#especially hertas IT SOUNDS SO WEIRD

[aztrosist666]

ill actually never forgive hoyoverse for how they BUTCHERED herta and sampos ultimate voice lines on 2x speed

[ice-and-lightning]

@starlighttrain sent an ask with an awkward, needy dragon, which I asked for

Dan Heng makes an effort to visit Herta Station more frequently these days, time spent with Arlan deeply enjoyed no matter the activity. And while yes he is listening to the other explain some new adjustments to the security system and how it's simple enough the Express might benefit from something similar (mental notes being made—he is attentive), he thinks he might understand now why Arlan had wanted to take his hand previously. Something in him is craving physical contact. And since they had initiated last time... Uncovered hand reaches forth to gently grasp Arlan's, soft rumble emanating his chest as he does so. (as well as a tint to his cheeks) Yes, that's much better. And though strange feeling not quite sated, it's enough. This touch is enough. And just in case his actions pause Arlan's own, ❝Keep going. I'm still listening.❞

Arlan always takes great pleasure in seeing his friend. Especially since it's becoming more frequently as of late. When possible, Arlan visits the Express too. It's part of his tries to delegate more of his work.

This time, he is excitingly showing a new security update, one that could be adapted to the Express to help unwanted guests materialising inside the train. Of course, that function already exists, but this is a more advanced version of it with more adaptable bio-filters.

Unlike with most others, Arlan isn't worried that Dan Heng will find the topic boring, safety is a priority they both share, knowing the other is listening even when quiet. As he keeps talking, having once again removed his gloves, he feels a sudden touch. Feels fingers intertwining with his own and his air gets knocked out of his lungs.

Not only is there a most welcome touch, there is that sound, the purring sound and he can feel himself smile, a hint of a blush on his own cheeks, matching the blue on Dan Heng's. Shyly, he gets a little closer, their arms now slightly pressed together. It's all a little awkward since Arlan is much shorter, but none of them seems to mind that. The touch, the closeness, is much more important for them both. Or at least that's how it seems.

"Uhm.. yes..." Where was he? Oh, yes! "As I mentioned, these filters can be more finely tunes, to both exact bio-maps and wider ones, like, allowing everyone with Vidyadhara in their genes, but not ones without it or making it possible so only the crew and no one else can enter. It can also filter out unknown viruses and bacteria." For most, this would indeed be a boring topic, but hopefully, Dan Heng finds it as fascinating as himself. It's all much better by their physical connection.

Though, Arlan wants more. For once he is cursing that he has the height of a child, otherwise, he might try to put his arm around Dan Heng's shoulders, in a kind of side-hug. Because that's what he truly wants, he wants to hug him. He actually wants to nuzzle the side of his neck, take in his scent, but these are things he'd never say. All of it way too weird. Especially is he were to add that he also wants to rub his own wrists against him. The thought of it immediately makes his blush deepen. Arlan really doesn't understand why he feels these needs: the need to be physically close and the need to leave his scent on him. It has to be something borisin and that is not something he'd want to expose anyone to.

For now, the hand-holding, a thumb gently running across knuckles, arms lightly pressed together, will have to do.

[geeseandlimes]

[Honkai: Star Rail] Simulated You

Rating: G Pairing: Caelus/Dan Heng Character(s): Caelus, Dan Heng, March 7th, Herta Warning(s): None Summary:

A bug in the Simulated Universe causes Caelus to leave with a copy of Dan Heng's Imbibitor Lunae form. A very clingy Imbibitor Lunae. The only way to solve the problem is by either letting it run its course or...to fulfill Caelus' desire. Too bad Caelus is pretty sure Dan Heng doesn't like him like that.

“Well,” Herta says with a drawl in her voice that shows more amusement than disinterest, “it’s not like it’s im possible.” 

Her extra emphasis only makes Caelus cringe. If Herta shows amusement then it just means bad things for him on the horizon. All of the newer features that kick his ass in the Simulated Universe are all prefaced by Herta showing some sort of almost genuine excitement. Though he’s not sure if he wants the puppet to dissect what’s going on right now.

“And can it be fixed?” Caelus asks.

Herta waves her hand, flippant. “Yes, yes, it can. It’ll just take some time.” Herta speak for ‘ I’m too amused by this so I’m going to drag it out as long as possible. ’ There’s the slight narrow of her eyes. A sly little smile that makes its way onto her face. “But, would you really want me to fix it?” she asks.

