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Jules Breaks Down 13 Looks, From Drinks to Godly Behaviour | Life in Looks | Vogue

Hello, Vogue. I'm Julie Bak and this is my life in looks. Let's walk down memory lane, are you ready?- I'm not, I'm scared but I'm here already so let's do this!

Drinks Music Video.

This is sooooo weird. I look like a normal girl, not that this is a bad thing but it's such a long time ago that I forgot I could look like this! I was so used to being part of a team with so many people telling me what do and being told what to wear that I had to relearn what I liked and what I didn't. Which is funny that I was trying to break from that and still look so out of place. But this look in specific I remember I wanted to look tailored,m serious, put together... The skirt and blazer are wardrobe.nyc and I had to borrow this because I didn't have anything nice like this to wear for a music video and it was a big deal because it was one of my firsts. I was really proud of this one and how it looked at the time, wow. Now it's so hilarious, it's like a totally different person.

Attending a friends party in Seoul.

What is this? What am I wearing? Oh these boots, I miss this they are Off-White and I used to wear them a lot because it was one of the first purchases for my own personal wardrobe that really felt like me, I would still rock this now but only a little differently. I was attending a party for one of my friends in Seoul, I had no idea there was gonna be people taking our photos at the front so I just dressed myself like I was going to a friends party, which I was! Again, I had no idea what I was doing in terms of style but at least you can tell I'm trying and I had so much fun so it's not that bad. I stick by it, it's not as bad.

'Punk Look' in That Bitch Music Video.

Ooooh yeaah, I love this look! Punk Julie, finally. So okay, this music video was a nightmare, no, literally! I had a nightmare one night and decided to turn that into a music video for my song THAT BITCH which if you haven't heard of, you should because it's like 101 Jules backstory stuff. So for the story of the music video, as I'm in the casket there is this other evil ghost version of myself that it's taunting the people in my funeral but since I'm a ghost nobody can see me, so I'm just dancing and singing alone by myself as I'm wearing this. It's as if I am dead but now I can look like myself, which is exactly what that look did for me. So for the corset we looked all over for this, I had just started working with Dinah which was a new thing for me to have a stylish who understood my visions and brought them to life. Until this moment I had yet to see how much a look could portray. When we found this Mugler corset with all the belts like I am stuck it felt part of the story. She saw how much I loved wearing heavy jewelry and made it part of my look, some of these aren't even mine. I felt so confident to scream in the set wearing this, it was a nightmare that I turned into reality but turned out to be such a dream to work on.

Airport look in Incheon.

You guys had to search everywhere, huh?! I'm sorry I was such a nuisance that you had to go through my airport moments. So airport looks are really big for artists in Korea, all these cameras and fans want a glimpse of you so you have to look the part. I look alright no more than what I would have wore to go to the mall or something. At least I look more like myself here, I was very interested in online shopping so from the puffer jacket to the big t-shirt and the skirt... All brought by me, for me. The Gucci bag is a vintage that I brought on ebay because at this time I didn't feel worthy of new designer statement pieces yet. Thankfully I was next to my husband here so nobody was really paying that much attention to what I was wearing when he is so fire next to me, as always. Still, I'm fond of how I was trying to say something with my clothes even though I had no idea what I was trying to say... It's a step.

ONG World Stadium Concert in Los Angeles.

I have like... Too many things to say about this! It was my first time performing in a stadium. When I was invited by the company I didn't really believe it because I had just released my very first solo music. They believed in me so I had to believe it to. And when I was told it the concert was being held in Los Angeles... I'm from San Diego, it was like performing in my childhood backyard! My mom came for this concert! I was so nervous, God. I was gonna dance so I wanted to be comfortable but also confident and sexy. I had the idea to wear something of the LA Raiders, because I'm all my LA friends are football fans and they were coming for the concert. We had the corset and the shorts custom made and The Attico boots tied it so well. I had Physical as a main cover dance moment, we had like fifty dancers, we trained for weeks and it looked so powerful on stage. It was a pivot moment for me as an artist and put me in so many places on my career. I had no idea that I could do something so big and so fun. I loved dancing since I became a trainee but it was my first time dancing with so many talented people at once and to such a big crowd. I feel like tearing up just talking about it, it was phenomenal.

Front Row for Dsquared2 Fashion Show.

Ah, my first fashion show! The first one we never forget, right?! I look so badass here. I remember the reason behind those sunglasses, so this show was in Milan and I was excited for having being invited, I flew in a week earlier and was enjoying the city, going to shows, meeting friends, schedules... And I woke up the day of the show with my eyes burning hot, really itchy, I had an allergic reaction in my eyes. That never happened to me before! To this day we had no idea where it came from, I just know that something was trying to sabotage my fashion moment and I wasn't gonna let that happen. So last minute the sunglasses came in and just made me look even more the part. Was I able to see anything? No, but I was armed with eye drops and quite literally had it the bag. The top, the leather pants, the boots... Uh, so hot. Me and the weather. Despite everything is such a good look and such a cool moment for me, I would wear this a thousand times over and will never forget my first. Show, I mean, my first fashion show!

Attending the VMA's.

This was my first time attending the VMA's, better late than ever, I guess?! Like I said before I'm not someone who had a lot of fashion experience, I just wore what I thought looked cool on me and this was no exception. I wanted to be a little daring and do something out of the ordinary but I also don't like wearing long dresses that much. We had this dress, wrapped myself around it and felt fine. Then they were trying to place my bob into the dress so I wouldn't have a slip moment in a red carpet, that's when I thought "wait... here is an idea." Then we tried with so many different bralettes, came up with this gorgeous crystal one by NUÉ that almost didn't came in time. Everything here screams glamorous which is something I try to run from, but this night I wanted be in the spotlight even though I felt totally out of place I still looked like I belonged so it worked!

