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gammarads · 3 days ago

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someone (me) should write a fic where jayce feels so bad after killing viktor that he throws himself into the timeloop again and he fucks around in several different timelines trying to change the outcome and do whatever he can to ensure viktor doesn't go down the path he does. but none of it really matters because he couldn't stop viktor the time it mattered

maybe, just maybe, jayce finds a timeline where things feel right. and he does things differently this time, and things are okay, and maybe things even work out. viktor doesn't go off on his own and jayce takes care of the hexcore and it's all okay. but no amount of fixing things and growing old with viktor in this timeline will ever feel real or right enough because jayce couldn't stop viktor the it mattered

#does this make sense is it cringeeee actually idgaf #don't percieve me right now #will i even put this in the main tags i don't know #i wish i could express just how much jayvik has been destroying me lately #i had a bit of a respite for a few years and now they're fucking me UPPP all over again #so much so that i can't even post about it some days lmaooo like i'm laying awake at night thinking about their insanity #and i haven't been getting very much sleep like this is crazy. what doomed yaoi does to a mf #ermmm okay maybe i'll put this in the tags #jayvik #arcane #arcane spoilers #raypost #also let me clarify: “j couldn't stop v when it mattered” isn't to say that this whole debacle doesn't matter across all the timelines #im just trying to say that in jayce's own timeline he couldn't stop viktor before viktor went off on his own #and that's something that eats him aliveeeeee ugh the doomed yaoi of it all

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