“Yes,” Caelus says, a little desperately. “It scares me.”

“I scare you?” a voice whispers into his ear. Caelus can’t help the red flush that creeps up his neck. He desperately tries to ignore the press of a soft, but firm, chest against his arm and the press of plush lips against the shell of his ear. Caelus especially tries to ignore the curl of a tail around his leg and the gentle embrace he is currently finding himself in. It makes him have thoughts and he can’t have thoughts because–

“Dan Heng doesn’t like me like this and this isn’t real,” Caelus blurts out. 

All while a copy of Dan Heng’s vidyadhara form is clinging to him and nuzzling close as if Caelus is all he wants in the world.

“He’s real !” Herta sounds almost offended. “He’s fresh from the Simulated Universe–although due to a bug in the system–so he’s very much real!”

“He’s data! ” Caelus’ protest falls on deaf ears. Herta waves him off with a flick of her hair.

“But he’s in the here and now, courtesy of my Simulated Universe!” she says. “So you might as well treat him as if he’s real until I figure something out. Give Himeko my regards.” And that’s that. Herta does not give Caelus any room to argue. She cuts the conversation off, goes back to whatever she works on when he isn’t sifting through the Simulated Universe, and ignores him. Just leaves him to his…clingy Vidyadhara fate.

Speaking of Vidyadhara, Caelus is not going to have fun explaining why he’s coming on board with another Dan Heng.

“Caelus?” Simulated Dragon Dan Heng tightens the hold he has on Caelus. “Aren’t we heading back to the others?”

Caelus closes his eyes in defeat. There’s no avoiding this. He can’t just spend an indeterminate amount of time on the space station. Better face the music now. “Yeah, let’s go,” he says, and prays to god that March does not make a fuss.

*****

March makes a fuss.

She’s wide-eyed and flustered, her finger pointing furiously back and forth between Regular Dan Heng and Simulated Dan Heng. Her finger finally lands on Caelus, mouth slack jawed. “ How!? ” March squeaks out. “ How, how, hooooow!???? ” 

Caelus wishes he can answer her with proper words. Maybe something along the lines of the Simulated Universe is just weird, or that there was a little hiccup. Instead, trapped as he is in Simulated Dan Heng’s arms (and tail) he can only awkwardly shrug. “Herta wouldn’t explain it properly,” he adds, as if that will help any. March fumbles for a bit, obviously confused, but it’s Dan Heng that Caelus is worried about. He keeps glimpsing over at the other man trying to gauge his reaction but he sees nothing. He doesn’t even hear Dan Heng say anything.

Simulated Dan Heng nuzzles close, cheek rubbing against Caelus’ own. It’s far too affectionate compared to how Dan Heng usually is. It gives Caelus thoughts again. All the “what ifs” and “could have been” if only–

Simulated Dan Heng presses his lips against Caelus’ cheek.

March shrieks, eyes wide and expression scandalized. Dan Heng looks just as scandalized, if not betrayed. Caelus can only pray for a hole in the ground to open up and swallow him. Maybe eject him out into space where he will then die of suffocation and the stellaron in his body can blow up safely. Anything to save him from whatever is going on right now. 

“What’s wrong, Caelus?” Simulated Dan Heng asks, all coy and sweet. There’s honey dripping from his words. Something that Caelus finds incredibly hilarious considering what a simple question it is. A question that’s followed up by another kiss that lands dangerously close to the corner of Caelus’ mouth.  This is absolutely slipping out of Caelus’ control (not that he had any).  He places his hands on Simulated Dan Heng’s arms, ready to push them off. First thing first, he needs to extract himself from Simulated Dan Heng’s hold. 

As nice as it is to even have Dan Heng (though not the real Dan Heng) pressed up to him, this situation is not meant to happen. Caelus wants things to be normal. Normal conversations, normal interactions–normal, normal, normal. He’ll just keep his feelings for Dan Heng tucked close to his chest. No need to shake the fragile atmosphere on the Express after everything that happened on the Luofu.

“Nothing’s wrong–”

“Everything is wrong.”

Caelus blinks owlishly as he feels a firm grip on his arm. With one harsh tug he finds himself stumbling out of Simulated Dan Heng’s hold and into Dan Heng’s chest. “Everything is absolutely wrong,” Dan Heng repeats. “You need to give him space so he can answer our questions.”

