#eighteen was my bbg

[irarann]

Does anyone remember numberblocks??? like the math show for preschoolers that gave literal numbers personalities?? because i do. i was 8 and knew everything they were teaching in the show but i still watched it because they gave the numbers personalities

anyways heres some old art of these sillies as humans from when i was probably 8 or 9

vs redraws/redesigns i made 2 months ago can you tell that my motivation has dropped

[okkotsyui]

YOU LOVE HER (it's over)

1 : you already found someone to miss // s, itoshi

NOTE ;; my part on the collab w/ @aoshei !! ofc i have sae, my no.1 bbg. // angst , no comfort \\

.. ..

when sae told you for the first time that he's going to spain, you cried.

he promised you that he'd call you every day, despite the time difference.

he kissed you softly for the last time before he walked onto his flight.

sae promised he'd always love you.

so when you woke up one morning to find his contact unavailable and all ways of contacting him blocked, you cried. he broke his promise to you. sae was gone, and you couldn't get him back.

.. ..

that was two years ago today and you were certain that you had moved on from your first love. you had been on dates, kissed other people, dated other people. but it had never felt the same as it did with sae. you two were young, dumb kids, fresh into the world of teenagers, but you loved each other. or so you had thought, and deluded yourself with. you were now eighteen, a full-time college student studying for your dream.

so, why? why did it ache your heart to see the news headlines, all screaming in your face about the return of the 'treasure of japan, itoshi sae' ? it had been four years since he had left the country, abandoning you .. leaving you all alone to drown in your misery. it had been two years since he had cut you out of his life without explanation as to why.

all you wanted today was to be left alone. you cancelled plans with your friends, postponed that date that you were meant to go on tonight. you had accepted the fact that you had never truly gotten over itoshi sae, and you couldn't bare the idea of accidentally bumping into him.

but the world is cruel. fate is even crueler. that's why you were currently stood in front of the man who shattered your young heart, a coffee in his hand. you couldn't breathe. your vision was trained onto his left hand which held the beverage, an engagement ring nestled onto his ring finger.

sae watched you stare at his hand, a cold expression on his face. he had closed his heart off to you years ago, and that wasn't going to change now. he didn't spare you a second glance, walking past you as if you were another nobody he didn't even bother to remember the name of.

you watched him leave .. leave everything that the two of you once shared. hushed whispered of promising to marry each other when you grew up. planning out your wedding with him. buying small cakes from stores, eating it together as you both giggled in between wedding vows. sae had left it all behind without as much as a second thought.

so when the day arrived, the news frantically reported on itoshi sae, a newly married man, posting pictures of the blissfully perfect wedding with his new perfect wife. and you sat alone again, tears staining the front page of your newspaper, your heart shattering once more.

@/itoshyui . ©2023. all rights reserved

[lnkedmyheart]

hi~

Soooo.... fave oficial soukoku arts (at least 3) and why?

If you want to share :D!

🍬🌻

Solely official art that are not just panels from the novels or manga here.

The dead apple promotional sketch duo with Dazai and Chuuya. The way Dazai has his eyes closed and a smile on his face like he trusts Chuuya with the bandages swirling around his neck in a noose and then there is Chuuya, cocky and confident with Dazai's bandages making a heart around him.

Dead apple cover art by Gunzi. Dazai is his damsel in distress era looking so soft and bbg and then there is Chuuya so angry and protective with his arm over Dazai's neck like that.

Harukawa'a skk art. Double black fittinf together so perfectly despite their 4 year seperation. Dazai knows Chuuya's coat will get in the way so he grips it as it falls of Chuuya'w shoulder. Chuuya catching the bullets before they hit Dazai with his arm curled around the back of his head knowing that even even a touch from Dazai's hair to Chuuya's bare forearm could nullify tainted but so confident in their dynamic. Dazai's face, Chuuya's coat disintegrating and mixing with the background.

This official art from the manga. PMzai and Chuuya, possibly seventeen or eighteen back to back and melancholy.

This 15 era panel from the manga. Just the way these two babies are looking back at each other. They look like childhood friends being seperated against their will. I dont care if it got lightly retconned, this singular piece of art gave us some of the best fics out there.

Yes the mother of all skk art is here. Its not my favorite but I can't not talk about what gets me about this art. Its how vulnerable Dazai looks in this. Head tilted up, eyes closed, he seems at peace honestly. And given the way Dazai is, constantly alert, its like he is this at ease because Chuuya is there to watch his back. And again, Chuuya is leaning over him protectively. Sure its very romantic and stuff but idk I find it more comforting than romantic. And like this was the first time anime onlys had seen the guy. Like imagine the impact this art had. People often write this piece off as cheap fanservice and pandering but like idk, it fits their canon dynamic a lot. There is nothing overtly romantic or sexual about it to me despite my dumb jokes.

Every single skk art Hoshikawa has dropped. Dazai's big doe eyes, Chuuya's sleep deprived gremlin aura with his lesbian attracting hips. I just love Hoshikawa.

And if we were talking about actual manga panels. Every single panel from the 15 manga, but the one that has me on my knees consistently is the dead apple manga panels: the dhc lap scene and the post dragon face holding scene. And the way Dazai laughed in their reunion.

[sskk-ao3feed]

You long to end your life, so you never will die

by pluton1um

For Aizawa, it seemed to be a normal day; after patrol, he was planning to go home and sleep for eighteen hours. That was until he saw the two bloodied teenagers sitting in an alleyway.

"What the hell."

(In which Dazai and Chuuya are sent into the world of heroes and villains. How will they hold in an environment where moral code is placed at such high esteem?) (TLDR 2.0: Dazai and Chuuya become problem children who bring nothing but trouble and stolen alcohol into UA.)

Words: 47111, Chapters: 11/?, Language: English

Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: Gen, M/M

Characters: Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Shuuzenji Chiyo | Recovery Girl, Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto, Iida Tenya, Uraraka Ochako, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Bakugou Katsuki, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Pro Heroes (My Hero Academia), U.A. Faculty (My Hero Academia), Nedzu (My Hero Academia), Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Armed Detective Agency Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs), Port Mafia Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Relationships: idk how to do tags, sorry i probably forgot a ton of characters, but im not typing all of them, Soukoku | Double Black (Bungou Stray Dogs), also im gonna try and keep the characters canon, not a canon rewrite tho, Crossover, isekai crossover, also also want it to be a scientifically accurate as possible, first fic lmfao, Angst, summer camp arc, season 3 and beyond, chuuya gives no fucks, big fat bruh moment,they get transported after the anime ends, just pretend that mori and fukuzawa decide to have them work together again, no smut yall horny, anyways who reads tags lmao, also dazai and chuuya are aged down, theyre sixteen now, No Beta RIP, Canon Divergence, aye wassup bbg this is me one year later adding tags, slow, i will simp for higuchi, should i add midoriya x uraraka into the tags or would that scare people away hmm, also. there are many many characters it won't just focus on dazai and chuuya :), but to put it simply. bungou stray dogs world is the top in this relationship, that is an awful analogy but what imean to say is that it'll focus more on the bsd side of things, hello this is the end of the tags :wave:

source https://archiveofourown.org/works/26467819