#eh relationships actually are cloying too which is ehy im aro too | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

teddy-feathers · 1 year ago

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the thing about me is like. i know im ace. but theres a part of me that thinks maybe if it keep trying or try new things with it ill like it because i feel like i should like it.

its like. its like a food where you like everything that goes into it but not the thing itself.

i should like this. maybe if i try it again or change it up i will like it. i ahould like it theres so much about it that i do like - but i dont like it.

hell its like tea. theres 100s of varieties surely i can find one i like? no?

#i am so fucking tired #im going to sleep #i just needed to ramble #idk if this makes sense #but its annoying #i want to like it but i dont #1) too much like work/sports #2) as soon as my body has done its thing it loses intrest #and its gross annoying and tiresome #and boring #3) it really is like a sport and im just not entertained though i tried #4) while the idea of it is cool people looking at me that way #gives me the heebies #eh relationships actually are cloying too which is ehy im aro too #5) i have yet to meet see or be entertained by a person #in way that made my body sit up and take notice #i do not look at someone and go yes must fuck #unless i am already ready to go #and even then they're just a warm body #6) i look back at my experiences and think #dont fucking touch me #so yeah #i might think of more later but im ace #but the idea and sub cultures of sex are cool

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