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absolutebl · 6 months ago
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hello!!
ahaha i'm pretty sure you might remember me, since i asked a question not so long ago😭
i've recently started watching bl dramas through your guide, but i'm new to it so it's difficult to find ones that match my taste atm :')
so far i've watched cherry magic (japanese), sing my crush, and cherry blossoms after winter. i was wondering if you could suggest me some bls that have fluff and more emotions, less plot typa vibes? not sure how to describe it but i want something like sing my crush. it wasn't a huge nor complicated plot and the vibes were really cozy and soft, so i'm looking to watch something like that for starters :]
tysm for being my bl savior haha, have a good day/night!!
BLs with fluff + high emotion but less plot
example: Sing My Crush
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Hum, okay. I feel like sing as some angst going on too. This is gonna have some oddball pulls because I'm felling nostalgic after We Are. Because We Are is the first one that came to mind, and that had led me too...
Love Sick
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This was the start of BL in Thailand and basically fills this role for them. It will also give you a grounding in the modern BL genre. I think it's worth watching and love it but it's a decade old and is... something... raw. Plus, what? 50 eps over the two seasons, or something, so it might not be to your taste.
So here's newer stuff that I think may work.
Here's the ones I think most closely qualify:
Love Sick
We Are the series - just ended and is basically the Thai ensemble version of this style bL ( I think quite a few of these will be Korea)
Wish You: Your Melody in My Heart - the adult version of Sing
We Best Love - possibly one of the few i will pull from Taiwan which tends to be less fluffy, and this is, especially in season 2, but delightfully plotless
Mr. Heart - university set early Korean BL exactly on brand
Takara & Amagi - high school from Japan, for this style form them you'll need to stay within the high school sphere
Star in My Mind - what people didn't like about this is what you'll like
Hidden Agenda - play it again JoongDunk
School set, and a bit higher angst but still fluffy emotional plotlessness
Generally, I put the ones I like better towards the top.
Light On Me
My School President
Oxygen the series
Destiny Seeker
2 Moons The Ambassador
Love By Chance (JUST the AePete story line)
My Love Mix Up (both)
Why R U? (Korea's version)
Cooking Crush
En of Love: Tossera
Future the series
If It’s With You AKA Kimi to nara Koi wo Shite Mite mo’
La Cuisine
My Engineer
Nitiman
Blossom Campus
Not School set
Our Dating Sim - you didn't rule our adult characters, but I don't think I'll be pulling many
Jun and Jun - although...
Our Dining Table
Ingredients the series
Bon Appetit
Oh! Boarding House - love triangle warning
See You After Quarantine?
Some More (short)
The Tasty Florida
A Boss and a Babe
You Are Ma Boy
Here's this list too, which I think is tangential:
You have to come back and tell me if I got them right, tho? Cause Sing My Crush isn't much to go on.
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a-cyclepath · 1 year ago
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Ooo I’m really excited for ur upcoming works best of luck love ♥️
Alsooo I just can’t help but imagine (for the satosugu fic) geto kissing gojo who is dumbstruck and geto excuse is ‘I was tryna sweeten the bad taste of curses’ ahaha Idek if that made sense but just wanted to share some crack that popped in my head
Alsooooo cans we just talk about how ppl acc believe they didn’t see each other for ten years thag is literally impossible my theory they met up many times and it’s probably like a angsty “we can’t be together but can’t be apart so cherishing whatever moments we have together” story and I just kno gojo tried to talk geto out of his plan at jjk tech and they ending up fighting and that was their last meeting beofre geto flew into the school with the pelican ughhhh idk I just keep thinking about lmaoo
Satosugu really has me in a chokehold 😭
I GET IT. I don't normally ship character x characters so satosugu is new for me and it's really taken a hold of me like none other.
I also generally have fun thinking abt them both romantically or plantonically. They're honestly just a fun duo overall
And there's no way, with even how the fandom got attached to Gojo's lips that kissing Gojo isn't his favourite!! Or that the lips aren't his favourite part. That's actually basically the basis of a lot of both my drawings and when I write about satosugu or ramble about it tbh!!
Geto is HOOKED on Gojo's lips.
And even in nanago, no way Nanami doesn't take one look at Gojo's lips and go 'oh my god Geto. I get it." Or anyone else he's shipped with. GOJO'S LIPS HAVE A HOLD ON WHOEVER HE'S DATING!
And imagine Geto/Anyone he's dating getting hooked on the taste of strawberries after kissing Gojo..like Geto, who was probably already seasoning those orbs or downing something to soften the nasty taste, probably now uses strawberry stuff, shampoo, etc. Just so he's reminded of his new favourite taste.
In return I think Gojo is the same with Geto's hair. Braiding it, smelling it, playing with it, especially when he GROWS grows it out.
Like even if they aren't dating, there's no way two people that close could really stay that apart for that long ☝️ especially with how their interactions in JJK0(and especially at the end) went and how Geto was all positive while facing Gojo still.
I think they could've ! Possibly had more encounters together like the flashback when they initially seperate. I don't think Gojo would've given up on Geto, and vice versa, both showing up occasionally to convince the other to return/come back with them/join their ideals.
Which is ironic, because they both want the same thing alongside Kenjaku if you think about it, an overhaul of the jujutsu society and how they're treated ☝️☝️ but their pathes take them down their own directions. JJK hits me harder whenever I think of THIS specifically
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leaderoffestivals · 2 years ago
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CROSS FIRE: Fist and Fist Ch 3
Adonis: I won’t hold back either. HA―!
Scenario Writer: Kino Seitarou (with Akira) Season: Summer Characters: Kiryu Kuro, Mikejima Madara, Nagumo Tetora, Sazanami Jun, Otogari Adonis 
<During the scheduled usage time for the Karate Club Duo at the MMA gym.>
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Kuro: Alright. It’s our turn to use the Mixed-Martial Arts gym now. 
We’re all done with our warm-ups, so let’s get in the ring. 
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Tetora: Ossu! 
By the way, Taisho, why aren’t you in your Karate uniform? I thought you’d definitely be wearing one since you’re a Karateka!
Kuro: Yeah, about that. I just had a talk with the Little Miss here while you were in the changing room earlier, Tetsu. 
Since this practice match will be used as part of the promotions for CROSS FIRE, it’s been decided that a common uniform will be prepared—
—for our BUTOUKAI members to wear so that any and all of us will be able to go into the ring and fight. I think we’re expected to be decked out in that attire whenever there’s a need for publicity. 
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Tetora: Woah~! Big Sis Anzu, were you actually here all along?!  Uuuu~ You should’ve told us you’d be coming! I would’ve had some refreshments prepared to receive you if only you had!
Kuro: Ahaha. She probably didn’t want us to go to all that trouble fer her. 
That bein’ said, thanks for making time to come visit us when you’re so busy, Little Miss, but—you did say you were here at the Gym since mornin’, so that means you were able to watch the Inexperienced Trio while they were trainin’, right? 
Hmm, I see.  You were observin’ them from halfway through their session, but have been asked to keep what they were doin’ a secret, huh?
It’s fine, that’s only to be expected. Especially since this is Mikejima we’re talkin’ about—you can’t tell just by lookin’ at him, but he’s always got his bases covered. 
He definitely knows the Karate Club will have the advantage if we were to face off in a by-the-book battle, so he’s probably prepared a few aces up his sleeve, am I right? 
… … Fufu. From the look on yer face, it seems my guess was right on the money. 
Even so, there’s no need fer you to worry. It doesn’t matter what kind of strategy Mikejima comes up with, I’ll take ‘em all down. 
Tetora: You’re so cool, Taisho! That’s why you’re the former Taisho of the Karate Club!
Let’s get into the ring right away!
Kuro: Alright. I’ll be counting on ya. 
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Tetora: … …!
Kuro: … … … …
(... … Well then. This is the first match I’ve had in a long while, the first since I retired from the Karate Club, in fact. 
My skills were better than Tetsu’s back when I was still in school, but how about now? I don’t know how dull my fighting sense has gotten since then, but let’s give it a shot.)
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Kuro: HA—!
Tetora: … …! 
(Ohhh. I expected it, but Taisho’s punches are powerful indeed. Even though I blocked it perfectly with my arm, my body’s still tingling from the shock.   
However, I’ve been training hard everyday as the current Captain of the Karate Club too!
Taisho’s someone whom I admire very much, but even so, I won’t shrink back because of that!) 
Take thaaat!
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Kuro: Hoh~. That was a good roundhouse kick, Tetsu—
But it’s way too shallow to count as a decisive blow. You’ve got to come at me with more conviction than that!
Tetora: Of course! That goes for you as well, Taisho! Don’t hold back when you come at me!
<Meanwhile… …>
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Madara: We’re into the second half of today’s training now. The weather’s still pretty hot for autumn, so do take precautions to avoid heat stroke even as you go all out for training!
Adonis-san, were you able to prepare the items I’d asked for? 
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Adonis: Yes. I managed to borrow the hardballs you wanted from the local baseball club. 
They kindly lent us these to us after Sazanami and I went to negotiate with them. 
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Jun: Hehe~ Those guys were pretty accommodating, weren’t they? They even said we could use them however we wanted to as long as they’re properly returned afterwards. 
By the way, isn’t it about time you told us what we're gonna do next? Why did you ask us to prepare these baseballs? 
I can’t see how this has anything to do with Mixed-Martial Arts training at all, though… …
Madara: Oh, regarding that… Do you remember I spoke about how Karate is strong because of its focus on fundamentals and basics?
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Jun: Yes, about how being simple is its strength, right~? And that’s why you’d need to use irregular attacks for the element of surprise――
Could it be that these hardballs are also part of your preparations to rattle your opponent? 
Madara: You’ve guessed it right! That said, it’s forbidden to bring weapons into the ring, so I won’t be using these hardballs to attack thoughhh!
Adonis-san, please throw those balls at me—as hard as you can.
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Adonis: Throw them at you? 
Madara: Yep! You don’t have to hold back at all. Throw ‘em with everything you’ve got!
Adonis: Got it. Do be careful not to get hurt, Mikejima-senpai. 
Hngh―! 
Madara: Oh~h! Excellent throw! 
―And I’ll wait till the very laaast moment―and dodge it! Fufu~n!
… … So, one segment of training will be dedicated to dodging balls like these. By letting my eyes be used to tracking these fastballs, I’ll be able to avoid getting hit by Kuro-san’s powerful punches!
Jun: Hm~m, so that’s what you wanted them for~. You’re simulating an actual combat experience by using these balls to stand in for the opponent’s punches, huh?
Well, it’s true that even if you were to defend yourself from Karate’s straight punches with blocks, your guard would still be worn away. Dodging them would be the best option by far~!
Madara: Yes, it’s great you get my intention so clearlyyy!
However, if Adonis-san’s the only one doing the throwing, it’ll never match up to the attack rate of an actual battle. Jun-san, could you join Adonis-san in throwing those balls at me~?
Jun: Sure thing~. This is like a training scene straight out of a manga (1), it’s getting fun~ ♪ 
Let’s defeat the Karate Club soundly with the flexible thinking unique to those who’ve got zero experience!
Here I go~! Take THAT!
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Adonis: I won’t hold back either. HA―!
Madara: Fufufu~. You’ve gotta do better than that~! That didn’t even graze meee! 
Let’s keep up the training at this pace~! As long as one is fully prepared, there’ll be nothing to fear from Kuro-san!
—————-To be continued——————-
Chapter 10  /  Chapter 12
Translator’s Notes:
It IS a scene from a manga. Another Dragonball reference, lol! Dragonball Z Ch 428 (https://dto.to/chapter/142136) has a training scene where Gohan gets Goten to throw rocks at him while he dodges.
It is unproofed, so if there’s any feedback, please DM me. 
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mislamicpearl · 8 months ago
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So maybe this will make you feel better - I'm a 29 year old woman, a math teacher, and I just became a Ninjago fan, like, a year ago!
I have two brothers and two sisters, but it wasn't my brothers who were into the show (not their kind of thing, one's more into DC heroes stuff and the other is into very obscure weird stuff), and anyway we were already in high school when Ninjago first started airing, so not really part of the age demographic for it. My little sisters, however, watched the show on TV and they got really into it. I, sorry to say, kind of dismissed the show entirely due to it being a Lego show (I used to say stuff like "Isn't this just basically Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, but Lego? Why do they have to be Legos??") but I don't think I honestly ever thought of it as a "boy's show". More like a kid's show without any real quality or substance.
The show first really caught my attention while my sisters were watching season 6 episodes and I saw that Cole was still a ghost (I'd been in the room when they'd first watched the episode where he turned into one), and I was shocked when they told me he'd never turned back. I was impressed that a kid's show had given one of the main characters such a consequence and actually stuck with it, rather than fixing the problem immediately or by the end of the season. It sounded surprisingly dark and angsty (and it made Cole my unofficial favorite ninja for awhile before I ever even watched the show from the beginning haha). I still never sat down to watch the show proper, but hearing my sisters talk about it I could see I'd probably been a bit too judgmental of how it looked (they absolutely LOVED Skybound and talked about it extensively, so I knew a lot about what happened in that season too and it also sounded fun [and I know Skybound is unpopular in the fandom but honestly screw that, I still think it's one of the best seasons!].)
