#either way i hope u. r eating well and drinking water and sleeping and letting urself b happy

[6okuto]

Hey nia <33 how's the most gorgeous person doing today?? I hope ur eyes are getting better :(( sending lots of love ur way ty for always making me and a lot of other ppl happy ure the most awesomest ilyyyy 💓💗💓💞💗💕💖💗💖💘💘💘💖💕💖💗

(p/s: ive been brainrotting sm abt touchstarved plsss its unhealthy 😭 even made 3 mcs/ocs for each of the backstory o am unwell 🤒🤒)

BSHBWUAH;+;+;!,+? who is this im going to Find U this is a NOT JUST A THREAT BUT A PROMISE! im doing ok i think. the sem is almost over & my eye's getting a little better. U r actually the awesomest. lkterally the most awesomestestest person ever... wow. ☹️ ILY NONNIE...u guys make my day every day i see an ask and kick my feet 🫶

also thats srsly so cool WHAATTT i want to know abt them...do u have a fave. WHO R THEY ROMANCINH. what r they like + how do they feel abt the cast i need this information immediately or ibwjl lexplode and die and no one wants that when ive made myself a fundamental part of ur lives.

[fictionalmenmakemecry]

Damon Salvatore - NSFW Alphabet

Warnings: Sex, Oral, Cursing, Fetishes, Masturbation

Ever want to know the intimate details of Damon Salvatore? Well this passage explores and explains Damon's, weaknesses, turns on and secrets.

Damon Salvatore is a very sexual person, if you're not comfortable with it, I would not continue.

Requested: @proseofpandemonium

I hope you like it !

A= Aftercare (What they're like after sex)

Damon would love to see you a mess after sex. He get up from the bed and look at you, knowing you were under his control after what he just did to you. You both would be sweaty and completely out of breath. Total smell of sex in the air.

B= Body Part (Their favourite body part of their partners)

He loves your folds, you could feel him instantly relax when he would ease into you. He also appreciated your ass a lot of the time. He would gently hold your ass as you straddled him and would get you in the mood by slapping and spreading them while making out.

C= Cum (Anything to do with cum basically .. I’m disgusting person)

He was able to dominate you with a flicker of his eyes. One of his favorite things was him watching you swallow his cum as you looked up to him. Your mouth open and a clear view of where it was going to go. You couldn't deny that it got you instantly wet. The look in his eyes would be overpowering.

D= Dirty Play (Pretty Self Explanatory)

Bondage. Damon knew what you liked, he knew the pain you found pleasure in. His little sub would be eager to try new position and new restraints. Seeing you in a vulnerable position, just made him harder.

E= Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Damon knew exactly how to read you. He knew how to read women in general but you even more. He didn't need you to tell him you were close. He already knew. He knew how to edge you so easily, even when you were try to hide how close you were to cumming. He read you like a book and that's what made him so powerful. Your and his body were so connected, no one else would fit so perfectly inside you. He had experience so much throughout his life but was always excited to show you what he thought you would like.

F = Favorite Position

The one thing that he couldn't resist was you bent over with your ass in the air. You would fully expose your pussy as you bend over and he would speed to you without hesitation. It could happen anywhere. Whether you were in the living room, he would have you bend over on the couch with your head down on the pillow with your ass high. You would feel his gaze which made you even wetter.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humourous, etc.)

Damon was pretty serious when it came to fucking. He was definitely passionate about it. Time to time, you would tease him and it would bring out his playful side when he would see you lead him on. When you had the power, he would let you mess with him but no matter what, he couldn't resist the urge to take control at the end and exhaust both of you. He always wanted to finish on his terms.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc)

He was always well groomed. He loved how freeing it felt to have no hair. Nothing got in the way when he would watch you suck him off. It made everything easier, especially the cleaning up afterwards.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect)

Damon was a wild card when it came to sex. Sex was passionate and heated. But there's moments when he knows you would want to feel loved and cared for. He would make you dinner, and throughout the night get closer to you. He would start kissing your neck so gently. Those pure blue eyes would show how much he needed you. Every caress would show how much his touch lingered on your skin, making shivers travel up your spine.

J = Jack off (Masturbation headcanon)

One of Damon's favourite things was when he would watch you get off. He would ask you to take off your underwear and play with yourself. He would tell you that there was nothing more attractive than watching give yourself pleasure. He wouldn't be able to resist for long and and start jacking himself off. You'd both get so riled up from watching each other.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

Damon has a kink for wax play. He slowly introduced you to it by getting you use to the feel of the wax on your skin. He would lay you down and watch as he poured wax on your torso, the hot temperature gave a quick sting followed with pleasure as the wax dripped down and cooled. He would get these special massage candles, of course the smell of bourbon (He wouldn't be able to resist the scent), and they would melt turning into massage oil, he would massage your neck, back and legs. He would tease your upper thigh getting closer and closer to your pussy.

L = Location (Favorite places to do the do)

Damon was a sucker for shower sex. The hot water travelling down both your bodies and steam in the air would just make the perfect atmosphere for both of you to loosen up. Especially if him and Stefan were gone for a couple of weeks. The first thing he would want when he was home was you and him in the shower. He would strip you and you both get in, your bodies pressing up against each other. You would feel his lips on yours and his hands travel down to your ass.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

You being a brat. Any reason you would do to go against him. You loved pressing his buttons, knowing he was going to punish you. You would tease him blatantly. You would wear that dress that was slightly too short for you to go out in public, or jeans that would be that little bit too tight. You would press up against him briefly in public, let your hand linger on his arm a second longer than you should. You would look in his eyes and see a spark behind his them. You knew he was going to have his way with you when you both got home.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Damon didn't want any of your senses blocked. Whether that was sight or sound. He wanted you to be fully aware of what you were doing. He never wanted to blindfold you, he wanted to make sure you were comfortable with what you were seeing. He didn't want to make you so vulnerable that you would get hesitant or nervous.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

You giving Damon head was one of the simpler things that he could never get tired of. But when it came to him eating you out, he never went half way. He wanted to learn you inside out with his tongue and fingers. He was confident about what he was doing. One of his favourite positions was when you were sitting on his face. He loved the control you had, also loved being able to keep an eye on you.

Q = Quickies (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc)

He would have a quickie when his patience would run out, that was usually out in public or friends house and you would be teasing him all day. But he would always make proper sex a real experience, making sure you were both completely satisfied and drained before getting a good night sleep, otherwise he wouldn't be able to sleep.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks?)

Damon is always trying to be risky. That was his thing in general, so anything sexual wouldn't be any different. He was open for everything when it came to adding more pleasure and closeness between you two. He would always want to try new toys and roleplay. He was even open to pegging, but that's a story for another time.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

Damon being a vampire has its benefits, one of them being his stamina. It was clearly unhuman but he would have to be realistic when it came to you. He just wanted to keep going for as long you were comfortable with. He knew that after awhile you would get kind of raw. Which meant no sex for awhile and that wouldn't be good. He mainly focus on you. He never would want to hurt you especially when it was avoidable.

T = Toys ( Do they own any toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

Damon found one of your toys when trying to find something, he did his typical smirk when he showed you he found it. He asked you why you kept it to yourself. You said you didn't know how he was going to react. He was clearly over the moon to know that you were open to that type of thing. Since then, you both went toy shopping and experimented. Damon being an ass man, he loved trying anal toys with you. He gets hard knowing that you gets so much pleasure from it. You've never looked back from toyless sex since.

U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)

Damon would punish you when you were being a brat. One of the ways he would punish you would be through teasing. He wasn't into any light teasing either. He wanted you to be begging for relief. You would be a mess on the bed, tied to the bed posts. You would be spread and soaked in your own sweat and juices from his persistent oral edging and fingering. Once you learned your lesson, he would give you the relief and the most intense orgasm of your life. You never learned that lesson for long mind you. You secretly loved the punishment, seeing him with that kind of power over you was irresistibly sexy.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds do they make)

The room was usually filled with the sounds of Damon whispering in your ear asking if you've been a bad girl while fucking you roughly. You moaning your answers, while the bed banged against the wall. It was hard for you to be both quiet but both of you wouldn't care who would hear by the time you got to the end. Which became a problem at friends house, they would eventually hear you.

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

Damon was infatuated with your neck, he would nick your neck time to time and drink some of your blood while you were fucking. Learning early on, it made you orgasm harder from the rush of the minor blood loss. After he would indulge himself, he would kiss your neck and then cut his wrist, giving you his blood so you would heal from it. He was in control of it and knew you were in no danger. Plus, he enjoyed the taste of you immensely. When you saw his eyes turn dark and red, you knew what was coming, and getting excited for it instantly.

X = X-ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

Damon was known for being good at sex, yes skill plays a big part but, the equipment is just as important. He knew how to use his length, he had a lot of it and knew he had to be careful with women that weren't as open to sex as he was. It took awhile for you to get use to his dick but now nothing else will do.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

Unrealistically high, let's just leave it at that.

Z = Zzz (How quickly they fall asleep)

Knowing that Damon has made you shake with pleasure and cry out his name. He will easily drift off to sleep no problem. You resting your head on his chest, he would stroke your hair as he listened to your heart beat slow down to a rest rate.

[imasimpforshanks]

Heyyyyyy hiiiiii hope your having an awesome day drinking that water getting hydrated 😗. I was wondering if you could do a Law Angst alphabet please. But only if you feel up to it and have time. If you don’t feel free to ignore or do it later here now have a cookie 🍪 because your awesome 😊

Angst Alphabet - Trafalgar Law

a/n: HI HI!!! thank you for your kind words!! I hope you are looking after yourself <333 here is the law angst! Please enjoy 🥰

A-Accident (would they blame themselves if you died in an accident?)

He would only blame himself if any of his actions led to the accident that caused your death (we’ve seen him blame himself for that very reason about Rosinantes death). If his actions weren’t directly correlated to your death in any way then he would not blame himself, though he would kick himself for not being able to help you in time. Other than that, Law is painfully aware of the harsh reality that is life.

B-Break up (How would they break up with you?)

Law would break up with you in a seemingly emotionless way. He’d mask his true feelings, while telling you a whole bunch of excuses why the two of you could no longer be together. He doesn’t believe any of them, but he’s got to do what he’s got to do.

C-Crying (how would they make you cry?)

I feel like I’ve used this one in a few other character alphabets but it really applies to Law too. He would cause you to stress and panic so much over his health and wellbeing. He’s a literal doctor. He should know to take better care of himself, but he just doesn’t seem to care about himself the same way you do. So it isn’t until you’re crying in front of him, spilling your heart out about how concerned you are for his safety that he realizes his health is important to more than just himself.

D-Death (how would they react to your death?)

My god, if Law was to lose another person that he loved, he literally would never want to let himself get close to anyone ever again. Your death would be it for Law. He’d basically be on the verge of giving up himself. What other reason does he have to go on.

E-Emotion (what is one emotion they would try to hide the most and how would they do it?)

He tries to hide every emotion. Law doesn’t like to be too open, out of fear of people using it against him or it simply being too much of a sign of weakness. So, very rarely does he let his emotions show. He also tries to divert attention away from himself in hopes that people won’t focus on him or his emotions for too long.

F-Fight (do you two ever fight? How big are the fights? What do you fight about? Etc.)

This was covered in his fluff alphabet! But here it is again:

Your fights tend to be pretty short lived resulting in forgiveness and apologies from both sides relatively quickly. He really doesn’t like to stay mad at you for too long – he’d much rather have you two on the same page.

Most fights are caused by stress and concerns of health and safety, so Law does a lot of eye rolling and using his title as a ‘doctor’ as justification that he knows what he’s doing so you just need to chill – but like I said these fights are very short lived.

G-Guilt (what is the biggest thing they feel guilty about?)

Law will never forgive himself for Rosinantes death. He will forever feel responsible for his death – it was all his fault. If only he hadn’t given that note to Vergo, then Rosinante would still be alive. He died because of Law’s incompetence (at least that’s what he tells himself).

H-Heartbreak (what would cause them pain in the relationship? How would they deal during a break-up?)

During a break-up Law would act pretty normal. He wouldn’t behave any differently until he’s left alone. Only then would he let himself go and truly feel that heartbreak.

I-Injured (how would they react if you are badly injured?)

Thanks to the doctor in him, Law is able to remain calm. He can keep his composure until he administers whatever treatment necessary. That’s not to say he isn’t worried though. He’s just capable of focusing on the injury right in front of him.

Only once he is certain that you are stable does he (or potentially his crew) go and hunt down the cause of your beating.

J-Jealousy (what do they do if they are jealous?)

When Law does get jealous (which is rarely), he gets quiet. His fists clench a little more, and his frown deepens. He also speaks less than usual (which is already pretty hard to beat). He only gives you short snippy replies until he eventually gets over it.

K-Kill (would they kill for revenge?)

Law would kill for revenge, yes. He literally wanted to kill Doflamingo as revenge for Rosinante. However, it was in Law’s plan that Kaido would be the one to kill Doflamingo (after they fought) – so I believe that is how he’d kill for revenge as well. He would devise a fool proof plan (okay maybe not fool proof, bc if the straw hats are involved who knows what could go wrong).

In short, yes. Law would kill for revenge.

L-Loss (what is their greatest loss?)

This poor man has suffered so much loss in his life that it’s actually really difficult to choose which would be his greatest loss. He lost his entire family as a young boy while also having a shortened lifespan himself. Losing his family, and the realization that he only had a few more years to live, really made him lose his will to live a good remainder of his life. Young Law literally became a pirate.

However, he did meet Rosinante (Corazon) and he gave him another reason to live. Furthermore, Rosinante actively sought out a cure for Law so that he could continue to live a long life. Basically, Rosinante became a father figure/older brother to Law. So, losing him – another ¬person he loved so dearly – would have been beyond devastating.

