#el sin nomber x reader

[nyctophiliq]

your heart doesn’t forget:

so many things have happened in the last half hour that you have been down here, from being threatened with a gun, seeing a military corporal get a bullet through his head, and then be taken up to the third floor of the mansion because el sin nombre wanted to see you for themselves and what you were about.

“i wasn’t expecting to see you again.” the sicaria says after sending all the guards out and pulling a chair opposite of you, intending to take a seat. you shake your head and furrow your brows, not fully understanding what she is trying to point out. she in a sense seemed familiar, but you could hardly place her anywhere in your life where the two of you might have met.

you couldn’t make sense of her features when you told her that the two of you had never met, so that might be a clue why. she didn’t seem hostile, just... sad, maybe it was the way she looked like she would fall apart at any moment or the way she seemed to hold herself upright despite how weak she looked. she opened her mouth as if she was trying to say something but didn’t want to hurt her feelings.

she stands up from her place, pulling the knife from her belt and you flinch back in fear, rattling in your seat. maybe you should have stuck with the knowing part, rather than continue with the truth and nothing but the truth.

"no reason to force something if it was so... forgettable for you." she mutters, taking an exaggerated step forward. you brace yourself, holding your breath, wondering how she's gonna end it all for you. just a stab to make it quick? a slash across your throat to see you suffer for something you couldn't help? you didn't know but you knew you weren't ready for any of it.

but the pain never comes after you screw your eyes shut, waiting for the blade to slice across your neck and the warm blood to pour over your hands, to feel how much it hurt, but there is nothing. just the pain around your wrists disappearing and something light dropping onto the floor. you open your eyes to see her standing there, looking at you with no malice or anger in her face. just pure sadness. 

she sighs, pinching the bridge of her nose while putting the knife back on her belt.

"go... go before i regret letting anyone see me like this." she mutters under her breath, walking over to the window. the sunlight catches her skin beautifully, causing it to glow a soft pinkish shade and you think she looks so... perfect. you feel an aches forming in your chest, something tugging on you to look away and it almost feels like you are drowning, but...

you can't be caught up in all this, you have to go and help the others- you have to find el sin nombre.

"tu corazon no olvida." the sicario murmurs, looking at the sky and you are halfway out of the door you were dragged through when you hear it, the voice of a lover.

"mi escorpion?" simple words that spoke louder than any book or history, because your heart just simply, doesn't forget.

a/n: can you tell i might be losing my mind? YES YOU CAN TELL PLEASE ALL THESE CHEESY STUFF OR WHAT NOTS, anyway... uhm... hope you guys liked it, thank you for reading !!!

[nyctophiliq]

seated in val’s lap, legs frog tied with a spreader bar in between them, hands tied behind as she presses a wand to your clit and murmurs sweet nothings in that dark, raspy tone of hers and edges you to what feels like infinity

“come on, one more for me, querida? one more, i know you can take it, take it for me. you’ve been so good, such a good little conejita, you wouldn’t want to be disobedient now, would you? after all, you’re so close to your reward”

(querida- darling, conejita- bunny)

-🪭

SO CALL ME CRAZY BUT i really do believe she would play on the "reward" card, like a lot, no matter how much valeria likes to be cruel she loves how excited you get over that "reward" LIKE SOMEBODY TEASE ME ATP i love you 🪭 anon, sorry this so long to answer, i was gatekeeping :p

overstimulation queen coming with the surprise edging is so sweet for her, and the tears on your face she enjoys the most other than your moans and the little tremors of your body. valeria would want to see all of you it only makes sense she would position a mirror in front of the two of you, or anything that reflects what she can’t see (khm videotaping khm khm)

not that she expects that you will misbehave, you never do, both of you want the same thing- you to feel good and for her to make you feel good and relish in that power that she is the only one who can make you so special. honestly, everything is a power trip to valeria, why not spit some of the “you will behave or else” in it’s various forms to build her ego even more.

SORRY FOR THE NONSENSE YAPPING BUT GOD THIS WOMAN MAKES ME THINK THINGS </3