Anyway I never ended up watching full episodes or anything, and after the movie came out (which my sisters and I watched in cinema together) my sisters kinda dropped the show because of a combination of not liking the new designs of the characters, changes to the story (or what they assumed were a lot of changes to the story to fit the movie), and our TV channel service not putting the show on anymore. They never forgot it though.
Cut to some years later, the younger of my sisters is in high school and the other one's in uni, and I've been teaching for several years, but all three of us are still as obsessed with cartoons and anime as ever, and we make a habit of binge-watching any new franchise or show that looks interesting. In March 2023 we watched Lego Monkie Kid season 4 and had to wait for the special to come out, and I guess it being a Lego show put my sisters back in the mood for Ninjago. They'd always talked about going back to it and watching it from the beginning, and continuing past Skybound where they'd left it.
I'll be honest, I kinda fell asleep through the first episode and that made me decide maybe the show just wasn't for me. I'd catch the odd episode here and there as my sisters continued their binge though, and I will say, personally, I liked the boy's vibes it gave in those early seasons (they reminded me a lot of Power Rangers, which one of my brothers loved when he was little; same kind of out-of-pocket goofiness, especially with the snakes ahaha). I got interested again in watching the show during season 3 (I knew Zane died at the end of that season and told my sisters to let me know when they reached that episode), and then from the first episode of season 4 onwards, the show had me; by now I was familiar with the characters, I loved the whole idea of the Tournament of Elements arc (reminded me of tournament arcs in anime), and then season 5 was even better, and Skybound was like, even better than that (my jaw literally DROPPED when Jay read the letter after his first wish saying his dad had died... again like, dang, I wasn't used to this kind of thing being in a KID'S show!)
After my sisters and I completed the whole show up to Crystalized (plus all the shorts and specials), I went back and watched the first two seasons again on my own and had a much better appreciation for them. Again I don't think I ever consciously thought of it as a "boy's show", but even if I had, that wouldn't have stopped me from watching it. I don't think there's anything inherently wrong with a show being more geared towards one gender over the other, or that a girl shouldn't enjoy a "boy's show" any more than a boy couldn't enjoy a "girl's show" (witness the era of the Bronies!). Or, for that matter, that an adult can't enjoy shows meant for kids. Do I feel a little embarrassment for being an adult and enjoying obsessing over a show like Ninjago? Well, yeah, I would be around certain people - I wouldn't really want my parallel teachers at school to know about it (though I did find out one of them is an anime fan like me!), but IF it was ever found out, I wouldn't be outright mortified or anything. I consider watching cartoons as my own quirky little personality trait that isn't necessary to mention in casual conversation, but that a person is welcome to discover on their own and make of it what they will.
As far as hiding it from family members goes, you can see I was blessed with siblings I'm very close to (my sisters both being almost a whole decade younger I practically raised them to be as into fiction as I am), but I did used to watch stuff in secret when it was just my brothers and I (oh my, the days when I used to sneak downstairs after bedtime with a pair of earphones to watch Sonic X episodes on YouTube on my dad's laptop in the dark!). As we got older though I stopped minding their teasing of my interests, especially after they developed fixations of their own (and also moved out of the house XD). If it's something that makes you happy and gives you harmless comfort, nothing should make you feel ashamed of enjoying it. Your family might think it's weird at first but they'll gradually accept it. And as for classmates, it's not impossible that at least one of them is secretly in love with Ninjago too!
Females of the Ninjago fandom, I have a couple of questions as a girl myself...
How did you discover the show? And how many people in your personal lives know that you're fans?
I don't mean to be discriminatory, but I feel that it's obvious that Ninjago, at least initially, was intended for boys. That too, little boys. Like kids aged about 6-12 or something.
But here, however, I've seen many girls (or women) into Ninjago. And I'm a fifteen year old girl who writes a lot of Ninjago fanfiction. But the thing is, in real life, nobody knows about my Ninjago obsession. (Well except for my best friend who's never even seen the show.)
And if someone from my family found out about my ao3 or tumblr account I will die of humiliation.
I started watching the show with my siblings, but they're not interested in it anymore. But I still am and they don't know that. Hell, they don't even know I was ever interested in it.
Today I was at home alone, so I managed to watch an episode of Ninjago successfully. Maybe someday I'll do it again.
Can anyone relate?
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hyenahunt · 3 years ago
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Conquest: The Fool’s Fruit - 3
Writer: Akira
Season: Spring
Proofreading: royalquintet (JP & ENG)
Translation: hyenahunt & haranami
Ibara: Agh!? Now Anzu-san is attempting to headbutt me! I can’t let down my guard for even a single second! Life is truly a battleground!
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[Location: Inside ES Elevator]
Jun: Hmm~ So you cook for Nagi-senpai every day, huh~ What's got you so dedicated? Could it be love?
Ibara: Ahaha☆ How very absurd! Is it not simply common sense to take good care of your weapons so that they function optimally?
And, in the first place, don’t you do the same, Jun? I’ve noticed that you tend to make His Highness Hiyori’s favorite foods — aren’t you devoting yourself to him with all your heart?
Jun: Nah~ Elites like you guys probably have no idea about this...
But when it comes to the CosPro-affiliated schools, it was usually the duty of underlings to do such servile work, while Special Students were spared from it.
So I guess I do it out of habit, kinda like something I just go along with... After all, doing as the missus says puts him in a good mood.
Ibara: That’s perfectly fine with me ♪ Please continue keeping His Highness in a good mood, just like that. If something isn’t done about his condition, we may be affected detrimentally later o— oh?
What a coincidence! I see that you’re hard at work from this early hour, Producer-dono! Salute~☆
Jun: Mm. I was wondering who you were calling "Producer" — so it's Anzu-san, huh?
There's a whole bunch of folks with that title in the ES Building, especially the Producer Association... It feels like it'd be kinda easy to mix 'em up that way, no?
Ibara: Ahaha, that’s correct. I, too, have the title of Producer!
It can get quite confusing when Producer-do— Anzu-san and I are present at the same meeting!
Jun: Then why not just call her by her name?
It doesn't feel that great being referred to by just your title, don'tcha think~? It's like someone yelling to us like "Hey! You there, idol!", isn't it?
Ibara: Who knows? I wasn’t the one who proclaimed that we should refer to Anzu-san as “Producer”.
I cannot say that I’m well-versed in the inner workings of His Eminence Eichi’s mind. Perhaps he wanted us to refrain from being overly-familiar with each other lest we damage our reputations.
Jun: Hm? Why're you laughing, Anzu-san?
— Wait, sorry, I totally forgot to greet you! Good morning! All the best with your work today, Anzu-san!
Ibara: Agh!? Good grief, it’s wonderful to see that you’re minding your manners, but we’re currently inside a rather cramped elevator! Please refrain from flailing about so wildly — you were a hair’s breadth away from headbutting me, I’ll have you know!
Jun: Ahaha. Yeah, but it's no sweat for you to dodge stuff like that, right?
Mm? Ahh, I noticed you've been in a pretty good mood this morning, Anzu-san...
But maybe it's 'cause you're finding it a fun change to see us have an ordinary convo like this for once~?
Well, we were your enemies previously, as Eden~
So it makes sense you wouldn't be used to seeing us casually chatting, even if it's just something normal to us.
All the same, even if you didn't mean anything by it and it's not something for you to worry about, it's pretty rude to suddenly laugh in someone's face, yeah~?
If you ever did that to a Special Student in Reimei Academy, you'd get taken to the back of the school and beaten up, y'know?
Ibara: Now hold on a second, I’m quite certain that it wasn’t the type of lawless, delinquent-ridden school that one only sees in manga—
Agh!? Now Anzu-san is attempting to headbutt me! I can’t let down my guard for even a single second! Life is truly a battleground!
Jun: Ahaha, you don't gotta apologise that much.
But since you're a professional now, Anzu-san, there's no harm in learning some business manners, right~?
Ibara: Oho? An opportunity has presented itself before me! In that case, allow me to recommend the Ibara Lecture’s business course, managed by yours truly!
Jun: The heck's an Ibara Lecture?
Ibara: It was decreed that we needed to create small-scale Circles amongst ourselves, correct?
But if I truly must spend my free time in such a manner, I’d at least like to utilize it effectively. Thus, I created a venue wherein like-minded people would be able to exchange and discuss useful business tips.
Jun: What a workaholic. ...You'll be fine since you're trained up and all, Ibara, but please have some consideration for Anzu-san's health, alright~ Both physically and mentally — it's almost the season for the May blues, after all.
...Hm? Same goes for Eden, you say?
Ahh— you're quick to catch wind of things, as always~ So you've heard about the chaos we've been thrown into thanks to Conquest, huh?
Ibara: Fufu. None of Eden would be affected by phenomena like the May blues in the slightest.
But, well, it is the season of great change; it brings with it an endless amount of problems.
What was that? You’d like to know if there’s anything you can help with?
Fret not, your feelings are more than enough!
I, Ibara Saegusa, am truly moved by your kindness and consideration, Anzu-san! Why, I can hardly hold back my tears!
Anyways. I more or less pay no mind to what other idols choose to do, but…
Eden is the sole unit that I toiled over, that I raised from the ground up. And as such, I am somewhat attached to it; I wouldn’t allow even you to meddle in our affairs.
But please be at ease. I have immersed myself in the world of management and producing for far longer than you have — I am nothing short of an experienced businessman.
I will ensure that we turn this issue into a source of profit. I will resolve it magnificently, without fail.
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gloomstudy · 5 years ago
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congrats on graduation!! What are you up to nowadays?
thank you so much!! continuing from my last two life updates (here and here):
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i’ve unfortunately semi-lost my substitute teaching job. all schools in my area are closed for the rest of this school year due to coronavirus, so i’ve been unable to teach since the middle of last month. i’ll be back to teaching once this is all over, though!
thankfully, i still have my other job, but everyone’s hours have been cut significantly (again, due to coronavirus). i now work a little less than half of what i used to ;;
i recently had a dry cough and was sick for about 2 weeks. i’m not sure if it was related to the virus, but i’m okay now :)
i’m currently on a short break from work. i’ve been staying home; i haven’t gone outside in 2 weeks. i’ll be back to work this friday.
i study korean in my free time. i recently finished reviewing everything i learned during the fall 2018 semester (korean 1A). i want to start reviewing korean 1B this week!
after watching a very cheesy but wholesome rom-com j-drama (a girl & three sweethearts), i felt motivated to get back into studying japanese again! i started following @/hinative_jp on instagram, so i’ve picked up a few useful phrases here and there over the past few days. slowly, but surely, i’ll fully get back into it :D
i work on music whenever i can. learning, listening, practicing, composing, improvising…just trying to stay in touch so that i don’t forget what i learned in uni, y’know?
i’ve been playing animal crossing: new horizons! it’s so fun and wholesome. from what i’ve seen, a lot of other players seem to be rushed to expand their houses and terraform their islands and create their towns, but i’m just out here taking my time lol. june is my favorite villager so far, if anyone was wondering. she’s the sweetest little cub and i love her a lot!!
picked up a new hobby: sewing! my mom taught me the basics, and i enjoy it very much. i made my own face mask with some scrap fabric, and i accidentally stabbed my thumb with the needle in the process lol, but i’m really happy with how it turned out! i’ll wear it the next time i go outside :)
i cried over the most recent episode of haikyuu and now i gotta wait until july for season 4 to continue. at least we don’t have to wait 4 years, ahaha (haikyuu fans know what i mean). also! i am,,,,,very soft,,,,,for the miya twins :((( you can’t make me choose which one i like better. atsumu and osamu are both good and cute boys.
also cried over the last episode of boku no hero academia. it was very emotional! now we have to wait a while until season 5 comes out ;;
i haven’t read anything new lately, but my brother lent me his copy of how to win friends & influence people by dale carnegie. i plan to read it soon, and i hope i’ll be better at communicating with people after i finish reading it!
super excited for day6, chungha, nct dream, and astro’s comebacks!!
i’ve been thinking a lot about the future. other jobs, grad school, potential career paths…it’s stressful, especially now that we’re in a crisis and everything seems so uncertain. i’ll figure things out eventually. for now, i’m trying my best to be present and focus on one thing at a time. baby steps are okay, too.
tl;dr: kinda lost one job but still have the other, was sick for a while but i’m good now, studying korean and japanese, working on music, playing acnh, learning how to sew, crying over anime, gonna read when i get a chance, hyped for some very exciting kpop comebacks, and thinking about the future.
that’s all for now! thank you for reading. i hope you’re all doing well and staying safe. we’re gonna get through this together!! 💕✨
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marigoldbaker · 5 years ago
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2019 fic roundup
december was INSANE and i spent most of january dealing with the aftermath of Terrible Parents, but i am finally doing this! in nearly-february! good grief!
tagged by @catty-words​! always a delight, cori <3
Total 2019 Word Count: 541,906 Total 2019 Hits: 29,555 Other 2019 AO3 Stats: Kudos: 3,184; Comment threads: 787; Bookmarks: 509; Subscriptions: 223.
Total 2018 Word Count: 338,835 Total 2018 Hits: 22,374 Other 2018 AO3 Stats: Kudos: 2,192; Comment threads: 453; Bookmarks: 280; Subscriptions: 69.
links and titles to 2019 works (buckle up, folks.)