Simulated Dan Heng’s eyes narrow. His arms cross, so reminiscent of regular Dan Heng, and the look on his face is unimpressed. Caelus, still cradled in Dan Heng’s arms, finds himself sweating. He’s not quite sure what’s about to happen now. 

“Then, shouldn’t you let him go, too?” Simulated Dan Heng asks. His tail is flicking behind him in annoyance. “You’re also holding on to him far too tightly.”

Dan Heng lets Caelus go as if he’s been burned.

Caelus stumbles forward, finally allowed to have a little breathing room ever since he left the space station. March is quick to rush up to him, nervously clinging to his sleeve as she stares at the two Dan Hengs staring each other down. “C-Come on you guys, let’s just figure out how to solve this,” March says. 

“Herta is the only one who can help, though,” Caelus tells her. “And you know how Herta treats me.”

“Like a guinea pig, it’s disgusting,” both Dan Heng and Simulated Dan Heng say at the same time. The two glare at each other, but Simulated Dan Heng is the one who does something. He makes his way back to Caelus’ side. He doesn’t hug Caelus like before. He just nestles himself close to Caelus’ side, tail idly coiling around Caelus’ leg.

“I don’t like it at all,” Simulated Dan Heng murmurs. A hand comes up to rest on Caelus’ chest. “She puts you through way too much. You can ask for my help.” That hand trails up Caelus’ throat, delicate fingers coming up to tickle at Caelus’ chin. March is making flustered noises, her grip on Caelus’ sleeve threatening to tear the fabric.

“Stop that,” Dan Heng snaps. 

Simulated Dan Heng scoffs.

“Why? Are you jealous and wish to be where I am instead?” Simulated Dan Heng follows his words up by gently grasping Caelus’ chin. Caelus has to swallow the lump in his throat, eyes widening as his head is turned to look at Simulated Dan Heng. He’s trapped by jade eyes, bright pupils, by his own thoughts of always wanting to kiss Dan Heng. Caelus’ heart is pounding as Simulated Dan Heng leans in. A part of his mind is yelling at him to pull away, but the love-drunk part of him, the one who loves Dan Heng a bit too much, demands he stays still.

“Caelus! Caelus, snap out of it, Dan Heng looks ready to kill!” March’s words fall on deaf ears.

Caelus parts his mouth, body shivering as he feels Simulated Dan Heng’s nose brush against his, their mouths about to connect–

Caelus is drenched in water right at the same time as the door to the lounge car slides open and Himeko comes strolling in with Welt announcing that she was able to get the solution for their problem from Herta. Dan Heng had turned into his Vidyadhara form, having used his cloudhymn magic to interrupt the almost kiss.

“Oh,” Himeko says, eyes wide, “did we perhaps interrupt something?”

*****

Yeah, Caelus definitely wants to die now. Not that he can, considering he is currently sat on Dan Heng’s bed in the archives, with Simulated Dan Heng curled up in his lap and purring .

Purring!

Dan Heng himself is standing by the terminal inputting data to the archive as always. Though, if Caelus squints his eyes a little, he swears he can see that Dan Heng’s movements are stiffer than usual. Angry, Caelus thinks. Dan Heng is angry. Caelus doesn’t blame him for being angry, either. The information that Herta had supplied Himeko with revealed too much information than Caelus was comfortable with. And that information directly involved Dan Heng.

Herta told me that the bug happened due to Caelus’ own desires getting mixed with the system that made Aeons manifest. The Dan Heng that is currently…very affectionate with him is what Caelus wishes to have. It should go away on its own. Or, if you wish to have this entity disappear faster, then simply fulfill those desires.

Caelus groans and closes his eyes. The worst way for Dan Heng to find out that Caelus harbors feelings that go beyond friendship for him. Simulated Dan Heng snuggles closer, as if taunting Caelus. At least the explanation Himeko gave explains the uncharacteristic way Simulated Dan Heng is asking. All of Caelus’ desires, made manifest thanks to a simple bug in the Simulated Universe. Honestly, Caelus should be apologizing to Dan Heng for all of this.

He came on board with a copy of Dan Heng’s Vidyadhara form. Said Vidyadhara form was latched onto Caelus and refused to let go. On top of that, Himeko then dropped the equivalent of a nuke in terms of information by saying that this Vidyadhara form reflected every single desire inside of Caelus. Dan Heng had to find out that Caelus wishes to not only kiss him, but also want him glued to his hip almost twenty-four seven.

