#epiphany about a book
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i think ladyhawke is also about how loneliness dehumanizes us. Like at this point in the curse, Navarre has become such a self reliant loner that he can barely hold a real conversation, all his awareness has been turned inward and his outward presentation suffers for it. It makes him seem wild and feral (especially when he grabs Marquet by the shoulders and, for lack of any WORDS to say about his betrayal and murder of one of Navarre's loyalists, just shakes him like a dog). Meanwhile Isabeau has held onto her socialization skills, but she's lost all of her own drive at the beginning of the film, content to stay on Navarre's arm and follow him for as long as she can, unable to see he's driving them both to suicide. they've both adopted the unthinking traits of their animal forms; respectively, the single-mindedness of the lone wolf and the blind loyalty of a trained bird.
#flurr text#ladyhawke#as i was writing this post i found the novelization on thrift books and my lover bought it for me WAAGHGG#listen I'm not expecting it to be Good but i AM curious about what it retains if anything from the OG script and ending#media epiphanies
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Only good decisions found here.
And even better saving rolls.
#grey's bg3 tag#bg3 posting#bg3 spoilers#oc: aravyn#'yeah sure why don't i go ahead and pick up this cursed jewelry i read a disturbing book about'#'what's the worst that could happen'#i imagine gale is in the background there having some sort of silent epiphany about his taste in women#ari's og campaign
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Genuinely believe that Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint has something to say about reading a story alone and reading it with a community. Because you see this man who read stories just to survive, who found some form of happiness in his very lonely life reading a story alone. By being the only reader, he gained this strange perspective of exclusivity, where he could feel like these characters and this story really was made FOR him alone. A way he could be seen without being seen....which plays into ORV's subversion but still inclusion of the reader self insert trope.
And THEN, he gets isekaid and - while still being the only reader - gets to experience the story with both the characters made real and real people made characters. There's a bond that we all know that comes from experiencing a story together. He could finally have actual tangible people understand him and want to reach the story's end together...until the point that if it was the story keeping him with them, they never wanted the story to end.
#i read the story with a community...sort of#after reading the first some or so chapters few by myself#and i like to think orv is a story you can experience both alone and with your book club#BUT that those will result in two different experiences with the same end epiphany about the power of the written word#lemon duck quacks#orv#i blame bacon for making me think about orv again#but really it's SO fun to read things with people as it is to read things alone#i think reading by yourself will give you an untouched perspective and a sense of relation with the story that's a good kind of exclusive#as much as reading with others is gonna give you the sense of community that lets you see the book in a different way#and in the end. you're kind of aware that reading is connecting you to others whether you're reading alone or with others
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HELP maybe this is influenced by how I'm writing this, or maybe it was supposed to be gleaned from canon and I just. Haven't fully thought about it til now. Haven't Deeply analyzed it beyond the blaring alarm bells that go off when reading this. But. Alfonse's,
Straight into.
