#em oh my god he's just so precious and you've killed me

[daincrediblegg]

i just pictured arthur resting his head in my lap and looking up at me with those sparkling eyes and those messy curls and that toothy grin & almost had a heart attack tbh 🥺💕💕

oh god... em don’t think about brushing those curls back. His eyes softly close, sighing at the feeling of your hands in his hair. Don’t think about leaning down to kiss the tip of his nose, wrinkling up cutely as he lets out a small chuckle... and dear god don’t THINK ABOUT HIM NUZZLING FURTHER INTO YOUR TUMMY AND THIGHS ALL SOFT AND WARM AND FULL OF LOVE WHATEVER YOU DO 😩😩😩😩😩😩😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕

[rvseylips]

i. RABBIT ANTHEM // mhm, you're tryin' to act like your the king, ain't ya? aw, don't try denyin' it, sugar. you're spillin' out words covered in fresh honey (i can see the flies, you fuckin' liar) and sittin' upon that throne of gold that you made from the blood of the gods, stringing their ichor veins & marble tendons like silk like the damn coward you are. stop stumblin' through your words, babe, you know i'm right. feelin' scared yet? i can see the shudders that snap your flesh & bones, the swear running down your skin and your legs tryin' to scamper away like the white rabbit, always late and always disappointing. i wonder why the queen of hearts hasn't cut off his head.

ii. YOU'RE LIGHT AND I'M A WASTELAND // king of the heavens, huh? what strange words for a liar and a cheat, dontcha think? the people are kneeling at your feet like you're a god 一 you've probably convinced them that the gods sent your lying ass to 'em like you were a feast to be savored, but it's too late, the feast is rottin' with flies eatin' and peelin' at your skin to reveal the beast you are 一 praying at your 'heavenly' presence. i wonder how you became so godly. did you slay a lion and wear it's coat around your shoulders like hercules? did you dance on dead corpses before drinking the blood of the commander like kali? did you eat xi wangmu's peaches of immortality, laozi's pills of longevity, and swallow the jade emperor's royal wine before defeating 10,000 celestial warriors, four kings of heaven, nezha, and the general erlang shen like sun wukong? oh wait, no, you cut my stomach open and stole the immortal nectar of my blood before offering me the pitiful mistakes of mankind. (so don't you dare scream when i shove all of your guts out and shove 'em in the wastelands.)

iii. COMING OF AGE // 'with age comes wisdom,' our mamas and papas like to tell us, fingers weaving through our hair as they whisper, voices thick with rose jam. 'one day, you will be very wise indeed.' but it seems you've only grown more foolish with time, like someone took every bit of intelligence you had 一 if you even had any 一 and hid it from you (guess our mamas and papas were liars.)

iv. ROMAN CANDLES // i've always preferred the smell of blown out roman candles, smoke is better then the expired sweetness that's been sittin' in my veins waiting for nothing. you made me this way, did you know that? human mistakes are horrible mistakes, mistakes that are curses (too bad even their curses sound beautiful to my phantom ears) & that have destroyed me. drip, drip, drip. the grey wax is creeping out of my throat, slow and quiet as the flames tear at my insides, turning my bones to ashes, searing my insides, and! there goes my heart! (now i've got no guilt, sugar, c'mon let's talk of your murder over a cup of tea!

v. SWITZERLAND // the mountains claw at the moon with their ragged fangs, frantically trying to take a bite of her alabstor flesh. the misty clouds creep upon the skeletons & rotting flesh that lays upon it's feet, hiding the mountain's secrets as ice-cold, frosty snow envelops the mountain piercing through it's ragged growls to whines of desperation. perhaps you should go there sometime, you two would get along (before he kills you; the local boys just love to rip, rip, rip!)

vi. FALSE REALITIES // oh, my lovely beast, did you not think your lies would catch up to you? or did you take me as a fool? i'm not like your precious belle who cared too much, you stole my humanity after all, and who's heart you've pricked with those wilting petals of yours. c'mon, don't lie with those honey words we all know it's already lived past it's due date, perhaps that's why your kisses are so foul. we know what you did to her 一 you sure do think parted lips are pretty, don't you? what about when they scream for help with their spine recoiling away in shudders and blood spilling between their legs? oh fuck off, i can see the truth in your eyes. why are you screaming? why are you so angry? oh, what fake reality am i living in? the one where you die, of course (p.s it's not fake)

march

1. rabbit anthem  2. you are light & i’m a wasteland 3. coming of age 4. roman candles 5. switzerland   6. false realities