'Casual Look' in the IH8EVER1 music video.

This is an amazing outfit! This was for my music video for the song I hare everyone but you... Nanana. It's such a simple music video, a little bit old school, I was very inspired by Pink because I wanted to show some parts of my life that I am proud which is my family and the people I love. Like the world sucks, but these people are alright, you know?! And it's just me, V and our baby with a green screen, so very casual, this look makes me feel comfortable and the t-shirt is the cherry on top. Everyone knows that I make self-depreciating music and this one is another one of those so the t-shirt just shows this... high maintenance personality that goes beyond my music, you know?! So fun, this picture makes me so happy too. Oh, also, also, I am wearing a ring that says "pussykiller" which my very dear husband showed up on set with, I found it funny so I put it on and there is a part on the music video that I try to hit the camera with my fist and it shows the ring and my fans had a field day with that. Now you know where it came from, it was not mine, guys!

After party; Mugler Event.

I admit that I was very scared starting this, but this look right here is a game changer. This makes sense, I do look hot, thank you. This was a Mugler event and there was an after party later, I had so much fun that you can find pictures online of me leaving it very out of myself. I swear it was all in good fun, it was a great night. It very cold in Paris that evening and I didn't wear a jacket so again, a warrior. I won the war. I'm kidding but I still don't know how I didn't get sick the next day. Well, a serve. What else can I say? I don't know, it's a serve. A very hot, spicy... serve. Thank you.

Out in Paris on her birthday.

This was a few days later, it was my birthday and I still had bussiness in Paris so we decided to stay with a few friends until my birthday and celebrate it there. We were gonna have a chill night but there was a club opening that day and we decided to go out and as soon as we walked in they started playing V's music, without even knowing we were there! It was very funny for some reason, we drank and had a few laughter and then when I looked at my phone people were calling me an unfit mother. Do they know that being a mother is not my only personality trait? That someone that birth someone into this world still has wants, needs and the occasional career and birthday's to celebrate? I don't know they must not have children of their own. Anyways, amazing fit! Love it, maybe next time I might wear it in a park pushing a stroller.

'City Look' in the Seven music video.

Another music video outfit this time for V's music video of Seven which is probably one the best one's we filmed in our career and also the one with the most views on Youtube, it's pushing what like almost half a billion last time I checked?! If you haven't seen it, which I doubt, he is just following me around trying to win me over while I'm looking hot and bothered. He dies on and on again and comes back to haunt me until I decide to just go with it... Much like real life, exactly. Yes, girls, don't settle for less. I am wearing this when we are in a construction platform overlooking the buildings of the city. This is from my personal wardrobe, much like V when he comes to my music videos and he just wears his usual clothing, I did the same here. He has a more structured team when it comes to styling but they trust him and his sense of style which is a lot more elaborated then mine. I just brought from home some fits that I thought would look well on screen. Diesel jacket, diesel jeans, dunno where I got the top or the boots but I look like myself. I like to look like myself, I never thought of a label to it but you can name after me if you want. The 'julie style' had a nice ring to it.

Oscar After Party by Vanity Fair.

I was there, wasn't I?! I honestly did not remember this but now that I do it wasn't so bad. I didn't have an invitation before you ask. I was a date for my husband which was did have an invitation and he didn't wanna go alone but also didn't wanna miss the party either. Oh, yeah, just remembered a funny story about this. 'Cause I was fourteen weeks pregnant here, tiniest belly but my body was a little bit on the heavier side. I thought nobody could tell I was pregnant because I chose a dress that was flowy, but my fans took one look at these photos and were like "yes, baby number two." When I heard what people were saying, run to the bathroom and I cried! I cried during a Vanity Fair after party, oh my God. I was so dramatic but I didn't want anybody to know yet. Hormones, I guess. But then I left the stall, put on some lipstick, traded numbers with Stormi and headed back to the party like nothing happened. A flex, honestly. Beautiful Etro dress... I guess now that I'm looking at it that yes, not pregnant Julie might have not choose to wear it, but still doesn't allow people to comment such things, it was a little bit too much.

Performing for Coachella Festival.

Having to dress yourself to perform at the desert really makes you think you won in this life. Performing in Coachella was so special because I never thought I could be able to do it, again self-depreciation and all, but this year I had already survived two children and the overall desperation that is being alive on this earth so, I had nothing to be scared of. And when I tell you it was everything and some more! I am wearing a strapless Blumarine dress, but this lace corset on top make me look like I am about to sing in a concert for the end of the world which it's always my vibe to perform to. Is the world ending? No, but if I think it might then I perform like my life depend on this being my last show and make it the best. This is what I did here, I had a great show and I hoped I can do so many more in the future, until this world end that is.

Also, some fans noticed how I have three songs in which I call myself a God figure... Which is to say that it went to my head and now I'm more confident in my own presence. It's so weird but like I kept repeating fashion wasn't one of my main concerns but to look at how much I changed and how I grew, all that happened, it just makes me super confident in myself and of what I can do. Yes, music it's my center but looking at this photos makes me realize how my sound translates to how I look too and the image I'm trying to pass along. I want my fans and the people that follow me and appreciate what I do to feel like this too, to be able to grow within themselves and have an amazing, fun, ever-so-crazy life too, you know?! To be able to, in the end of their lives, to say like "I did it all". And I can't believe I'm about to say this, but I still haven't do all I can do. There is more. I can feel it. I promise I will continue to serve and if I don't then I might as well be gone.