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starpros-sunshine · 1 month ago

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What do you do when a friend really wants to play a game with you but it's a horror game and you Really really do not like horror games because horror media tends to make your paranoia worse but you have already said no to most of her suggestions because well. They all just seem like I wouldn't really be having a lot of fun there is all....I feel like such an asshole but I just really do not think I'd have fun playing phasmophobia and I'm not spending 20€ on a game I have no interest in playing but just. Like. I feel like I kind of owe it to her atp for generally being not the best of friends there is.

#she wantwd me to get a pony world account i dislike making new accounts for things if I don't absolutely have to and also I would never #have been on there realistically #i refuse to download roblox I simply refuse #and I do not like horror games #most of them at least #there's a lot of potential in the genre I'm sure #but I just can not stand jumpscares and that ''oooo someone is watching youuu'' stuff and i enjoy a lot of sillyness #but as assholey as I am making myself sound when i say thid #stuff like poppy playtime or fnaf or stuff like that just #i sound like such a snob good god but where is the complex themes and motives #i worry we simply do not enjoy the same kind of stuff which is fine i think #nothing bad aboht enjoying the same stuff but i always feel so bad when I have to explain that I just really am not that interested in the #kind of horror media she seems to enjoy #it just does nothing for me at best and at worse it makes me constantly check behind myself while brushing my teeth because I don't trust #the mirror to actually show me there's nobody there #or should I just get over myself and do her this one favour.....#i do feel silly every time i try to explain myself there tbh because what in the flapdoodle do you mean #''you don't trust the mirror to show you there isn't actually anyone standing behind you''#it sounds silly doesn't it #recently I've also started to worry I'm being recorded or filmed so now i have to lie my phone in a place where I wouldn't be in camera view #or every time I say something potentially ''incriminating'' i first have to check i don't accidentally left a voicemail open or something #I don't know man I just have the feeling horror is not a genre I should indulge in not going to lie there it just.#it just does not seem like a grand idea to be is all #especially not for 20 quid hello thats 20€ i could spend on stuff that wont make me scared of doors that arent fully closed #but logically speaking i know thats over the top and silly so. sigh. harsh decisions to be made here...

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