Caelus would hate himself, too.

“Hey, Dan Heng–”

“Why aren’t you asking me,” Dan Heng, like he’s been doing since Caelus came back, cuts him off.

Caelus blinks owlishly. “What do you mean?”

“Why aren’t you asking me for help?” Dan Heng repeats. He’s stopped working on the archive, making his way to where Caelus and Simulated Dan Heng are sitting. “We can solve it by fulfilling your desires, right? So why aren’t you asking me?”

“Wha–Dan Heng, you do know what I want considering how this other you is asking, right?” As if to emphasize Caelus’ words, Simulated Dan Heng coils his tail tighter around Caelus’ waist. “I can’t ask that of you. You don’t…you don’t even like me like that.” Admitting it out loud hurts, but it’s the truth. Dan Heng appreciates Caelus as a friend. There’s no romantic attachment. 

Dan Heng’s face looks conflicted, face twisting in rarely seen emotion.

Simulated Dan Heng’s purring stops. His hands cradle Caelus’ face, once again making Caelus look at him. “Look at you,” Simulated Dan Heng says, “so sad. Don’t look like that, you have me.” Simulated Dan Heng leans in for a kiss again, as if to comfort, but Caelus stops it by bringing a hand between them. It’s too much. 

The smile Caelus puts on towards Dan Heng is self-depreciating. “Sorry, this must make you uncomfortable. I know we moved here just because it’s easier to keep an eye on the Simulated Universe version of you, but we can leave.”

Dan Heng doesn’t answer. In lieu of words he sits down next to Caelus. Almost awkwardly, he leans against Caelus to rest his head on Caelus’ shoulder. Simulated Dan Heng watches. Silence stretches between the three, long and awkward. It’s broken by Dan Heng.

“I don’t…I don’t know how to express myself properly,” Dan Heng says. “I’m too used to keeping to myself. That and I didn’t know how you’d react if I told you.” 

“...yeah?” Caelus waits for Dan Heng to continue. Unconsciously, he tightens his grip on Simulated Dan Heng, who also stays quiet while Dan Heng speaks.

“So seeing you come onboard with the other me and seeing him do what I’ve sometimes thought about doing really made me…jealous.” Dan Heng seems to curl in on himself after admitting that. It’s an admission, a confession, that makes Caelus’ heart leap into his throat. He desperately tries to untangle himself from Simulated Dan Heng but only succeeds in draping one arm over Dan Heng. Jealous , Dan Heng is jealous . All because this other him had been clinging to Caelus and kissing him and doing the exact same things that Caelus thinks of whenever he sees Dan Heng.

“So you like me?” Caelus asks. “Like I like you?”

The tinge of red on Dan Heng’s ears tells Caelus everything.

“So I can keep saying that I like you. That I love you and want to kiss you and– mmph! ”

Caelus’ words are cut off by Dan Heng fisting his collar and dragging him in for a kiss. Their teeth bump together awkwardly and it’s more like they’re mashing their mouths together more than kissing. Caelus doesn’t care. He drinks it all in with glee, heart beating hard in his chest.

Dan Heng likes him.

Dan Heng loves him.

“Hey, I want one too,” Simulated Dan Heng says, trying to lean in and steal a kiss of his own. Dan Heng growls, his own tail finally coming out to wrap tightly around Caelus’ arm.

“You can’t have one,” Dan Heng says. “He’s mine.”

“I’m you, so that means he’s mine, too.”

Caelus can only awkwardly laugh as the two bicker, only to pause once he realizes that Simulated Dan Heng is still in his lap and not gone like Herta said he would be once Caelus’ desires were realized. Dan Heng seems to notice this, too.

“Caelus, what was it, exactly, that you wanted to do if he’s still here?” Dan Heng asks.

“Uhm.”

“Caelus?”

The following day, Simulated Dan Heng is gone and Caelus and Dan Heng come into the dining car together for breakfast. March is sitting there, head in her hands, and when they sit down she glares at them.

“Loud,” she hisses, “you’re too loud. Next time you guys decided to have some surprise fun time do it somewhere else.”

