#esp when there's days when you can't get him to stop screaming and stuff

[sillylittlegay]

I may be in class rn but I CANNOT stop thinking about Leon.

Esp Leon either jealous or in a poly relationship.

Listen, he's the type of lover to be so selfish. He wants you all to himself and while he is fully okay with a poly relationship, that possessiveness won't leave him. Whenever you two are together he has an arm around you, bickering with your other shared partner about who gets cuddles tonight, knowing damn well they'll both get them (plus points if that other partner is also possessive, I'm thinking Luis or Carlos being the absolute kings they are).

Now listen, real close, Leon definitely does his best to have you beg for him and him only, if you're the more submissive one in the relationship he will absolutely wreck you to one up the other partner, again plus points if the other partner is exactly like him too (I'm thinking Ada being absolutely the most teasing bitch, making you beg and cry for her while Leon does the same) and genuinely, constant fighting about who's making you feel good. All jokes and games of course, Leon loves both/all his partners equally.

In short I'm a whore for Resident Evil characters.

Please have Leon reject me with the power of AI voices so I can move on atp. (I wouldn't but I'd scream if he said my name)

Because I don't have connection in class you're getting all my bits and scribbles in one post because I can't even save this shit.

Leon would also definitely treat you to so many dinners and dates when he's home. (Listen, Re6!Leon and aging up would be such a sugar daddy without noticing) he'd constantly bring home stuff for you, from literal rocks to expensive jewelry and merchandise. You've been thinking of getting a new gaming console? It's on your kitchen table the next morning with Leon acting like he doesn't know how it got here. A new game of your favourite series came out? Better believe that it's in the package you found on your doorstep later that day. A cute little rock/piece of wood Leon thought you'd like because you're natury? He's stuffing it in his pocket to give you once he gets home.

I just feel like Leon's love language would be gift giving, especially after re6.

Beforehand it was definitely acts of service and words of affirmation etc, but my boy just found comfort in knowing the person he loves having more to remember him by than simple memories if one of his missions goes wrong.

Just casually thinking about a poly relationship with Leon, Carlos and Luis. It'd be pure chaos but it'd be so fun ngl.

[moonchildstyles]

thinking about vamp h and yn having a nightmare about when she got attacked and almost died and he feels sad remembering the reason why she was outside in the first place but he just needs to be there to comfort her and make sure she knows she’s safe 💔

omg:((((((((( like its something she hasn't thought about alot esp bc she doesn't have really lots of clear memories of it since she passed out and like blood loss and stuff so its not something that she really bothers herself over but ofc like maybe shes had a stressful day so that manifests into a bad dream that night of the bloodchildren and like its almost a relpkay of that moment and shes outside w the fog but she can't find harry and shes screaming for him and hes just not coming and the fog is whispering to her until it just Gets her and thats that moment when she wakes up and h is ofc already awake and hes so concerned bc he noticed she was getting restless so hes already all over her and petal? are you okay what happened?:( and as soon as she explains her dream he just feels.....so guilty bc he knows that s more of a memory as opposed to a dream and hes so sad fr her:( and he just.......that was never something that was ever supposed to happen and he remembers all of those details and just he feels so bad remembering how he wasn't there and couldn't stop this all from happening in the first place so he just listens to he and stays w her while shes breathing through it and making sure she knows shes safe and hes right here and just ;((( I can see him staying up w her the whole night afterwards and just talking to her and caring for her :(

[wooahaes]

sunflowers are gorgeous, my step dad is growing a few, i'll get some photos for you!!! 💛💛💛

i've been rewatching a lot of gose lately, it cheers me up and gets me through an anxiety day or if i have a bad work day <33 he's so good as mafia!!! <3 although the one ep where he's mafia and seungkwan is the police and he checks hoshi, learns that he's the mafia and then gets killed IS SO HEARTBREAKING GRR 😂😂😂😂 POOR KWANNIE >.<

okay now i'm trapped between hoshi and jihoon, i read a few jihoon fics this morning and then watched a few compilations and now i'm STUCK BETWEEN THEM AAAAAA

i am definitely that person too, esp if it's something genuinely hilarious. you laugh at something funny and then someone's laugh just sets you back off again 😭😭😭

omg wait no that would be completely chaotic, i don't think anyone other than cheol is equipped to deal with how chaotic svt are <33

i love hsm so much you don't understand </3 i want to erase my memory of hsm and watch them all over again i'm OBSESSED :o i'm being biased here bc he's my url but i just want to have a day out with seungkwan, i just think it would be the most fun </3 we can both be so savage and i feel like our personalities are so similar <3

