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Hello everybody! It’s me! Ya boi! Some of you know I kinda unofficially hiatus’d because of my research last summer and technological difficulties while I was living in Finland. But I’m here! I’m not dead! And I really, really want to write this smol.

So, smash that like button and I’m gonna write you a thing, because holy shit I’ve missed this kiddo. I’ve been busy being a big girl scientist and it’s exhausting.

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Okay guys. Here comes Eliza’s list of meta, rules/PSAs, and just general things I want to get out into the air because they’ve been bugging me lately. I chose not to format this because I’ve included caps in my meta, and the links disappeared when I made my text smaller. So, deal.

PSAs:

I’m not a fan of canon either, guys. But I will still recognize that it exists. It might just be to talk shit, but if you want to do something that recognizes current canon? If I’m up to date on it, I’ll do it. That’s the beauty of the fucking multiverse.

If you don’t like my character, how I portray her, or my writing: Don’t fucking follow me. That simple.

Don’t want to write with me, but we’re chatting? You can tell me. Don’t make excuses. I’m a grown ass adult, and presumably, you are too, or are close to being one! I am friends with people I have literally never written with. Approaching you to plot or chat was brave on my part. You don’t want to write with me? Buck up and just say so. 

If I ship something between our characters, but you don’t? That’s cool. I may ask about incorporating my character’s feelings (i.e. unrequited love, simply because I’m an angst lord), but I’m never going to force a ship upon you.

We can write together without shipping. Even if a pre-established relationship exists within canon. See the above: I’m fine with ignoring bullshit writing, too.

Re: Amara

Amara is a kind woman. Almost to a fault. She’s got stupidly little self-preservation instinct sometimes, simply because she’s nice. Seriously, it’s a problem, and it gets her in some bad situations.

She believes in second chances-- She’s Buddhist, and my feelings on her views of second chances and reincarnation are a whole other meta-- and is willing to give people the benefit of the doubt.

She has a strong moral compass.

She can be driven by her emotions sometimes-- Lashing out in some cases to protect herself.

She wants to succeed in her career. So much so that sometimes, she’s willing to forgo morality and ethics in order to make advances-- Because she knows/thinks it is for the greater good.

She’s a good listener... But she has her breaking points.

At the end of the day, she just wants a normal life. 

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Work took a lot out of me tonight because fuck holiday retail work, but I might be up tomorrow morning to do some stuff. I'm probably going to drop everything from before my grand disappearing act, so... Like this for a thing? I'll get there.

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If y'all think I'm about to sleep on this new Wasp run you are dead wrong so LIKE THIS FOR A THING BECAUSE I'M BACK, BITCHESSSSSSS

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I hit the road for a summer squad road trip tomorrow, so feel free to hit me up on Disc.ord (I'm bean.#6499) to entertain me on the long ass drive! I've gotta stay awake to be awake with the driver, so I need some help in that department.

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like this for a starter which may or may not be inspired by vines or song lyrics

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Hey guys! Just to update you all: I’m still around, just kinda swept up in everything. I made it to Finland for my semester abroad! However, despite taking vitamin C for weeks before I left, I still managed to catch a cold and come down ill my first day here. So, between orientation, my head cold, getting set up in my flat, I’ve hardly had time to rest! But now that orientation is over with, I’m going to have way more free time (until classes start, but even then, my days seem pretty light?) and I’d love to roleplay with some of you! I really need to do more on this blog, so add me on the Disco as bean.#6499 to plot, or like this for a quick and dirty one liner.

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i’m sure canon will eventually reverse it but until then like this for a thing from my currently blind kiddo

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someone help i'm having a lot of feelings about victor

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My flatmate moved out at 4 am to catch a flight to France and I've been up since before dawn doing field work running on four hours of sleep, caffeine, and dreams... So I'm gonna take a nap, but hit the heart for a starter after I wake up!

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true love: a guide by amara perera

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HEY PUNKS HELP ME MAKE POOR DECISIONS

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someone tell me i shouldn’t make a blog for sofia strange (the stephen / clea kid from a 2004 one-shot) or for the unborn von doom kiddo magic kids... i have a weakness

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catch me out here preparing a 60 second presentation on how i worked 40/hrs a week for 8 weeks only to get no significant results

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well amara apparently you will eventually give him permission to take off your clothes and you two get into plenty of impropriety

aka hello this is eliza coming back to this blog slowly

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I know I was hoping to be around some today, but I forgot about the “professional development” requirement tonight for my scholarship, so that kept me in the lab late, then the apartment complex maintenance crew came by to fix my leak/carpet, and by the time I looked down it was 8... Now it’s 10, I haven’t eaten since noon, and I just set off my fire alarm for no apparent reason. So, not having the best evening, or the best day, as some of you know. But tomorrow should be better. Going to a botanical garden with my mentors and labmates. UPDATE: The fire alarm kept going off, even when we removed batteries, flipped breakers, cranked AC and opened windows. So. We called emergency maintenance and basically were told to rip it from the ceiling. I am running on 4-5 hours of sleep, have been up since 5, and could have just electrocuted myself. I’m going to bed.