[btvs] imperfections (148,374 words) y’all know about the braveryverse already but i’ll bring up some good points: jenny and giles accidentally adopt the entire scooby gang. also faith gets some actual support and is actually eventually stable enough to date buffy. good times.
[btvs] deliberate obstruction (5,492 words) the one where jenny is petty as fuck and attempts to sabotage every single one of giles’s dates after their breakup. not her best look, but it was really fun to write jenny being Not Great. she deserves to have that option.
[btvs] arch-nemeses (2,171 words) who doesn’t love some of that good old-fashioned ripper au nonsense? particularly when it’s spike and ripper being confusing nemeses who sometimes drunkenly make out (jenny thinks this is very funny).
[btvs] sick day (3,097 words) written because someone should take care of giles, damnit! probably not jenny, tho. she’s not the best at it. lucky for her giles loves her so much.
[btvs] simpatico (10,096 words) sister fic to the grieving process! set circa btvs season six! jenny is connor’s awkward aunt! giles is a repressed disaster who’s still pining but refuses to admit it! 
[btvs] honesty’s the best policy (3,830 words) that one where giles and buffy are hit with a Truth Spell that means they say exactly what they’re thinking. is that all that bad for buffy? not too much. is it a little iffy when you’re a repressed watcher man who still haven’t told your girlfriend how much you love her? uh.
[btvs comics] i router, you giles (1,111 words) GOD this was written BEFORE i knew that giles and jenny were dating in the reboot comics and isn’t that a concept? a snarky-cute first meeting! ok not really that cute bc they just yell at each other a lot! but definitely snarky!
[btvs] transitional (3,152 words) good golly this is cute and i honestly forgot that i wrote it. which makes sense, bc there is a lot of stuff on this list. set in between season one and season two, in an attempt to bridge the giles/jenny gap between “awkwardly friendly coworkers” and “oh my god i think i like you”
[btvs] across the pond (5,323 words) FUN FACT this got nominated for a headline award and i’m SO PROUD OF THAT?! epistolary fic! giles leaves for england in s6 but without his wife! his wife is very mad and writes him VERY MANY LETTERS TO YELL AT HIM! perfect for those people who sometimes think “god, i wish jenny had been in s6 to yell at giles.” 
[btvs] very really married (66,987 words) giles and jenny got drunk-married in las vegas and are keeping the marriage going so they don’t look like terrible authority figures. giles does not want buffy to know about his fake wife. giles does not want his fake wife to know about his real slayer. giles has a lot of problems and it doesn’t help that he might be catching feelings. big mess.
[btvs] bad dreams (2,267 words) GILES/JENNY/ANYA IS BEST SHIP NEXT QUESTION
[btvs comics] an open mic enthusiast (2,250 words) yet another giles/jenny comic-reboot meet-cute written before i knew they were dating!!! this time: jenny gets to see giles playing guitar. repeatedly. because she keeps going back to watch him at the open mic.
[btvs comics] blindsided (2,024 words) my first (and definitely not last) giles/anya fic! a shorter version of a plot bunny i hope to chase down in 2020 (ahaha did i say that WHOOPS)
[btvs] uncharted (16,469 words) my jenny calendar day fic! also known as “jenny calendar has a guilt complex: a novella.” no prophecy dream outs jenny to the group -- but she tells them anyway. and blames herself. and breaks up with giles while she’s trying to Fix Things. absolute mess. (thank god there’s a happy ending, right?)
[btvs] on the mending of hearts (9,236 words) that giles/anya fic where giles shows up at anya’s failed wedding and sweeps her off her feet and they have sex in his hotel room! except uhhh there’s a lot more drama and crying and anya really just needs some cuddles, tbh.
[btvs] extracurricular activities (1,003 words) straight up this one BARELY counts as a 2019 fic. i wrote it back in 2016 and forgot about it and found it on my hard drive and wrote an ending to it. it’s tiny, but it’s cute! lots of early-relationship calendiles fluff, as is My Brand.
[btvs] cookie dough and boy talk (a remix) (3,976 words) dawn, but in the ripper au! she’s a precocious little bab and ripper babysits her and gets semi-adopted by joyce. it’s a thing.
[btvs] a history lesson (698 words) a brief ripper au interlude between jenny and dru. dru tries to point out that jenny and ripper are in love. jenny very unconvincingly denies it.
[btvs] faith, hope, and pancakes (3,236 words) ripper au, now with faith! and she gets to hang with college-age jenny! who is dating her idiot boyfriend ripper! the Most Fun of times.
[btvs] compromises (750 words) this....was supposed to be a three-sentence prompt but I Can’t Do That. giles and jenny discuss (read: jenny yells at giles about) giles attempting to attack angel on sight.
[btvs] valentine buzz (3,422 words) i wrote this in may lmao but i just REALLY WANTED to write fluffy braveryverse valentine’s day nonsense!!! lots of cuddles and kisses and softness abound in this fic.
[btvs] days in goodness spent (5,893 words) this fic's point was a little more abstract and a little less blunt than most of the rest of these, but i wanted to explore the concept of giles slowly going from idealizing jenny to genuinely loving her. i hope i did it justice.
[btvs] to have and to hold (7,861 words) giles and jenny get married in the braveryverse. that’s really all there is. also i posted this on my birthday (may 23rd) AND it is the 23rd fic on this list!!!! WILD!!!!!)
[btvs] saw her in the streetlight, making all the world bright (5,738 words) took me like a year and a half to write the first fic in the ripper au, lmao. in which jenny is a snarky eighteen-year-old, ripper is a snarky college dropout in a band, and neither of them are at ALL good at communicating. especially not ripper.
[btvs] perfect (1,465 words) ripper au: it’s revealed that jenny hasn’t had sex before. ripper handles this with his characteristic maturity and grace (just kidding lmao he FREAKS. but it’s bc he loves her.)
[btvs] respite (1,106 words) i wrote this after issue 5 of the reboot dropped bc i was very emotional about canon power couple giles and jenny. in retrospect, i gave giles’s emotional maturity WAY too much credit--esp. given what’s going on now--but it was still fun as heck to write.
[btvs] shouldn’t we be getting together (3,193 words) this fic’s existence is a combo of me reading a summer camp ya novel and liking the Aesthetic but not the Culture & me talking endlessly w/ @jackalopingintothevoid​ about ripper and jenny’s teenage dynamic. so many of these fics have her galaxy brain takes woven in and i KNOW she knows that. lov u, jack.
[btvs] fragmented (6,158 words) written because of that one time my brain was like “but what if jenny WAS haunting the school?” happy ending because it’s me and g/j deserve some kisses.
[btvs/hp crossover] buffy summers, muggle-born (22,070 words) i CAME BACK TO THIS in 2019 and wrote a few chapters and DROPPED IT LIKE A HOT POTATO. hopefully 2020 will bring me the courage to pick it up again!!!!!! who DOESN’T want a carelessly-mashed-together crossover where the scoobies and the golden trio are all going to hogwarts together for some reason????
[btvs] in bloom (8,452 words) this was SUPPOSED to be the end of the jenny-anya-tara trilogy. it was not. (more on that later.) this was also supposed to be a fic where giles and jenny get together. jenny and anya got together. writing things is wild sometimes.
[btvs] i still want to be your girl (35,165 words) straight up i am so proud of this fic! s7 au: jenny was chased out of town by angelus. giles does not know this. jenny has been working with angel in la, but left with faith to try and help defeat the first. giles is not the guy she remembers. (but jenny’s not exactly the lady giles remembers, either. so maybe things might work out.)
[btvs/leverage crossover] what’s in a name (4,421 words) sophie’s & jenny’s relationship to their names & identities always so totally fascinated me! this fic was my way of exploring that. (also i got to give giles and jenny a toddler. that was fun too.)
[btvs comics] live a little (6,700 words) i had so much fun coming up with a backstory for giles and jenny in the comics that i am kinda tempted to eventually try and do it again. this one was fun to write, tho.
[btvs] kind of like hydrogen peroxide (7,501 words) THIS was FUN. ripper au, but it explores both jenny’s longing for High School Normalcy AND ripper’s fucked-up relationship to magic. also senior prom is a thing.
[btvs] mending fences (6,093 words) sequel to the aforementioned epistolary fic! lots of first-person self-loathing from giles, but also a LOT of love for jenny and his kids. also the man really truly needs to stop repressing.
[btvs] her father’s daughter (1,982 words) 2020 will bring us another chapter of this fic i swear to GOD. literally there’s only one chapter up so i cannot even TALK about my plans for it but uhhh if you want giles and jenny and their three daughters pls feel free to go to that prologue and check it out.
[btvs] a thousand different ways we fell apart (4,888 words) the au fic to encompass all au fics! inspired by the comic reboot and me being like. christ. do they go through this ridiculous shit in EVERY universe? ....and then i wrote a fic where jenny was a space traveler looking through multiple universe to try and fix her marriage with giles. extra fun.
[btvs] no such roses (4,814 words) this one turned out a TINY bit rushed, but the concept of jenny bringing giles back from the dead is always something that i love exploring. i might come back and rewrite this, someday.
[btvs comics] no perfect choice (4,801 words) OOF. wrote this one after issue 8 dropped. a lot softer and more tender than what actually happened, tbh. maybe i will reread it again to make myself feel better about comic calendiles and their brutal split.
[btvs] family (3,545 words) wrote this one p early in the year and came up with an ending to it much later! ripper au: the story of how xander came to live with giles and leave his parents. angst-with-a-happy-ending abounds.
[btvs] a california january (2,206 words) jenny and giles attend a funeral together. that’s pretty much it. this is defs one of the best things i wrote this year, tho.
[btvs] how i survived my summer vacation (volume two) (25,027 words) swear to god this is gonna be the next thing i update. the braveryverse NEEDS to continue. it’s got married calendiles, for god’s sake.
[btvs] clear and impartial judgment (3,977 words) that fic i wrote when i got mad at a lack of resolution wrt helpless. like!!! giles drugged buffy!!! do we not get to talk about the psychological ramifications that would have on her???? (well. canon doesn’t. but i do.)
[btvs] sunshine ladies (10,188 words) THIS FIC WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN and i say that with incandescent love in my heart. i intended for the ‘verse to be giles/jenny, and then i intended it to be jenny/anya, and then i was like....jenny has two goddamn hands, and there’s foreshadowing here for endgame giles/jenny, and i wanna write some giles/anya. let’s fuckin go. (DEFINITELY writing another installment in 2020 about this iconic ot3 of mine.) 
[btvs] spirit-touched (4,769 words) the first smut i write and it’s calendiles ghost sex. i really think this is on brand for me, esp. considering that swath of asks in 2016ish where everyone wanted to know if ghosts could jack off. incredible.
[btvs] dear friend (28,865 words) this fic had such a rushed ending :( it’s a cute premise (you’ve got mail giles/jenny au!!!!!), but i lost interest halfway through, and as a writer i can rlly see that when i read it. another thing i might like to go back and rewrite at some point, tbh!
[btvs] familiar (2,034 words) AUGH i am SO proud of this fic. SO SO PROUD. it’s a concept i really can’t explain and the little twist at the end is something i really really like, so...just read it.
[miss fisher’s murder mysteries] unbearable (5,670 words) i need to write more mfmm in 2020 but the amount of good fic out there is deeply intimidating/delightful. this one was my little “what if it was phryne who thought jack was dead” and tbqh i had a lot of fun with it? bc pining phryne (who makes brief but extremely poignant appearances throughout the series) is an awkwardly, heart-meltingly sincere lady.
[ace attorney] man’s duty to society (544 words) wrote this as my first foray into aa fic while getting emo about miles edgeworth. would absolutely still die for that man.
[ace attorney] fancy running into you (5,887 words) lots of schmoopy narumitsu fluff! gregory edgeworth is alive! miles is trauma-free! phoenix is an artist! just!!! goodness!!!!!!!
[ace attorney] big sister (2,741 words) set in the same gregory-edgeworth-is-alive ‘verse: babey franziska comes to live with miles and his dad. she is a little impossible but miles kinda does love her.
[ace attorney] prince charming edgeworth and his incredible tux (8,042 words) this fic came from me being like “i want to write phoenix swooning over miles in a tuxedo and being like HE LOOKS LIKE A DISNEY PRINCE” and spiraled into something much longer!
[ace attorney] fate, choice, and everything in between (4,384 words) SOULMATE AU. nothing i love more than deconstructing soulmate aus. but like. in a romantic way. also phoenix and miles ARE soulmates and that is JUST facts.
Favorite Fic: I WROTE SO MUCH STUFF THO LIKE !?!??! how can one expect me to distill it to just one fic? i’ll make it my top threeL
a california january (I AM SO PROUD OF THIS FIC. it is soft and angsty and silly and devastating and tender. all the calendiles feels.)
i still want to be your girl (same mood!!! i’ve wanted to write this fic for literal years, and it’s one of those rare occasions where the picture in my head actually turned out BETTER when written out!)
sunshine ladies (this is like my giles/jenny/anya ship manifesto and it still makes me happy to think about them all co-running the magic box together and smooching a lot.)
Hardest Fic: OOF uh i went through a rocky period of writing when transitioning into college? no such roses and dear friend were hit the hardest by my insecurity & my desire to Finish Things rather than actually spend time on the craft. but i’m much more settled in now and my writing is DEFINITELY in an upward swing (as my newest fic -- as day follows night -- attests to quite nicely, imo)
Do You Plan to Take Prompts in 2020? always always yes! (i’m bad at following through with them, but am ALWAYS accepting them.)
