#emiefaun blabs

[emiefaunwrites]

Heyyyy everyone!

So it's been a good long time, huh? Well, I promise its been for a good reason.

I told you two month or so ago that I was having health issues. I wasn't exactly lying, because it IS a health thing. But yeah. Today we finally got the news and I can finally announce it.

After 2 years of trying, 6 months of sadness and mental health problems and a month of being content in being alone as a couple...my husband and I are 3 months pregnant!

I'm...beyond shocked. I had honestly given up hope and decided that I would be fine not being a mother. And hoooo boy, had the first three months been rooooough. Cramps, fatigue, morning sickness twice a day (not just the morning - fun fact!) All of this while continuing to work full time!

But! The worst, scariest part is over. We've seen our baby and they're due March next year. And my energy is returning, thank God!

So. I will slowly and surely return to writing. I have already written a bit more of Broken Arrow and been planning some HCs again. Just...gimme time.

I've missed you all. Much love!

[emiefaunwrites]

Hi Emie! How’s your arm feeling?

Heyyyy!

Ahhh it's itching quite a bit 😫 but the swelling has gone down, its not so hot to touch and moving is easier. Thank you for asking!

Sorry for the silence. Having a rough time at work which is sapping any motivation to do anything but be a couch potato...so even though I want to write, I can't face it.

Hoping the worst will be over soon...

[emiefaunwrites]

Dangit, I love the theatre headcanons so much. I love brewin them up myself cause they’re insanely fun to think about, and seeing as skilled a writer as you put one of yours into words is free serotonin. Gives me a bit of hope that I’ll actually get around to drawing mine out at some point if I’m being honest- Love your writing!

Heyyyy anon!

Yesssss I love the theatre ones too! Before COVID, I was in a theatre group myself. Obviously we can't do it now so doing the headcanons helps me relive the feeling!

Ooooooh yesssssss that sounds awesome! No idea who you are but I would LOVE to see your art! I'm sure you can do it! And if my writing can help, then let me help!

If you have ideas you wanna draw, I could try and write it out for inspiration? Or at least, my interpretation of it anywho. Not sure if that's helpful but I always like helping!

Thank you so much for your kind words. I don't feel that skilled most days haha! You're very nice to say it ^_^ x

[emiefaunwrites]

So Strawb (aka the baby) update!

The morning sickness is GONE! I feel HUMAN again! And I just want to eat everything haha!

And my energy and concentration is BACK! YAAAAS! Which is an excellent sign for my writing and HCs. So I'm hoping to start back up with these in the next week.

Got my next scan 4 weeks tomorrow. So get to see lil' Strawberry again on the screen. Very excited.

And I'm starting to get a bump! I'm a big girl anyway so I wasn't expecting to show so soon. But I am! Hurrah!

So yeah. That's about it.

Keep an eye out for HCs that'll be catching up on in my asks. And HOPEFULLY I can get this new chapter of Broken Arrow out too - I'm stuck at a certain section and I'm a writer that is imprisoned by writing in order!!

Much love!

[emiefaunwrites]

This is so true.

When I was younger, I used to be in a different fandom and got so overwhelmed with comments and stuff that I actually stopped doing what I love. I wrote for comments and attention and stopped following my hear. And eventually, they stopped coming and my self-esteem plummeted. So in turn, I quit writing.

Now like, 7 or so years later, I've tried in a new fandom. And yes, I get comments. But that's not what's important to me. What matters more than that to me are the few people I met along the way.

I mean sure, it's nice to get comments and likes. Hell, my mind would explode if I woke up to 100 likes on one of my posts. But I don't have that - I get maybe 15 or so. But what's great is that they're FROM THE SAME PEOPLE.

I have people out there that are just as invested in my world as I am. And some of them are starting their own things and I'm legit excited for it. That never happened before - it was only ever jealousy.

I've been in the DR fandom just after lockdown started last year. And I'm so grateful to the people I've met along the way. The talented artist, phenominal writers, enthusiastic fans. Because of you guys, I'm sticking with it. And that's honestly a create feeling - to belong somewhere

tumblr mobile won't let me upload a voice recording, so I guess you're all spared hearing about my thoughts that people (some of them at least) aren't actually desperate for comments. What they're actually missing is community.

[emiefaunwrites]

Holy crap. I'm at 88 followers! Like...12 away from 100!

😭😭 thank you so much everyone! 100 could actually happen. If it does, I'll do something special. Not sure what yet, but I definitely will!!

[emiefaunwrites]

Hey everyone!

So just a little update on my writing priorities over the next few days. I REALLY want to make decent headway with Broken Arrow (the reason I made this account in the first place haaaa). It's been like 2 months since I posted the last chapter and I just want to make sure that I keep on top of it.