M-Mistake (what is the worst mistake they ever made with you?)

There was one day where he spent the entire day ignoring you. It was completely unintentional. His mind was swarming with plans and all this other information that has just come in. He got so immersed in it that he didn’t talk to you or tell you what was going on for a whole day.

N-Nightmares (how often do they have them? What are they about? How do they deal with it?)

Nightmares are one of the many reasons Law hardly ever sleeps. He’s haunted by his family’s and Rosinantes deaths. His nightmares get particularly bad around the same time each year (that is, around the time of year that they died). He wakes up trembling and on the verge of tears (but he never lets them fall). Instead of even trying to go back to sleep, he’ll make himself a nice hot cup of coffee and immerse himself in a book or work of some kind – anything to avoid going back to sleep and risking a re-run of that horrible nightmare.

O-Outrage (how and why would they get mad at you?)

Sometimes his exhaustion catches up to him and other times its all the stress building up that finally he snaps and all the emotions are too overwhelming that he just directs it to the nearest outlet, which just so happens to be you.

P-Past (what has happened in your relationship that changed the way you saw each other?)

You walked in on him absolutely breaking down over Rosinante. One evening Law retreated to his room while you and the rest of the crew were eating and drinking. He didn’t think you had noticed him leave, but soon you were following after him. You opened the door and found him breaking down in the middle of the room. You completely forgot that it was the anniversary of Rosinantes death. It was the first time you had seen him this distraught and it broke your heart.

It really cemented into your brain that no matter how tough he may look, he still suffers (probably more so than anyone). But, you were also grateful that you were able to see him like that, as it allowed him to start relying on you a little more.

Q-Quality (what is their most dangerous/toxic quality?)

His inability to openly express his emotions. Sure, now he will share with you how he is feeling, but that is with you and ONLY you. He still insists on keeping everything else bottle away from the rest of the world which is a really unhealthy way to deal with things. It’s not that you dislike being there for him, in fact, you appreciate how trusting he is with you. It’s just, what if there comes a time where you aren’t around and he’s in desperate need of someone to confide in?

R-Rejection (how would they react to you rejecting their confession (or the other way around)).

Law would wait until he was 100% certain you returned his feelings to confess to you. So, if you were to reject his confession he would be really confused for a while. He’d let it go because well, everyone has their own reasons – its not his place to tell you how you feel. All he can do is tell you how he feels and then the rest is up to you.

S-Scars (battle or self-inflicted)

He has no self-inflicted scars, and to my knowledge he has no battle scars either. But, his arm did get cut off and then reattached during the Dressrosa arc, so it actually is likely that there is a remaining scar from that (although I’m not certain).

T-Trust (have they ever broken your trust?)

Nope not at all. In fact, the only instance in which he would possibly break your trust, or lie to you, about is when he went to Punk Hazard and sent his crew to Zou. Some would assume that he wouldn’t tell you his plan out of fear of your safety, but that’s not true. He had to tell you. You taught him to be open and honest, and to trust. So that’s exactly what he did.

U-Urge (how badly do they want to see you after you guys separated?)

Law has gotten so comfortable around you that whenever you aren’t there, he gets unbearably anxious. Your presence is soothing, even if he can’t see you, even if he can only hear your voice echoing throughout the Polar Tang, it’s enough to put his mind at ease. So, if you are separated for a while… oh boy does he want to see you badly.

V-Vicious (what do they do when they lash out on you?)

He tends to yell at you. He tells you to “piss off” and that “you’re only being a nuisance right now”, despite you only wanting to help him.

W-Weak (what makes them feel weak how do they try to avoid it?)

Not being able to control things makes Law feel really weak. Weak may not be the right word, but it definitely makes him feel unprepared. He doesn’t like when things are out of his control and he can’t account for things. Which is usually why he always does extensive research and preparation before constructing a well thought out plan.

X-X-ray (what do they hate and show it most obviously?)

Well, I mean other than his obvious hatred of bread, Law also really hates when he works extremely hard on formulating a plan only for it to be completely thrown out of the window by a reckless straw hat wearing captain and his entire crew. (and somehow everything still ends up working out!!! That is the part that frustrates Law the most HAHAH).

Y-Yearn (what is one thing that they want but can’t have?)

One of the only things he’s ever really wanted was for Doflamingo to be taken down. He’s been partially successful in that sense, seeing as Doflamingo is in prison now. However, he wants more than that. He wants Doflamingo to suffer the same way he has.

Z-Zero (what do they do/say in your dying moments?)

It may seem a little out of character but… I believe Law would be borderline desperate/inconsolable. There would be a lot of clinging on to you, begging you not to leave him like everyone else he’s ever loved. He can’t handle another person leaving him, it’s too much. It’s far too much.

He wouldn’t cry (just yet), but his voice would tremble, and his hands would be shaking. His mind would be racing with all sorts of theories and possible ways he could save you. How could he possibly prevent the inevitable?

[starsaver94]

Bokuto Fluff Alphabet

I’ve had serious Bokuto brainrot recently so yeah...

Alphabet listed below

A = Admiration (what do they adore about their s/o?)

Your patience. It takes a lot of willpower in order to handle Bokuto’s energy level. So he’s really thankful that you’re able to put up with his antics and stick by him through-and-through.

B = Body (what is their favorite part of your body?)

Your hair. Something about your hair’s texture on or through his fingers just makes his heart flutter. He also has a tendency to ruffle your hair, especially if your shorter than him.

C = Cuddles (how they like to cuddle)

Oh boy... I hope that you don’t have to go anywhere because Bokuto will not release you until his cuddle needs are satisfied. This man will trap you in his embrace. His arms will be wrapped around your torso and his legs will be around your legs. So be sure to eat, drink, and go to the bathroom beforehand.

D = Dates (what is their ideal date with you?)

Anything where he can let out his energy, but in all honesty I see this guy enjoying beach dates the most. He enjoys splashing around in the water and having sand castle building contest with you. And of course he would want to play a few rounds of one-on-one beach volleyball with you. Also, he gets to see you in a swimsuit so that’s a plus for him ;)

E = Emotions (how do they express emotions around you?)

Bokuto is already a rollercoaster of emotions so he honestly has no problem showing how he feels around you. Whether he’s happy, sad, or angry it’s very easy to tell when it comes to Bokuto.

F = Family (do they want one? If they do, when?)

Bokuto would totally want a family, but it’s you who wants to wait. Considering he’s already a big man-child, you would want to wait for Bokuto to become more responsible before having children. And of course, you both would wait until you lived on your own before starting a family.

G = Gifts (how do they feel about gift giving? What are their habits when it comes to this?)

Bokuto has a tendency to take the exchanging of gifts as seriously as any volleyball match. Don’t get me wrong, he really does love it when you give him a gift. But, a part of him feels like he needs to top the gift you gave him by giving you something even better. Say for instance... you give him a small owl plushie, and the next day he gives you a near full-sized teddy bear.

H = Holding Hands (when/how do they hold hands?)

Bokuto won’t necessarily hold your hand, but he will wrap his arm around your shoulders or your waist. It’s awkward while you’re trying to walk, but it’s also charming and endearing in a way.

I = Injury (how would they act if you got hurt?)

This boy goes into complete panic mode. Once, you attended one of his practice matches and the ball ended up ricocheting and hitting you square on the forehead. He started panicking and told Akaashi to take over for him while he carried you to the infirmary in order to get an ice pack for the newly formed bruise on your head.

J = Jokes (do they like to joke around with or prank you? how?)

Like I said before, Bokuto is a giant man-child. So, obviously he like to joke around with you a lot. However, when it comes to pranks Bokuto would rather play pranks with you rather than on you. Overall, his jokes and pranks are just like him. Big and full of chaotic energy.

K = Kisses (how do they like to kiss you?)

Bokuto will mostly give you little pecks on the lips, cheek, or most often, all over your face. However, he will give you more passionate and intense kisses if he’s either excited or jealous.

L = Love (how do they show you that they love you?)

Show you... Hell, this guy will announce his love for you to the entire world. For instance, when you attended one of his tournament matches and he saw you in the stands, the biggest grin stretched across his face and he pointed at you and shouted loud enough for almost everyone in the gym to hear “Hey! That’s my s/o, y/n! Hey, hey, hey y/n! Wish me luck! Love you baby!”

M = Memory (favorite memory together?)

Without question, it would have to be the time you got a pretty nasty cold and Bokuto actually took the time to come over to your place in order to cheer you up and hopefully help you recover a little. He was a bit too loud for your liking and he somehow managed to burn the chicken noodle soup (mainly the chicken part), but you appreciated the thought and it showed that despite his childish nature, he really does have a somewhat responsible side. Key word being somewhat.

N = Nightmare (what is their worst fear?)

He worries that one day you’ll finally have enough of his antics and leave him for one of his more mature teammates (namely Akaashi).

O = Oddity (what is one quirk they have?)

True to his appearance, Bokuto is a major night owl. He is able to stay up for hours on nothing more that pure adrenaline and energy. It takes almost everything in your power to make sure that his gets the appropriate amount of sleep each night.

P = Pet Names (what do they like to call you?)

Baby, babe, nugget, and cutie.

Q = Quality Time (how do they like to spend time with you?)

Teaching you everything he knows about volleyball of course! Outside the court, however, you both would binge tv shows that you both enjoyed or have a movie marathon together until you were board or until one of you fell asleep.

R = Rhythm (what song reminds you of them?)

Smile by Avril Lavigne. It reminds you of how this goofball always finds a way to make you smile even in your darkest moments.

S = Secrets (how open are they with you?)

There are pretty much no secrets between the two of you. Bokuto is the type of guy that lets you know what is on his mind without even asking. 

T = Time (how long did it take for you two to get together?)

Around 3-4 months. Let’s face it, Bokuto can be a bit oblivious at times. But when he caught feelings for you, he caught it hard. You were attending one of his practice matches and every so often you would catch him glancing in your direction. When his team was finished practicing for the day, he came over to you and practically shouted at you “Hey, hey, hey y/n! I need to tell you that I really like you! So do you want to go out this Saturday? Anyplace you want to go is fine by me!”

U = Upset (how do they act when you’re upset?)

At first Bokuto will try to make you laugh. If he fails after multiple attempts, he would actually get serious and pull you into a hug while whispering comforting words into your ear and rubbing your back or stroking your hair.

V = Vaunt (what are they proud of? Do they like to show you off?)

Bokuto is proud of well... you, of course! And oh boy! Does this guy like to show you off! As soon as the two of you became an official couple, he didn’t hesitate when it came to showing you off to his team. “Hey, hey, hey everybody! This is y/n! They’re my s/o! No! They’re not just my s/o! They’re my cute little nugget and they made me happiest volleyball player ever!”.

W = Wild Card (random fluff headcanon.)

Piggyback rides. Just, all of the piggybacks. Whether or not you ask for it, he will lift you onto his back and carry you from one place to the next. He’ll even do this in school when going from class to class, ignoring all of the strange looks and confused glances that are sent his way.

X = X-ray (how well are they able to read you?)

Like I said, Bokuto can be very oblivious at times. However, he can be surprisingly keen when it comes to you and your emotions. He can pick up pretty quickly when your sad or angry. However, it does take him a while when it comes to more complex emotions like jealousy.

Y = Yes (how would they propose to you?)

With Bokuto, it’s go big or go home. When he proposed to you he wanted to do it in a big way. It happened while you were at one of his national games. After his team won the match, he suddenly pointed to the cheering section on the stands opposite to yours. At the signal they chanted “Y/N! Marriage? Y/N! Marriage?” Despite the strange method, you knew exactly what the message was. You ran over to him and accepted his proposal while hugging him tightly as soon as you met him back in the main lobby.

Z = Zebra (what kind of pet would they get?)

A dog. Specifically, one that’s like him. Big and full of energy. So probably a labrador or a husky.

[lovestruckimagines]

Requests are open!! :0 Could I request some hcs of the Savanaclaw boys helping their overwhelmed/anxious s/o with their schoolwork?? (Not poly if that needs to be specified; Thank u + have fun running this blog!! ^^)

a/n; ofc!!!! thank u anon 4 rq’ing!!!!!! o(*>ω<*)o i hope that these arent too ooc n r up 2 ur liking….

— leona kingscholar

leona is perceptive, more than you’d think. this especially comes in handy when he notices little things that have changed about you lately. the way you don’t seem to perk up anymore when you’re called; the bags that have been slowly accumulating under your eyes, and he’s concerned.

he leaves you alone, but subtly starts paying more attention to your well-being. he’s not exactly sure what to do, but he assures you that he’s here for you in little ways.

he makes sure that you’re sleeping and drags you to take a nap with him in the greenhouse, even if you protest. he shares his food with you and scolds you when you don’t eat lunch/skip meals if you’re struggling in a subject, he’ll do his best to help, or even get someone else to tutor you. he doesn’t personally care about the work he gets, but he knows how much your grades mean to you, so he’ll do most anything to help you feel better about them.

after some deliberating, he’ll finally decide on going to your dorm, and when he hears your sobs coming from your room, he bursts in, despite your protests.

if you don’t want to talk, he’ll pull you into his arms and let you cry it out. if you do want to talk, he’ll listen to you rant and silently rub your back to show that he’s here for you.

when you’re done, he’ll make you stop everything that you’re doing and pull you into your bed to sleep with him. he won’t let you leave his arms, and tells you that you need your sleep, and you shouldn’t sacrifice it for some dumb schoolwork.

when you’re just about to fall asleep however, you feel him kiss you on the forehead and mumble something.

“i love you… a lot more than you know.. and you’d better not do this again, herbivore.”