What was the best thing about 2019? there were almost too many good things to COUNT, but i think all of them were made possible by me working extremely hard to get myself the FUCK out of my abusive parents’ house and into my first choice college!! i’m thriving, y’all.
What was the worst thing about 2019? realizing that both of my parents are fundamentally terrible people. that part kinda sucked.
Any last thoughts for 2019? i finally understand what it’s like to fall asleep feeling safe, and to notice the way the leaves change color, and to get excited about self-indulgent things like food and cuddly stuffed animals and my own fic and art. 2019 brought a lot of happiness into my life, and oh yeah also i’m in love! lots of cool stuff going on.
Goals for 2020
finish the latest braveryverse installment!
MORE ART JUST IN GENERAL. i love drawing, but there’s not a lot of free time for artsy celia when they prioritize writing so often!
write one of the many incredible longfic ideas that’s floating around in my head. it’s honestly probably only like two or three big ones, but at least DECIDE which one i’m gonna focus my energy on.
more giles/anya this year!
more giles/jenny/anya this year!
diversify! still gonna be writing about jenny forever, but like. it might be fun to write about a few new things here and there.
maybe some more ace attorney fic? maybe even some mfmm fic again? phryne and jack are never far from my heart.
not tagging anyone bc this is....january. but if you wanna do it, feel free!
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surveys-at-your-service · 5 years ago
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Survey #238
“crimson calligraphy written on the trees, creature from the grave, headless and hellbent for me.”
Have you ever played golf? Like, mini-golf. Is there a lake near your house? No, but there's two small ponds down the road. Have you ever made your own pizza or pasta dough? No. Have you ever watched an entire season of a tv show in one day? Uhhhhh how long are the first few seasons of Supernatural? Because Jason and I fucking binged it, and I honestly think that's partially the reason I don't even enjoy TV anymore. Like I liked the show, but jfc it became torture at some point. Not his fault at all, I just never pointed it out. BUT ANYWAY, it's definitely possible we did. What did you have for dinner tonight (or last night)? A ham and cheese hot pocket. Do your parents do things that ‘embarrass’ you? This is so mean, but my mom makes the cringiest jokes and such imo that gives me mad secondhand embarrassment. Do you like any Bon Jovi songs? Yeah, a decent handful. Who was the last person you were in a car with? Mom. Do you give people second chances? Ha, more than "second." How’re things between you and your most recent ex? We're totally great. Really as if we didn't even break up, considering I mean... nothing emotionally has changed. We just know that being together right now isn't the wise decision. It's frustrating as hell, though. We've already established we're not going to "wait" for each other, but neither of us are actively looking for a new partner, either. I want her, and from what I can tell, she wants me, too. We kinda just... don't talk about how unfair it all is anymore because we both get too upset. I was even supposed to go up there with her and her fam for her birthday and Christmas, but that's changed because she and I agree it's too soon after splitting, making it only more difficult to be around each other. We'd want to cuddle and kiss and such by instinct, so we're trying to wait until the wound isn't as fresh. Though honestly, I don't know how visiting period would go consider as said, there has been zero change in romantic attraction. Ugh yeah I just hope she figures out what she wants and all and we can get back together. Have you been to a wedding this year? No. I'm going to my half-sister's next year, though. Are you an aunt or uncle? Yes, and another niece is on her way. :') Do you expect to be married in the next two years? Probably not. What season is your birthday in? Winter. Have you ever been hunting? Fuck that shit. How often do you walk around barefoot? Always in my own house + in other houses if I'm allowed to take my shoes off. When you eat take-out, do you just eat it out of the containers provided? Usually, but it does depend on what food it is. Ex., those little boxes that have rice in them from Chinese places? I'm using a bowl. From the container is just messy. Would you need to sleep with someone before considering marrying them? Nah. Do you carry condoms? No. Would you date someone who has a hearing aid? ... Yes...? "No" is just... so rude?? Like that is something the person absolutely cannot help, nor is it a HUGE thing. It's just a hearing aid, dude. How organized are the files on your computer? Pretty decent. Folders and such. Could be better still, probably. Have you ever been to a strip club? Nah, not my scene. Have you ever brought home a stray animal? Pleeeeenty of cats. Are you physically strong? No, especially not my legs. I've got a newborn fawn's legs, jc. Still working on building the muscle back up. Would you date someone with braces? Oh my god, fuck off. Yes I would. I was the person with braces dating someone without them, so 1.) I obviously can't say shit, 2.) they're taking care of their goddamn teeth, and 3.) I dunno, wearing braces has no goddamn impact on personality???????????? Does scuba diving interest you? Not to an incredible degree, but it'd be cool. Would you ever ask your parents for relationship advice? Maybe for certain topics. Do you think people look up to you? Y'know that "oh no hunty WHAT is u doin" meme??? That's me if someone does. How often do you have trouble sleeping at night? *blinking* There are people who don't??????? Do you blush easily? Ohhhhhh yes. Do you get angry at yourself or at others more often? Hm. Not sure. Can you name five current world leaders? AHAHA nope. How many times have you had the flu? Zero. Do you think imagination is valuable? Oh hell yes. We would be NOWHERE CLOSE to where we are as animals without it. Who or what are you most impatient with? I don't know. When was the last time you mowed a lawn? Never. Have you seen all of the Star Wars films? No; seen only the first three with a friend and saw zero appeal. He didn't either. How about all of the Harry Potter ones, so far? I haven't even seen one. Jason and I started the first one together but. Paid way more attention to each other than the movie lmfao. What part of the newspaper do you typically enjoy reading? None. I collect my school's papers now though 'cuz I'm the photographer for it. :') Have you ever made a website, even a simple one? Four that I remember. The ancient and now-defunct ones were back when I think this site called Wetpaint was a host for simple sites, and a lot of us RPers posted our mob info and stuff there. I had one for Talons, one for Connrads. Ha, out of curiosity, I think I looked for them not all too long ago since I never actually deleted them, but I think the site itself was re-purposed. NOW, I have a Wix site for my photography, and then Kalahari Manor is a ProBoards-hosted site. Which was better: your childhood or your teen years? Jfc, childhood. Teen years were a chaotic and rancid cesspit in terms of mental health. What was your reaction to your first time falling in love? I truly imagine that realizing I was *in love* with Jason surpassed what a high probably feels like lmao. What does it take for someone to win your heart? I'm actually putting thought into this one and I think what appeals to me in a person most is just being friendly with a good sense of humor and obvious, shameless concern for others. AND JFC, HAVE EMOTION. Don't be a brick wall with me. Lacking an emotional side, positive or negative, is such a turn-off to me. I'm not attracted to robots. Being a gentle person is important, and for me personally, you need to actually act like you're into me. Not just between us. Do not make me a secret. AND BE CREATIVE AND WEIRD AND FRESH!!!!!!!!!!! There's nothing wrong with more "vanilla" people, but just for me myself, I need someone who stands out for some good reason. lol okay this answer's actually getting kinda long, I'll stop. There's a number of ways. What is one thing you would rather be doing? Ha ha yo real talk, Sara and I are getting all emotional and deep into our relationship, platonic or romantic, and I want me and her in her bed right now tearing each other up alsdkjfla;kwejre I love her a lot ok. When was the last time you changed your mind about something? OKAY SO I started a new birth control, right? It. Sent. Me. BACK. With my PTSD. How? Idfk, but I was suddenly obsessing over Him again, badly. I stopped that shit, and wha'd'ya know, two days later, I'm like "lol wtf I don't want him why did that just happen hunty was u ok????????". SO YEAH, that was a trip. Do you know anyone with a lisp? I'm not sure. Possibly. How much weight can you lift at once? No clue. Not a lot. Do you ask guys out, or wait for them to ask you out? I've never asked a guy out, but I wouldn't say I wouldn't. Do you like the last person who showed interest in you? I love her. Describe the last person you stared at? I have no idea. Do you like dating one person at a time, or multiple people? I'm personally monogamous. Have your experiences made you more or less sympathetic to others? MORE. Do you find smoking unattractive? I do. Have your parents ever searched your personal belongings? Mom has. Where did you get your last bruise from? ... Well. This is uh. Awkward. Tying into when I was on that medicine that made my libido fucking uncontrollable (thank the fucking lord I'm back to normal), my breasts are lookin rough, sister. Are you looking forward to anything? Nothing in the VERY near future, I think. A bit further off, Christmas. I can't wait to see the kids so excited again, and for once, we come together as a true family. Plus my #1 wish is to have my Mark tattoo improved at an amazing parlor, and I'm pretty sure that'll be happening, just obvs. not on Christmas Day itself. I'll just be fuckin STOKED when I *know* it's happening. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yes. How much money did you spend today? $1.25 for something from the vending machine. I didn't have breakfast, so I was really hungry. When you’re bored in class, what do you usually do? Try to not doze off. If we're not doing anything, then I'll play around with my phone. Have you ever had a song stuck in your head for more than a day? Oh, definitely. Ever walked into the guy’s bathroom? HA as a stupid elementary school with her friends, we sure did during a work day (my mom used to work with special ed kids at school). We thought we were soooo rebellious. How many wives or husbands do you want? One. What happens if you fall in love with your best friend? Ha, did. I still am, and we hope to be back together someday. Has a teacher ever flirted with you? Not that I know of. Thankfully. Is it okay for friends to kiss each other, as friends? It's not my thing, but sure, if it's consenting and both are aware it's platonic. Do your wishes ever get granted in the worst way possible? Probably in some way at some point I don't recall. How do you feel about your naked body? NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO Have you ever been called obnoxious? I don't think so, anyway. Do you wish you had a bigger family? No. Which friend would you kiss full on the mouth, no questions asked? Sara. Can you do a split or stick your foot up next to your ear? Nope. When was the last time you complained about something? I was venting some mild frustration to Sara earlier tonight. What is your favorite color combination? Favorite is probably pastel orange and light blue. Love it. Then there's pastel pink and purple. Okay pretty much any combination is about the pastels When was the last time you spoke in front of a group? A month or so back when I had to do my Lifeline presentation in FYS. Do you like group projects, or do you prefer to work alone? I strongly prefer working alone. There's no disagreements, compromises, incompetent partners, etc. Have you ever been told you were going to Hell? Yup! (: Indirectly, but. How did you respond? I don't recall, but I wish I did. Who is the most argumentative person you know? She's not in my life anymore partially BECAUSE of that shit. Do you know anyone who is crazy about proper grammar? Yes, but she has OCD as a valid reason. I'm pretty particular about it too to a degree. Who was the last person to make you feel special? Oh my gosh, my therapist told me she was so proud of me and the progress I was making that I just entirely lit up and became a total beaming ball of giggles and "thank you"s. Would you feel funny if you kissed somebody of the same sex? No, I'm bi. If your best friend grabs your hand, what do you automatically do? Squeeze it. What’s something you can cook or bake like a pro? Cheesy and spicy scrambled eggs, man. Also known as the only thing I can properly cook lmao. Do you tend to flirt a lot, even when the person isn’t single? Fuck no, if they're not single. I'll flirt with my s/o when I see it appropriate or relevant, and in a case where we're both single, I'd be very subtle about it because shy. What’s something that you think is really cute? Off the very top of my head, the Ewoks from Star Wars, oh my fucking god. They were the only thing I enjoyed in the movies. What’s a pretty bird? I mean... pretty much all of them. BUT, can we take a moment to appreciate the bearded vulture? like???? they're fucking BADASS???????????? Besides sleeping, what do you do in bed? Almost... everything. It's the reason I endured/am still recovering from muscle atrophy in my legs. Have you ever hacked into somebody’s account? Playfully, back when that was a thing for friends to do and post lovey-dovey stuff about them everywhere. Megan and I, and I believe Mini and I as well, did it to each other. Possibly more. Is having to pee really badly worse than being really thirsty? Oh hell yes it is. The former can get to a point of hurting. Have you ever touched a Qu'ran? No. Do you love animals more than most? Oh definitely. Why do you eat fast food? It's easy to grab when on the run, and Mom has almost zero time to cook. Then we both have school. Most often I just warm things up in the microwave or grab something substantial enough in the fridge. Is there always going to be that one person you and a friend makes fun of? I guess you could say indirectly, yes. Just something she said in a certain way became an inside joke. Her as a person, no, I wouldn't do that. What is a bad habit of yours that you’re actually trying to fix? Having terrible eye contact. I have a very hard time maintaining it, but I've been trying to keep that weakness in mind when talking to people. Do you write out your feelings? That's one reason why I take these surveys, yes. Do you have bills to pay yet? It's embarrassing that I don't. Not saying like, I want to pay bills, what madman would, but I do want to feel more like a proper, independent adult. Will you be changing your hair any time soon? Not the style, but one thing I'm asking for Christmas is a professional to dye my hair silver. I say pro because my hair does NOT hold color, and because of the bleach needed, Mom's concerned I'll damage my hair if I put my trust into anyone less qualified. Does your mom have a celebrity look-alike? I don't think so, but she looks UNCANNILY like her firstborn daughter. It is SCARY. Is there something you wish you could learn to do? There's loads of stuff. Probably above all, cook. Or stop procrastinating. If you could be amazing at ONE thing, what would it be? Drawing precisely what I see in my head. Because of how important they are to me, I would pay BIG FUCKING BUCKS to get how my 'kats look onto paper. What do you wish people would pay you to do? Complain about my weight. :^) I'd be able to just pay for surgery to fix that within a day. Do you take good pictures? I personally think I do. I mean I wanna be a professional photographer. How would one go about impressing you? It depends on the subject and difficulty of whatever. What probably impresses me most would be someone maintaining a mature, peaceful attitude when there is reason to act otherwise. Self-control, that's it. Do you automatically apologize if you walk into somebody? Duh? Tell me a memory of this summer: It was fucking scorching and I hated every minute of it. What’s something that you don’t need, but really want? Hmmmm. OH, HELL YES. IF I had the proper body to even remotely pull them off, I. Would wear. NOTHING. But corsets. Jesus FUCKING Christ they are so hot. What do you draw more than anything else? Just about all I draw is meerkats. What’s the most favorite class you’ve ever had? The Digital Photography course I took in high school. Or Art Honors my junior year. I really enjoyed the stuff I made. For each person you’ve kissed, describe your feelings in one word: Jason: melancholy; Tyler: dramatic; Girt(?): loyal; Sara: ideal. How do you react when you trip or stumble? Gasp and carry on. If it was a more serious trip, I look around at who saw. Are you good at “biting your tongue”? NO. Why do you love the one you do? She's been there for me without fail, has undying faith in me, supports me through everything, is honest, she's funny and very unique, her adoration for animals shows a great level of compassion, she trusts me so much despite her history, she stands extremely firmly for what she sees as right and wrong... okay I can honestly write an essay on why I love her. Would you rather get [another] tattoo or piercing? GIMME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 THE TATTOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111111111 Do you have long or short legs? I'd say they're normal, idk. When do you listen to Nickelback? *shrugs* When I wanna? Would you rather make the first move, or your crush? Them. I'm shy.
