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"Sorry ice cream machine broken"

No its working fine I've just been handcuffed to it in the back and it's pumping soft serve into my stomach until it runs out or I burst

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Morally questionably but very horny feederism thoughts below~

Culinary arts lecturers forcing their lowest-performing students to eat everything their peers make in class to "help them learn". It shifts around a little at first but eventually it's just one or two students that consistently get it. They start getting invited to have additional tutoring which just results in them being stuffed and struggling to pay attention as they try to subtly rub their stomachs.

A semester of this passes and the effects this has had on their weight is astronomical, freshman 15 is starting to look like freshman 50 now and the tutoring sessions start becoming less educational and more focused on feeding. Teasing them about their gains and slipping grades as they have less and less time to study under the barrage of food they're being subjected to. Promised that if they meet another weight target they'll get a pass.

The student graduates two or three times heavier than when they started and without that bright academic curiosity, they've been turned into a passive empty headed pig that does nothing but eat and get off in class for the amusement of their lecturer. They know now a career isn't for them, their role is to be a pet. Another member of this feeders harem to be fed and grow bigger than they ever knew was possible.

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Deep in my spoilt little princess lounging in my garden with a cold drink era and getting fatter than ever!

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In todays monster fucker thoughts, exoskeletons!

And what happens when someone gets too fat for their exoskeleton >:3 soft vulnerable rolls of flesh sneaking out from under hard armoured plates. The thing that was meant to keep them safe and protected rendered ineffectual by their own gluttony. And when they moult they explode outwards in size, fat once contained by hard armour now able to expand freely to its full size.

Then at their softest and most vulnerable state they are fed even more relentlessly, taking advantage of the lack of constraints to grow them further as they weight for their new, bigger exoskeleton to form~

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Oh gosh my hips just wobbled when I ran up the stairs its so nice?!

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I'd like to be tied up and held captive until I've double in size please and thank you~

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The only possible thing that could make a bath better is if someone was sat by the tub with a cake and bottle of champagne feeding me whilst I soak in the hot water

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Tie me to a chair and straddle my lap, then with every bite you make me take feel my belly close the gap between us then start to push against you~

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Using fat as a form of bondage is great but what about using it for chastity play?

What if I got too big to masturbate and had to beg my feeder to whenever I wanted to get off. But they would always make me earn it, I'd have to stuff or drink gainer shake or hit certain weight goals for them to allow it. I'd desperately do whatever they wanted after being tormented for weeks but at the last minute when my stomach is stuffed to the brim and I'm fatter than I've ever been they'd decide just to edge me. Tease me, make me beg and cry for release and in my desperation make me agree to another serving of dinner or another 5lbs added to my goal then finally let me have the orgasm I so desperately need.

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Vampires encouraging their mortal partners to get into baking so they get soft and warm and extra delicious

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I've been actually unable to stop playing with my belly today! Like it's so soft and squishy and jiggly! Excuse me but since when was it allowed to feel this nice and so addictive?

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I read a really hot TLT fic earlier and now I have some really fun ideas, using flesh magic (or sufficiently advanced tech) has some wonderful possibilities in feederism~

Imagine spiking someone's ghrelin production whilst blocking off their leptin receptors to make them hungry but prevent them from feeling full.

Intercepting nerve signals along the vagal nerve that the stomach is stretching out and rerouting them as if they were coming from the pudendal nerve instead, tricking your body into attributing the feeling of full to the sensation of someone stimulating your genitals.

Manipulating your metabolism to make gaining just that bit easier for you.

Sculpting your fat into an idealised shape for you, turning your body into the one you always dreamed of when you started gaining.

Repurposing nerves in your stomach to turn it into another erogenous zone.

Gosh there's so many absolutely devious things you could do that would make the experience of gaining just so much more perfect.

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220lbs now~ Feels so nice to be a round number like that although I think a much rounder would feel a lot better!

4lbs gained over the last week is great and way ahead of what I would have needed to gain. So far this January I've put on 17lbs which feels a little crazy now that I say it out loud but it's very exciting! If I keep up this rate of gaining 300lbs might be done by the summer and I could be pushing to 400lbs by the end of the year XD

I'm not going to promise that though. I know I tend to plateau at around 230lbs ish so things like likely slow in February and March as I push through but I am now super super optimistic 300lbs will be doable!

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I can't stop playing with my tummy.....it's just too impossibly soft and squishy and feel so so soooo good

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Muscle mommy feeders getting stronger and stronger over time to keep up with being able to help their feedee up or cary their bag of snacks when on a trip~

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I.....want my lap to dissappear under my tummy so bad omg you have no idea