This isn't him doubling down. This is him BACKTRACKING. This is him going, "oh fuck I think maybe I came on a little too strong maybe I was a bit too vulnerable and that's really scary. How do I fix this" and he's running through all the dialogue options in his head like Okay. Play it Cool. Keep it Casual. Proclaim your undying loyalty and devotion to your Trusted Partner (person he just told in the beginning of this conversation that he didn't intend to become friends with) by making yourself a blade and shield for them. NAILED IT 👍
#fire emblem#feh#ALFONSE. PLEASE. COME ON MAN#HUUUUUGE FUCKING EPIPHANY FOR ME THOUGH as i'm writing/drawing bc that last line i've been struggling w the most#but this. add some moe lore. I HAVE HUGE IDEAS ABOUT THE MOE LORE IN TANDEM W THE CANON IMPLICATIONS.#in short/minimal spoilers if i forget to expand on it later BUT IT'S SO HUGE TO ME. SO HUGE#but i think alfonse has Noticed. things about moe. similarities to himself. but it either#doesn't know it or refuses to acknowledge it. he isn't sure which yet. so when he says 'i hope you feel the same'#he's reaching out ala pre-skip dimitri fbs. asking moe to Consider This. AND. AND. IN TANDEM.#w the canon implications. that he doesn't think highly of himself and doesn't dare wait for an answer#AND. AND. HELP THERE'S A MOMENT THAT'S SO FUCKING FUNNY. he just commits a Blunder#that even moe's autistic ass catches him on. it all happens So quickly. in a fucking instant.#WHICH. WHICH. LED TO ME REALIZING THIS. he is trying TO CATCH HIMSELF HERE.#AND THE. ADDITION. of moe lore/the blunder why he tries to move on So quickly. please do NOT ask me questions i WILL throw up.#ALSO LIKE book 3 alfonse fresh in my mind. i did take a break after The Incident (gustav).#but like. goes so insane actually. this is really all he knows how to be. constantly in service to others. made to be a tool.#it's so fucked up bc you can see he is genuinely wired like that too. he WANTS to help. he wants to do good#but man................... i def don't have the words for it rn it's just so tragic. but i think about it All The Fucking Time.#GOD SORRY I'M HAVING ANOTHER ALEAR FB MOMENT. ALFONSE. ALFONSE.#cut off that tangent just to make a whole other post about it.#fe alfonse#moe tag#TAGGING IT. bc i rambled about it in the tags and it's MY OC I MAKE THE RULES 😤😤😤😤😤
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because i’m too impatient to not share some of my fic, here’s the moment bryce first sees clark. they’re both 17, competing at a cornhole comp for the first time, and bryce is currently dating a girl called melissa:
Stepping out of Iowa’s minibus was a tall, lithe boy with scruffy brown hair. He rubbed his eyes before stretching like a dog awoken from a long nap, his teammates waiting impatiently on the steps behind him. Bryce could only assume that he’d just been asleep… and yet he looked so effortlessly good? His eyes matched the cerulean sea they’d passed as they entered Mountport. He had little black stud earrings. The May sunlight was highlighting the freckles dotted like a field of flowers across his face. He was… cute? Was that a thought he had now? That someone who isn’t Melissa - that a boy - is attractive? Huh. Interesting. After perhaps too long staring in the Iowan’s general direction, he parcelled up that idea and posted it to himself with the hope that it wouldn’t arrive until the tournament was done. You literally have a girlfriend, he repeated to himself, as he walked to the locker room.
#he’s having an Epiphany#i have a plan for about 5k words of this so i’ll post it in chapters#obvs this is still a draft#+ i haven’t written a proper fic since i was 14 so be kind#cornhole in one#bryce x clark#pibe#pibe book club#play it by ear#cjs writing
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2024 reads / storygraph
Apollo Ascending series
Greek myth inspired fantasy romance series
Apollo is forced to spend a year with the prince of a neighboring kingdom before ascending to godhood, despite hating everything gods stand for and wanting to stay mortal with his sister
Prince Hyacinth is dealing with taking over his father’s responsibilities, and having to host the unruly almost-god, while his sister tries not to be forced into a role and marriage she doesn’t want, as she’s in love with a stablehand
romance, drama, tragedy, and a war against the gods,
5 POVs, m/m m/f & aroace
#a veil of gods and kings#apollo ascending#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#Okay I did entirely read this for the aroace character. I doubt I would have read all of them if I wasn’t offline for a few days lmao#Overall though I enjoyed it? Enough to read all of them anyway. I feel like they were about what I expected them to be.#the greek myth inspired fantasy world was interesting (though definitely inspired and doing its own thing#I almost wanted it to be a little More in the direction of originality (renaming more of them etc))#there sure is a lot of drama and tragedy and politics!#I felt like there was a good balance of romance and plot (obviously going into it knowing that it is romance heavy)#I appreciate that it built up the girls’ friendship a lot (in the first book at least)#I wasn’t sure about the writing initially but I got used to it.#Have to say the repeated use of the word badass felt anachronistic compared to the rest of the worldbuilding.#val & epiphany’s back and forth started to get a bit tiresome.#and gotta say the last book felt a bit drawn out - it kinda felt like what was going on with hyacinth was dragged on#for the whole book so that they could fit all of epiphany’s plot in there#but anyway since it’s why I read these: artemis is aroace. it’s only really brought up briefly 3 or 4 times but I feel like the fact that…#it’s artemis…. there’s some precedent. she’s got POV in books 2-4 and has just as much of her own plotline as the others#I thought the platonic take on her relationship with orion was interesting#would I recommend reading just for aroace reasons? probably not unless you’re otherwise interested