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resbang-bookclub · 6 years ago
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AMA TRANSCRIPT: Fake News!
In our first AMA of the season, @trueeasiann answered questions about her Resbang, Fake News! Read all the insider info below!
Q: First of all, because I’m always curious about what inspired stuff, what gave you the idea to write this resbang and put it in an office setting?
Whinnie: Hmm that's a good question lmao. I know there are quite a few soma office AUs out there but they seemed very 'corporate' and I wanted to explore an office environment that's a little more different? Also, I’m very biased but I work in tech LMAO... and I wanted to share some of the fun(ny) experiences I’ve had with my coworkers!
Q: By any chance... was a real experience playing ping pong with a coworker? I was very amused at Patty whooping Blackstar ahaha
Whinnie: Lmao yes I love working in tech! I've had the honour of getting the chance to work in both a smaller startup environment and a larger corporation, and the startup experience is just so much better because it's more flexible, less redundant, and I find you have more freedom to get things done. The dialogue during the ping pong isn't exact but yes, my friends at work do play a lot of ping pong and there is a lot of smack talking and I have one friend who randomly yells out from time to time while playing (or talking in general lmao) and he really reminds me of Blackstar HAHA.
Q: Did you have a favorite scene or scenes to write?
Whinnie: I really enjoyed writing the ramen scene, where Soul and Maka first get to really know each other outside of work. The dialogue came really easy to me for that, but I also enjoyed writing the coffee shop conversation between Black Star and Maka. Re-reading that scene now gives me a laugh at all the ridiculous stuff I made BS say lmao.
Q: I really enjoyed the sorta sibling vibes that Maka and Star convos had. He is always so extra.
Whinnie: I know it's kind of an overdone trope, to make Maka and BlackStar childhood friends or friends that know each other from way back (in this case, from college), but I feel like that's the only reason Maka puts up with him HAHA.
Q: You mentioned in your footnote at the end that this was your first fandom event. did the event schedule affect your usual writing habits at all, or your process for how you put it all together?
Whinnie: Well, before this, I hadn't written for like 4 or 5 years LOL. So I didn't really have any writing habits that were affected? But this was my first time writing on a deadline, and my first time writing a full multi-chapter story (as I like to stick to one-shots) so this was the first time where I started way "ahead" of time (I say ahead in quotations because my time of perception is really off lmao and I always end up starting stuff late anyway) this was also the first time where I was writing while juggling other things. I had my full-time job and also some other extracurriculars that I had to maintain. It's not as easy as writing in high school where you can just write all day LOL and not worry about putting dinner on the table or waking yourself on time the next morning for work. So I would do like work until 6 pm, come back and eat dinner, maybe catch up on some other things like messages, and then write until 3 or 4 or 5 in the morning lol because that was the only free time I had.
Question: When I read that footnote about writing in a car during your friend's wedding to make a deadline, I was floored!
Whinnie: LMFAOOOO yeah that was a wild time. so the wedding was actually one of my old coworker's and I got a ride with my other coworker and his GF. And when we arrived I was like "Ummmm I'm still not done so I'm gonna have to ask you something weird. Can you just lock me in the car and I'll come in like 10 mins?" LOOOL… But also part of it was my fault with, again, not budgeting enough time for myself. Like, I didn't start regularly working on my resbang until December. So for that whole month leading up to my posting date, I just didn't have a social life LMAO. And I also ended up taking the day before my posting date and my posting date itself off work because I knew I would stay up all night finishing it LOOOL. I also hope I never have to do that again LOOOL. It was really rough And I have a really bad habit from high school of staying up late and not getting enough sleep and so I kind of reverted back to that schedule… even now that resbang is done.
Q: Yeah, this sounds like it was a good learning experience at least! About your limits, how quickly you work, etc… And oh no, sounds like the habit tracker Soul and Maka did might be something to use!
Whinnie: YES, absolutely haha. I saw that while I was browsing Reddit and thought it was really cool, and I thought that if people are going to read my fic, I might as well offer them something useful as well haha.
Q: Did you know where you wanted the fic to go or did you kind of let it all happen as it went?
Whinnie: Hmmmm, well obviously Soul and Maka getting together was the end goal and I knew that I wanted to write it from Maka's POV (since I find that a lot of fics are written from Soul's or a mix of both), and that I wanted it to be relatable. So I thought it was plausible that both of them would bond over their shared imposter syndrome. And I did have an outline but it was very high level and vague, so I ended up adding more stuff. I also didn't want there to be any awkward jumps, like "wow one second she hated his guts and now she likes him?" so the granola bar scene, that wasn't what I originally intended on adding but it made more sense to have it before the ramen scene. I did want to add more to the ending like a scene of Soul and Maka just living life together after confessing to each other. But alas I didn't have enough time.
Q: I also really liked how you wrote Maka as bi! there seems to be a large chunk of fandom that writes her as Ace, so it was neat to see her thru another LGBTQ lens. did you always want to write her as bi, or did that come along after you'd started?
Whinnie: Thank you! Yes, I did notice that as well, and I can definitely see her as Ace and not interested in anything sexual at all -- or heck, even Demi (which I did write her as in my other recent fic.) But I was surprised that no one has written her as bi, or even in any serious yuri relationships let alone in a relationship with Tsugumi (especially since Tsugumi seems to really like and look up to Maka LOL) so I thought that would be interesting to explore. Especially since I also identify as bi.
Q: Do you have any other Soul Eater writing in the works?
Whinnie: Well I have some vague ideas, but not right now -- after resbang came the "resbangover" (resbang hangover) LMAO and I wanted to delve back into some of my other hobbies like music, so I've been taking a break from writing fic. But who knows, maybe I will write again soon... I do want to participate in Soul/Maka week!
Q: Congrats on completing your first resbang!
Whinnie: Thanks to everyone who's read the fic and left sweet words of encouragement!
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kukuandkookie · 2 years ago
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Ahhh I’ve actually been quite excited for the recent release of Daily Life of the Immortal King season 3 so I couldn’t help but immediately think of its protagonist, Wang Ling. 🙈
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Man literally is powerful enough to destroy worlds and create new ones, cause huge environmental disasters, stop baddies with just a touch or flick of his finger etc… Like even a burst of his spiritual energy is enough to decimate a city or even imbue objects with life.
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But because he’s so strong, the intensity of his powers could wipe out the entire planet, which is why he’s forced to suppress himself with seals and cultivation-lowering pills.
They also dampen his emotions, causing him to come across as a really emotionless guy who is very stoic and/or uninterested in those around him. This creates intriguing plot ideas and character dynamics, since people may think he doesn’t care. As a result, when his seal weakens enough for emotions to finally leak out, he actually feels pretty aggrieved by others’ assumptions and misunderstandings about him. It’s honestly kind of sad but like, in an endearing way, since it invokes pity for him. ;w;
Plus when his abilities are suppressed, he’s just a regular teen student who’s unfortunately known as “level 5 trash” for remaining so “weak” and thus unremarkable.
Even his design screams “generic anime protagonist,” which is a fun detail I appreciate. The other design detail I enjoy is how he’s usually depicted in his school uniform (the blue tracksuit). Truly, truly unremarkable at first glance—but he does have the red eyes to make him stand out somewhat from other generic anime males, which I think is a fairly clever design choice to make him slightly distinct ahaha.
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And…when the seal is weak enough and he does get to show emotion…
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He’s…honestly really cute…? 🥺
Like he gets shy over smiling and he really cares about and wants to protect the girl he likes and he smiles pretty easily and softly and he appreciates his friends and he just seems so happy that he finally gets to express himself.
So yeah. I wanted to mention him FNSKFNSKSB. I don’t think this series is perfect, although I do enjoy the donghua (animated adaptation), and it is quite funny. I also care about the characters and I look forward to seeing how Sun Rong and Wang Ling’s relationship develops—I definitely hope we get to see him show more emotion over time because I feel bad for him and those around him that he’s always keeping that side of himself locked up. Especially since if he were to let it free, it’d be dangerous for the world. 😭
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Oh, also this is where I’d usually add other donghua or danmei or manhua etc characters who also fit the bill… For example, maybe Wei Wuxian after becoming Mo Xuanyu or Mo Ran after going from Taxian-jun back to his younger self (although in their cases, they both got weaker due to new body/time travel). There’s also perhaps Yang Jian from the latest New Gods movie or Jiang Ziya from his titular movie… Or Pixiu from Pixiu’s Eatery: No Way Out; Guanyin from Fei Ren Zai; Yi Kui from Your Dream is Delicious; Yue Jian from My Little Secret With the Demon Lord; Ye Xiu from The King’s Avatar (in the sense he’s the most powerful in the game and no one knows who he really is because he’s just some guy irl); Seven from Scissor Seven (in the sense everyone forgot who he was after he got amnesia and became different); Tushan Susu because she’s essentially Tushan Honghong in Fox Spirit Matchmaker; maaaybe Zhou Zishu from Word of Honor; or Xiao Lanhua from Love Between Fairy and Devil; Laojun from Luo Xiaohei after the events of Lanxi Zhen, or even Cui Bei from White Cat Legend in the sense his bad luck kind of makes him unbeatable; etc…
So yeah. There are definitely more examples in Chinese media than I could remember at first. 😆
But I wanted to give some spotlight to Wang Ling~ And as usual, sorry for rambling! I never can resist NGMSHDKSHS.
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eledritch · 6 years ago
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You've been rebloging a lot of the spn sheith au. Do you just like it or are you also planning on writing for it? (no pressure. It just looks like you're interested in the au)
ahaha I've considered writing for it but I have too many other projects going on! I enjoy it a lot though, especially considering I was VERY into Supernatural back in the day (like, that was my JAM in middle school and yes. yes i did ship destiel. i cosplayed dean. we don’t talk about this). So it makes me happy to see @lightningstrikes-art & @pining-sheith combining something I once loved and something I love dearly now. 
I also know all the Supernatural lore lol SO I suppose it would be quite easy for me if I did end up writing it, but people are coming up with some pretty excellent content for the au and I know @pining-sheith is planning on posting a fic for it in October aka Halloween Season, so for now I’m content to sit back and let other people make awesome content :)
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tabooneko · 7 years ago
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Dance with Devils: My Carol - Natsumezaka Shiki - Human Ending 1 After story: Alone with him in one house?!
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It’s a special present for my dear @violet-sin, happy birthday! ;D
In DwD My carol there is an after-story to each ending from the original game. I decided to translate a story that takes place after Shiki’s first human ending, so “the best” ending.
I’ll add some screenshots later~ ;D
If you spot any mistakes, please let me know, so I can correct them. Thank you!
Please don’t repost!