omg yes yes, LEE KNOW PLS, him and his cats are so beautiful to me!!! 🥰 my s/o and i have two cats together, he gets SOOOOO flustered over baby animals! when he sees bunnies, his voice goes so high pitched and he screams "BUNNYYYYY" 😍😍😍😍

you just can't help but bias the whole group tbh <3 they're my favourite group. i've actually had the same favourite artist for the last 18 years which are a band called mcfly but i think svt have taken that number one spot in my heart. i've been wrestling with the both of them since i first listened to svt 6 years ago but nah, i think svt have my whole entire heart <3333

hiii heather sorry for taking forever to reply to this!! i literally panicked when i came to reply bc i thought it got deleted somehow :(

omg please do!! i’d love to see them <3

one day i will just... sit back and watch gose and tmap and probs the different skz stuff. is that from one of the TTT eps? i think i remember that one lol

oh big mood lol i literally switch between wonwoo n vernon based on the day. i am soft for them <3 but honestly all of svt bias wrecks me depending on the day. i think its usually dino and cheol like... most often (dino’s humor <3 i just love how he clowns the others sometimes lmao and cheol’s... everything tbh i love that man), but it really just depends on what they’re doing lol

sometimes i laugh too hard to the point where i go completely silent and it hurts lmao i did have someone go “stop STOP, UR KILLING HER” once in response to me silently crying w laughter

it’d be chaotic but i still want to see it fskhfdf like. looking at shinee, i’m like... there’s only one person who can handle taemin and it’s onew and even then taemin gets away with a lot lmao

BIG mood tho!! they’re such silly fun movies <3 i love them so much. seungkwan would be fun to have a day out with tbh!! i feel like he’d be fun to talk with esp just bc he’s a sweetie who i think would happily carry convo if ur a lil nervous or listen if ur passionate abt something. honestly i think all of svt would be fun to have a day out with depending on what ur doing? jeonghan n jun would both be good for like... rly chill, laid-back days tbh

also minho and his cats... i legit love them so much. he’s such a good cat dad!! also aww ur s/o sounds so cute!! also pls tell ur kitties that i love them omg <3

idk if i’d call svt my favorite group since i have multiple groups that i love + i think shinee will always rank very highly since they’re genuinely very special to me and i love them a lot. + i’m a softie for both trsr, golcha, and skz!! there are simply so many men i am soft for <3 is this allowed--

[iwaasfairy]

fairyyyy im so excited i just got my second piercing on my earlobes that ive been wanting for YEARS!!! but i live in a strict asian household so i couldnt get it til i turned 21 and then covid and some fam stuff happened last year so,,,, i got mine finally aaaaaaaa but anyway i was wondering what piercings u think would meian and iwa have (if any) bc i cant stop thinking about hot gym trainer iwa with ear piercings and maybe an eyebrow one too 🥺🥺🥺 (i just want eboy iwa to be real im sorry hahshkajs)

also im super excited about ur last post too!! ur teasing has me screaming aaaaaaaa i cant wait!!!! but also im glad that u sound more cheerful? i hope things have been better <3 im sorry i cant do much (esp over anon :/ ) but im sure all ur followers want our resident meian wife to be happy and healthy and safe!! just say the word if you need a ko-fi/paypal or random nice compliments through the day or anything!!! love you <3

AAAAAAAA IM SORRY I FORGOT TO SIGN OFF ON THE PREVIOUS ASK ABOUT PIERCINGS FOR MEIAN AND IWA IM 🌼 ANON IM SO SORRY

no worries sweet baby!!! that's so exciting aaAAAHHH i'm sure it looks great, piercings are just so pretty and elegant! i'm so happy you finally got to get them, especially if you've been wanting them for so long! that's amazing!!

and okay omg omg omg so i'm sure this isn't like a well kept secret but i actually short circuit thinking about men with many piercings. i do it on basically any boy i draw and i always imagine them with tons of piercings because i just think it's so sexy?? and pretty and juST yES! (eboy iwa cannot be real because he'll cause an extinction bby)

i think iwa has some like this,, he started with just two lobe ones on one side and loved the way they look and now he's got so many that he can't wear them all at the same time or it's too much! he has a daith piercing too that he doesn't wear too often. he just gets some on a whim sometimes, or for random occasions

and for body peircings,, because giDDJHbdzb fuck i just want him to have some, i can deffo see him having a tongue web, eyebrow!! (so hot omfg) and some collarbone ones, or even nipple piercings grrrrrrrrr

while meian can't have that many because of his athlete career, i think he has a couple that he puts in from time to time, or when you help him out. he tends to forget to accessorize more than a watch and maybe a few rings but he has them! i think he really likes dangly earrings, definitely if you've ever mentioned how sexy he looks.