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i've realized i don't actually like liu///shen as much as i like liu qingge himself and his unrequited tragically uninformed shitshow crush on shen qingqiu
#keri chats#adding fandom tags to this later i don't wanna piss anyone off bc this isn't ship hate i just. am having thoughts about my own preferences#with the character ships and story etc. etc lol#love art of them i see but when i read fics im always like ''smth feels off or missing'' and lo and behold. epiphany. it was binghe LMAO#this is all super funny since this pairing is what i was first interested in with sv and i even read fics for it before reading the books#and now im squarely in the bing///qiu camp#svsss
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girl help I'm having ideas above my ability-to-kill-my-darlings level
#trying to get back on this time zone so i've been lying in bed but not falling asleep for long enough#that my brain just started being like. hey what if...ok but WHAT IF#picking up the pace with every rotation#specifically about starlightverse and let's just say#if I did this it would involve changing a lot of elements that I really like#(book 1 would stay the same. it's like for the rest of the series arc. specifically about shuffling some focal characters)#let's just say for a premise involving mind powers I have not been using that to its full advantage in terms of the...narration ig#but anyway if this might be the coolest idea I've ever ever had#so maybe...I'm going to have to get a little cold-blooded#my brain is so completely fried I just gave up on sleeping and filled my notes app with incoherent ramblings#(yeah there was the big epiphany but also several smaller ones)#i'm sure this s also unreadable but anyway hello everyone my brain is on fire
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man journalling really does not do it for me like wordvomiting onto my little tumblr blog
#yelling into the void. the tag system for secondary thoughts. the system just works for me#i am trying to write more in the book but genuinely it just.#the epiphanies just dont compare...#i am embarrassed every time i say too much but also like this is literally my blog#but my thing about being perceived is leading me to write it out on here Then into my book#it kind of works. i think. maybe i should just make a sideblog LOL
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In the small TV screen, Mother Zhou spoke frankly with assurance into the camera, her image completely embodied a successful female entrepreneur whose roots were from the poor countryside.
This was very good publicity. Haitang Bean Paste, which was originally well-known through advertisements, immediately made a deep impact on the people who watched the show, and the brand was known to be the image of encouragement and hard-work.
Hmmmm
#there's a recurring theme in this book#about how sincerity sells#or authenticity should be a better word#hmmmm#epiphanies of rebirth
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i am not like, generally, a person who marks up my books, that's not a motivation I have a lot, so I hope that helps convey the weight of me wanting to doodle and write all over the endpapers in my copy of the archive undying, i need to draw one million little busts of sunai and veyadi and maybe even the maw and i want to scribble my favorite quotes around them and use fun stickers. It's either this or physically eat the pages and I'd like to not give myself indigestion from consuming paper
#the archive undying#tau#and z speaks#i have finally finished this book after months of being stressed out by the idea and im [pitched mechanical whine overlayed w faint static]#get. in. the robot. get in the robot#i am In The Robot#u ever read a book so good it gives u an involuntary epiphany about your own feelings about your disability and u have to go cry about it#yeaj
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see, Dawn Treader is about everyone else having to deal with Eustace and Eustace's experiences challenging him to become a better person, but Silver Chair is about Eustace and Jill (and Puddleglum) having to put up with EACH OTHER as their circumstances and interpersonal tensions challenging them to become better both as people and with each other
#having an epiphany moment or something about this idk#silver chair is my favorite Narnia book probably though#Jill and eustace friendship dynamic is PEAK actually#they're both little twits in their own way and they easily rub each other wrong but somehow still manage to get along#truly a friendship that was meant to be#Lu rambles#narnia#re: my last reblog
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every so often i think about how writing communities emphasize that ur work doesnt have to be perfect and that u just have to enjoy it. and then i think about how we use the phrase word of god to describe the actions of published authors and artists, and how we put them on pedestals to the point where their art has to be perfect, and how eagerly we want to see them fall. and i think authors and artists maybe aren't gods, and maybe are just people, and that we would all enjoy reading and watching and taking in art more if we just remember the goal is that the creator enjoyed what they made.