Enjoy~ ^^
“I swear to God that I won't do anything”
Shiki: We were so focused that it has already gotten pretty late. Ritsuka: You're right. We should hurry up and go home. For now, I'll send a message to mom.                Time flew in the blink of an eye in the club. I felt inspiration today, so I wasn't looking at clock. Shiki: I'm the same. Art club is a lot of fun. And you're there too. Ritsuka: (Right, Shiki was a member of the art club too.)                (He wasn't coming often, so I didn't even notice he was in the same club...)                 Shiki, you're really good at drawing. I admire you. Shiki: Really? I think that your paintings are able to move a heart.            They have warmth. Ritsuka: Warmth? Shiki: Should I say they are warm? They have a fleeting warm feeling coming from them. I'm sure that other people can't paint like that. Ritsuka: It makes me blush, when you praise me like this. But thank you.                Your paintings are full of freedom and airiness. They feel so clear. Shiki: Really? I can't tell myself.            But I think I can understand that. Free and clear... It sounds like you. Ritsuka: Eh? Why me? Shiki: Because now I'm creating a painting modelled on you. Ritsuka: Eh?! I've never heard about that. Shiki: Because I didn't tell you. Ritsuka: Because you didn't tell me, huh... In the first place, why me?! Shiki: Because you're the best theme.           When I'm with you, I always feel like I can fly through the clear sky on my wings. Though I don't have wings anymore. Ritsuka: Ah...               (Shiki's wings...) Shiki was a fallen angel. In the past he was flying through the sky on his wings. But he fought with all his might to protect me and other people from the Grimoire and angels... and died. Ritsuka: (When I think about that moment, my heart still hurts.)                (Shiki, who died to protect so many people, was reborn as an angel.)                (But he chose to live as a human and stay by my side.) We live at the same house, go to the same school... That's a really normal human life. But for me and Shiki those days are like a miracle. Shiki: ...Hm? Do I have something on my face? Ritsuka: No, it's nothing. Shiki: Then why are smiling so happily? Ritsuka: Eh, was I smiling?! Shiki: You still are. It's all over your face. Well, I can imagine what you were thinking about. Ritsuka: Then you don't have to ask. Shiki: You're cute, when you're embarrassed. So I couldn't help myself. Ritsuka: Geez...                (He still likes to tease me like that!)                (But I'm glad we can spend every day like this.)
Ritsuka: I'm home~ Shiki: We're back. Lindo: YOU'RE LATE!! Ritsuka: Brother...! Shiki: I didn't think you would lie in wait in front of the doors. Lindo: That's not important. Where were you wandering about until such an hour? Ritsuka: We stayed longer in the club... I'm sorry.                (Oh dear, I should have mailed brother first instead of mom.) Lindo: Geez, I was worried that something happened. Shiki: I'm with her, so you don't have to worry. Lindo: It's because you're with her that I can't feel at ease! Even if those were only club activities, I should have watched over you from the shadow. Ritsuka: Brother. I told you, right? If you do something like this, I'll break all ties with you! Lindo: Uhh... Shiki: Oh, he calmed down. You can't bear the thought of Ritsuka hating you, huh, brother? Lindo: I don't want you to call me "brother"! Maria: Oh, I thought it got pretty lively. So you came back.            Lindo, don't be so angry. Let's eat dinner together since we're all here. Lindo: ...I get it. Shiki: Maman is the strongest, huh. Ritsuka: Fufu, you're right. Shiki is already in better terms with my brother, who was rejecting him at first. Well, if I can really call it being in better terms...
Ritsuka: Brother, today's omelet rice is really delicious. You got better at cooking again. Maria: I'm such a blessed mother to have a son who know how to cook. Lindo: It's because when you're focused on your job, you don't eat well, mother. Maria: I'm sorry. I'm trying to be careful. Ritsuka: It's okay now, isn't it? Since brother is taking care of you. Maria: You're right. You're a big help, Lindo. I'm counting on you from Saturday too. Lindo: ...Yeah. Ritsuka: Saturday? What's on Saturday? Maria: We will be out for a while.             I have to go to the country where my current translation project takes place at... Ritsuka: What country? Maria: England. Ritsuka: England?! Maria: I need to collect some informations, but it shouldn't take long. I'll be back soon. Shiki: Are you sure? Until recently there were a lot of devils and vampires. It can still be dangerous. Maria: Fufu, thank you for worrying. That's why Lindo is going with me. Lindo: To tell the truth, I would like to take Ritsuka with us, but she has already skipped a lot of classes... Ritsuka: Yes, I can't skip any more days...               (Because of the Grimoire stuff I skipped a lot of classes. It all has been counted, uh...) Lindo: You have to avoid staying long at club like today. Be sure to come back early.            And close all the doors. Especially when you're going to bed- Ritsuka: It will be okay, brother. I’m leaving mom to you. Lindo: Yeah... Shiki: You don't have to worry so much, Lindo. I'm staying with her, so you can count on me. Lindo: I told you I'm worried because of you! Listen, if you do something funny to her, I'll soak you in the bath full of holy water. Shiki: But I'm a human now, so holy water doesn't sting anymore. Moreover, I'm not interested in such things anymore. Lindo: Ugh... Maria: Lindo, calm down. They'll be alright, okay? Ritsuka: (Ahaha... I'm surprised that brother and Shiki aren't getting bored with those everyday's quarrels.)                 At any rate, leave the house to us. Just be careful on your way, brother, mom. Brother and mom went to England as planned. Ritsuka: Have a safe trip!                ...They already left. Shiki: Lindo is still looking back at us. Look, maman is pulling his arm. Ritsuka: Brother is really worrying too much...                So, we saw brother and mom off...                We don't have school today, so let's maybe do something at home. Like cleaning. Shiki: Then let me help you. Ritsuka: Thank you. If we clean together, I'm sure we will finish fast.               (...Hm? Together.)               (We're all alone now?!)               (Why didn't I notice it before?)               (Until brother and mom come back from their trip, I'm alone with Shiki in the house.) Shiki stayed in that house before, but now situation is different. We are "lovers" now. Ritsuka: (It's not good to spend a lot of days alone with your lover, right?! No, wait, it's okay because we're lovers...)                (Ah, geez, I don't know!) Shiki: ...Hey, what's wrong? Ritsuka: Hyaa?! Shiki: Are you alright? You were muttering something while holding your head. Ritsuka: It's alright, nothing to worry about! Really!                Come on, let's go back inside! Let's clean!                (For now let's stop thinking about it. I just have to spend this time like always... Right?)
Shiki: Here you are, it's the last one. Ritsuka: Thank you. So let's wipe them now. After that we will be done with washing plates! Shiki: Good job. Today's dinner was delicious. Ritsuka: Really? I'm not as good as brother yet, but I'm glad you liked it. Shiki: You're not losing to Lindo. I like your seasoning better. I'd like to eat it everyday. Ritsuka: ...!               (Everyday, sounds like we're newly-wed... But if he eats it so happily, it can be nice to make dinner for Shiki.)               (No, wait, wait! Don't think about weird things, only because we're alone now.) Shiki: Ah, right. I prepared a bath when you were cooking. Do you want to take it first? Ritsuka: Eh? B-Bath?!
Thinking: Then I'll go.                  You can go first.
Choice: Then I'll go.
Ritsuka: T-Then I'll go take a bath first. Shiki: Okay, I'll wait for you here. Ritsuka: Wait?! Shiki: Yeah. Waiting for my turn... Why are you surprised? Ritsuka: (O-Oh no. I thought he is going to wait for a different reason...)                (There is something wrong with me today...)                I'm going to drink some water, so you can go first, Shiki... Shiki: Really? I'll accept your offer then.
Choice: You can go first.
Ritsuka: Bath... you can take it first. Shiki: Really? But you did a lot of cleaning today, aren't you tired? Ritsuka: It's alright. You did a lot more physical work than me, so take a bath and wash off your sweat. Shiki: Okay, I get it. So I'm going first.
Ritsuka: ...Fuu.               (It's bad... When he mentioned bath, my reaction was weird. I have to calm down...)               (We're living together, so something like that happened before. There is no need to be nervous.)               (Shiki likes sofa in the living room, so he always sleeps here... It's not like we're going to sleep in the same room.)               Yeah, it's okay. Like always, like always.                (When Shiki finishes taking a bath, I'll wash myself and go to bed.)
Ritsuka: Ah~ it was a nice bath...                (Huh? Living room is dark. Is Shiki already sleeping...?)                (He must have been tired. He was helping all day. I don't want to wake him up...)                Goodnight, Shiki...
Ritsuka: (It was a long day. I have a feeling that I was stressing about weird things.)                (Let's just go to sleep now. Without thinking about unnecessary things!)
Ritsuka: (Goodnight...) ???: Ah, you’re finally done? You've just left the bath, so you're still warm. Ritsuka: ...?! Kyaaa!!                Ouch... Shiki: ...Are you alright? Sorry, I haven't thought you'll be so surprised. Ritsuka: W-Why are you here, Shiki...? In my bed?! Shiki: Because your brother was worrying. I thought it's better to sleep together, if I want to protect you. Ritsuka: Eh, but it's just. Sleeping together is too soon for us... We've just started dating...! Shiki: Hmmm...?           Hey, don't say such cold words. We're all alone now, so let's do something fun. Ritsuka: (He grabbed my hand! I can't run away now?!)                Hey, wait...! Shiki: You don't have to worry. No one will come. I'm going to give you a lot of love... Ritsuka: N-No...                (Shiki's face is getting closer...!) Shiki: ...Haha. Ahahaha. Ritsuka: Eh? Shiki: Sorry. I haven't thought you will take it so serious. I was only joking. Ritsuka: J-Joking? Shiki: Because you were acting weird today. I noticed that you were strangely aware of this situation. Ritsuka: (He noticed?!) Shiki: So I felt like teasing you. Your face is all red. Ritsuka: You were waiting in my bed for, you know, different reason...? Shiki: You don't have to worry. I really just planned to sleep next to you. Would you prefer a sneak visit to make love after all? Ritsuka: Not at all!                (I don't think Shiki is lying now. That means...)                S-Sorry. I misunderstood. I was the only one stressing about it. Not only now, but for all day...               (I'm so embarrassed. I'd like to hide in some hole...) Shiki: You were cute stressing like that, so I don't mind. What's more...            I was happy that you actually noticed that our relationship has changed. Ritsuka: Eh? Shiki: Our hearts are closer, so you are more aware of me. If I think about it like that, it makes me happy. Ritsuka: Our hearts...               (I see. It won’t be like before, because now our relationship has changed.)               (We became closer, so it's natural that I'm aware of him.)               (But more than anything, Shiki himself has changed. He is able to understand human feelings, to love someone...) Shiki: I did a lot of horrible things to you and people important to you.            I can't change the past. So I decided to make up for my sins.            Person I love, things important to me, things I want to protect... I have to make more of them and give a lot of my love to them.            More than anything I want to care about you the most. So I won't hurt you ever again. Ritsuka: Yeah... Shiki: So when I thought that you're caring about me too, it made me happy. Ritsuka: Yeah... I see...                Thank you. I'm happy that you told me about your feelings.                 I'm sorry I was acting weird today. Shiki: Don't worry about it. It was interesting, so I even thought about leaving you at it a little longer. Ritsuka: Uh... Give me a break.                (This part of him didn't change. But...)                Today was tiring, let's sleep? Shiki: ...Yeah. Shiki, smiling in the darkness, had a lot gentler eyes than in the past.
(CG) Shiki: ...Is it narrow? Ritsuka: No, it's okay. Shiki: Come closer. Ritsuka: O-Okay. Shiki: You're so warm.... Your warmth is so comfortable that it made me sleepy. Ritsuka: Me too... I'm feeling at ease when you're with me, so I feel like I'll fall asleep soon. Shiki: Goodnight, Ritsuka. Ritsuka: Goodnight, Shiki...
While being in a gentle doze, I heard a kind voice. Shiki: Thank you... for falling in love with me-
(Voice 1: This bed is comfortable after all. Because you're beside me. Today I'm sure I'll see nice dreams. Voice 1: Come closer. We were be able to sleep better like this. I'm sure of it.)
A few days later- Maria: We're home- Ritsuka: Welcome back! Maria: Home is the best after all. I feel at ease here. Ritsuka: How was your trip? Maria: Thanks to Lindo I was able to get informations without any problems. How about you? Ritsuka: Shiki helped me with home works, so we were fine. Lindo: Really nothing happened?! Ritsuka: ...R-Really. Brother, you worry too much.                (It’s nothing to be ashamed of, but if I told brother that Shiki slept with me, how would he react...?)                 (I definitely can’t tell him.) Shiki: We did a lot of work at home together then killed some time. We even slept together, so you don’t have to worry. Lindo: Slept... together...? Ritsuka: Ah, it’s, just! Shiki: Yeah, we slept in the same bed. She was so warm. Maria: Oh my. Ritsuka: It’s not what you think, brother! It’s a misunderstanding or something... Lindo: ... From Here.... to Eternity ...             Be gone!!!
Our nonchalant days have changed a little. Living with Shiki is a little far from peaceful... But those days are the happiest in my life.
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marculees · 7 years ago
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Soft Bias Tag <3
Tagged by the lovely @pikachulein, thank you! ^-^
Prepare for soft cringe. So because I’m selfish and lowkey narcissistic hahaha, I kinda have two so this is going to be a 2-in-1 yay. I haven’t even started yet and I’m already laughing?? Anyway lets go~
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1. Who is my Bias?
💛 Jackson Wang
💜 Mark Lee
2. What made you notice him?
💛 His laugh, sense of humor and energy! It was contagious and I couldn’t help just OwO at him in every video lololol
💜 Lmao we have the exact same birthday so I was like omg yes finally someone I can relate to. So I looked up his profile and noticed we were basically the same person and was shook O.o
3. What’s your favorite thing about him?
💛 His heart of gold (aha get the emoji reference yeeeah i did that).He’s honestly such a kind and generous person and sjkglsgfdkjf he makes me cry. Like when I see him helping others or taking care of his members or his family especially, my heart skips a beat. He’s my ideal type tbh, as cringey as that sounds. Here’s an excerpt from a letter to my bias thing I have in my drafts cx
“Ideal types may be just a charade to some, but ultimately you are everything I want in a partner. Your kindness and generosity is one of my favourite things about you and is hugely underappreciated by others. How you always go out of your way to help others, be it strangers or loved ones, is so inspiring. You truly have a heart of gold and I feel like it isn’t said enough. Yes, you are fucking gorgeous and a huge idiot but its the kind soul underneath that I love most.”