Dan Heng awkwardly coughs into his fist while Caelus looks absolutely unashamed. Hard to be embarrassed when he got everything he wanted last night. He casually hooks an arm around Dan Heng, a shit eating grin on his face.

“Couldn’t help it, I was just happy to be with the guy I love.”

Notes: Wooo! Baby's first post on the writing blog lmao. Written for a CaeHeng server's valentine's exchange for my giftee who gave me the fun prompt of Clingy DanHeng and Caelus sandwiched between his normal form and vidyadhara form.

don't question the logic for the Simulated Uni bug it was for plot purposes

[franeridan]

ratio having once hoped to be recognised by nous and admitted in the genius society is only ever mentioned in his character story as far as I recall, and his character story is exclusively told from an external perspective and this specific fact is given as speculation from someone who's not particularly close to ratio and is just assuming based on his reaction to being invited to join the guild, which has me thinking that maybe it was never true to being with (even aven mentioning as much during his pov in the 2.1 quest could just be him repeating what he's heard through gossip, and therefore isn't definitive proof that ratio did wish, at some point, to join the society)

that said what I find especially interesting about the instance in which this is mentioned isn't as much the fact that ratio might or might have not hoped to be looked at by nous, but his reaction specifically to being invited to joining the intelligentsia guild independently from his feelings about the society - he gets the letter, he asks to be left alone, he laughs bitterly at it. It's speculated by the assistant that he realized in that moment that being invited to join the guild meant he'd never join the society, but that's honestly a weird conclusion to reach - herta is proof enough that you can both work for the ipc and be part of the genius society. Be an emanator of nous, even

the thing I rarely see brought up is that the guild isn't simply founded or marginally affiliated with the ipc, it is part of the ipc. just like the strategic investment department, the intelligentsia guild is a section of the ipc. aven working with ratio isn't the ipc working with the guild, it's just the ipc doing business as usual (the invitation to join the guild was sent to him by the ipc themselves, and if that's not proof enough, the first time we ever heard of the guild was in the ipc presentation trailer - a myriad celestia nonetheless - in which it's listed as one of the many cogs that makes up the ipc machine)

(this is off topic just slightly, but keeping this in mind makes it even more suspicious how both topaz and jade mentioned how aven was the only ipc member allowed inside the dreamscape - did they really not know ratio was with him? though topaz obviously saw him in sunday's dream and she didn't seem surprised, so who knows)

I'm bringing this up because I feel like ratio's reaction to receiving the letter of invitation was less about losing his chance to join the genius society (if he ever wished for it) and more about having done something that made the ipc interested in his work - the ipc specifically reached out to him after the completion of the anti-planetary weapon, and we know of at least one other instance in which the ipc got interested in the works of a genius specifically for its use in the building of mass destruction weapons. Ratio's a weird character, but I feel he's easily read as fundamentally a good guy - he seeks knowledge for his own sake as much as for everyone else's, and his main aim is always to help first and foremost. He never specifies why he worked on the weapon, but from his texts to the tb we can sorta figure that it was primarly meant as a mean of defence during interstellar travels (the star rail universe is an exceedingly dangerous place, after all. even if you don't count the stellarons and the anti-matter legion and any possible hostile faction, the express did get randomly swallowed by a leftover emanator of propagation - that ratio would worry about defence in a world like this isn't so far fetched). catching the eye of the ipc means that his weapon was noticed as something meant to attack first, though, and we don't have proof of anything as far as ratio's thoughts go, but for him to be disappointed in himself after something like this happened doesn't sound too weird

the question stands though as for why he decided to accept the invitation - he's not working on the weapon anymore, that's for sure as he's told us as much (he refers to it as something he used to work on in his messages, and mentions that the problem of actually finding the materials to build it isn't his to puzzle out). Actually, I personally don't see why someone as good and as selfless and as little interested in personal gain as ratio would join the ipc at all. founding? the freedom to travel to spread knowledge? access to more information? I don't think ratio is a huge fan of the ipc's modus operandi, but it's also true that we've rarely seen his thoughts or pov, so maybe I just misread him completely and he doesn't care either way so long as he can keep on doing his own thing

no, all of this is to say that I believe ratio has his own goal in mind and he doesn't care which means he uses as long as he reaches it, but he is, canonically, a man of integrity and care for others, so his presence in the guild and the ipc despite their putting themselves and their own gain above anything else must serve some form of plan or reason. Or he just likes the concept of knowledge-for-knowledge the guild is based upon (though, from what we can piece together reading about him, he was the founder of the council of mundanites himself - so he's probably, at least in part, trying to change the guild from the inside. Or gathering like-minded people around himself for whatever reason. Interesting also how the council isn't an official group but is regarded more as a rumour than something you can get easy data on - is he keeping the exact members and works of the council hidden from the ipc for a specific reason?)