— ruggie bucchi

ruggie, like leona, notices that you’re feeling unwell almost immediately. though, he actually gets you two alone and confronts you about it, as he doesn’t want you to get to the point of breaking down.

if you want to rant to him about how stupid everything is and how much you hate all this work, he’ll listen intently. he might add in a comment every so often, but he’ll let you say whatever you want.

if you want to cry, he’ll lead you somewhere else private and let you take everything out. he can’t stand seeing you like this, and he’ll offer comfort in any way you’d like.

food? got it, he has a secret snack stash for cases like these anyways. cuddles? he’s on it immediately, and will wrap you in his arms before you can even get the entire sentence out. a distraction? he’ll lead you outside and you’ll go on a walk together, and you’ll talk about whatever but school.

once you’re calmed down enough, he promises to help you with whatever you’re struggling with, and arranges a study date for the next day.

he’ll make sure you don’t overwhelm yourself again and will make you take breaks, drink water and eat something.

he’ll even make you sleep with him if you won’t stop working! he will tug you onto the bed with him and he will Not Let You Go. he’ll wink at you and say,

“sorry, baby! this is for your own good.. and besides, don’t you want to cuddle with your boyfriend?”

— jack howl

unlike the other two, jack would probably notice your true feelings a while later, when you’re near tears after class over a bad grade on your test. when you brush it off as he asks you, he gets kinda annoyed.

he doesn’t bring it up until later, when you’re both at your dorm. he pushes a little bit too hard, but when he sees tears welling up in your eyes, he softens. he pulls you closer and apologizes, rubbing your arms comfortingly.

if you want to cry, he’ll let you. he understands how hard it can be to be to study so hard for a test, and to just have it blow up in your face. he holds you in his arms and will wipe away your tears with gentle hands.

he’ll listen to your rant/vent and offer words of comfort, hell, he’ll even let u pet his wolf ears if that’ll make you happy again.

he wants to see that smile back on your face, and will do most whatever it takes to see it again (even though you assure him that, no, he doesn’t need to do anything crazy for you).

he’ll study with you, though! it’d be a good opportunity for him to get some knowledge in as well, and he can keep an eye on you as well.

he just! really cares for you! and it makes his heart hurt to see you so upset at yourself, so whenever you get a question right, he’ll reward you with either some praise or a kiss on the cheek if he’s feeling confident enough.

if he does praise you, though, expect it to go like the following;

“hey… you’re really amazing at this, y’know? b-but don’t get too ahead of yourself! we both still have a lot to learn..”

[voidcat]

Intrusion

– 3: level 5 of friendship (wc: 1.8k)

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a/n: a filler-ish type of character. according to my ao3 a/n i kinda felt out of this chapter by the time i sat down to write so yea,,, + the text copy pasted from ao3 again so bolds and italics may be gone.

>[Hey I’ll go to the café a little earlier and sit around for a while. I’ll send you the address and you can meet me there.]

>[btw they don’t only serve pastry so if u r hungry after practice, you can eat there.]

>[k bye see ya]

You were up hours before you received a message from Iwaizumi. A simple “Good Morning.” blinking at you from the corner of your eye. Sending a short reply, you went back to your book. The house completely silent, save for your creaking footsteps; your parents have already left, typical as always.

It was odd for you to be up before your alarm. You brush the possibilities off, trying not think too much about it. The air feels nice and the chirping of birds isn’t exactly distracting, I might as well do some reading. That is how you decided to begin your day, pushing all your thoughts aside and entering a brand new world.

The heavy silence starting to weight on you after a while, you change your clothes, send these texts to Iwaizumi and head out.

Finding a good spot to sit by the window side, in case Iwaizumi cannot find the place, you order a drink as you pick your book up where you left off. You must’ve dozed off because you don’t realize him until he sits down.

“Hey.”

“Oh, hi. Glad you could make it.” It’s weird to see him without the school uniform now. The tshirt looks like he changed into it after practice. The jacket hanging from his seat and the bag by his side, both carrying the trademark colors for Aoba Johsai sports clubs indicating your assumption further. His face seems redder than usual, he must’ve left a short while ago.

You stare at one another for a moment. “So, how was practice?”

“As usual. We tried switching positions and had some 2-against-2 matches a little.”

“Ah, that… sounds good? I think. No, maybe a bit intense too? I’m not sure.” Shaking your head as you speak, you can hear him chuckle, probably at you.

“How about your morning?”

“As usual.”

“So you do wake up before noon on weekends, huh.” You can’t help but smile at that.

“Except for that part, then.” You look up to find him smiling at you warmly. This only makes your smile bigger.

One of the staff approaches your table and drops a single menu between the two of you. When will cafes stop assuming two people of the opposite sex as a couple and bring only one menu?..

Iwaizumi makes a gesture, signaling you to take a look and choose first.

“You go ahead, I have some inside information on their products.” You say with a smile as if you really are sharing a top secret. What’s up with the never ending smiles today? It couldn’t possibly be because of meeting with him, right? No way. And yet, the smiles appear before your face all natural, feeling familiar; so you let it keep happening. Change once in a while never killed anybody.

Eyes wandering around, examining each furniture, each plant, the expressions people wear; trying to distinct the source of each smell, guessing what it is, you wait for Iwaizumi to choose. The air is calm, no one is too loud and you can hear relaxing songs playing through the speakers. I hope the harmony of this place isn’t disturbed during the rush hours, you can’t help but think.

Getting tired of the pastel ambiance after a while, you divert your gaze back to Iwaizumi. Only to see a frustrated face staring at the menu he’s holding. He almost looks like it insulted him or better yet, attacked him. Your hand reaches to it before you can realize. You lower the menu a little.

“Need help?” He almost looks embarrassed to nod does it any way.

“Yeah, I’m torn between Americano and filter coffee… But what exactly is the difference between the two?” The excitement inside you hard to conceal, your hands jump into the air, digits spread wide.

“Oh, oh! I know this!” The look Iwaizumi gives you makes you stop. He seems… at ease. He has one of these small smiles you’ve witnessed before. There’s also a hint of something in his eyes, a gleam is there sure and a little bit of playfulness, but also something else you can’t put your finger on. Whatever it is, it suits him and you’d like to see him like this more often. You shake your head at your last thought.

“No, don’t give me that look. I only know about types of coffee because one of my friends is a caffeine addict.” And so you start to talk about different types of coffee, milk and espresso ratios, all in detail.

Five minutes into speedtalking about coffee and you give up at the look of defeat you are met with. “Just order Americano, you seem the type any way.”

“Hey, what’s that supposed to mean?” You ignore the question.

A minute of waiting and awkward stare passes, then another minute of ordering is added to the pile. Iwaizumi, following your advice and ordering Americano, you asking for chai latte and the ‘cake of the day’. You two fall back into silence.

No conversation starters coming into mind, your eyes keep wandering around. Stealing glances at him once in a while, only for the both of you to make eye contact and immediately diverting your gazes, the unsettling silence starts to take its toll.

“I… I need to use the restroom.” You dash out before he can say anything, hoping the door you saw earlier does lead to the restroom. Splashing water to your face to calm your nerves, why would my nerves even be not calm in the first place??, you slowly head out and pray to whatever force out there that your orders have arrived.

You’re either lucky or you’ve used up your daily dose of luck because your prayers seem to be answered. The steam coming from your beverages is numbing and the cake looks heavenly to you. Light cream between the layers and on top, surrounded with fresh fruits and some jam spilled over the plate to make a twirling shape for a good presentation…

There are two sets of cutlery.

Because bringing a single menu was not enough and they just had to bring two sets of cutlery, still assuming you’re a couple. Not to worry, it’s not worth losing your cool over. You take a deep breath and sit as you breathe down, a not so genuine smile plastered on your face.

“So, how is the coffee?”

“Good. I suppose you were right about ‘my type’” he does air quotes as he speaks. Another smile breaks free of your mask.

“If it’s any consolation, I usually prefer coffee without sweeteners, so it is a little my type too.” A knowing nod at that.

“And the cake?..”

“Well, it looks good. You can try if you want, they did bring another fork anyway.” He doesn’t too eager at that. Cutting a part of the cake and putting it to one side of the plate, you shrug and start eating.

An easy flow of conversation comes after.

It starts with something that catches your eye in the street, starting to look through the window and creating fun little scenarios, the air around you gets warmer.

Excitingly pointing at a cat passing by, Iwaizumi learns how fond of cats you are, even so that you have one at home.

Inspecting the trees nearby and trying to guess what species, you find out he has an eye for it. He knows most of the trees and flowers out there.

He asks you your favorite genre to play on piano and in return you ask him his preferred sports drink. It goes like this. Beverages already drunk, cake long eaten, you two get lost in small things and what-nots.

The sun at the top, shining through and drowning the world under its golden light, everything seems to be at peace. Not a single customer around talking too loud, or maybe they do but you’re too out of it to notice… The temperature just right, your thoughts at bay, all harmless. Almost as if it’s a regular weekend day-out, the way it feels so familiar.

Feeling relaxed and loosened up, ready to doze off to sleep at any given moment, you slowly find yourself getting lost in pale green eyes, and vice versa.

Whatever unseen force that was holding the entire place, including you, in a calm trance, falls apart at the sudden sound of an unwelcome beep.

Both of you reaching out to your phones, you see a notification alert

Staring at your screen for a while, a sincere smile blooms on your face, giddy with excitement and happy, you feel unstoppable at that very moment.

“Good news I hope. Care to share?” Iwaizumi’s words reach your ears a few seconds too late. Still holding your phone with both hands grinning like an idiot now, you shake your head a little.

“You need to reach level 5 of friendship with me to access this story, sorry.” You can see him laughing lightly at the back of his hand.

“What’s so funny?”

“Oh nothing. It’s just… I expected at least a level 10.” It’s your turn to laugh now, and so it seems.

“You’ve listened to me playing the piano. That gives you a 5 level headstart already.”

“You’re really that secretive about that?” All that joy from a moment ago has died down and replaced with confusion. You avoid his eyes and focus on a spot near him again, just like the first time.

“Secretive is not the best choice of words. More like… insecure? I guess, I’m not sure.”

“Well, that’s just dumb.”

“I- What? Excuse me?!”

“I’ve said what I said. You already play well and only a fool wouldn’t notice the way you give your all as you play. There is no logical reason for you to be insecure about that.”

“Yes but- you see…” Words die out at your throat, hand hanging in the air.

Another thing you learn about Iwaizumi Hajime right then and there. He is honest and as harsh as truth can be.

You wonder if he is like that all the time, if he is as open when it comes to himself. Or does he hide behind a façade like the rest of the world.

Noticing how tense you are getting, Iwaizumi ends your misery at last, asking about the book you were reading and you two fall back into another quiet chatter of everything and nothing until you  call it a day.

[hualicn]

Just a cute Lil fluffy fic cuz why r u is over and we r all emo about it.

Fighter finds a kitten an convinces Tutor to keep it :)

Word count: 1,402

Tutor was sitting in the living room laboring over work late into the night as usual. Fighter said he would be home late since some engineering seniors wanted to take him out drinking. Tutor rubbed at his temples, feeling a headache coming on after studying for a solid four hours. He decided to wrap up when he heard the door turn and Fighter come in.

“Hey P’Fight did you have fun-“ Tutor stopped talking when he noticed a fluffy creature in Fighters hands.

“What’s that?” He asked his boyfriend.

“Nothing.” Fighter said putting the thing behind his back.

Tutor got up and approached the taller man.

“Stop lying what is it?” He asked again and before either said another word a small ‘meow’ came from behind Fighters back.

A big smile broke out on Fighters face as he brought the kitten back around to his front.

“Are you trying to say hello to your new dad?” Fighter said in the cutest voice that Tutor had ever heard even though he was not particularly happy about this situation.

“Fight where the hell did you get a kitten?” Not giving in to the ball of white fluff still meowing in Fighters hands.

“I found him on the streets while walking home. Can we keep her please?” Fighter practically begged. He held out the small kitten in Tutors face and stuck out his bottom lip in a pleading gesture. Tutor just grabbed his temples again, his headache feeling worse.

“Let’s talk about this in the morning I’m too tired right now.” Tutor said walking into the bedroom so he could finally sleep.

Fighter stood there alone with the little white kitten, trying to read Tutors response and not feeling very good about it. He gave a little kiss to the top of the kittens head and put her in the bathroom with a little dish of water and found some canned fish she could eat for the night.

“Sorry I have to lock you in here, I’ll put in a good word for you.” He said shutting her in for the night.

When fighter went back into the bedroom he found Tutor already under the covers, seemingly asleep. He crawled in next to his boyfriend, putting an arm over his middle.

“P’Fight, what did you do with the kitten?” Tutor mumbled out.

“I locked her in the bathroom, she won’t get into any trouble I promise.” He said snuggling up into his boyfriend.

“We can’t have a cat P’” Tutor said a little louder, looking down at his boyfriend splayed out on top of him.

“Why not?” Fighter said looking up.

“Pets are a lot of work, not to mention I’m allergic.” He said running his hands through Fighters hair.

“But Tor, cats aren’t that much trouble and you aren’t that allergic. I think it would be fun.” He said putting his head back down on Tutors chest.

Tutor just sighed and continued playing with his boyfriends hair as they both fell asleep.

The next day Tutor woke up to the sound of meowing and scratching, he shook his boyfriend awake angrily.

“Can you go check on that thing? It woke me up.” He said pushing Fighter nearly off the bed.

Fighter grumbled but quickly got up to check on the crying kitten. When he opened the door to the bathroom he was greeted with an awful smell, he might have overlooked the whole litter box issue. He cleaned it up as quickly as he could before Tutor could find out what happened.

After everything was clean he picked up the small kitten and brought her into the bedroom, dropping her on top of the still sleeping Tutor.

“I have to go pick up supplies for our daughter so you have to watch her for a bit.” Fighter said with a big grin on his face.

