#especially big emotions driven in part by mental illness. especially 2.0 with ocd where changes can be so fucking No
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#I WASN'T THINKING ABOUT THIS AND NOW I AM AND I DO NOT WISH TO SEE#I MEAN IT CROSSED MY MIND IN PASSING BUT NOW#N O W#I COULD BARELY HANDLE IT IN THE BOOK#SEEING IT ON SCREEN?? ESP AFTER THE SWEETNESS OF S1 AND S2??? NO THANKS#sidenote - i got nick's frustration and other Negatives but like... i am charlie and i really wish there had been a little more#understanding for what the entire situation was like for charlie#not in a 'charlie's feelings matter more' kind of a but in a 'all of this is hard for both of them and some patience or attempt to#understand would have gone a long way' when you have negative self esteem and abandonment issues.. idk man. i'd have trouble articulating#how i was feeling / what my thinking was too. i can barely express inconsequential or simple thoughts let alone big emotions#especially big emotions driven in part by mental illness. especially 2.0 with ocd where changes can be so fucking No#especially ESPECIALLY if the changes are negative#i love nick but im too charlie to not be hit on a personal level by their fight#maison speaks#myhsposts
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