I don't know how many of my followers have actually read Broken Arrow, but I've put so much work into it that I really don't want to drop it. It's my pride and joy and the closest I'll ever get to a book haha! So if you've not read it, it would be awesome if you did (ech awkward self promotion echhhh).

It's not exactly for minors. I mean, its SFW and everything. But it's kinda dark and there's lots of swearing and hard topics. And it also deals with Ishida as an alter so there's that too. But it would mean the world to me if people read it.

That's not to say my Ishileon AU headcanons will stop. I'm back from my family's house so I can work on them at bed time like I normally do. But I'll be spending most days in BA and TRYING (awkwardly) to promote it maybe. So please don't worry if I don't get to your ask as fast as normal. It will be done, I promise!

If anyone does have any BA questions and stuff, please feel free to send them across. I know I'm known for Ishileon AU (which is amazing ahhhhh) but I'm super passionate about my main fic and would love to talk to people about it.

And if this isn't for you then no worries. I'll just plod on in the background and hope you're here when the HCs come back haha!

Sorry for the long post. Just wanted to tell you where I'm at! Much love guys!!

[emiefaunwrites]

Hey everyone!

This is kinda a post for me to reference back to but also probably good for you guys to know the ships in my Tumblr AU (both mentioned and unmentioned).

I'll be adding this to the top of the masterlist (at some point!) if anyone wants to see. If there are characters I haven't paired up and people have suggestions - please throw them at me for consideration! There are people I'm DESPERATE to pair up (here's looking at you Mondo...) but just can't find the right person.

There are some in my mind that are loosely paired but I won't post becauae I'm open to them changing (Gundham x Sonia and Hajime x Nagito for example). And I have a few I WON'T consider (Celeste x Hifumi and Mondo x Mikan for example) but otherwise I'm open to options. And hey - I may fall for a whole new rare pair!

So yep. Below are my AU ships!

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• Taka x Leon (obvs)

• Chi x Chiaki

• Sakura x Hina

• Makoto x Kyoko

• Byakuya x Hiro (aged up)

• Sayaka x Mukuro

• Kazuichi x Fuyuhiko

• Nekomaru x Akane

• Kaede x Rantaro

• Kaito x Shuichi

• Maki x Kirumi

[emiefaunwrites]

Little personal post - celebrating my two year wedding anniversary today! Wouldn't be here without the adorable goofball that is my husband ❤

[emiefaunwrites]

😭😭😭😭😭

I don't often post what I get in my tags but this one made me tear up a little. From someone as popular as you @flickerfins, who's art style is so freaking beautiful and haunting and just ARGH...this is like...the HIGHEST honour.

Thank you SO SO MUCH - I will be thinking of this for a long long time ❤❤

[emiefaunwrites]

DESPAIR COMIN TO SWITCH

[emiefaunwrites]

Idk if you heard the news, but the Danganronpa game series is coming to the Switch later this year plus a NEW Danganronpa game!! I’m so excited!

I DID AHHHH I AM BUYING THE HELL OUT OF IT YAAAAAAAS!!

[emiefaunwrites]

Sends you pure happiness! :)

Ahh thank you so much! 😊😊

[emiefaunwrites]

Hey everyone.

Sorry again for the silence. It's been...a pretty painful weekend (yet to end) and I've been full of anxiety over it all. I'm going to the doctors for a second time in 5 days for more help/advice.

I can barely concentrate on anything without worrying about the pain or, if I'm not in pain, worrying when the pain is going to start again. I can't stop googling things (which inevitably leads to 'you'll die' kind of answers) but I'm pretty sure I know what it is. And if I'm right...well lets just say I'll never have children.

So yeah. That's why I've disappeared. I'm hoping things will be resolved soon (5 days of pain has not been fun). And then I'll be back.

[emiefaunwrites]

Hiya Emie how's it going? Are you starting to feel a little better? Did doctors manage to help? Sending love and positivity and any healing vibes necessary!!

Heyyyy!

Sorry I didn't get to this yesterday. The doctors know what it is now and my symptoms are soet of slowing down. I typically get pain in the night now, but I'vr got new symptoms (fatigue and nausea).

I'm calling someone up tomorrow who should give me a better idea of what's going on and more advice. Right now, concentrating on anything is pretty hard (writing, gaming, work...) so hopefully my phone call tomorrow will help ease my worries.

Thank you so much for your message. I'm sorry to everyone who's sent any asks in over the last few weeks. I literally have no brainpower to think of anything.

I'm really hoping that I'll be back to writing soon. I miss it terribly.

[emiefaunwrites]

Hey everyone!

Sorry if I miss asks - my phone has decided to stop sending me notifications via email (for Tumblr and AO3). So I have to manually check! Super annoying!

Thank you as always to those who send me asks! It really does make my day x