“Daughter, my ass! I’m not watching her, she’s your responsibility.” Tutor said sitting up while the kitten crawled around their big bed.

“It’ll be good bonding time for you, see you in a bit.” Fighter said giving a quick kiss to Tutors head and rushing out the door.

The little kitten started attacking Tutors feet over the covers, he wiggled his toes to entertain her. He couldn’t help a little smile find its way on his face but he stopped himself.

“You aren’t cute and you’re not staying.” He said while getting out of the bed.

After Tutor changed he went to go brush his teeth but heard loud meowing coming from the bed. The small fluffy kitten was sitting on the edge looking at him for help since the jump was too big.

“What do you want me to do about it?” Tutor talking back to her. She just looked up at him with her big eyes and let out the softest ‘mew’ Tutor had ever heard. Defeated by her cuteness he walked over and carefully scooped her up and set her on the ground. Excitedly the kitten stuck its tail straight up into the air and rubbed herself on his ankles.

“This means nothing.” He said going back to the bathroom while the kitten ran after him.

A few hours later Fighter came back to the apartment.

“I’m home!” Tutor heard him yell from his place on the couch. Fighter walked in with armfuls of bags full of what he assumed were cat toys.

Fighter dropped everything and took in the scene on the couch. Tutor was sitting cross legged with the little ball of fur right on his lap fast asleep.

“She crawled up here on her own” Tutor tried to defend himself.

“Aw she likes you! Does that mean we can keep her?” Fighter asked coming to sit next to his boyfriend without waking the sleeping kitten. He gave her a few pets on the head and looked up at his boyfriend expectedly.

“I don’t know Fight, she’s cute but raising a kitten is a lot of work.” Tutor still wasn’t sure if they could take on the responsibility.

“Did you hear that little one? He thinks you’re cute.” Fighter said talking to the kitten. Tutor smiled at the way his boyfriend seemed to attach himself to the small creature.

“Well I hope you say yes because I already told Saifah and Zon we got a kitten and they’re coming over any minute.” Fighter said quickly getting off the couch before Tutor could hit him over the head.

Fighter sent the next hour setting up all the cat stuff alone (tutor claimed he couldn’t move since the cat was sleeping on him) and once everything was set up Saifah and Zon arrived.

“Where is she?” Zon said excitedly coming into the apartment.

“She’s been sleeping on Tutor for awhile.” Fighter said pointing to the couch. They all crowded around the sleeping creature who woke up from the commotion. She got up and stretched then looked at the four grown men and let out a little ‘meow’ in greeting.

“She’s adorable” Saifah noted.

“Isn’t she.” Fighter agreed.

“What’s her name?” Zon asked.

“She doesn’t have one because we haven’t decided if we are keeping her.” Tutor said. Saifah and Zon gave a questioning look to Fighter.

“Tutor claims we can’t keep her because he’s allergic and it’s too much responsibility.” Fighter clues them in.

“I think she is cute enough that popping some allergy pills every now and then would be worth it.” Saifah says and Fighter agrees but Tutor throws them a death glare.

The cat gets up and starts wandering around the apartment, checking out the scratching post and toys that Fighter bought earlier that day.

Zon sits down to play with her and she starts to meow excitedly.

“She talks a lot, maybe you should call her meow” Zon suggests while twirling around a ribbon for her to catch.

“Hm I don’t like that very much what about mowmow?” Saifah says sitting next to his boyfriend. Zon chuckles at the cute name he comes up with but he agrees with the name choice.

“Mowmow? What do you say Tor?” Fighter asks Tutor, putting his arm around his waist.

“I guess it’s pretty cute.” Tutor confesses.

“So we can keep her?”

“We can keep her.”

Fighter gives Tutor a kiss on the cheek.

“I love you Tor.” He says looking down at their new little kitten playing with their friends.

“Love you too Fight

[caitlinsnicket]

Ben Hanscom SFW alphabet

A/N: It took me sometime, but I did it! I hope you guys like it. Feel free to like, reblog or comment. Also, requests are open (but I’ll do it only by december or if I have sometime by next month).

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

Ben is touch starved, but instead of trying to avoid it, he does the opposite: he craves it like it is his last breath. He’s always hugging you, holding your hand, giving small pecks on your cheeks and the top of your head. While holding your hands, he caresses your fingers gently, and when he hugs you he tries to kiss you- it happens every time. Also, if you don’t keep alert, he’s already cuddling you, and it’s impossible to break free from his grasp. 

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

Ben is very good with advice, so when you have a problem that you feel like you can’t ‘solve alone, you go to him for help. He’s always hanging out at your house (when you’re not at his) and you two always watch documentaries about one historical moment or other. You two probably met at an enterprise party of some sort, and then you started talking from there. As Ben has a hard time making new friends, Ben approached you and kept in touch pretty quickly.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

Y.E.S. Ben is a sucker for cuddles, and even if he’s a muscular guy now, he loves to be the little spoon. He feels like someone cares truly about him, but most importantly, he feels safe and loved. Tough, sometimes he likes to hold you in your sleep because in that way he feels like he can protect you. Kisses and nips in the neck are included.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Ben’s biggest dream is to have at least four kids (though you two are negotiating the number of kids), a big house with a green backyard and two big dogs. Having a family with you would make his life even more perfect, and you two constantly talk about it. Ben is very, *very* good at cooking, as he had a lot of time to learn different recipes and to make nice dinners for you. About cleaning, he doesn’t mind, as he knows it is both of your responsibility.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

Ben would probably be shaking. He would stutter a lot, looking around nervously. He would tell you his reasons, probably in the verge of tears, and after you left, he would cry and he would be sad for quite sometime.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

Ben one of the most passionate, gentle and loving people in the world, and yes, shortly after you two got together he would think about marrying you. But he is also a respectful men, and he knows how to respect your time. If you don't want to get married right way, he'll wait until you are ready. If you want it right way, be ready to be called Mrs. Hanscom.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Ben is a little touch starved, but one thing he knows is to respect other people's times. He is smooth in his touches, always making sure that you are comfortable with everything. He holds you like you are made of glass. Emotionally, he is a sweetheart, always making sure that you are alright and that you are happy.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

He's the king of hugs. He got quite taller, so he finds it easier to hug you. He loves it because he can feel your warmth and your heartbeat. He hugs you daily: before you leave to work, when you come back, when you are cooking, before you take a bath and before you guys go to sleep. His hugs always make you feel safe like nothing bad can touch you if you're wrapped in them.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

Pretty fast, and he wouldn't even realize he said it. Actually, only after some time, when you first said it back, he realized he's been saying it for some time. He probably said it for the first time before leaving for a meeting, and just realized so when he came back and you said it back to him.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Ben gets jealous only when people are acting too flirty with you. When it happens, he gets insecure about your relationship, about his appearance and about his qualities as a lover: is he not good enough? Would you be better with somebody else? But before he gets too sad, you hug and kiss him, and he realizes that everything will be fine.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

Ben takes your breath away. Every time he kisses you, you can feel all the love, the adoration, and the admiration feels for you. He holds you close to his body so he can feel your warmth, and he holds you tightly because he’s afraid that when he opens his eyes, you’ll turn into smoke and he’ll find out it was just a dream. Most of his kisses tend to be calm ‘cause he likes to take his time, but sometimes he can’t do it, so before he goes to work, he tries to stun you with his passion, so you keep thinking about him for the rest of the day.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

Ben loves children. He always has paper and pencils with him, so that he can draw whenever he has an idea. So, when there's a child around, he handles them the materials and draws with them. You guys have talked about kids before, and whenever it happens, he'll be thrilled. 

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

Ben usually works from home, so he can wake up whenever he wants. It allows him to watch you waking up, to hold you close when you've just looked in his eyes and to kiss you slowly as a greeting. You guys do your morning routine together, and he always lets you put your masks and special soaps on him- sometimes he'll ask you to do it because "his skin is too dry".

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

When you get home, dinner will be ready, the table set up with candles or roses and Ben with a plate in his hands, getting everything ready. After you two eat, he'll do the dishes while you take a bath, and then you two will watch a movie or a show. And while doing it, both of you will have masks on your faces. Maybe some creams too, if he lets you put it in his face.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

It would come naturally. One day, he would be talking about his favorite band of when he was a kid, and in the other, he would be telling you about his fear of never be loved. Although, Ben would be very insecure about all the things he has lived. He would think that you would leave him if you knew everything, but he tells you anyways.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

It's very difficult for Ben to get angry at something: the only times he's shouted in your presence was while cursing a coworker or when he was under pressure. Even when he does get angry, he's easily calmed down by you.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing or do they kind of forget everything?)

Ben has one hell of a good memory. He remembers all dates, all small details, all conversations you guys had: he remembers everything and keeps it in his heart whenever you have a special occasion.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

The first time he showed you the scar on his belly and you showed yours as well. It was such a meaningful moment that he almost cried. He can still feel your cold fingers tracing his scar gently, giving him chills. That's when he realized that he wanted to be with you forever.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

Ben is not very worried about your safety. Of course, he worries about you, but he knows that you can defend yourself, and only steps in if you ask him to. He protects you when you need to, and by hiving your space and time. He usually feels protected when you reassure him about himself or when you defend him from someone.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

A lot. Like, a lot. He's a very romantic guy, and he likes to demonstrate all his love and adoration for you by making cute dinners, giving you meaningful gifts and putting a lot of effort into making his everyday tasks.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

Sometimes, when he's feeling insecure, he tends to get in his defensive self, and to "protect himself" from hurtful words, he says things that he'll regret later.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

A lot. He got a lot of shit when he was younger for being overweight, so he does a lot of push-ups and he can be very insecure about it. 

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

Yes. Ben was a very lonely man before meeting you, so when he has you around for so much time and suddenly doesn't anymore, he feels empty and alone all over again.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

He writes you little love poems and leaves them around the house to crack a smile of you. He also likes the kisses he receives in return.

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

Someone who's too obsessed with appearances and "what will people think". He just wants to be with someone who cares about things themselves and not by their looks.

Z = Zzz (What is the sleep habit of theirs?)

He tends to get up in the middle of the night to drink water or to eat something, but he always tries not to wake you up when doing so. After that, he'll snuggle close to you to fall asleep with his nose buried into your neck.

[subidol]

Jaemin NSFW A-Z

Warning: 00 LINE SMUT! DON’T LIKE DON’T READ!

THIS IS MY OPINION BTW!!

SORRY FOR MISTAKES I DIDN’T CHECK LOL.

FML IF I FORGOT A LETTER 

A- Aftercare

Na Jaemin is amazing at giving aftercare. Firstly, he’d just cuddle with you for a few minutes, stroking your hair peacefully. If you didn’t fall asleep already, he’d definitely get up and make you a hot drink. He might run a bath for the two of you, where he’d already decorated the bathroom with petals and candles. It’d be so cheesy but thats Nana for you. Then to settle you back to sleep after a long round, he’ll sing you to sleep quietly, kissing your forehead every once in a while.

B- Body (Your favourite part of his body and his favourite part of yours)

Well, i can’t exactly guess your favourite part of Jaemin’s body, but i sure as hell love his arms.

Like...how dare he attack you like this?? They may not be the most muscled arms in NCT, but they are nicely toned and you just adore laying your head on them, and giving his shoulders and biceps kisses. His favourite body part of yours is most likely your cheeks (face cheeks lmao); he loves squishing them and kissing them, pinching them, you name it. But he also loves your breasts, whether they’re big or small, because he wants to reassure you that he loves them. Also uses them as pillows ehehe.

C- Cum

When you’re comfortable, and on the pill, he prefers coming inside of you since he feels it is very intimate. However, he knows how risky it is so he will only do this every once in a while. He’d be really tidy though. His pullout game is strong lol. 

D- Dirty Secret

Secretly up for having a threesome/foursome with either Jeno or Jeno and Renjun. But we all knew that, didn’t we? Only if you were up for it though.

E- Experience (how experienced they are)

Obviously, Jaemin is an experienced flirter, but hasn’t has much experience with sex, since he’s only just legal. My belief is that he’s probably had blowjobs, fingered a girl, etc but never gone too far. However, i believe he’d be a natural in bed. Freaking perfect at eating you out, cockwarming, and doing all the right things to turn you on. Thrusts like a god. 

F- Favourite Position

It depends on the mood, but he likes it when you ride him, since he gets a nice view of your face and breasts bouncing up and down. He does enjoy missionary though, since Jaemin likes to take control over the situation so you don’t have to worry about anything. He will never try positions you weren’t comfortable with. If you were up for it, he’d try anything new if that’s what you wanted cause he’ll literally do anything for you.

G- Goofy

Jaemin is like a lightswitch; one moment hes all giggly and cute, but as soon as you get into bed he’s as serious and sexy as ever. He doesn’t want to ruin the hot mood. He’ll be really romantic though- constantly asking you if you’re okay or if you want him to go slower or faster. 

H- Hair

He keeps it messy, but not too uneven. His hair tends to stick to his neck when he sweats, so just like he would practice a choreography,his hair would be all over the place when you’d get intimate, too, which you didn’t mind.

I- Intimacy

Jaemin loves being romantic and sees sexual acts as a way to bond passionately as well as expressing how much he trusts and wants you. He’s the type to lay rose petals on the bed or in the bath. Might even leave you cute little notes leading to the bed, where he’d be laying, waiting for you.

J- Jack Off

Nana probably masturbates quite a lot, since he’s a hormonal teenager, what else can i say. Honestly, he’ll just think of you as the one who is feeling him up, as he touches himself. Probably does it after fan meets, performances and practice, which makes him feel really turned on after hours of hard work.