this whole thing is mostly just stream of consciousness about ratio tbh, but I read someone earlier mention how they believe it's possible if aven is trying to tear down the ipc from the inside that ratio is giving him a hand, and that got me thinking. I can't 100% say I believe that's what the two of them are trying to do, but if they are...... ratio's presence inside the ipc is weird, is what it got me thinking. I'm not sure I understand what exactly he's doing in there, or how much he likes it. It is possible he would agree to a plan to take them (or a specific part of them) down, I guess

[yellowymellon]

leak for acheron's identity!

+theory and rambles-

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my honest reaction :

listen....my fav aeon having an emenator stirs excited violent feelings in me, and while i do like acheron i expected IX's emenator to be different. OKAY WELL FINE it makes sense that some nihilsitic ppl would mask their thoughts, or you know have fun at times, it's just.... as an emenator, acheron isnt the epitomy of a mini nihility representation.

And the many ppl theorizing she is a finality emenator, i agreed with them since it logically makes sense which made me doubt the leaks for a second lol (but they were confiremed abt 3 times by now...)

but you know how this will make sense? i think acheron's identity reveals A LOT than just the existence of a nihility emenator.

aven suspected that acheron may be a finality emenator OR a nihility, and a previous SU remark by herta throws us off from reaching the assumption that, nihility has absorbed finality.

herta questions the existence of destruction when finality exists, since they have an overlap.

but when all clues of acheron point to her being a finality emenator, and in reality she's a nihility, i guess that theory sounds silly still, but has more weight.

altho tbf, destruction is abt nanook destroying the universe, while terminus stands for the natural finality of everything, while IX agrees with the last.

"They believe that the ultimate fate of the multiverse is nothingness, and therefore, worthless."

IX believes that the multiverse is destined to end, AND it never had meaning. in a sense, IX stands for finality more than terminus does, cuz terminus may believe in the finality of everything but their powers involve prophecies and time travel.

the theory of IX absorbing terminus is a bit too far fetched, especially since finality has active believers, so here's the next best thing : we know that all paths eventually converge towards the path of finality. IX being the closest, there's some kind of connection.

acheron's ult portrays a black hole, black holes wrap time, CONCEDENCE? I THINK NOT.

id like to mention that if IX truly absorbed finality, i'd have two nickles which isnt a lot but weird that it happened twice. in fact there's another aeon who disappeared mysteriously that overlaps with IX. THAT WILL SHOW HERTA TO PUT RESPECT ON THEIR NAME

it's oroboros, the voracity. from the name it doesnt sound similar but they have many description that fit IX :

"In the eyes of Oroboros, life is a flickering fragment floating in the sea of void, destined to return to the darkness along with the stars which birthed them "

now this line is interesting, as it represents oroboros metaphorically and IX literally, yet wasn't used for IX:

"the black hole with thought."

"They are reserved and uncommunicative, occasionally resulting in unintended consequences when attempting to speak — such as inadvertently consuming their conversation partner."

and what's the parallel in IX? as seen in our first meeting in SU, where TB's mind almost breaks, and supported by IX's profile :

"do not glance at the abyss of the void... for it holds nothing except for the ability to make mortals lose all reason and thought."

apparently acheron is one of the few individuals who can resist IX's mind break, the reason her character tricks us into not considering the nihility emenator option i'm jealous. i loved her authority tho ITS SO COOL! the actual damage she does to her surroundings... we understand now why she didnt unsheathe her sword against death, cuz then, well :3 spoilers! cant wait till i can freely talk abt it EEEEEE

now in reality, the closest finality emenator we have is elio, he might be an Omen Vanguard. it kinda makes sense for this path to be gatekept for a later stage in the story

and tadaa!

i cant say this in tags so ill say it here, PLS DOCTOR OF CHAOS EMENATOR PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSSPLSPLSPLS

already feeling emotional abt IX blessing one of them 🥹

first doctor of chaos SHALL BE MINE