💜 That he makes me feel more confident and loving towards myself <3
“I’ve always been the black sheep, odd one out, and I still struggle with finding others I can relate to. When I was in school I was friendly with everyone but with my friends I wasn’t really considered part of the group. I didn’t fit.  I was an afterthought, an outsider. I’m in college now and while I do feel a sense of belonging with my new friends, with you I feel not just that but a sense of understanding, a sense of empathy NCT 2018. Since the very first day, I settled on biasing you for these probably selfish reasons alone. I was a kid back then, we both were. And now that we are barely considered adults, I am still following you. But my initial fascination has become much deeper than just that. The more I’ve fallen in love with you, the more I’ve begun to love myself also. You show and teach me things I’ve discredited or put down about about myself. The more interest I showed in you and your group, the more similar I realised we are. From our attitude, ethic, gestures, sense of humor and way of speaking, it became apparent to me that I had finally found someone. Someone who makes me feel like it’s okay to be who I am, because I am not alone. What I perceived as flaws in myself, I saw as endearing in you.”
*pukes from cringe at myself* I am never going to post the full thing
4. Who would initiate skinship more?
💛 HIM WITHOUT A DOUBT. He’s a touchy baby. Tbh it would probably piss me off slightly, like I’m just being honest ahaha. I don’t mind people touching my thigh or my arm for a second but he’s the type to just touch and then stay there lol
💜 Him too, I think. I’ve noticed he’s become a bit more touchy with the members recently! I’m not very touchy but if someone is more chill about it and doesn’t feel like its necessary or has to be like all the fucking time, then I’m more inclined to actually engage in it surprise surprise.
5. Who would hog the blankets more?
💛 I would say him but then I remember him saying he gets really hot at night (it was in one of those GOT2Days with JB lol). I get hot too so he can hog them if he wants cx
💜 He’s pretty chill, like so long as he has his pillow to hug then I don’t think he would mind much. I would insist on covering him up still though. I’m not a hogger at all, in fact usually I end up with literally half/no blanket in the morning because I’ve kicked it off at some point
6. Who would be more clingy?
💛 HIM. I honestly don’t think I need to explain XD
💜 Oooh tough question. I feel like it could be him? I would be more clingy on the inside, if that makes sense?
7. Who would say I love you first?
💛 I think it would be me but just as like a casual thing like, “Ahh you’re lucky I love you”. But he would take it serious and be like “...I love you too”. And then I’d get all giggly and embarrassed because that’s all I ever do T-T
💜 Maybe me? Idk like it would a kind of ‘in the moment’ thing? I’d be thinking it but I wouldn’t say it until I realised I actually had. I’ve done this before ;-;
8. Who would be more easily flustered?
💛 Me!!!! I bet that would be his favourite thing to do too. He’s such a little shit like he’d be all “Aww is someone all blushy?” and then make me even worse and kjdsgfldfmdsfg I would lowkey enjoy it tbh XD
💜 I think him actually! I wouldn’t be over-the-top romantic or cheesy so if I ever did something, it would catch him by surprise and make him uwu haha. I’m not the best at speaking my thoughts but I would write lots of poems and songs for him and I think that would make him get all flustered since he likes writing too c:
9. What cuddling position would you two have?
💛 Aww I honestly love backhugs so anything where I could just wrap my arms around him and lie against his back. The big spoon! But I feel like he would give the best hugs so like sitting in his lap with his arms around me and djkfhdjfhj fuck this shit I’m out T-T
💜 We’re both quite childish and awkward when it comes to cuddling so I feel like it would be just playwrestling and then forgetting that we’re supposed to wrestle so we just lie in a big tangle on top of each other ;-;
10. Which colors remind you of them and why?
💛 Yellow because his blonde hair is beautiful, plus he’s so bright and cheerful like the colour itself  ^-^
💜 Pink! He looks adorable in pink plus he’s mentioned the colour a few times on broadcasts and stuff so I feel like he has a fondness for it~
11. Which season would you like to spend with them?
💛 Summer because he’s probably be sleeveless all the time or even shirtless... ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) I have no shame ahahaha
💜 Winter because I think if it was snowing, it would remind him of his home and then it would be cute af and we’d have a snowball fight and hot chocolate after <3
12. Who would bake the cookies and who would steal the batter?
💛 Tbh we’d bake and steal it together XD
💜 I think he would try so hard not to fuck the baking up but I’d tempt him into stealing the batter with me cx
13. Which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?
💛 Ohhh definitely me. And he’d either scream with laughter or just get pissed off oops. I’d just laugh even more though lmao
💜 We share the same sense of humor so it would be kinda mutual! I’d make a shitty pun and he makes an even worse one on top of that and then we end up getting into a spiral of awful puns and rhymes and before you know it we’ve written possibly the worst rap of all time
14. Who would want to adopt 50 dogs and cats?
💛 Me. I don’t want kids but I’m g with furbabies. 50 is a bit much though XD
💜 ^^^
15. Which one of you would nearly burn down the kitchen trying to microwave a pop tart and who would come to the rescue?
💛 I’d be the dumbass burning down the kitchen, no questions asked. He’d be having a heart attack and be screaming, like I can actually hear his scream right now just picturing it XD
💜 Oh dear, again it would probably be mutual... >.<
16. Who likes to lean over trail railings and who pulls them back?
💛 I’m really protective so I’d help steady him and make sure he doesn’t fall because we know how excited he gets XD
💜 ^^^ But I have seen him holding the members and looking out for their safety in general, so I think it would be him in this case actually~
17. What would watching a horror film with them be like?
💛 “This isn’t even scary. Like look, nothing is happening. Stop hiding behind the cushion, Niamh.” “THE MOTHERFUCKER IS RIGHT ON THE SCREEN, YOU LIAR. I HATE YOU.”
💜 “If you get scared, you can hold onto me” .“You mean, cuddle you because you’re scared, right?”. “Ah...yes, Niamh. Thanks.”
18. Who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?
💛 He’d be sooooo cheesy, like to the point where its not even flirting but just straight up cringey. I don’t flirt often but when I do, its like wow I see what you did there. But I’d get embarrassed around him so it would be less smooth and more stuttery unless I got a sudden burst of confidence. He would have no shame flirting though, like he legit would be the type to say “Omg damn girl, that ass” and I’d slap him XD
💜 Eww he’d be cheesy like he’d be walking around and see something and try make it a rap like in the LA vlog lmao. Something really dumb like “You’re so pretty, those flowers don’t compare because you have a cute face and nice hair” and I’d just be like “uhhh....thanks?” and burst out laughing and blushing out of secondhand embarrassment XD
19. Who is more competitive?
💛 We’re both so competitive but I think with his history in sporting competitions (whereas I was too shy to do them T-T), it would give him just a bit more. I’d always encourage him though, like I’d love seeing him try his best and would always ask if there was anything I could do to help. But if it came to games, I don’t take the “I let you win” excuse cx
💜 Me? I take my passions very seriously and throw myself into what I do, like I get VERY into my work. I was v competitive in debating and any time I hear the word challenge, its like yasss bring it on bish. Mark is competitive too but I think he’d prefer taking a support role. He’s so encouraging of his members and I honestly need a little cheerleader like him in my life ;-;
20. Who would be given constant reminders? (Don’t forget your keys, things like that)
💛 As much of a nagger I can be, I feel like he is the type to do this even at random moments. Like we’d be chilling together and then he’ll just say out of nowhere, “Did you eat lunch btw? I’m going to make you lunch”. He wouldn’t listen to any bullshit. He’d take care of me whether I liked it or not haha
💜 Hhmm kinda mutual here but for different things, if that makes sense? Like he’d be telling me to “take your meds and vitamins, bring a jacket, text when you get there”, etc. I’d be like “take a break for a few minutes, I’ll be there soon with some food”, etc, I need reminders for taking care of myself but I give reminders for others to take care of themselves lol
21. Who sends memes and who sends cute ‘i miss you’ texts at 3am?
💛 He’s the sappy bitch with “I miss you” texts haha and being the idiot I am, I would send him memes of himself in response XD
💜 Honestly, unless he was maybe drunk I think it would be me. Like it would very out of the blue and probably make him panic a bit oops. He’d write a long ass ride message in response though because he’d be so worried ^^’
This was very soft and cringey ahaha but I’m going to tag @jaexmins @cosmicrailwaybisexual @happysmilebtr @kikitsaaa @nctdoingthings @castielsinwhite @thefroghyungwon @seulgii-princess and if anyone else wants to do it then just say I tagged you XD
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lightsandlostbells · 7 years ago
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Skam France episode 9 (S1 finale) reaction
Thanks to everyone who reads these things! I’ve gotten a lot of nice messages and comments since I started blathering my thoughts on Skam remakes into the void, which I didn’t expect, and it makes my day. Even if you don’t agree with me on something, I appreciate hearing your thoughts. I love talking about sad teens and their drama and it has been a grand time talking about sad teens and their drama with others! 
Also thank you to everyone who translates or helps increase accessibility to any of the Skam shows, I am truly amazed by the kindness and generosity of everyone who donates their free time to it. 
Episode 9
Clip 1 - Daphne peed on the wrong stick
Nice job getting in that shot of the condoms and water bottle at the beginning as if to say “I fucking told you so.”
There were apparently several real time errors in this clip in that French students should not have been at school that day, and Daphne mentions having gum at 10 am when the clip dropped at 8 a.m.
This doctor does not quite have the same quality of being from another planet as Dr. Skrulle.
Alex screaming to the heavens about no baby is glorious, but on the other hand, GIRL, you might wanna lower the volume about your friend’s pregnancy scare as people are clearly hearing you.
I love Daphne and think she did a really great job here of being bitter and resigned. I think Vilde was also great in this moment, but I think she was approaching it more from an outwardly (phony) sense of self-assurance. You don’t know want what you’re talking about Noora, I do. And though Vilde is pretty stunned by the doctor’s visit (and tbh I think part of her wanted the baby to be real … but that’s another conversation) you can see her starting to laugh and smile with the other girls before Noora pulls her aside. Then it feels more like cheerful denial that there’s anything wrong with what she’s doing. Daphne seems straight up miserable and defeated.
Clip 2 - Charles creeping again
MY BELOVED THEATER KIDS RETURN. One day they will get their day in the sun. One day. 
TBH Charles has more sleazy charm than William and I can’t determine whether that’ll end up being a good thing or a bad thing.
This clip is WAY better placed than the original, actually! It always seemed off that Noora would be taken in by William telling her she’s beautiful when she still thinks he’s knocked up Vilde. Now that they’ve determined this isn’t the case, it makes slightly more sense. At least that consideration is out of the way.
The only drawback about having the doctor clip before this clip is that it occurs to me that Noora’s conversation with Vilde is likely what prompts Noora tell William to apologize, since Vilde has internalized his words so much to the point of repeating them, and I find it harder to believe that Manon would give a single shit about Charles’ flattery after she’s heard how bad his words made it for Daphne.
Lmao at fucking Charles being like “What are you doing here?” and Manon being like “I go to school here, dipshit”*
* (100% accurate translation)
Wait, this is the same song for the Emma/Yann scene. Is this going to be a Skam France love theme? Will French Even sing it to Lucas?
My favorite thing Emma has done all season was the ensuing text conversation after this clip where she just replies to everything Manon says with “Fuck, you’re so beautiful.”
Clip 3-  Emma and Lucas on the steps
The setup of this scene satisfies one of my burning questions, in that I always wondered what the vibe was between Eva and Isak as they walked over the the bench (awkward) and here Lucas joins Emma on the steps so I don’t have to wonder about their weird small talk or painful silence.
This is the first time where I bought Lucas’ acting. He’s still not exactly wowing me, but I thought he was fine here. Maybe he just needs that very large scarf to hide in to make him seem all vulnerable.
“You smoked at the cabin?” Emma, didn’t you literally see them smoking??
Wait, Tom was supposed to be Ingrid‘s brother? That’s what it sounds like, because why else would Yann contact Ingrid if he couldn’t get through to Tom, if Tom is just some unrelated dude who has weed? I thought her brother was some other guy because Elias was not Norwegian Ingrid‘s brother.  Surely Emma would know Tom as a result of being Ingrid‘s best friend for years, but I don’t think either of them said anything about that, unless I missed it or can’t remember it. At the cabin I didn’t get the vibe they were anything more than acquaintances via Yann. And if Tom is Ingrid’s brother, then doesn’t it make more sense that Emma would hear Ingrid in the background on the phone, and it wouldn’t automatically be a cause for suspicion? It’s not weird for Yann to hang out with Tom.
I think Tom isn’t supposed to be Ingrid’s brother, but this line of dialogue is confusing, considering they changed it from Yann not being able to reach Ingrid’s brother to not being able to reach Tom. It doesn’t make sense to get Ingrid to get in touch with Tom; the chain should go Tom -> Ingrid’s brother (who also has weed) -> Ingrid.
