#elleloumay

[elleloumay]

I'm sorry

The day when Dean dies is not a significant one, it's just a normal day and a normal death. There wasn't a witch or a vampire nest...it was peaceful and he slipped away whilst dreaming of simpler times when he was still young and everyone he loved was still alive.

Cas is the one that finds him, it was never really going to be anyone else seeing as Sam bit the big one a few years ago and Jack was still sleeping.

He finds the hunter he rebelled for lying on his comfortable bed in the room he loves looking Serene and worry free and for just a moment he turns to leave Dean to dream until his heart plunges and his knees threaten to buckle beneath his weight.

For a while he lets himself fall apart and feels the full magnitude of his loss and all that he'll never get to have - in all the years he's known, and loved, Dean he has never had the courage to truly tell him how much he means to him.

Now it's too late...Dean will never know.

The realisation stuns him for a while until he comes to his senses and remembers who and what he is.

He finds Jack and he tells him goodbye. He tells him he'll come back when he can.

•••

Up in heaven Dean takes his seat at the bar in the Roadhouse, laughing and smiling with Ellen while Jo gives him shit for dying in his sleep instead of going out in style. They're all happy and though there's an air of sadness that Dean finally kicked the bucket it's not like he hadn't expected his death for his entire life. Hunting is perilous and it's a miracle he made it to the age he got to.

Sam comes out from the back and the brothers cling to one another while tears fall down their cheeks freely. It's been too long.

They're young again. Happy. Together.

But still, something is missing.

He doesn't know what it is until Cas materialises in his worn trench coat with a watery smile and a laugh that sounds relieved, everyone is suddenly very preoccupied as Dean closes the distance between them.

"You took your time." He rests his hand on Cas' shoulder and huffs out a laugh.

Cas just stares for a moment before reaching up to cup Dean's cheek, "I'm sorry."

The unspoken 'for not being by your side' hangs in the air between them but Dean doesn't wait for more to be said, he pulls Cas in by the lapels of his coat and seals their lips together - pouring all his love into his angel.

Cas returns the kiss, sliding his tongue past Dean's lips and exploring the contours of his mouth with reverence - everything they've always wanted to say passes between them and it seems to last eons before Sam coughs and Jo bursts out laughing.

"'bout time." Bobby grumbles as he cracks open the bottle of beer Ellen hands him and holds it up to toast the two men.

Dean's smile is blinding and Cas feels as light as a cloud.

•••

From that moment on Cas spends the majority of his time with Dean, only going back to see Jack and help his adopted son.

When Jack decides to join everyone Cas stops going to Earth altogether - all the people that matter are in one place.

Ages pass them by, the Earth continues to go on and long after mankind has forgotten about the Winchester brothers Cas and Dean remain together. Happier than either of them ever expected to be.

Of course it's not all perfect, they argue sometimes about different things - mostly stemming from Dean's insecurities and the belief that he isn't enough to keep Cas entertained. But the arguments are short lived and never last more than a day, they always make up before going to sleep and they always share a goodnight kiss.

[ellespets]

My current pets:

°Chocolate Labrador - Marley (I've had him since he was seven weeks old)

°Black and white cat - Buddy (He was rescued from a bin at my older sister's work at Christmas this past year)

°Brown long haired Syrian hamster - Coco (Brought him in June 2017)

°White and grey Syrian hamster - Vanilla (Brought her July 2017)

°Gold and white Syrian hamster - Honey (Born September 5th 2018)

°Albino Russian dwarf hamster - Buttercup (Brought today - March 5th)

°Black Moor fish - Luna

°Oranda fish - Mango

[elleloumay]

Hahahahaa

Also like I would really love to thank everyone for bombarding everything with Umbrella Academy content because my ass went and watched it and I was like "Hell yeah, this is rad as heck!"

...

But then Dave happened and now I hate life.

[ao3feed-destiel]

Chemistry and Poetry

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2v4gmiU

by ElleLouMay

Dean Winchester had a loving parents and a loving younger brother but his life was far from being complete - there always seemed to be something missing, one last piece of the puzzle that he never seemed to be able to find. That was until a new teacher had begun working at Lawrence High school, a new teacher that immediately sparked Dean's interest.

Words: 2269, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sam Winchester, John Winchester, Mary Winchester, Crowley (Supernatural), Meg Masters, Jody Mills

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester, John Winchester/Mary Winchester

Additional Tags: Smut, Adult Content

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2v4gmiU

[dean-cas-in-the-impala]

So, as I’ve said in my previous posts starting from chapter 8 I’d be promoting tumblr/AO3 blogs of my friends and fellow writers, who encourage and support me with their amazing comments on my newest story of witch Cas and warrior Dean, called The Mists Of Aquae Sextiae.

