#english not mi first language yahaha

[loose-whisper]

Please give me reassurance, so I open my eyes, everything felt so vomiting that I feared my way into shutting my sight for eternity.

Your light, bright as it is, glamoring, soft, charming as it is, hurts.

I wanna open my eyes, wanna accept it, wanna fall into such blooming rays. To lose myself, to not ponder anymore, and to simply sleep and rest without feeling as if I was merely punished for doing so.

But I'm afraid, because it's so nice, it's so sweet, it's so calming, it's so soothing, it's so... Unreal

I don't wanna get lost, it makes me feel weak.

Perhaps another time, savior.