#either way its. not good. and paints a pretty shitty picture of my self-discipline! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tendercoretroglodyke · 4 years ago

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funny how I've never written a single paper in my life that didnt feel like pulling teeth and require me to complain about it extensively to all my friends and family and social media and then have an anxiety attack that finally gets me to start writing and by funny I mean really horribly pathetic ❤

#ppl write papers every day ive written like. hundreds? probably? why am i still like this #like i know its the adhd but also i know tons of ppl w adhd who get things done WITHOUT having a complete breakdown every time #AND i have meds!! and even with them im like this!#i feel like this whole anxiety attack/complaining thing has just become a part of the process for me #and i lean on it as like a crutch #or its just the only way i can justify procrastinating at a certain point #either way its. not good. and paints a pretty shitty picture of my self-discipline!#i dont know how my friends and family stand me i really dont. i do this EVERY time #(guess ive reached the self-loathing part of my paper writing process which hopefully means the writing part is soon!)#🤞🤞

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