#esp bc of my baby face
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feel like im always pressured to cater to the male gaze and show my waistline all the time with everything i wear does that make sense
#like i'll make sure to eventuate my figure even tho i don't necessarily even want to? bc i think it'll make me prettier?#i used to think i did it for myself bc i liked wearing pants like that but tbh. i believe this less and less as the days go by#i feel like this is specifically a me problem and no one else will understand#but ive struggled with it for years ever since being around 19 and wanting to be seen as more 'womanly'#esp bc of my baby face#but tbh it just makes me more insecure to always focus on how my body looks to other people#instead of just letting myself exist#bc i have a small waist i always feel the need to like. show it off? it's dumb ik but i can't shake it#been caring less and less about it since 2022 started#and i feel ESPECIALLY dumb bc ive never heard of anyone else having this problem#and u know it makes me feel even worse bc most of the time ive actually been p dressed down & wearing baggy things and my glasses#whenever a guy has approached me#yk???#so it doesn't even make sense for me to think like this#and AND. i dont even WANT guys to approach me i don't WANT a boyfriend so like WHY DO I CARE 🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭
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