They changed a bit from where Isak owned up to being shady when Eva asked him about hearing Ingrid‘s voice over the phone, he implied that he kind of suspected it wasn’t anything serious and figured it had to do with the drugs, and he acknowledges that he could’ve told Eva this, and he gave her bad advice to ask Ingrid about it. Lucas says he swears he didn’t know, which is kind of funny because IMO, Lucas seems way sneakier and more plotting in that scene than Isak did.
I do appreciate changes to the material but since they’re keeping most of it the same, I wish that they left in the line about karma being a bitch and Emma understanding how Ingrid would’ve felt, because I think that was a thematically relevant line. 
Aw, it was sweet to see how Yann smiled and seemed so happy when Emma called. It’s a shame I like him so much more away from this relationship. He seems so pumped for their meeting. I think Yann is a little needier than Jonas and it affects their relationship positive and negative ways, like I think maybe he’s a little more attentive than Jonas, but he also seems to get more threatened by potential obstacles to their the relationship.
Clip 4 - The Emma/Yann breakup
Yann is so sweet and charming here, like I get why Emma fell for him.
So the final bit of this clip worked pretty well for me! 
I said in another post that the three scenes they needed to nail were the skate park, Ingrid in the bathroom, and breakup scene, and while I didn’t think this was as powerful (mostly because the season-long buildup didn’t make it feel as earned) I still thought this was a strong scene, definitely the strongest of those three.  
I loved the sweet moment of Yann holding Emma on the steps and them smiling sweetly at each other, and that was an aesthetically appealing, tastefully done semi-sex scene, especially the shot with their hands. Although I did find myself wondering if they sat on the steps and then smiled at each other like “let’s go have breakup sex” or if they banged it out, put their clothes back on, and cuddled outside. TRUE TO THE ORIGINAL in that regard. 
More Seinabo Sey songs, love her.
Clip 5 - Ending party
The Emma/Yann hug is really sweet and makes me think the breakup is going to be less fraught, more amiable. which, IDK, it kinda feels like it should be more fraught considering these two are supposed to be very much in love? But it also makes me buy them airing season 2 so soon after S1’s finale, if Yann and Emma are going to be on more friendly terms.
Also the general atmosphere of the scene is more lighthearted. The music too, not as much of a serious tone.
Lucas was all right acting-wise in this scene, too. 
INGRID AND EMMA NEED TO HOOK UP. I can’t say I shipped it in OG Skam but here … they should get together.
Ingrid, Sara and Imane dancing together is great.
Also Ingrid is there when Daphne tells Imane and Alex about Charles, awwww.
I love Daphne. I know I’ve said that a million times but she’s the MVP of Skam France.
The shot of Lucas with Yann definitely did not have that immediate SO THAT’S WHY HE DID IT effect. Yo, Skam France, remember how some of us were like “You’re telegraphing Lucas’ crush on Yann too hard?” Well if ever there was a time to project that shit from an IMAX, THIS WAS THE MOMENT. 
Forreal, Lucas is paying about as much attention to Yann as to the other dude standing next to them. Where is that OTT longing gaze? 
You’re holding a drink, dude, you could give us a dose of innuendo by slurping on that straw while you make eyes at your bro.
But then again, I guess no moment can be as OTT as when you have “Gay Bar” as your musical accompaniment.
There is a major continuity error in the scene because the other guy that is in the scene with Lucas and Yann can be seen behind Manon immediately in the next shot, so either he has a twin who dresses exactly the same or he teleported.
As much as I love Isak’s love of BUTT as the final moment, closing the season on Manon and Charles is a perfectly logical choice for leading into S2. Although lol, the lyrics being like “I’m just waiting for my day to come” are very creepy, Charles. “Cause something inside has changed” is better, though.
General comments:
They should’ve ended this season with the girl squad’s party, dude. Doesn’t that seem like a fitting finale? If the object is to gain popularity at school, shouldn’t they do it as soon as possible so they gain some capital before the popular senior guys leave?
One benefit about airing the next season right after S1 instead of taking a few months is that I can at least buy that they could have the party at the end of season 2. The longer they draw it out, the less it makes sense.
Lucas was definitely panicking and trying to be overly nice in that text to Emma post-Camille’s party. Emma was keeping it cool and Lucas was like I HOPE ALL IS WELL AHAHA WE’RE SO FRIENDLY :D :D :D oh god don’t tell Yann
Right now, I don’t have many thoughts about the season as a whole that I haven’t said before. Emma’s character arc is somewhat muddled, certain plot developments and characterization don’t make sense, the show overuses music, the girl squad dynamic is one of the show’s better qualities, marry me Daphne, marry me Ingrid, etc etc.
My main takeaway is that, out of the three remakes that have aired so far, Skam France definitely has less of a personal identity than Druck or Skam Italia. Even with those shows being early into their first seasons, I can already tell they’re more distinct adaptations with more done to fit their respective cultures. That’s not to say either of those versions are perfect or that Skam France doesn’t have its own strengths, but I would very much like to see Skam France develop more of a unique personality. Not sure if they can do that until S3 since they’ve already filmed S2 and can’t incorporate viewer feedback. It depends on how much it is going to reflect original Skam’s S2; judging by the trailer, it feels like the answer is A Lot.
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hyenahunt · 3 years ago
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Hiyori Tomoe - Idol Story 1
Writer: Akira
Season: Spring
Characters: Hiyori
Proofreading: royalquintet (JP & ENG)
Translation: hyenahunt
Hiyori: ...But you know, it's hard work to keep shining at the world's summit — even for someone like me. You’ll find countless worries every which way you look. What foul weather!
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[Location: Saison Avenue]
Hiyori: ~.... ♪
Hm? Well, what's this, if it isn't Anzu-chan! Fancy meeting you in a place like this ♪
Ahaha, you look pretty surprised too, don't you! To see someone like me, Hiyori Tomoe, a noble son of a great financial power, shopping in a place seemingly meant for commoners — is it really so strange?
Hehe. Though it may not be the case these days, our Tomoe Foundation had been on the decline for a good while, so.....
I'm more familiar than you'd expect with the commoner way of life. Shopping in a lively place like this is more fun, anyway! ♪
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Look, look! I'm sure to turn heads wherever I go, so in such a crowd it's bound to cause a commotion!
See, people have been gazing pretty intently at us for some time, haven't they~♪
It's a nice feeling to have caught their attention, so I suppose I'll give them some fanservice in return... Here's a smile for you! ♪
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Yes, submit yourself to the good fortune of meeting me!
How wonderful! Those kids can go brag about me to their classmates and get so popular! What superbly fine weather... ☆
Now then, I'll get back to picking out some tableware before returning to work and... oh, I completely forgot about Anzu-chan!
You know, when you're that silent you'll just disappear into the crowd!
On that note, whatever are you doing here on a weekday afternoon? What about school?
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Though, when I was still in school I did get bored of class and skipped out too, so I suppose I'm not one to talk, am I?
Of course, if you don't want trivial things to trip you up, you do have to watch out!
It may not end up being a huge issue even if something were to happen, but one must keep up appearances all the same, hm?
When a girl like you wanders out during the day, who knows, the police might even have a word with you about delinquency!
But never mind that. Let's move on from such boring topics, shall we! More importantly, now that I've run into you, Anzu-chan, I've suddenly recalled something I must talk to you about!
Hey, so tell me, Anzu-chan! Do you happen to have any sway in CosPro?
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Hmm? Compared to the other agencies, you don't have as strong a relationship with ours?
Sometimes you work with Valkyrie and 2wink since they're from Yumenosaki too, but they're not letting you touch Eden at all?
Hmm, that's exactly what I've heard from Ibara, you know!
The higher-ups of CosPro have done some ridiculous rearrangements, and now it does feel rather like those of us from Eden are being kept away from you, doesn't it?
What a shame it is for you too! Eden stands at the top of the modern idol industry, and yet you've been barred from producing for us!
If you're not in first place, nor can you reach the top with your own hands, then you might as well be at the very bottom of the ladder!
Huh, since when was Eden at the top, you ask?
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Aha, are you trying to say your beloved Trickstar would come out on top of us?
If that's what you want to think, then by all means believe it as much as you want, yes! You can't change reality — and besides, in my mind I'm the best in the whole wide world!
Of course, the same goes for my units Eden and Eve ♪
...But you know, it's hard work to keep shining at the world's summit — even for someone like me. You’ll find countless worries every which way you look. What foul weather!
In particular, there's a certain bigwig among CosPro's higher-ups who hasn't stepped down, even after last year's unprecedented scandal. It's been quite the thorn in our side...
For ages they've just kept their distance from our situation and don't have a clue what's been going on, and yet here they are raining down preposterous orders from above!
Especially recently! It's really driving me up the wall, you know!
Really! Going and proposing something like temporarily splitting up Eve and Adam, and pitting us against each other just to stir up some excitement!
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Ahh, what absolute nonsense! Idol activities are nothing like pro wrestling at all, and yet they want to heat things up by throwing together a whole conflict scenario for us....
I mean, what if it upsets our fans?
I hate the idea of arguing with Adam's Nagisa-kun, and for that matter, Ibara, too. After all, families should always get along, don't you think?
....Even so, Ibara mused that depending on how it's done it may very well spice things up, and excitedly began to run some trial calculations.
As for Nagisa-kun, he didn't say a thing.
Somehow, it feels as though I'm not quite seeing eye-to-eye with the others.....
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And that's a first in Eden, so I've been feeling a little uneasy, you see.
Nagisa-kun's been growing more human-like by the day, and now that Ibara's become CosPro's vice-president, he's increasingly bound to his title and position....
Though as for Jun-kun, I'm positively certain he'll always share my views.
He's totally helpless, after all. He has a long way to go, so for now he's still a fledgling who needs my protection... ♪
But anyway. To begin with, CosPro has such a powerful administration that even if its own idols don't really like the way things are going, we'd be hard-pressed to go against it.
In fact, people like Tatsumi-kun — those who'd lost their place trying to oppose upper management... there are many like them, you know.
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And that's exactly why I do have my eyes on you, Anzu-chan.
Someone like you, who has such a unique position, who can cross the agency borders and wander from role to role —
Perhaps the day will come that I'll ask to borrow a bit of that exceptional ability.
As a lead-up to that merry future, won't you come shopping with me, if you so fancy?
Let's spend some time together and get nice and friendly, Anzu-chan ♪
Right! Since I've moved into a new dorm I need to buy a new set of livingware all over again, but I really haven't been able to find anything nice yet, you see~?
Do let me know if you happen to have any shops you'd recommend!
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I'll listen to all that you have to say! That being said, however, the only one who'll decide what I get in the end is, of course, myself! And that's what I call fine weather....☆
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my-robot-heart · 3 years ago
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I've been listening to The Blacklist Soundtrack on shuffle, and "The Devil Within" by Digital Daggers came up (apparently, it was in a trailer somewhere in the first season?) and it just struck me how much of a Liz-going-slash-declaring-a-war-against-Red (aka Liz from the second half of the 5th/7th season, especially the end/the whole 8th season) song it is:
I made myself at home
In the cobwebs and the lies
I'm learning all your tricks
I can hurt you from inside
I made myself a promise
You would never see me cry
Til I make you
(That just screams her 7th season's team work with Katarina to me)
I'll be here
When you think you're all alone
Seeping through the cracks
I'm the poison in your bones
My love is your disease
I won't let it set you free
Til I break you
(We all agree that Liz and his feelings – his love – towards her are Red's biggest weaknesses)
You'll never know what hit you
Won't see me closing in
(Of course, Red would always know exactly what hit him and would see through all her eViL pLaNs, but Liz wants so very hard to be unpredictable and mysterious, to be Red's equal, to hurt Red in a way he wouldn't see coming)
I'm gonna make you suffer
This Hell you put me in
I'm underneath your skin
The Devil within
(Look, that's already end-of-7th-season-and-8th-season!Liz with her revenge plans, with her desire to get back at Red for everything bad that's ever happened in her life, with her war against Red)
You'll never know what hit you
I tried to be the lover to your nightmare
Look what you made of me
Now I'm the heavy burden that you can't bear
Look what you made of me
Look what you made of me
I'll make you see
(Ah, and, of course, Liz blaming Red for everything bad that's ever happened in her life and for what she's become, a classic)
Oh Anon ⭐ the mood of this whole ask has me smiling lol because of how you're casually like "listening to the soundtrack on shuffle" - I haven't listened to TBL soundtrack but back in the days when CDs were a thing, almost every time I saw a movie I'd buy the soundtrack and then listen to it on my CD walkman on the bus to school lolll - it was like, when I heard the music I felt like I was *in* the movie? In particular I recall listening to the music from of all things , Oceans Twelve (😅😅😅 literally can't believe it but youth, right?) and there was like a laser maze heist type scene I would visualize myself in while listening...
Ahaha anyway that was a major sidebar, but honestly you described the lyrics of the song so perfectly already that there's not much for me to add really. Except it is interesting perhaps that this song was in an early season trailer yet it accurately describes the mood of s7/8? So like... Were they listening to it on repeat for eight years like cannot wait until we play Liz dirty like this ???
I don't know. We'll probably never know. But in the meantime thanks for sending and I hope the rest of the soundtrack treats you well 💛
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