and body piercings.. he can't have that many, again, wouldn't wanna risk an infection if he bounces the ball on his chest or something,, but. frenum, lorum, dydoe. that's all i'll say on the matter kjnfdsohzeh

and this was getting super long so i'll put this under the cut but i've definitely been trying! it's always really hard for me to reach out for help but then i feel a lot more relieved when i do? so yes, that's what's been going on for me atm,, i do feel a bit better already and the fact that i'll get to talk to someone who knows what they're doing takes a lot of weight from my shoulders.

i'm glad it shows though! i never want this to be a sad place or somewhere you don't feel welcome because i'm not having the best time. it's totally okay, just you being here and sending me messages already makes my day, so please don't ever feel pressured.

and! i do have! a pretty exciting announcement very soon which will have to take priority because i need it to but i think it'll be very fun!! and!! yes. (i'm sorry i'm teasing more but i don't wanna say i'll do something and then not do it so it's a secret for now but yes yes yes i'm very excited about that!)

thank you so much my love,, and i love you too AAAHHH

[lovqyinlove]

Feeling incredibly *musically* nostalgic today....

- My husband likes to poke fun at me about my "narrow" taste in music, but lets be real here, I DO like a huge array of different bands & genres of music.... BUT if I'm alone esp. in my car, I usually only listen to Linkin Park, Slipknot, my chemical romance, the used, TOOL, deftones, panic! at the disco (a fever you can't sweat out), Pantera & Down, Sigur Ros, or when I'm a little more melancholy I LOVE Anna Nalick (esp. the album Wreck of the Day). But hubby likes to say that if it isn't "nu-metal" then I don't care, which is semi-correct... but I suppose it depends on your definition... cause I grew out of my "true" nu-metal phase with bands like Staind, System of a down, Korn, etc. etc. after I left middle school. Strangely enough, I used to be super embarrassed to admit that I liked certain bands -like MCR, because I thought I was "too old" to like them!! I mean, I was only 19 when "Helena" started playing on the radio, but still.... guess i'll always be that emo/goth kid at heart... no matter how old I get!- but now I really don't care if I'm judged over what I like, it makes me happy, dammit! I suppose with age comes a whole truckload of "I Don't Give A Flying Fuck What People Think." Just wish I could of had that when I was growing up...... shesh! -

So while I was looking for a neat picture of Bert McCracken, from The Used, I came across a post talking about an epic moment in "my music's" history.... apparently years & years & years ago (circa. 2004 ?) at the Projekt Revolution tour Linkin Park's Chester Bennington had Bert come out for the song "Faint" & more or less did the epic scream in that song together.....

I get goosebumps just thinking about it. & I was so happy!... for like a split second...

• Linkin Park has always been in my top 5 -but I suppose my music taste never progressed past high school, maybe a little into my college years, but I just stopped listening to new music for some reason... my husband will tell you it's because nu-metal "died" & I've been pouting ever since - & maybe so, I don't know. But I admit, I wasn't "in love" with some of Linkin Park's more recent stuff, or Chester's solo/side project - I liked it, it just "wasn't the same"... & for me, music is one of the few things that I like to remain the same or at least pretty close... sometimes I'm terrified to listen to a band I love's new album.... (like Slipknot! What the fuck, guys? & you need Joey back, too!)

But I sat there numb for a second cause my body realized it before my brain did..... Then it dawned on me (again, but it REALLY sank in this time), that I'll never get to see Chester with Linkin Park.... & oddly, I think that will be one of the BIGGEST REGRETS OF MY LIFE!!! (right now it's literally the only one I can think of)

Losing Chester Bennington hit me like a freight train. & this morning as I tried desperately to find video or audio of that blessed performance.... I ended up bawling, sobbing, the whole nine, my body shuddering & everything.... for me, it's a catastrophic loss (it's even more devastating to lose him & his VOICE in the music world). But especially since it was suicide, & add to that how deep a depression & destroyed he was after his good friend Chris Cornell had recently just killed himself... it's all just horrifically sad...

Not to forget Chester also leaves behind a beautiful wife & six beautiful children... his loving band mates/brothers... so many friends in & out of the music community & millions of fans.........

Chester, you will be missed, but you will always be loved & remembered... ❤️

Linkin Park- Faint