#erisrambles

[aeth-eris]

scorpio moons aren’t mysterious because they want to be-it’s a natural defense mechanism. their emotions run so deep and intense that not everyone can handle it, so they keep it under lock and key until they feel truly safe. when they do open up, it’s raw, transformative, and probably a little intimidating... but also a connection you’ll never forget.

scorpio moons have this emotional x-ray vision; they can read people like an open book, no matter how hard anyone tries to keep things hidden. they just know what's beneath the surface, and faking it around them? nearly impossible. oddly enough, they're drawn to chaos or intense situations and people that push them to the edge. they don’t create drama intentionally, but a calm, predictable life often leaves them restless, like something essential is missing. if there’s no depth, they’ll either stir things up or keep it moving.

they have this complicated relationship with vulnerability, craving raw, soul-baring intimacy while fearing exposure. they’ll test you, push you, maybe even try to push you away-just to see if you’re really in it with them. but if you stick around, you’ll earn a place very few ever reach.

when it comes to loyalty, scorpio moons are all-in-but cross them once, and getting close again is unlikely. it’s not about grudges; it’s about survival. they guard their hearts fiercely because letting anyone in feels like handing over a part of their soul. they’re the shadow dancers, finding beauty in life’s darker aspects that others avoid, like pain, loss, and transformation. if you’re going through something heavy, a scorpio moon will be right there, unafraid to sit with you through it all.

scorpio moons can be emotionally intense to the point of being exhausting-for both themselves and others. they live in a world of extremes, where every feeling has depth, but sometimes this leads them to hold onto grudges or past pain way too tightly, almost like they’re feeding off of it. forgiveness isn’t their strong suit; once someone crosses them, it’s like an internal switch flips, and they’ll silently cut that person out for good.

their need for intensity can border on self-sabotage. they crave emotional highs and lows, and if things get too stable or predictable, they might unconsciously stir up drama just to feel that rush again. it’s as if they fear peace because, to them, it might mean a lack of depth. but this pattern can end up hurting people who just want a calm, steady love.

they can also be a bit manipulative in relationships. scorpio moons have a knack for understanding people’s weak spots and, when they’re feeling insecure or hurt, might use this insight to get the upper hand or control the situation. it’s like a defense mechanism-they’ll push buttons just to test loyalty or see how much someone really cares, often without realizing how destructive this can be.

scorpio moons are driven by a deep need to understand life’s complexities and uncover what’s hidden beneath the surface. having the moon in scorpio means that their emotional core is tied to scorpio’s intense, transformative energy, which makes them feel everything in extremes. they aren’t wired for light-hearted emotions; their experiences with feelings are all-or-nothing, which creates that intense, sometimes overwhelming inner world.

part of this comes from scorpio’s association with themes of life, death, and rebirth-it’s a sign that’s constantly in the process of shedding and regenerating. scorpio moons are almost emotionally programmed to seek out these transformative cycles, but it makes them feel like they’re living in a constant state of survival. this can make them fiercely protective of themselves and others but also hyper-aware of betrayal or disloyalty. because they feel everything so profoundly, they end up developing thick emotional armor, only letting people in if they’re sure it’s safe.

they’re also deeply intuitive, almost psychic, when it comes to understanding others’ intentions. this comes from a need to protect themselves from vulnerability. it’s like a sixth sense that lets them read people’s energy and motives without anyone saying a word. they pick up on power dynamics and hidden agendas in ways most people don’t, which makes them wary and, at times, even suspicious. the downside? this hyper-awareness of potential threats can make them closed off, always expecting the worst.

finally, scorpio moons have a complex relationship with control. because they experience emotions so intensely, they fear losing themselves in them. to counter this, they might develop subtle ways to control their environment or relationships, creating situations where they feel powerful rather than vulnerable. it’s like they’re in a constant dance with their own emotions, learning to balance depth with self-protection. it’s what gives them that air of mystery and emotional intensity that’s both magnetic and, sometimes, challenging.

[artistconk]

i rlly took my mom guilt tripping me and made a life plan

[aeth-eris]