These amazing people are and you should all go and follow them (and also check out their AO3):

@elleloumay @vibraniumarm  @blazeeblake @endellionaeternus (AO3)  Nettiestein13   @royalrowena @sapphysapph  @originalgay1895  @lanaserra

@thatwinchestergirl67  @casbean @deans-jiggly-pudding @aloha-cowgirl @dixseptdixhuit @love-neve-dies @kipnova (AO3)

If you want to get promoted, read the fic and leave some feedback. In chapter 8 at the end of the page you will find my note.

P.S  Chapter 9 will be posted tomorrow.

[dlmae]

Daisy Lola Mae

Details

Name: Daisy Lola Mae

D/O/B: 01/05/2001

Gender: Female

Height: 160.02cm

Weight: 84lbs

Appearance

Blonde hair, pale blue eyes, pale albino skin, short and slender in build and a barely visible scattering of freckles across the bridge of her nose.

Bio

Born in the mortal world to a human Mother Daisy grew up knowing next to nothing about her Father aside from his last name (Mae.) Whenever she looked for him in public records it was as though he had never existsed and her Mother told her nothing.

As Daisy grew she developed certain features that distinguished her from her fellow classmates and alienated her, they called her many names but ‘Deformed Daisy’ seemed to be a real crowd pleaser. Her home life and school life were unbearable with her Mother denying her answers and beating her when she asked and the people at school (including some teachers) being physically and verbally abusive as well.

A few days after her fifteenth birthday Daisy decided enough was enough and packed a bag to leave home, she didn’t have a plan or a destination but she was going to look for answers about her Father and what had happened to him.

Skills

Good with a bow.

Gifted with tracking reliant on her natural instincts.

Occasional visions though she has no control over them.

Mild telepathy.

[ao3feedsabriel]

Foul play

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by ElleLouMay

Ashby is a small village with a population of just 568 people situated in the East Midlands of the United Kingdom. It is quiet, remote and isolated with a crime rating that is non-exsistent and a very welcoming community - everyone knows one another and everyone gets along. No exceptions.

When a strange disappearance accompanied by a murder happens in the tiny village of Ashby is shakes it's occupants to the core, there are no suspects because everyone has an alibi and there is no motive because everyone seemingly gets along. New resident Castiel Novak is suspicious of the people around him and is determined to get to the bottom of what's going on - he just needs a little help. When Dean Winchester turns up at Castle Ashby in the hopes of stealing some very valuable items he doesn't expect to be caught and Castiel doesn't expect to end up investigating what happened in Ashby with the would be cat burgalar.

Words: 428, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi, Other

Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Gabriel (Supernatural), Ruby (Supernatural), Kali (Supernatural), Jessica Moore, Ellen Harvelle, Jo Harvelle, Anna Milton, Lilith (Supernatural), Meg Masters, Donna Hanscum, Jody Mills, Andrea Kormos, Benny Lafitte, Crowley (Supernatural), Original Characters, John Winchester, Mary Winchester, Claire Novak, Jack Kline, more mentioned - Character, Chuck, Lucifer, Michael (Supernatural)

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Gabriel/Sam Winchester, Ruby/Sam Winchester, Gabriel/Kali (Supernatural), Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester, Ellen Harvelle/Bobby Singer, Jo Harvelle/Anna Milton, Lilith & Meg Masters, Donna Hanscum/Jody Mills, Andrea Kormos/Benny Lafitte, Crowley (Supernatural)/Original Female Character(s), John Winchester/Mary Winchester

Additional Tags: Smut, lgbtq+, Crime, Murder, Murder Mystery, AU, no monsters, Dean is In Over His Head, Dean Winchester is Protective of Castiel, Castiel is a Sweetheart, Human Castiel, Protective Castiel, Hurt Dean Winchester, Hurt Castiel, sam is poly, gabriel is poly, ruby is poly, jess is poly, kali is poly, basically an implied orgy idk, John Winchester's A+ Parenting, Alive Mary Winchester, Creepy, Bottom Dean, POV Dean Winchester, Top Castiel, Bottom Castiel, Top Dean Winchester, POV Castiel, Abuse, Death, Rape, trigger warning, Angst, Fluff, 2018

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2Od7Ovh

[electric-sympathy]

Uh-oh, somebody got salty!!! 

Look, @elleloumay​, you do realize it’s both transparent and pathetically sad that you’re incapable of arguing against me and are therefore desperately looking through my blog to find completely different things to complain about, right? I mean, are you lying about your age in your description or something? All you really have here are ad-hominem-- not even good ones-- that end up just making you look even more ignorant.

Also: Good job on making it obvious that you don’t actually care about the fandom keeping the peace, and only about your view having impunity. Nice to know you’re two-faced; at first I just thought you were too stupid to understand the subject of the OP. I suppose you were just trying to contrast the OP with your own response to score social points, huh?

You know, it’s funny that you say I’m the one that doesn’t like Dean when you’re the disgusting perverted bitch that wants him to get fucked in the ass by one of his many abusers especially regardless of his orientation, and enjoys seeing Dean emotionally tortured so much that you lap current SPN right up. Cuz being a sheep is SO evident of love and good taste, right?