K- Kink

Hmm...Nana seems like the type to have a thing to be dominant (not that he wouldn’t like being submissive) but not to the level of bondage, daddy kink, etc. Idk, he just seems too sweet and caring to ever tie you up or degrade you, even if its what you really wanted. He seems like the type to adore body worship and leaving hickies/scratches. He’d love leaving hickies on your neck, but would make sure not to go too rough unless you said so. No matter what, Nana lives for scratches on his back. Gripping his hair and raking your nails down his backis HIS THING OKAY. HE FUCKING LOVES IT COME @ ME.

L- Location (Favourite place to have sex)

The bed- it’s the most comfy, and all Nana cares about is your comfort, what a sweetie. I think he’d never have sex in public, but might finger you underneath the table or something. Loves bath sex too, since the water’s warm and has a nice aroma, which hightens the mood. 

M- Motivation (Turn Ons)

Seeing you in frilly clothes. I feel like he’d be attracted to lighter coloured clothes on you, like white and pink? Definitely gets him hard. Will like it when you play a  little hard to get, since he adores teasing you. Plus, if you rake your hands through his hair, squeeze his thigh and biting his ear, etc...you’re getting him worked up with those dangerous fingertips. When he really needs you, he ends up sexting you. A lot. Especially in class so be prepared lmao.

N- No (Turn Offs)

Strange kinks. They aren’t romantic. Things like foot fetish. Erm..yeah he isnt into it. He doesn’t like degrading, whether receiving or giving. He wouldn’t understand why you’d want to call each other such horrible names.

O- Oral

Jaemin, when receiving, is a whole hot mess. With his head thrown back, sweat covering his body, and his arm over his eyes, he looks fucking delicious.When hes giving oral, he literally will do anything to hear your cute moans, which often leads to him making you feel extreme pleasure. This boy is perfect at giving and putting on a show when receiving.

P- Pace

If you’re not the one setting the pace, then he prefers to keep it steady. Not slow exactly, but not speedy either. He wants to make sure you feel him, and he stretches you in all the right places. He loves slowly kissing you as he thrusts, but will end up bucking his hips and going faster when he’s building up to his climax. It’s not hard to tell when Jaemin’s close to an orgasm. He’ll mutter out things like ‘I love you, Princess.’ or just will simply let out a string of moans and pull you closer.

Q- Quickies

Jaemin’s the type to really crave quickies. Anytime really. However, if you’re not a fan of them, he’ll give himself major sexual frustration, and will eventually beg you to suck his cock later when the two of you are alone. But they’ve happened in recording studios MANY times before. 

R- Risk (His comfort zone)

He does enjoy doing it in front of other members, but doing it secretly, like underneath the blankets or something. Anything like knife or blood play is a big NO. He will NEVER take the risk. As i’ve said before, Jaemin likes cumming inside of you. He won’t ever do it without your permission though.

S- Stamina (How many rounds)

Jaemin thinks that one round is enough, but he’ll do other stuff with you after. Make out, spoon, give you hickies and will then give you a bath or watch tv you you. He likes to make the first round last, and for it to be as perfect as possible, which wouldn’t be a problem since hes amazing at sex.

T- Toy (His favourite sex toys)

Doesn’t mind vibrators being used on him, but finds it addicting when they’re used to torment you. Especially when you’re studying. He’d turn it on ad off repeatedly, getting you hot and bothered while in your lessons.

U- Unfair (How they tease you)

Nana is a whole tease. He’s a brat, okay? He’s a playful, teasing bratty switch who most of the time gets challenged for dominance because you plan on giving him a hard time for all of his flirting and relentless teasing. He does shit like wear sleeveless shirts on purpose, and biting his lip waaay too many times. Winks often and generally gives you the ‘I know you want to fuck me’ look. Also, Jaemin has a habit of getting you jealous by flirting with fans- you fucking hate that.

V- Volume (How vocal they are)

He struggles to be quiet sometimes, especially when you kiss and suck his body, near his arousal. Whines like hell when you scratch down his back and kiss his jawline. He tries to make his moans pretty and loud, since he knows its a turn on for you. Nana isn’t afraid about letting you know how good you make him feel. Always breathes heavily after his release, which is even hotter.

W- Wild Card (Author’s Choice)

Jaemin wouldnt be nervous having sex at all. The only time he might slightly panic is when it’s your first time. He wants the experience to be as pleasurable as possible, but then again, he is very confident, so there’d be no need to worry. He’d be extremely honoured if he was your first, and would prepare the entire thing leading up to it. He’s so sweet and gentle.

X- X-ray (Their Package)

You’re fucking welcome. I don’t own the vid.

Y- Yearning (Sex Drive)

Jaemin has a high sex drive, what can i say? He craves for your touch 24/7, and constantly thinks of fucking you at the most random of times. Touches himself twice a day when you’re not around, watches porn like any other boy, and looks at pictures of you. It takes a lot of courage for him to NOT fuck you in the dorm rooms.

Z- ZZZ (How fast they fall asleep after)

Nana falls asleep so fast. He has such energy before and during sex but as soon as he reaches his climax, hes exhausted from all the stimulation. All he’d want to do is cuddle with you after. Make sure you get him up at the right time though...or another member will. Eek.

Hope you enjoyed!

fuck this took ages

[tommynikkivincemick]

NSFW A-Z for my boy Tommy

Tommy has my whole heart so I thoroughly enjoyed this, and I hope u do too xx

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Tommy is always ready for another round; he has to go at least two to be completely satisfied. But when you tap out or be tires himself out (whichever comes first), Tommy gives the sweetest aftercare. He will do absolutely anything you ask; one time, he even went and got food from In-N-Out because you asked him to, and when he got back he had to wake you up so you could eat. At the very least, he makes sure you drink a glass of water and go to the bathroom and get cleaned up, and maybe take a painkiller if it was a particularly rough session.

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Tommy fucking Lee is all about the ass and titties 100% of the time, all day every day. This is really just because he’s a horndog who never quits. If he has his arm over your shoulder, he will try to grab your boob at least once. But because that is not exactly socially acceptable, he usually settles for having his hand in the back pocket of your pants or just on your ass period. Definitely slaps your ass every time he walks behind you or finds you laying on your stomach. But he also really likes your eyes because hey, the kid’s a romantic.

Though he tries not to show it, Tommy somewhat believes that he is the gods’ gift to women and that god damn it, he is one of the hottest men to walk the earth. And you know what? Rightfully so. But on himself, he quite likes his lips (mostly because girls seem to like them, plus it really helps having full lips when lipstick is part of your stage costume) and his legs (because even though he’s a little skinny, that makes putting on tight leather and animal print pants so much easier). He tries really hard not to focus on his dick when admiring himself, but it is quite nice.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)

There are few things Tommy loves more than a good blowjob and few things hotter to him than cumming down your throat. However, he also likes cumming in you because it’s so intimate.

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

While they were both drunk and in makeup at a party, Tommy tried to get Vince (who he thought was a hot girl) to sleep with him. Vince went with it for longer than either of them would like to admit because he also thought Tommy was a hot (if not unusually tall) girl. They have agreed to never speak of it.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Tommy is a slut. Period. But this vast amount of experience has educated him more than a sex ed class or the vast world of internet porn ever could. He definitely knows what he is doing, to say the least.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)

Tommy’s favorite is a little something like this. Close, intimate, and completely entwined with each other. He’s a sweetheart, really and truly, so he’s a big fan of kissing during sex and being as close as possible, and this position allows for that.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

One time, you fell off the bed during sex and Tommy didn’t stop laughing for a solid five minutes and didn’t even bother to help you up, so you could say he’s not super serious in the moment. But when he’s really into it, sex with Tommy can be one of the most romantic and sensual experiences of your life.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

The carpet does match the drapes in every way, including volume. That’s not a pretty picture for anyone, so he keeps himself very well groomed— it’s actually a thing of beauty.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…) 

Tommy is the romantic of the band; he goes all out. Champagne, roses, your song playing on the radio, a box of chocolate that is way too expensive, and a solid five hours of what can only be described as love making in which somehow everything feels even better and even more intense than usual. This man treats you like a damn queen.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

Tommy sees it as a necessity— he’s gotta do what he’s gotta do. Of course he prefers sex, but he’s not going to wake you up first thing in the morning to fuck, so it’s usually a daily thing, quick and efficient.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

Next to Nikki, Tommy is the kinkiest. Overstimulation and exhibitionism are his personal favorites. He’s really one to push your limits and see just how much your body can take.

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

Literally anywhere, any time. Big fan of the kitchen table and the shower because he knows he could slip and his arm and your leg would be broken but the risk kind of turns him on a little. And the kitchen table because it’s out in the open and it’s his house and he can.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Tommy gets turned on by turning you on. He gets his kicks just by teasing you and giving you subtle casual touches and kisses that he knows gets you going. Also he’s a fan of red lipstick, especially when it leaves marks on his skin when you kiss him.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

There’s very little Tommy wouldn’t do. As a general rule he tries to stay away from anything that would make him sick, infected, or dead.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

As we know, Tommy loves to give and he loves to receive. He loves to eat you out and is damn good at it; he could bring you to the edge all day and all of the night and be content, sore jaw and all. But as previously stated, there are few things Tommy loves more than a good blowjob.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

Tommy fucks like he drums; fast, hard, and rough as hell. But when he’s feeling romantic, he will go deliciously slow so that you feel every single bit of pleasure he’s giving you.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Tommy’s down for a quickie; he’s down to fuck any time and if you only have ten minutes, so be it, they’re gonna be the best ten minutes of your life

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

Tommy’s like a wild animal so it’s a given that he’s down to experiment and take risks. He’s the kind to always be talking about how he heard of this new thing that he was wondering if you’d be down to try, or coming home and pulling a new toy out of a bag, excited like a puppy dog like “babe look what I got!!! Can we try this tonight?”

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

Tommy has perfect stamina. He lasts just long enough that nobody gets bored and both of you can cum in good time. He could go all day, all night if he was presented the opportunity, but he at least has to go a couple.

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

Tommy owns quite a few toys, mostly because he likes to surprise you with the new weird things he finds. Some you like, and some you try once and they sit in the drawer for the rest of eternity. He’s gotten things for you, things for him, and you’ve used them together, separate, and on each other. That’s one great thing about sex with Tommy; it never gets boring.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Tommy loves to tease and be teased. However, his resolve is pretty weak, so he never teases for too long, just enough to get good and worked up. But he won’t tease you for hours because it hurts his heart to not give you what you want.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

He is a LOUD one, all moans and groans and saying your name like a prayer. Very vocal, very nice.

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

One thing Tommy is truly cocky about is how good he is in bed. If the two of you are backstage at a show, in the bathroom at a club, or in a bedroom at a party, he wants you as loud as can be so that everybody knows how good he makes you feel.

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

We know Tommy is fucking HUNG. Truly, a beautiful dick. In my opinion, the perfect length and thickness. That man is truly blessed.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

Any time, anywhere, any position, Tommy is DOWN. Definitely the highest sex drive in the band— how else do you expect him to get all that energy out

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

As soon as he gets aftercare taken care of, he snuggles up to you and is out like a light in minutes, and is the heaviest sleeper ever. If you get horny in the middle of the night, you’re out of luck because he is NOT waking up unless you’re physically dying.

[roseamongroses]

Antithesis: “what do you have? “ I have a kNIFE” “NO”

[Specific-Summary]: They should expect growing pains. For not everything to feel right or make sense. That doesn't mean it'll always hurt, nor does it mean they can't have fun along the way. It's senior year. Everything may be different. It won't be senior year for long. Everything will be okay.

[General Warnings]: Implied Emotional Abuse, Implied Physical Abuse, Bad Parents are Bad Parents, Mild Sexual Content/jokes,Mentioned Homophobia, Mentions of underage drinking (backround), Some Catcalling,Cursing , Self Hate,implied pregnancy talk/inability to become pregnant, adults arguing where the “kid” can hear it, adults drinking,

[Tags/mood:] highschool au,  fluff and angst but its all good, chat fic, teen stress, its flordia no snow we die like men [Pairing:] Roceit (Roman Sanders/ Deceit Sanders), hinted future/possible logince/roloceit/loceit [Characters]Roman Sanders/Deceit (Dmitri) Sanders, Virgil Sanders, Logan Sanders, Patton Sanders, Remy (Sleep) Sanders, Nate Sanders, Dragon Witch (Diana) Remus “The Duke” Sanders (minor/brief)

(Ao3) (Previously)

(8) (9) (10) (11) (12) (13) (14) (15)

(16) (17) (18) 

L: I May Have Lost Roman

V: nice

P: not nice :)

V: i feel vaguely threatened

Rem:@L how the fuck did you manage that Rem: nvm i know how just give me details

L:I don’t know ? One second we were at check out L: Next minute he was Gone and Nieve is looking suspicious

L:Hold on lemme ask Dmitri

V: why is he there

L: I mean he’s actually pretty chill L: But he dropped Roman off and Nieve got attached L:I’m...not sure if she’s planning on letting him go?

V:logan, my friend, my buddy, V:the only person in this chat with basic reading comprehension

Rem: that’s pretty fair

P: it really is tbh

V: Send. Pictures.

L: Okay L: Slight Issue

V: you lost the snake too

L: I lost Dmitri too and Nieve is not spilling

Rem: oh they’re defeinately fucking

L:...Where? The bathroom?

Rem: Don’t knock it till you try it ;)

V: not to be that guy but im vetoing this discussion V: cause thats a Yikes even for you Remy

L: Alright time to find them

Rem: check ;))) the;))) bathrooms ;;))))

L: Remy.

Rem: alrighlright too far ill stop

L: Thank you.

