#erm teehee finally letting this out of my brain

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so i’ll probs draw this later but i came up w some things for the garroth levin hc mkayy

so i don’t remember who said garroth would be levins dad but their idea was the old lords wife was lonely and sought comfort in garroth, leading to an affair that resulted in levin

i think when aphmau found levins mom, she actually told her levin was the father hoping they could have some relationship (side eye), so when aphmau returned, she told garroth and zoey but no one else so the villagers didn’t see them as a couple. garroth would have a hard time processing this as he has no memories of the last lord but would happily accept levin as a son. despite having to keep it a secret he’d absolutely adore taking care of him, happy to have a real son esp after zenix runs away.

unfortunately after the whole betrayal thing, no one has any idea garroth was at fault, so they all imagined him to be a fallen hero along with the group that disappeared with him. levin would grow up to admire garroth, even more so once zoey revealed that he was his father, swelling levin with pride that his parents had been so beloved by everyone. he’d work so hard to be just like garroth - attempting his sword techniques, having similar personality traits, protecting his loved ones to the best of his abilities just to imagine how proud garroth would feel if he’d seen him following in his footsteps.

this would not last forever, of course, after aphmau comes back from the irene dimension 15 years later. almost as soon as he’d see aphmau walking through the rebuilt village of phoenix drop, levin would ask where garroth was as well. aphmau, not yet processing all that has happened, would shakily explain the situation to her family, more so trying to make sense of it all than ruin fantasies, and would in turn absolutely shake levin to his core. how could his idol, his father, have done this to his mom and everyone around him? how could he ruin so many lives, just because his mom didn’t feel the same way?

levin would be sick, this would violate his entire being. for a long time i don’t even think he could look in the mirror without seeing the man who took away his entire childhood. who was he? i think this would prompt him to change his entire identity, from his hair to his morals, just so he didn’t have to feel like that monster. he’d like to be more like aphmau, but levin doesn’t even know her, only stories zoey had told him since childhood that gave him some sort of comfort in identity. except now, he can’t relate to either of his parents in any sort of way, completely stripping the hopes and dreams he once had.

in the end i think the only people he’d truly consider family would be zoey and malachi, as they were the only two to be there for him when he needed it. even with his real mom back in his life she’d still venture off and leave him alone a lot, so instead of letting this hurt him, he’d silently cut her off to keep peace of mind. malachi and zoey would definitely disagree with this, but they can both understand where he’s coming from enough to let him make this decision. aphmau would have no knowledge and never would, just to keep her from trying too hard patch things up for his sake only. and garroth would be,,, absolutely dead to them. all of them.

shoutout to @laurencezvahlslefteyebrow for coming up w the garroth dad thing, i’m sure other ppl have brought it up before but their post so opened my eyes

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Random isat doodles while i figure out how to caption my loop drawing!!!!

Some sifs and some loops... the siblings ever to me..

(Also- sorry my otherkin ass can NOT stop projecting onto my favorite guys and making them kibties</333)

Watch me yap if you want vvv

Erm. Try not to draw siffrin as some kind of beast challenge (impossible)

Uh. So. I. Really like sibling relationships if you could not tell. Like yeah im a shipper but oh my stars i love siblings so much i love these two

I think. Post game. Sif makes a very simple wish that loop can, wherever they may be, be happy. And erm they wake up under the favor tree human(ish) again! Woohoo. I imagine theyd freak out at least a little but whatever theyre fine. They go and try to become a new person (and succeed for the most part!)

Im running low on brain power to explain all of this rn and ill probably be making something silly later anyway so uhm this is gonna be shorter than i wanted but. Eventually. Ive finally decided. Loop falls for nille teehee

It just keeps popping up in my head so i let it happen </3

ALSO idk if it shows much here but. Loop is still kibty. Their ears are just longer, their tail is different, and their legs r a big more fucked up. And also also sif n loop love each other a lot<33 it takes them a minute but they are very happy to be around each other. Sif gives loop flowers regularly and loop really really loves flowers now. Fits them on their outfit whenever they can. And they keep a special kind in their hair because its the first one sif gave them. They also like to think of themselves as older because they spent longer in the loops. Also. Theyre. Taller. Like a lot taller. Who did that.

[mozzaroni]

hello again cheesers i'm back with another blog post talking about a new interest even though i'm not even done with the other ones #ilovemail!

so yea. my friend treb showed me the first episode of the og trigun dubbed and tbh it made me giggle. i chortled a little bit. i've been meaning to get into trigun since stampede came out but uhhhmmm i guess autism doesn't rly let you pick and choose your interests too much. i've mainly been floating around and checking out random stuff a liiiiittle bit later after it's been mainstream. i don't do that on purpose though i'm just typically late to stuff LOL other than mob for some reason. i got into it just in time for the finale somehow. that's like p much the only time i've ever been "on time" for something. cool though considering it was one of my biggest interests ever. like my sideblog for mob psycho has more posts in it than my misc media sideblog. which is saying a lot. erm

but anyways uhh i guess i'll also add a jjk update in here? i've been spoiled a bunch recently esp considering the newer chapters LOL but there's a few things i have yet to discover so i'm just gonna pretend like i don't know what's happening as i read. i'm on chapter 65 now! starting hidden inventory arc. i think this is the one that my friend told me to get thru before reading jjk0? i kinda already know what happens in jjk0 now tho but i'll stick to what they recommended anyways.

it's hard to pick a fav chara bc i like a lot of them for different reasons but if i absolutely had to pick it'd probably be yuuta? toge still holds a very special place in my heart but now that i know what's up with yuuta, toge's gonna have to make some room LOL. i'm sure that he'd be fine with that tho. they're friends or something i think?

also! new csm chapter! eeeyikes! i won't be going into depth about it but i will say that i've seen some downright horrendous takes on it across all kinds of different platforms. i have faith in fujimoto to handle this kinda thing respectfully bc he has before so why wouldn't he now? that's the part that confuses me most i think when it comes to some of the criticisms i've seen. but maybe i'm wrong, idk. we'll just have to see where it goes at this point. anyways please somebody help my boy denji he needs it desperately right now

okay finally talking about the thing i've been meaning to talk about since i pressed the post making button: TRIGUN!!! i mean i sorta briefly went over it in the beginning of this post actually. umm. i don't have much to say yet? i'm going in relatively unspoiled but i know a couple of things. i'm torn between reading it or watching it first. i think i'm going to read up to the point it stopped in the first episode and see what i want to do from there!

a part of me wants to change my pfp to a vash picture but i'm hesitant bc 1) i love toro inoue and his funny little star and 2) i want to figure out more about vash as a character and trigun as a whole before i commit to having him as the face of my blog. it's definitely probably not at all that deep but eh. my brain wants me to go about it this way so i'm gonna go about it this way i think

that's all i've got for now ehe ^_^ uhhh yeah. erm. bye o/ teehee