#had this epiphany when thinking about the pjo show#like i havent watched it yet#i know theres some changes from the books#and normally i'd be super upset about it but like. rick riordan made the show#i can respect someone looking @ their art and wanting to change things after writing for awhile#and then the moment i started thinking about that#i just kept thinking about how easily that could be applied to other things#as long as a story isnt harming anyone#i feel like its okay to just like. enjoy something that isnt perfect because u can see the love the creator put into it
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There’s a writing workshop I go to every two months where we write short pieces and read them out. I think I’ve just come up with the most horrible, hilarious, devastating, embarrassing and bitterly hopeful story and I’m writing it right now, it’s making me emotional
#if I don’t write I DIE#I NEED to write#I have such a massive backlog of scripts short stories and unpublished books I need to write#like a shark needs to swim#unfortunately the word limit is only 1500. I guess I can look at that as a challenge#however I suffer from Chronic Embarrassment#so sharing these is actually so so so hard#ESPECIALLY on the internet omg#but I decided to do an autobiographical short story#because I can read it and other people can read it and never talk about it again#it was like a fucking epiphany man. I’m just wrapping up the ending and working it out#how I want it worded etc#it’s a really sad one with a happy - if strange - ending#like the title is so bizarre#’wait wtf is this I need to find out how this happened’ is the response I’m aiming for with the title#it sounds like an onion headline
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I am actually weirdly looking forward to Riverstar’s super edition next year, despite disliking DotC era so much. Not for the story itself mind you, just because I am eager to mangle/harvest it for fanfic lore purposes. In the (still not guaranteed) event I finish this fic and the next installment, I actually do need to know more about Riverstar since I am making a lot of lore about his future reincarnation (I mean, it’s possible none of it will make it into the actual fic, but it’s still nice to know to guide how cats talk about him)
I read DotC so fast my memory is hazy but im p sure we easily know the least about him and I find him the least deplorable of the OG leaders (perhaps just because we know the least about him. It is a low low bar, I hate all of them so much). which might just mean he’s boring, but that could still be useful for how I want to characterize new future riverclan in this fic...
I don’t tend to like super editions and kinda expect the book will be overly padded meandering fluff. Maybe they will also go backwards on his (comparatively) chill personality and make him stock-clan-cat-aggressive but I can work with that. I just want scraps to mold together. I do wish that his book had released this year instead of Onestar’s like (I think) it was originally supposed to. It would be easier to have it now while i’m writing this background rather then having to wait until i’m (hopefully) on the second/third installment. but better next year then the year after ig
#yarrow speaks#wc criticism#sometimes its extra fun for me to try to make something i like with building blocks that i dont like#so i dont care if his book is bad so long as its something#make his personality terrible as he gets infected with the xenophobic clan cat brain-worms#for all i care#b/c with how i view reincarnation in this world his soul is going to get spliced with a brand new cats soul anyway#which is a process that confuses the hell out of you for one thing#and for another thing make it easy for an old spirit to have epiphanys and change their views on life after they*ahem*''''reincarnate'''''#mostly i just want to know what his deal is going to be so i can ensure i dont *completely* contradict anything about him#i can do a whole lot of bending and twisting but i dont want to retcon
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guys guys guys guys guys— I get to read for fun now!!!
#the weariness from the semester has faded#the prepping and cooking and hosting and events have ended for our Christmas celebrations until epiphany#the cleaning is finished#I get to sit and snuggle and READ SILLY YA BOOKS ABOUT RICH BOYS AND MYSTERY HOUSES AND MURDER CONSPIRACIES#I’m so happy#g.txt
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