V: keep me updated V: i only have silence and physics homework as company

L:Huh L:Found them

L: Roman….found a katanna…

V: im sorry WHAT V: Why The Fuck Does He Have A Sword

Rem: drop the location of that store man

L: 1) It’s a Katanna L: 2)I will certainly Not. L: 3) He’s trying to convince Dmitri why he should have it

L…..and Dmitri looks more amused then concerned

V: if I can't have a tarantula he sure as hell cant have a sword

L:I told him it was probably fake/ poorly made and that he should take the time to invest the proper skill in money in a real one

V: goddamit logan you cant logic roman.

L: It worked. He put it back. L: So I say I can do what I want with roman

Rem: some spicy takes from the chats only brain cell ;)

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“So you’re turning eighteen, in a few months. ” His aunt said, dabbing her cheeks with a napkin. She still managed to hold an air of prestige despite getting utterly shitfaced the night before. Her appointments have been going well.

Dmitri looked up, masking his surprise and holding his tongue.

Dr. Montag looked over, quieting the running water and placing the dish was he was cleaning down, “Really?” he said, brushing his hands, “You got any plans?” he asked, Dmitri.

“Oh we usually do something small,” His aunt interjected, “But seeing as he’s my father’s favorite grandchild,” Only grandchild, “He’s is flying from Paris to join us. And he was never a man of modesty so I’ve been thinking about doing something special for the occasion.”

Oh.

Dmitri fought the smile creeping on his face, ducking his head. He shouldn’t be surprised that she remembered after all if his grandfather was visiting. It’s how he got his phone, laptop, his car.

It’s probably why she puts up with him, to begin with. Cause it wasn’t guilt.

“--We should get your hair cut,” She continued, and Dmitri snapped out of his thoughts, “Maybe invite Diana--he’d like her,” she murmured.

“Diana and I a-” He closed his mouth, and his aunt’s eyes shot over.

“You broke up?” She narrowed her eyes, examining her nails, “Huh, makes sense seeing as...” she gestured at him vaguely, “So who have you been sneaking around with?”

“I’m not sneaking around with anyone,” Dmitri said, meeting her gaze. And technically he was right, it’s not sneaking if she just hasn’t been asking. And he’s given up on telling.

Dr. Montag’s eyebrows knitted together confused,” Well that isn’t true,”

Dmitri’s eyes went wide, stomach sinking.

His Aunt’s grin spread, “Oh really?”

Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck--

“He’s been helping me out, hon,” Dr. Montag set down a glass of water and pills beside her plate, “You’ve been so stressed lately,” he looked guilty and produced some tickets, “I thought I’d surprise you.”

Her face softened and like that the tension left the room. Those two got to linger in whatever lovey-dovey spell had taken hold of them in the last few months, but Dmitri was still on edge.

She still kept him on edge, but he could get her back. Even the playing field. Anytime he could leave this—Anytime he could flip this switch and put her on edge and make her—

He stopped eating, setting his plate aside.

He felt sick.

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R:helllloooo R:anyone up R: sigh R: allll by mySELLLLF

L: Roman?

R: the one and lonely yes hello human contact???

L: Are you alright? It’s 3 am why are you still awake?

R: why are YOU up mm????

L: My parents have newborn twins. What’s your excuse?

R: well fuck got me there

R: i was texting dee but he was rlly tired and i stILL can’t sleep

L: Any particular reason?

R: u m

L: Private chat?

R: please

- [TheTruthAboutTheMoon]

TheWalkingMouth: Okay shoot

Cowboy:it's stupid

TheWalkingMouth: I’ll tell you if it's stupid or not just say it

Cowboy: i just….like Cowboy: it's all kinda….hitting me a ll at once and i Really don’t like thinking about it but i cant bottle shit up either like you bastards so i feel like the human equivelent og a washing machine with too much laundry in it

TheWalkingMouth: Then don’t? TheWalkingMouth: Even if it's too ‘stupid’ for me I’m sure Dmitri wouldn’t mind

Cowboy: yeah but i feel like im going to say something shitty to him i Cowboy: like we should talk about it Cowboy: and i will Cowboy: but not now--later when it's not too stressful for either of us

TheWalkingMouth: Why would you say something shitty?

Cowboy: idk id jst get frustrated trying to explain it Cowboy: like hes smart as hell and probbaly get it without me saying anything but like Cowboy: I have neither the patience nor articulation right now to explain like a civil person and he doesnt need me being shitty about it

Cowboy:like,,,,,for example,,,,, if he fucks up in school, he’ll get recommended a tutor and teachers would assume hes doing his best and hes such a sweet and quiet boy

Cowboy: like he is sweet!!but hes a little shit too!! And gets away with it!!! Half those pranks he pulled on virgil, as Iconic as they were he never got in trouble for them!!!

Cowboy: when i fuck up i

Cowboy: god it's stupid

TheWalkingMouth: Might not get a second chance? Yeah I get it.

TheWalkingMouth:Remember when I first transferred here? None of the teachers would take me seriously bc of my accent and if they did, they were afraid of me. I could repeat something another kid said word for word and still be told I had an attitude.

Cowboy: god i remembered that Cowboy: you answered his yes or no questions in a fuckin montone, quiet ass voice and he legit called in the office cause he got scared of a goddamn freshman

Cowboy: But ye when i fuck up Cowboy: im suddenly the lazy ass brown kid who should spend less time corrupting youth with my feminine hips and curls Cowboy: like it's not like a lot of them say it outright but it feels like if im not perfect im fufilling all the stereotypes

TheWalkingMouth: Ah okay, rant away

Cowboy: OK like like like im not like virgil right?? in a lot of ways and it fuckin shows

Cowboy: he’s been planning on going into engineering since sixth grade meanwhile i only got my shit together in highschool

Cowboy: and like now that im here/???what now??? My mother expects me to have my shit together meanwhile im over here freaking the fuck out over whether not it's worth it to even try Cowboy: like yes mother i want to go to an art/or librel arts school that may or may not accept me that we may or may not afford to find a career in who the hell knows because if i have to sit in a healthcare class or a applied mathmatics class like you did i miight actually shank the professor????

Cowboy: that i dread the thought of not trying to explore my options outside of this fucking state but i dread the thought of going bc i cant stand the thought of being away from home but i cant fucking find a reason to stay cause everyone i love is leaving or planning their own life anyway???

Cowboy: like remys gunna fuck off to who knows where regardless of whether or not he has a plans or money, pattons gunna take care of his grandmother whereever the fuck a canada ,moms moving in with tia, virgils already mentally flipping me off ready to fuck nasa , and i only fucking hope dmitri even getss the chance to choose where he goes but hes g o n e and i die from yearning behind a screen like the gay victorian i am , and you….i actually dont know

TheWalkingMouth: Teaching for either biology or physics

Cowboy: huh it fits but what about chemistry??

TheWalkingMouth: Fuck chemistry.

Cowboy: oh thank god we’re on the same page

TheWalkingMouth: Anyway, I assume you’re more worried about whether you should apply rather then if you could get in?

Cowboy: i think so

TheWalkingMouth: Well if my opinion means anything to you

Cowboy: more than you’re assuming but yeah continue

TheWalkinMouth: Wait

Cowboy: nothing nothing continue

TheWalkingMouth: Okay-- I think you should go for it but you don’t need to dive head first into it and commit to everything 100% like virgil did.

TheWalkingMouth: You’re allowed to keep your options open, to have backup plans for back up plans

TheWalkingMouth: It doesn’t mean you’re not passionate about your art. Doesn’t mean you’re inevitably going to get a office job and abandon all your dreams. It means you’re being smart and not backing yourself into a corner

TheWalkingMouth:It’s okay to be scared. It’s okay not to have it all figured out

TheWalkingMouth: Nobody does.

TheWalkingMouth: Even if no one else gives you a second chance at least give yourself a second chance.

TheWalkingMouth: It’s perfectly normal to be afraid to fuck up and get fucked over TheWalkingMouth: That doesn’t mean you will everytime TheWalkingMouth: And it certainly doesn’t mean it's the end

Cowboy:

Cowboy:

Cowboy:

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@daflangstlairde

@ace-anx

@cataclysm-al

[channoticedmeuwu]

hi. its loafy bread here.

at this reasonable hour of 11 pm, i'm crying because of something stupid.

i shouted at my brother lol he was the one who did this shit and i am MAD

buT fucking hell thank goodness i learnt the art of ✨not giving a flying fuck✨ BECAUSE more stress will be added if i get bothered by little shit !!!!!

anyhow, how r u loml? was your day good? still breathing? did u eat?? WELL I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD DAY AND ATE AND STILL BREATHES!!

also didnt u say u had tutions or somethng,,, yeha how was that??!?!!

ALSO I WILL BE SENDING ASKS IN THIS FREQUENT HOUR CUZ I FEEL SO SAFE WIRH YOU LMAISHDBS

i love u so much kai!! whatever is going on in life, i hope ur doing good!!

song rec for 2day ㅡ martini blue by dpr live qotd ㅡ how many pillows do u sleep with?

~jaehyun's sad angsty loafy bread anon, 🍞

(BTW NINGNING IS AMAZING I CANT RVEN )

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OML BREADY listen I love seeing these in my inbox bc it feels like we're penpals 🥺 and u sent me a letter 🥺 I read and I get so so so so so happy 🥺🥺🥺🥺

now let's get into it

so, you say your brother made you upset :((( I'm sorry about that beloved, I get that brothers can be a handful oof, mines staring at me as we speak look away satan

But it's good that you don't stress so much over it :D stressing is bad for you smh >:(( remember to occasionally drink some cold water, it helps!

And yep, my day was good! My mother was actually fasting today (but ramadan is over) so she forgot to give me lunch bfkrhd I didn't remind her either bc she seemed stressed dhdj so when she woke up from her evening nap, she asked me if I was hungry and I was like "oh a lil bit" and then she's like ".... :OO I FORGOT TO GIVE U LUNCH AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME >:[[[[" ehe but I ate with her when she broke her fast so BDJDGDJ ITS OKAY

My tutions were good, on the way there my kidneys starting hurting so I drank some water as soon as I got there fjhdjd my teacher was concerned when I walked in she's like "why are you leaning like that" when I was like DYING fjdh

The rest of the time there was a lazy afternoon, doing math while sitting near tinted windows and just scribbling on the desks while staring into the ceiling man it hits different t_t

ALSO you know seokjin's iconic "hey stOb it!" ? Well, I set it as my notification a LONG time ago so everytime I get a text, my phone goes "HEY STOB IT" and t_t my mom texted me, telling me she was there to pick me up and I forgot to put it on do not disturb, SO THE PHONE SCREAMED "HEY STOB IT" and EVERYONE STARED AT ME AAABAHDVDJDB

And yeaH BUBS send me as many asks as you like, I enjoy them a lot :(( but I know it's like past 12 there so you should be tucked under those covers soon >:((

I hope you're good too bready >:))) see u 🥺🥺

[soleil825]

tagged by @omuii tysm my dude!

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

LAST:

1. Drink: that h2o 2. Phone call: myself bc i lost my phone 3. Text message: to a groupchat- “wowie kazowie” 4. Song you listened to: there you are by pogo 5. Time you cried: last month sometime i think?¿

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: noo 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: ya 8. Been cheated on: god i hope not but probably 9. Lost someone special: yeah 10. Been depressed: haha 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no but i’ve helped my friends out when they did

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: pink, light yellow, white

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yeah actually!! 16. Fallen out of love: unfortunately 17. Laughed until you cried: ohyhup 18. Found out someone was talking about you: no not this year yet 19. Met someone who changed you: not this year but i got closer to them this year 20. Found out who your friends are: ya definitely 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of em 23. Do you have any pets: none that i see regularly 24. Do you want to change your name: my mom has always wanted me to, i really do not know 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: went to the inner harbour w my friends and had a wonderful time eating sushi and bitching about people by the water 26. What time did you wake up: around 7:45 this morning 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: going 2 bed 28. Name something you can’t wait for: near future- seeing my friends in colorado!! long term- happiness 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like 40 minutes ago she gave me a burrito and vanished into the basement 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my inteligence/grades? 31. What are you listening right now: well slide by calvin harris is stuck in my head and my ceiling fan is making quite a racket but i am not currently listening to anything 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: ya my cousin’s grandpa is named tom he calls me hellraiser not sure why 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my own bullshit and also my own anxiety and stress over nothing 34. Most visited website: google chrome says pokemon showdown, tumblr, my etsy store, r/skincareaddiction, my soundcloud, r/friendsbalt, & ebay

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: one on my shoulder, one on my butt and i have random freckly beauty marks all over me 36. Mark/s: the most prominent ones include the scar on my chin, the dot on my chin and the parallelogram of freckles on my right shoulder 37. Childhood dream: a professional ballerina! (lmao i wish)  38. Hair color: basically blakc 39. Long or short hair: used to be hella long but i cut it last september so it’s shoulder-length now 40. Do you have a crush on someone: not exactly a specific person, i just really want a s/o 41. What do you like about yourself: i have really nice eyelashes, and i think i’m pretty okay at dance 42. Piercings: i had 4, 2 in each earlobe, but the second one in my left ear got infected and i had to let it close up- planning on re-piercing once the scar tissue chills out a little tho 43. Blood type: B+ 44. Nickname: most commonly used- lena, len 45. Relationship status: single and really pressed about it 46. Zodiac: that two faced bitch (gemini) 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: gravity falls, M*A*S*H, chopped, ghost adventures, the haunted, assorted animes that i will not get into right this moment

49. Tattoos: none but i would get some if i wasn’t such a FUCKING PUSSY lmao 50. Right or left hand: i’m a lefty! w writing/eating/basic tasks at least. my throwing hand is right though 51. Surgery: i had a dental surgery once 52. Hair dyed in different color: it has been dip-dyed pink, and also pink/purple/blue/green it was very galaxy-ish 53. Sport: dance!!!!! and i played volleyball for like 5 years 55. Vacation: i’ve been all over but i really wanna go to canada/alaska or santorini, greece 56. Pair of trainers: i have a pair of those adidas superstars that everyone wears now but they’re cute and hella comfy so those are my mains but i recently got some white ones from h&m that are nice too