... And that you are calling me a Jensen hater when you just stick your fingers in your ears and/or don’t even follow what Jensen says at cons, where he states that destiew doesn’t exist and that Dean is straight, describes destiew photo ops as the worst experiences of his celebrity life, and gets Creation to ban explicit destiew content from the autograph table. (Great job deflecting sexual harassment as “fan art” by the way!!!! You sure do love him!!!!)

And uh, gee, as far as I know, only one of these two got a Nobel Prize for contributions to Literature last year, and i’m preeetty sure it’s Bob Dylan, and not the fuckwit show now being run by someone that hates it so much he hires writers that have only seen 27 episodes. But hey, maybe you’re just not smart enough to see the difference-- I get it. It must be really hard to understand these things when your Pituitary gland takes up 45% of your brain. 

lol @deanisdarkness​ look at this

[elleloumay]

This is so important!

I dated someone who was absolutely indifferent towards children and animals. They were also verbally abusive towards their child sibling (who was around eight to ten years old at the time.)

Watch out for how your boyfriend/ girlfriend/potential partner acts around animals and children. If they're unkind or abusive to both, chances are they're a toxic person and you need to dip asap.

[ao3feed-wayward]

Andromeda

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by ElleLouMay

Soulmates were once easily found but with the rise of supernatural beings and the steadily increasing deaths of mortals many soulmates were killed before they could find one another. As the human race began to dwindle to near extinction a team of the world’s best and brightest genius’ were brought together to find a solution. The secret laid in an ages old book written by one of the brightest minds of the early 19th century. They use his theories to make time travel and reality and the department of international soulmates is established allowing all those that have not found their soulmate living to travel back in time to locate them using extensive records.

What will happen when Dean Winchester goes in search of his soulmate in the past only to risk jepordising the entire future?

Words: 2544, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M

Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2TMQ7Wa

[itsmellowstudentruins-blog]

Chapters: 18/? Fandom: Supernatural Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester, John Winchester/Mary Winchester, Lilith/Ruby (Supernatural) Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sam Winchester, John Winchester, Mary Winchester, Crowley (Supernatural), Meg Masters, Jody Mills, Benny Lafitte, Joshua (Supernatural), Chuck Shurley, Jessica Moore, Lucifer (Supernatural), Gabriel (Supernatural), Anna Milton, Balthazar (Supernatural), Zachariah (Supernatural) Additional Tags: Smut, Adult Content Summary:

Dean Winchester had a loving parents and a loving younger brother but his life was far from being complete - there always seemed to be something missing, one last piece of the puzzle that he never seemed to be able to find. That was until a new teacher had begun working at Lawrence High school, a new teacher that immediately sparked Dean's interest.

                                                               ~~~

This is a really great story that truly deserves more love...

[ao3feed-castiel]

It Started with a Nap

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by ElleLouMay

Castiel is happy, he never thought he’d get to have Dean and now here they are but...what are they? Are they still flat mates? Friends? Lovers?

Words: 2772, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 2 of Quarantine Destiel

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Death (Supernatural)

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester

Additional Tags: Smut, Fluff and Smut, Porn With Plot, Porn with Feelings, Frottage, Come Marking, Angst, Explicit Sexual Content

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2Wanfud

[elleloumay]

What people expect to find in Area 51: Anime girls with cat ears and big titties

What people actually find in Area 51: The whole entire fucking cursed cast of Cats the musical live action remake.

[ao3feed-crowley]

Andromeda

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2TMQ7Wa

by ElleLouMay

Soulmates were once easily found but with the rise of supernatural beings and the steadily increasing deaths of mortals many soulmates were killed before they could find one another. As the human race began to dwindle to near extinction a team of the world’s best and brightest genius’ were brought together to find a solution. The secret laid in an ages old book written by one of the brightest minds of the early 19th century. They use his theories to make time travel and reality and the department of international soulmates is established allowing all those that have not found their soulmate living to travel back in time to locate them using extensive records.

What will happen when Dean Winchester goes in search of his soulmate in the past only to risk jepordising the entire future?

Words: 2544, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M

Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Jessica Moore, Crowley (Supernatural), Dick Roman, Claire Novak, Amelia Novak

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester

Additional Tags: Vampires, Time Travel, Gore, Blood and Gore, Blood Drinking, Violence, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Soulmates, Alternate Universe, Monsters, Death, Murder

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2TMQ7Wa

[ao3feed-destiel]

It Started with a Nap

Read it on AO3 here!https://ift.tt/2Wanfud

by ElleLouMay

Castiel is happy, he never thought he’d get to have Dean and now here they are but...what are they? Are they still flat mates? Friends? Lovers?

Words: 2772, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 2 of Quarantine Destiel

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Death (Supernatural)

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester

Additional Tags: Smut, Fluff and Smut, Porn With Plot, Porn with Feelings, Frottage, Come Marking, Angst, Explicit Sexual Content

Link: https://ift.tt/2Wanfud

[elleloumay]

Search your zodiac sign in the gifs, and find one that relates most to you.

Here’s mine