#elsa coded /hj

[shoccolatine]

their reactions if MC was fatally wounded by wanderers and passed away

⚘pairings: xavier x reader, zayne x reader, rafayel x reader

⚘tags: sfw, gender-neutral MC, established relationship, loss and grief, ANGST, alcohol consumption (in xavier's part), very slight chapter 7/8 spoilers (in rafayel's part)

⚘a/n: sorry xavier's is shorter, i'm still figuring out his character! also can you tell i have a bias um hehe,,,

╰┈➤ ❝ XAVIER. ❞

is devastated by the news, and blames himself for not being there as their hunting partner to protect them and keep them safe

he drowns his grief in liquor at The Nest—the bartender worries for his sudden habit, but xavier's lips are locked tight, and so he doesn't pry. the best he can do is cut him off before his veins are more alcohol than blood

he also takes it out on the wanderers he fights from then on, hoping that the next one's throat he slits is the one who took his precious MC away from him

on calmer days, he brings flowers to their grave whenever he's able—he'll sit and chat about everything and nothing in the hopes that somehow, somewhere, they're still listening

╰┈➤ ❝ ZAYNE. ❞

would be in the ER doing everything he can to save them

....but it's not enough

the guilt of their life slipping through his fingers weighs heavy on him. but he never lets it show

he already spends a lot of time at work, but after they pass, he throws himself fully into his job

he's even more clinical and impersonal than ever and fully embodies the "cold and distant dr. zayne" title everyone else thought of him (everyone but MC)

he doesn't allow himself to get close to anyone anymore—after all, the ones he opens his heart to always get taken away from him

he keeps himself busy 24/7. if he allows even a moment's break, he starts thinking, and thinking is bad

his already frequent nightmares worsen, and he finds himself pulling even more all-nighters than usual to avoid them

bonus extra angsty alternate ending: his lack of sleep and inner anguish affect him to the point of messing up a delicate surgery. he resigns that same day.

╰┈➤ ❝ RAFAYEL. ❞

thomas is unable to contact him for days. texts and voicemails remain unanswered, deadlines are fast approaching with no updates... but, isn't this normal behaviour from the antisocial artist?

it's not until finding out about MC's passing a week later that thomas realizes he should have been more persistent with rafayel. but would it have even mattered? when rafayel is in a mood, it's near impossible to find/reach him, nevermind pull him out of it

weeks pass with still no word, and thomas regrets his last conversation with rafayel—pressing him to finish his latest painting, with an eager buyer already waiting

thomas does his best to manage cancelling rafayel's many interview and art show invitations without stirring up concerns. rafayel is already known to be dodgy with such things, though, which thankfully buys him some time

rafayel is finally spotted some time later on the beach just off his home studio, drenched to his bones and wandering aimlessly barefoot along the coast

he hasn't touched a paintbrush in ages, and has completely forgotten the inspiration for his last unfinished piece

he's spent nearly the entire time in the sea. the rocking of the waves and the rush of his heartbeat in his ears keep him distracted more than painting ever could

his muse is gone, and with it his flame. he spent all this time to find them... just to lose them again. his poor heart just can't bear it

one day he leaves one last cryptic message to thomas, dons his scales once more, and returns to the sea forever

[annarendellsa]

♡ my frozen lgbt+ headcanons ♡

(yes I'm doing like @ace-queen-of-arendelle cause i was low key hijacking their post x))

obviously, these are headcanons, just my thoughts. i'm non-binary, lesbian, demisexual and probably arospec so my identity has of course an influence on these headcanons. please research the terms you don't know, ecosia is free, do not invalidate other people's identities, etc. i'm not trying to be constructive here really, I'm just vibing. either vibe with me or ignore, don't be an ass, thank you

1) Elsa

first and foremost, Elsa is a lesbian to me. I've seen myself in her since the first movie came out, and fun fact, it's at that time (i was 10) that i realised I was a lesbian myself. thank you Elsa for that awakening! now i ship her (a LOT) with Honeymaren, so I'm not against the headcanon of just aroace Elsa, but I see her more as a lesbian on the ace spectrum. but we really lack aroace representation in general, so I completely understand and enjoy the headcanon of aroace Elsa <3

2) Anna

to me Anna is bisexual for the simple reason that this outfit:

(screencap by @constable-frozen I believe)

screams this to me:

that's it. that's the reason. I see colours and go flag!!!!!!!!! its the bi flag!!!!! so bi Anna it is

3) Kristoff

bi as well, mostly because m/f bi couples have an amazing energy and kristanna has a lot of that energy. he could also be polyamorous bc let's be honest, he and ryder had quite a lot of chemistry 👁👁 but he also loves Anna deeply hehe

4) Hans

ugh. cishet. ew /hj

5) Olaf

non binary! yeah snowman is a gendered word but?? olaf knows no gender. only warm hugs. I think olaf could use any pronouns, really. disney loves gender too much sadly and they had to go like Olaf is a Boy Look!! he has Eyebrows but we know. we know

6) Sven

same. that's a reindeer. I don't mean that in a bad way, i love animals but they're too cool to know what gender is

7) Honeymaren

lesbian. really lesbian. I love lesbians man!! we're so sexy

also i like to think that the Northuldra have a really different vision of gender, and that labels like "transgender" or "cisgender" don't really make sense to them. (and it'd be accurate, bc those labels were made by western people, and many indigenous peoples have in fact a different perspective of gender and identities. i'm thinking of the two-spirits, but if I'm wrong please tell me, I'd love to learn more! i hate gender but i love gender history)

that's why to me Honeymaren uses she/they pronouns, or even only they/them pronouns. it's a vibe. I Feel the vibe. that's why often in my fanarts, people say "they" when talking about Maren.

8) Ryder

he knows nothing about women. and he doesn't want to. the boy is gay! that's all i have

9) Yelena

she's giving me aroace vibes tbh! also like Honeymaren i don't think she labels herself as a woman? idk

10) Oaken

now i feel like he's coded as what people think gay men are? but also that guy in the sauna could be his boyfriend. I'd say Oaken doesn't use labels

11) Iduna

once again, colours!

purple=ace in my head so that's why I think I hc her as ace

thanks for reading!