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: i just ate a burrito but ya 58. Drinking: nada 59. I’m about to: stay up later than intended but sleep, hopefully 61. Waiting for: my ebay order to come, my ipsy glam bag, my back to stop hurting, the colorado trip, my boss to call me back 62. Want: $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ and also to get into cornell (but it’s not gonna happen) 63. Get married: idk it seems scary as hell and i’m a baby so nah not on the horizon or in my mind at all 64. Career: anything in science- preferrably biochem or earth sciences?? idk i love sCIEncE 

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: kiss kiss fall in love 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: uh taller but that’s difficult because i am kinda tall 68. Older or younger: older usually but it’s not really a factor it just sort of happens 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: im sure both are good either way 71. Sensitive or loud: idk probably loud since i’m also loud 72. Hook up or relationship: oh man relationship definitely hook-ups just make me sad and feel awful i learned that the hard way lmao kms 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: i’m a hesitant trouble-maker

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: not that i know of 75. Drank hard liquor: ohya 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i lose everything including contacts multiple times 77. Turned someone down: i mean not directly...? 78. Sex on the first date: nah 79. Broken someone’s heart: again, i hope not 80. Had your heart broken: i guess 81. Been arrested: noo 82. Cried when someone died: yhup 83. Fallen for a friend: its all i fucking do lol

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: i wish i did 85. Miracles: to an extent i guess??? 86. Love at first sight: not really 87. Santa Claus: i’m hindu 88. Kiss on the first date: idk i kiss everyone so it’s not like a super intimate thing for me u feel

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: uhhh i love all my friends equally honestly i guess jc would be at the top since i’ve known her the longest and she puts up with me? but also maggie, mao, tricie, alex, kai, caroline, ben 91. Eye color: really dark brown 92. Favorite movie: i really don’t watch movies idk why but probably princess mononoke, the jungle book, or kung fu panda LMAO i’m uncultured as FUCK but oh yea throw in a bunch of bollywood movies too

NOW, TAG 20 PEOPLE: i’m lazy so i’m not going to but feel free to do this and say i tagged u!!

[tangledboysandfracturedgirls]

Part III: 1/3/17

A phone rang. I didn't recognize the ringtone and attempted to will it to stop. The sound reverberated through my head, which already felt like it had been blended with a Vitamix. I knew without opening my eyes that the world was too bright. Part of me wanted to keep my eyes closed and just fall back asleep (which would most likely not occur).

The last thing I remembered from the night was making out with Rob under the deck. After that, my night was a blur. I knew I wasn't on the beach anymore, but could still feel sand over my body.

The phone continued to ring, taunting my hangover out of dormancy.

I opened my eyes to find the phone, rationalizing that the incessant ringing was worse than any amount of morning sunshine. Upon opening my eyes, I discovered myself alone in a bed wearing a large T-shirt that read “Colonial Soccer." I followed my ears under the bed and found the culprit phone. I dismissed the alarm, which ceased the ringing.

I evaluated the room and my being. I still had on my underwear, and didn't feel like I had sex the night before (which was a good sign, as I had learned the hard way that blackout sex was never good for anyone involved). Clearly I blacked out last night, probably from Eddie's Mojitos. I easily found my clutch and  dress neatly folded on top of a dresser.

I sent a text to Steffi, hoping she would have some knowledge of where I was, and what had happened last night.

8:05am Me Awake in a bed—where r u?

I normally made it a rule to avoid text message abbreviation, but made an exception for my hangover. While on my phone, I swallowed my pride and checked my text messages from the night before, hoping to find some answers or clues. Other than three texts saying “I sleeps” to Steffi at 3am,  I hadn't been textually active (which was probably a blessing).

8:07am Steffi Kitchen. FOOD

I wandered outside of the bedroom and realized I was still at Taylor's house, which would explain Steffi's text message (and should have been expected given the length of the trek back to Steffi's). I smelled bacon, and followed my nose to the kitchen where Steffi sat at the island while Taylor cooked breakfast.

“Good morning." Steffi chirped as I joined her at the counter

“Morning Steffi, morning Taylor." I mumbled, pained to even speak. “Water please."

Steffi slid me her glass, which I promptly guzzled.

“Thank you." The water had immediately made me feel better.

“Rough night?" Taylor asked looking up from the eggs and bacon.

“How would I even know?" I asked rhetorically. “Apparently I thought it would be a good idea to follow a no shower happy hour with excessive drinking at a house party where I knew approximately no one and do bottle shots.”

“Aw, Marge." Steffi said with sympathy. She didn't seem to be hungover at all and I suspected she and Taylor had hooked up last night (given their chummy morning interactions).

“Blackout central." I explained to no one.

“Do you remember doing keg stands?" Taylor asked.

“What? Oh God. Don't tell me I did. I fucking hate beer.”

“You're actually pretty good at them. Much better than Steffi." Taylor cutely teased.

“Hey! I'm not that bad." Steffi flirted back. Dealing with all this cutesy flirting was amplifying my hangover. “What's the last thing you remember?” Steffi asked.

I felt embarrassed to talk about my hook up with his cousin (Rob) in front of Taylor. “Um. I was on the beach with Rob? And then I woke up in the bed to this phone alarm.” I said, putting the phone on the counter top.

“Oh man." Taylor said, looking to Steffi.

“What?" Why was he looking at her?

“Nothing." Steffi said. “It's just that you had quite a night. So I don't know how long you were on the beach or anything, but as soon as people started chanting about keg stands you ran up to the deck covered in sand and in your underwear and bra—cute by the way—and you were like “I'm first!" So you did a keg stand, which impressed everyone, and then made out with Aaron, who was holding your legs.”

“Oh God. Where did Aaron come from? What happened to Rob?”

“No idea. But Aaron realized you were hella drunk so he kind of took care of you. He gave you pretzels and water—both of which you refused. You chewed the pretzels and then spat them at him and laughed.”

“Oh my God." I was horrified at my behavior. “Please tell me I didn't vom on him.”

“You didn't. You just kept trying to drink his beer. He found your dress and tried to get you to put it on—which you also refused. I don't know much of what happened between you two, but then he came over to us and asked where you should sleep, since apparently you passed out mid sentence. Taylor helped him carry you to the guestroom and you woke up while they were carrying you and you wouldn't let go of Aaron. He said you asked him to tell you a story so you could fall asleep. No idea if he did or not. But like ten minutes later he came out and said you were sleeping.”

“Great." I said sarcastically. “Is this his phone?” I pointed towards the alarm-phone.

Steffi appraised the phone. “I think so...I'll call it." Sure enough, the phone started to ring.

I handed the phone to Steffi. “Here.”

“I don't want it. You can return it to him." She handed it back to me.

“Steffi. Please. I embarrassed myself enough last night, I don't feel the need to relive it by seeing Aaron again. At least not while I'm hungover. Or sober for that matter." I knew the next time I saw Aaron I would be awkward. We didn't know each other well enough for him to know how to gauge my blackout level. I wasn't going to admit I had blacked out and didn't remember what had happened. Knowing my personality and how I interacted with boys I had hooked up with, I would normally play the avoidance card, but had a feeling that wouldn't work with Aaron (it was a small island and he would probably be at the Holland's a lot this summer).

“Well I'm going to guess that he's at our house anyways. He and Chopper were going to crash there. Apparently Eddie woke up and wanted to have a post-party party.”

“Oh, alright then." I needed to get rid of this hangover if I was going to see Aaron. “I'm sorry for being such a lush last night. Thanks for filling in the gaps. And for letting me sleep here." I thanked Taylor.

“No worries. We've all been there." He divvied up the eggs and bacon onto three plates, and sat next to Steffi.

“Honestly you weren't that drunk. Not like Homecoming drunk, or Halloween drunk." Steffi assured me.

“Still..." It hadn't been a very becoming debut into Beach Island City's house party scene.

“Last time I had a party Mark threw up in the hot tub and then got in it. It's kind of understood that there are different rules here." Taylor said, as if I knew Mark.

“Evidently." I still felt bad about getting so drunk, mainly because Aaron had to take care of me for a second time. I actually thought he was a nice guy and instead of getting to know him, I was getting drunk and throwing myself at him.

“Like we're on an island, it's like a land boat...so Maritime Laws, you know? What happens at sea..." Taylor said, clearly trying to make me feel better (which was super sweet of him).

“I guess. Sorry enough about me. How was your night?" I asked Taylor and Steffi, wanting to change the subject.

“Pretty good. We stayed up until everyone left, which was pretty late." Steffi answered. I had been surprised that more people hadn't slept over and impressed that they were able to bike home. Steffi fiddled with her phone. “Oh. Chopper just texted me. They're at our house. I told him we had Aaron's phone and we'd be home soon. They're surfing.”

“Alright." How could they surf with hangovers (assuming I wasn't the only one hungover from last night)?

We finished eating our breakfast and I headed outside to give Steffi and Taylor some alone time for goodbyes. I assumed they had hooked up and knew that Steffi would give me the rundown on the ride home.

Steffi came outside. “Ready?" She asked, getting on her bike.

“I guess. I might be slow. And I might pull over to vomit." I had little confidence in my ability to bike hungover.

“Alright." Steffi laughed and began biking.

I followed her lead. “So you and Taylor?”

“Well if I didn't have a crush on him before last night, I do now. He was so sweet. Like you know I totally would have fucked him last night, but he didn't even try anything. It was bizarre, at first I thought maybe he wasn't attracted to me, but I think he just didn't want me to feel like it was a one night stand type of thing, not that I would have. We talked all night—I'm really surprised I never ran into him before." Steffi had the tendency to ramble when she got excited.

“Did you hook up?”

“No—we just made out. And then we cuddled and slept in his bed. It was so nice." Steffi and I considered anything more than making out, but less than fucking, “hooking up.”

“That's so cute." I was genuinely happy for my friend.

“I mean he's cool and fun, but like I dunno—it's not like we're dating or anything. We'll see what happens.”

“It's just casual?" I asked. No one we knew really dated, you either fucked/hooked up casually, were “hanging out,” or were in a relationship (and few people at Cortlandt were in relationships). I assumed Steffi and Taylor would fall somewhere between hanging out and fucking.

“So far. I'm just getting to know him, so I can't say how I truly feel about him. And it's summer. I kind of want to just have fun and not think about any of that relationship bullshit I had to deal with when I was with Josh." Steffi explained.

[deathghost8]