TW : drug use, addiction, abuse, etc. basically a ramble of 12th house/square neptune energy. personal placements squaring neptune natally are more susceptible to addictions, struggles with escapism. + 12th house placements. may use music, naps, isolation, and depressants to cope and/or recharge. fans of meditation, as it helps with escaping from the usual drone of the mind. they seek to quiet the mind in order to escape it (very mercury in 12th coded i must say.) dissociation and depersonalization can be common. escaping into books, shows, movies to ignore reality. perhaps maladaptive daydreaming could be a possibility with these placements. vivid dreams and/or night terrors. hallucinations at night. sensitive to psychic attacks. needs protection via. the divine and/or the occult. spirits communicate to them via dreams. spiritual warfare warriors. self sabotage due to spiritual warfare (evil entities attacking through people around you.) feeling like you're under a fog 24/7. avoidant of reality in general. subconscious being your own enemy. (pluto in 12th specifically) truancy. (skipping school/college/work) can make amazing artists however. extremely intuitive due to sensitivity to energy. extreme adversity to drugs due to bad experiences can happen as well. trauma from drugs. social worker. drug abuse advocate. spirits playing tricks on you. fictional crushes to cope with reality. limerence. wanting to be in a higher realm. needs to learn about grounding. to be brought back to earth. prayer is important. savior/saved complex. usually gossiped about and/or bullied. seen as an easy target. hidden enemies. frenemies. being plotted against behind your back. paranoia of surprise attacks/betrayal. dark magic. evil eye. jupiter in 12th has a guardian angel. saved from death. near death experiences. third man syndrome. pluto in 12th tend to deal with hauntings, demonic energy that needs to be banished/purged, and obsessive hidden enemies. shadow work. use of divination.

mercury in 12th/gemini in 12th/virgo in 12th/6th ruler in 12th/3rd ruler in 12th - siblings/neighbors/coworkers are your hidden enemies. words can manifest = words are spells. drug addict/alcoholic siblings. sun in 12th - your father figure is your hidden enemy. abusive father figure/absent father figure. trauma from father/lack of father. agoraphobic. hates being perceived. prefers remote. father being a drug addict/alcoholic. moon square neptune - experiences with emotional abuse/gaslighting. emotionally delulu. gaslit by mom. mars square neptune - painted as the villain. framed. actions lied about. procrastination. deer in headlights. task paralysis. illusion causing hesitation. attacked in dreams. fights in dreams. help those who are traumatized, inspired from own trauma. - chiron in 12th - coming from a 12th stellium, moon sq nep, mars sq nep and yes, astrology can be very dark. life can be.

[aeth-eris]

ramble : Uranus in the 2nd/Aquarius in the 2nd/Venus conjunct Uranus/Saturn in Taurus/Uranus in Taurus believes in money related conspiracies, such as stock market crashing, banks shutting down, losing sums of money by trusting a third party- would most likely save money physically ironically. Like piggy banks, safes. Forward thinkers financially. Stash money. Maybe even in furniture. Collectables that have foreseeable wealth in the future. Pokemon cards, games, toys that hold exclusivity value. Resellers. Perceiving future wealth and how to get it. Material earning value over time. Predicting stocks/investments future. Unique forms of gaining wealth. Ahead of their time financially. Rainy day fund. Have dealt with sudden loss and now can avoid it from happening due to experience. Sudden gain of wealth. Ambition towards wealth. Independent contractor. Entrepreneur. Business owner. Online hussles. Online shops. Detached attitude towards money. Going their own way, paving their own path. Predicting trends. Pattern recognition. Struggle equals gain. Hardwork pays off. Poor while young, rich while old. Higher knowledge of money. (Uranus being the higher octave of Mercury.) Participates in the stock market. Invests in businesses and earns profit from investing. Invest into the greater good for society. Support causes that fight against global warming for example. Making a change with money. Trend setters. Innovative products/inventions.

[artistconk]

wake up girl new name just dropped

[artistconk]

cannot emphasise how much i loved this show when i was younger, rewatching it currently bc nostalgia lol

Project Mc² : an underrated show

okay, i have to admit, there are some parts that make me cringe, but i mean?? it’s a kid’s show! almost all kid’s shows have cringe-worthy parts. 

This honestly promotes great messages to young girls that you don’t have to sacrifice femininity for intelligence, and vice versa! It also shows that things seen as “basic” can be just as unique a part of you as anything else, and empowered women working in science is something that shouldn’t be viewed as “bad”, because they are all individual people in pursuit of technology, engineering and science, and banded together as a high school group of stylish, smart girls.

An example: doing badass things in dresses and great hair (goals)

It’s racially and familially diverse, with characters of different ethnicities and family structures, Ember having two moms, Camryn having a single dad etc. Three of the four, later five, main characters are woc as well. 

give me ALL THE LOVE

and look look look:

IM ALL ABOUT SHUTTING DOWN THOSE CLICHÉD PROBLEMATIC BEHAVIOURS YES CAM YOU GO GIRL

Anyway i could go on about this for so much longer but you probably won’t read anymore, but like,,,,, badass fashionable smart girls chasing their ambitions and defeating the antagonists with cool inventions and discovering first relationships like yes. i am HERE FOR THIS

i wish more kids would watch this

[artistconk]

im talented i swear

[artistconk]

As a lesbian, i can assure you that you are 100% CORRECT OMG.

I’m watching Project mc2. I just watched that episode where thry defeated vexx. EMBER EVERGREEN IS A HARDCORE LESBIAN AND NOONE CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE!! 

[artistconk]

mines several compiled images of the characters i made on ibis paint that all contradict eachother

Hello tumblr. Today i give you my incredibly specific, but non-comprehensive list of characters i would have called "my little meow meow" at different (low) points of my life