see more of in fic?

Tammy. Dokuso. Raff. Albert. Zari. Pearl. Saanvi. SAYA.

fanfic ask meme

[wyvrnlrd]

@daphnelight / @estillie and I are here to create Albinea that no one knew about and no one can stop us. 

[lesbiansayaishii]

32 and 35

32. What is a line from a poem/novel/fanfic etc that you return to from time and time again? How did you find it? What does it mean to you?

There’s… a lot. But one that I keep coming back to is from chapter 2 of perhaps a raincheck then by estillis on ao3!

With a sigh, Julia straightened, continuing towards the doors through which she would enter again tomorrow. She mentally picked out the cardigan she’d wear and knew the alarm on her phone was already set. It was routine. It was stable.

It was… boring.

And dude… idk. It just spoke to me and I think about it kinda a lot. Especially in context of where Julia is in this point of the story. I just, ugh. I just love it

35. What’s your favorite writing rule to smash to smithereens?

answered here!

writer asks