Battle shout definitions Preface

Here it is. massive post combining thought that happened as the battle shout fully emerged as my brand of all disciplines. Fragment - battle shout chapter - Combined story telling segments (Curated from the different WIP posts) EDIT NOTES - these are fragments from my social pages where I am in the battle shout and adventure basics thought. It’s incomplete as it only goes back to a gengar picture in my feed. There is more I still need to add. — Newer to older (will create a 2nd one that is in a final decided order for a reader, may jump between different moments in the time line, kept to a minimum for helping comprehension ——— Whoever offers human growth / wellness at either no cost or a much lower cost than previously widely available is winning in capitalism. I hope to invent the No Cost solution, following the footsteps of tech brands and passionate innovators of our time. Games and medicines altering my state of mind provided me a space within which to BECOME me. They offered me the lesson of re sociating, once I started practice a desire to learn it. Here are some of the problems I inhabited and the solutions I learned after using medicines - ---calorie /nutrition deprivation : solution - making eating easier with hacks like prep, (paper dishes/cutlery), getting timing right, the decision to Breakfast and eat it slowly - replacements like the Soylent drink - medicines that fix appetite IE cbd ----hypervigilance - maybe haven’t fully escaped this one yet. It’s an ongoing conflict - using Medicines that reduce my physical anxiety cortisol which comes through as wheezing escalation attacks and very bad sleep - sleeping correctly makes me feel calmer, breathe/think clearly Medicine examples - coffee, reishi mushroom, cannabinoids, magnesium, L theanine, Lemon balm, Sleep specific - L tryptophan, Zinc, valerian root, doxylamine (unisom) -----Escapism - learning how to use mindfulness and writing to transform my self avoiding into Self Actualization ------Counterdependence - Realizing that sharing/affection and giving affirmation would make me feel good, letting me treat ppl like I deserved their attention (as a provider) not gonna stand by saying nothing while they try to trash gaming and say we are giving kids screen / media addictions, when the only things I even really know I learned from gaming, mostly online blizzard and/or adventure gaming. I’m gonna teach what I learned. It’s battle shout. how we are failing worst as a so called civilized population: Educating the youngest. We are not doing it. We are not prioritizing growth and wellness for the children here. We are breaking their families, parents and guardians instead of supporting. Dehumanism is institution. *witnessing your smiling face is the deepest privilege I will experience in living* We are not gonna save anyone until we recognize that growth is about including everyone, recognizing their individual passions and curiosity, recognizing that they themselves will be the only ones to decide how to be that self, Monetary Value will only every Destroy us all. EVERY one is struggling and i care about EVERYONE, humanity needs a bigger solution than a Lifeline reaction to the symptoms rather than the cause. {If you or someone you care about is struggling, please know you are not alone. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is available at 1-800-273-8255 in the U.S. or find support worldwide at ‪https://www.befrienders.org/ }‬ —schools where all gamers, creatives, learners are accepted so that human wellness growth can be placed above the falseness of Monetary Value -- available at nowhere because no innovator yet has cared with their entire life's mission to save those we currently discard. The school I'm trying to invent has a simple Main Value - School is Lunch. The target priority is non monetary. *Monetary Value will not measure our success* Human growth measures it. Human currency. what I would do with the elusive Lottery / Genie situation is create the Ultra Library whose only mission was to include as many human beings in growth wellness as possible, to offer them the place, resources, nutrition, and community safety to build the life they want to create IN essence I am trying to invent a school. I have a seething hatred for the failure of Public sector school, dealing with both neurodiversity concerns and non child centered curriculum design. Self educating is superior. Curation can only help existing curiosity and passion. my huge dream is to innovate the third place concept in fusion with educationalism, gaming cafe, the concept of Feeding every learner because it's more educational- the ultimate capitalism winner is the one whose Patrons flock simply because it is Better. =high contrast videos with songs of numbers, counting, vehicles/ramps, and piles of balls=The young children find these things very amusing. - the wise old teachers find the fact very important to distribute, although they themselves do not find it amusing they find the fact that the tiniest students are amused very important for distribution.== []2[] Operating vehicles or consuming alcohol are the most dangerous and pointlessly risky activities done by anyone (who doesn’t do employment that is specifically danger facing). Most are not qualified for these activities. It’s not safe, please leave it to the professionals few. Giving, the act of providing because I want to see human growth and learning. That’s my freedom to practice. Dehumanism makes it into a crime, after valuing it zero. Dehumanism Institution perpetuates the idea that giving, feeding, teaching, expressing can be penalized as crimes. These are the pillars of MY free speech. Giving, the act of providing because I want to see human growth and learning. That’s my freedom to practice. (Scott Warren who faces up to 20 years in prison for giving food & water to 2 men who needed help in the Arizona desert.) What I’m talkin about is this anti educationalism. Shocked ? That we aren’t already Veterans for standing rock +500K decent human beings SWARMING the sites where this has happened to tell them we won’t stand by as bystanders to Deadly Dehumanism. We are complicit in these deaths. I am not gonna be quiet about this, my brand is built upon radical educating, lifeguarding, human growth. That also means opposing bully bigotry. []3[] There is a bullying situation regarding the spectrum. Happening to one of my closest humans. It is making her suicidal (no one can handle endless mistreatment, then mental health slides) - I learned how to fight off the suicide ideas because I was in a kind of rock bottom near that for 10 years - ultimately, I defeated the boss, and I learned the strategy. learn to Tank at the front of it for the people I’m trying to educate, and keep them here on our Alive team. This is the real deal why I am the tank. The battle shout is to Shine the truth and save your life, you the most brutally dehumanized by the institutions of this economic-dystopia She has to be given the feeling she does have the power and the choice whether to stay here with us, alive. Educationalism is the desire to be surrounded by growth allies, and free from anyone who thinks a decision that reduces or infringes your growth and learning is either ok or even debatable with you Can we get Birth insurance ? I want it to function like life insurance, in the event you are born, the insurance policy covers some assurances. Wait, no, that’s not an insurance plan, that’s what School is meant to be I’ll be over hear spamming battle shout and taunt if you come at me debating seriously over contexts whose choices are outcomes that don’t abuse and compromise a child’s school environment, or hurting the child’s emotional and basic wellbeing. My Aggro will not be exceeded! Let us consult YouTube, young one. Where’s the one about the baby Shark? I will find it for u most easily. If u ever get mad at someone u got road rage or someone is gank camping. Just tell them Yo dude please go hug urself! The time has come To Learn Bout Eating breakfast! If u don’t eat it, ur brain won’t think right, ya Dingus!! Wake up and eat this health, that’s your grade. Welcome to school. Favorite offline activities - social prompt - Activities that take place on beds, furniture or desk. Followed by wandering whether by land, air, or foot. Followed by culinary making. I identify toward the feeling that being burly means being kind - a defender, a watcher, a lifeguard. So it’s cool to see brands grounding themselves in this type of thought. burly man coffee promoted by a podcast i watch Brands that literally hold up kindness and human growth as a piece of their identity are the brands with sanity to shine light in the darkness of economic institutional dehumanization No game except maybe the sims had a soap item, demonstrated a buff benefit for soap. Soap knowledge is something that legitimately is part of human excellence - mind efficiency - educationalism ^^highlight$$ What I am concepting is the fact that valuable education is about human cognitive expansion, making this brain run the way its optimized to run, repetition, medicines/enhancers, the basic sensory reboots. Thinking better, clearer, bigger, quicker, learning ABOUT thinking. {schools get blamed for inability to solve the inequality economics} Entirety of the problem: the loss of investment into human growth and wellbeing. Capitalism forgot human currency value, then got surprised when everything turns shit? School IS lunch. We don’t need schools/tests/graduation. Kids will unschool just fine for the rest, if they are fed, safe, and able to have rest and resources and tech so they can iterate Failure during Curiosity. We need to care about human wellbeing, within our economics. Parents can and will educate. Most of the educating that needs to happen can only really be done by them. Gaming zen works for human growth bolstering because it follows the pattern our brains already know - repetition, the core block of neuroplasticity. This the overarching purpose of my Adventure Basics educational learning plan. As a creative first it’s my quest to harness games, adaptogens, and shamanism/lucidity/psychadelics to find transcendence. We can pair ego repletion with deeper Re-ssociation as an ultimate healing / neurogenesis. This will allow us to grasp mental wellness and human creative excellence. ** [intent statement as disciplines] From the multi disciplinarian standpoint- •Nintendo console 8 - 64 bit thought •Logic puzzles / riddles •classic adventure / role playing •classic FPS •classic dungeon crawl •Modern Adventure (games less about puzzle solving and more about finding all paths in a very large and breathtaking expanse) •Attention + Sensory rich interactive experiences •Primal Rage - the use of violence and intensity in musical and gameplay aesthetics •Cave human Dominance and roles thought deriving from gameplay, aspects of being Front edge protector of the tiniest most important Clan members •Economics Core freedom ideal - the belief that all interaction must be voluntary and the belief in a Best unity of gathered Wills ||||||Final crusade - educating to be correctly seen as: self evident truth about human growth, spanning nutrition, medicines, tools/games/challenges and driven by self voluntary []4[] School is Breakfast Lunch and Dinner plus freedom to explore one’s own sparks to ideas This is what I am teaching with my Wow Classic Adventure Basics educational Learning plans! ~~ One of my most important lessons about video game wellness is a thought from Mike ‪@MikeLICSW‬ Langois, that taking command of a powerful or attractive identity gives us strong boosts of mental ability and cognitive balance ultimately, for small attention cost. Ego repletion. It’s proven fact generosity makes u happier person. Why is this - the act of giving sparks gratitude to come forth. Gratitude literally saves, while angry kills u. This is the difference between troll griefing and community support

[shaydraplays]

okay, here are the liveblogs of the entirety of she-ra season 1

because i don’t know how to consume media responsibly

see individual episodes under the cut: 

ep1 - catra fucking purred with excitement, i had to go back to confirm, the furries are back at it again - and she sleeps at the foot of adora's bed... incredible - does she just sleep with her helmet on? wait i guess all these soldiers don't have sleep clothes, but still? - the adora-glimmer-beau fight scene was hilarious. beau and glimmer just straight up screaming at adora with enough force to shake? excellent. - the way glimmer runs with the sword away from danger is SO good - glimmer just DOESN'T stop screaming and honestly, mood - lmao

ep2 - jesus CHRIST the opening is physically killing me - the amount of times beau's voice breaks - the way they animated people moving is just top notch in general - the voices also... very good - hell yeah floppy eared deer people - neigh - incatrible - damn just keep tasing her i guess... rude - catra fucking bodice ripping the netting hell yeah - the transformation makes her and the sword slightly taller like, why??? - :C catra - "wait, whose horse was this" well it's yours now

ep3 - beau's voice continues to be excellent - the amount of screaming beau and glimmer do on average is also excellent - how are you not enraptured by horsie rolling in the grass next to you? - omg pegacorn floppin around - beau and glimmer are masters of the "oh shit" run. trot? - granny is cute - catra has such disaster lesbean vibes - i dont have my glasses you'll have to speak up - how does horsie's wings keep changing color - also i've completely accepted the ridiculosity of all these names but still... - the arc werewolf man makes when kicked - thank u for validating me swiftwind - wait where do you put the sword when not in use

ep4 - how's they get adora's horde jacket out of the bushes near that village? also she lost her force captain pin rip - so do they just never change clothes? i had high hopes from adora putting on stuff to cover the horde symbol but i guess not - aw sleebover - okay they have no sleep clothes here either - general is hot - did catra draw princess on a horse or - zarkon is a twink now. twunk? - is that jasper's voice for that side character - the beast of beast island - those are not tree destruction foley sounds - yeah stop the machines poisoning ur land! environmentalism! - this is a small kingdom. these kingdoms are all really small? - you've been friends for like 2 days - where did they get horde outfits - beau's lil exclamations are.... Good - YAY SLEEBOVER

ep5 - something tells me adora doesn't like boats - i HAVE to mute the theme song. just, wow - go fish........ - who voices scorpia because Nice - nice violin - mermista is relatable - "They're coming right for the Gate!" mermista's big groan is a mood - is catra's MO from now on just gonna be to leap up to wherever Adora is doing hero things and monologue at her - i wanna be on 8-foot-tall woman's side as well - lmao christen the ship right there

ep6 - lmao glimmer's face when she-ra boutta bust it open - only tiny food........ - drunk adora is cute - did they just leave the sword - fizzy lifting drinks - okay so the sword is just animated when its convenient, otherwise i guess adora vores it or something

ep7 - that last episode was trite so now im gonna draw while watching - i love when they reference adora's depressing upbringing. "no i don't know what an aunt is but i was hoping someone would eventually explain". also beau is a bro - so lightspinner is shadowsneaker or whatever, right - naptime - i hope they explain who greyskull is etc sometime - do you not know what a pillow is why are you lying backwards - adora trust ur friends more pls it's been at least a week by now - thats new - catra no

ep8 - soooo prom means they'll change their clothes right - damn scorpia's a princess, what does it mean that they gave up their gemstone thing? no magic? - a true soldier by upbringing, adora - hell YEAH catra in a tux - neau just gotta wear a croptop - how are they gonna let catra in her whole bodys a weapon - hell yeah these ppl snazzy as fuck - so what the fuck is swiftwind doing these days anyway - adora is me. hormf snacks - man scorpia why cant u just let ppl chill - hell yeah sexual tension dance time - how do they know how to dance - catra is smooth - "you don't understand" ouch that is like the worst thing to say to smol frost princess - catra no - "I don't want you to" man she is such a... kovu's mom in lion king 2 or 3

ep9 - beau maDE THEM FIGURINES IM CRY - rip mermista - captain dude is so dumb - scorpia is going to kill u - this rebellion is clearly not combat ready - the black garnet is the one that scorpia's family gave the horde right? - really digging the low res pixels of the cell door being kicked for some reason - kyle pls - beau's expressions are SO good - well this sucks - if adora actually got her memories wiped and rejoined the herd and catra had to pretend that everything was normal man that'd be a good fanfic - glimmer thats very anime of u - catra, a lil bitch as always - damn, nice lighting - THIS IS NOT BECAUSE I LIKE YOU B-BAKA - catra no - damn, she really just got incinerated right in front of the team, huh - had to let the sad end credits music play this time, alexa play despacito

ep10 - "yeah that sure smells like concrete" thanks scorpia - adora is SO excited that she can use magic - i had to look it up but yeah i can definitely hear the amethyst in catra's voice now - yeah entrapta didn't seem like she gave much of a shit in the first place - hell YEAH she just jumps out the window - it's pretty incredible that they haven't miscolored catra's eyes yet, at least that i saw - thank u for coming back to the original disagreement and hashing it out, hell yeah emotional intelligence - just tell ur mom, blease - when queen mom is holding glimmer as she glitches... wow that's very adult fear of you - why do they not animate the sword and backbacks whenever it pleases them? i can excuse magical sword bullshit but c'mon catra needs to eat - hell yeah trippy psychological horror episode PLEASE - catra no

ep11 - hell yeah time for the "save my archnemesis frenemy from being killed by nonsentient technology ostensibly on my side, only to receive zero gratitude and probable betrayal from said frenemy" episode - their interactions are SO good - keeping things close to your chest and not saying anything about entrapta, nice - blease i just want them to be frens again - BAPY CATRA YES - FLOFF - BLEASE - FRENS - tween catra is EXTRA FLOFF - really telling that all their good memories are of getting chased by superiors and fighting each other. fucking horde - teen lizard's hair is good - catra's pretty good at saving herself. can she do it in the way that matters, though? - part cat, part monkey - well then, this memory probably doesn't end happily - oh, maybe this'll give adora hints on how to heal glimmer - fucking shadow... slipper. fuck u - jesus christ well this is just the writing on the wall for why catra can hate adora so easily. fuck u shadow sneak - bapy.... she hiss - w o w

ep12 - creepy. yes. i have been called this before. i n c r e d i b l e - hell yeah aliens - oh my god it speaks - man, what is EVEN scorpia's deal besides comic relief... horde is real bad at cultivating friendship - hack the p l a n e t - god damn, speaker baby imp is creepy. also how did catra not hear/smell that, maybe all horde shit smells similar - so entrapta doesn't have her corresponding gemstone? also oooooh, that's what the moonstone is. - adora, you made a self-cognizant horse, look at it now, it's got self-assurance and helpful words that also perpetuate the message that all domestic or captive animals are suffering, but in a joking manner

ep13 - ok, last ep of season 1, oh boy. can't wait to read all the post s1 fanfic - how did they... switch seating order... c'momn dreamworks - so why is entrapta a princess if she doesn't have a gemstone - WHY is beau still baring his midriff? in armor??? - wait so you can stand on water now? - stop monologueing holy shit - i guess there just isn't water? - k, deus ex machina and big damn heroes, i guess - nice combo attacks - she ra said gay rights. happy wrath month everyone - catra.......... no