#enjoy neil josten with a bottle of anti dandruff shampoo

[doesephs]

may have burnt out because i’ve overdone my workload for three months in a row and created unnecessary deadlines that i didn’t have to do but proceeded under the mentality of take every opportunity. don’t get me wrong i want to keep creating art and publishing it, kinda have to it’s my job, but after a bunch of harassment and general unwelcoming behaviour abit done with trying to please all parties. this isn’t a rant or anything because there’s no real pressure on me it’s all percieved. being present on social media is part of this issue, seeing so many amazing artists all i can do is look at my own work and degrade myself for not being up to standard despite them being years older than me. especially with arcane coming out, a media i’ve been fixated on for almost 3 years, it made me so frustrated that i couldn’t produce anything with substance being so busy. it has been inspiring to see the creativity though, fandom culture is alive and kicking. thank you to everyone who has said nice things though, means a lot even if i can’t see it myself. not going away but scaling back, hopefully get over myself soon x