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byanyan · 8 months ago

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thinking again about how byan experiences very intense emotions and has an incredibly hard time controlling them. admittedly, a lot of it does come out as anger because they're also painfully self-conscious about expressing any emotions other than anger too visibly (yes, this includes happiness), but... honestly? they cry a lot more than you'd expect. if something hits them hard enough and they start tearing up... there's nothing they can do to stop those tears from falling. do they hate this? yes, absolutely despise it. does it sometimes result in them getting violent to counteract the weakness they view crying to be? you bet it does.

#they'll literally lash out if they start feeling too happy bc it makes them feel so exposed......#esp when they can't contain that happiness so they're just BEAMING all over the place #this goes for every emotion really but i think the happiness one is simultaneously the funniest & saddest asjkdhsf #but yeah lowkey they're kind of a crybaby #KIND OF. they don't cry at the drop of a hat but they do cry when any sort of emotion gets overwhelming. if that makes sense.#they hate it sm it's one of their deepest held secrets #but u see it happen a lot in my replies to spacy & moon bc lena & sol are so good at hitting them in those soft spots #& making them real emotional (in a positive way ofc bc it's usually tied to them feeling cared about)#...this is probably disjointed af bc my thoughts are everywhere but boy am i thinking about this tonight hoo man #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.

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