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djemsostylist · 4 years ago

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Of Queens and Trash

Here’s the thing. SCK has been on a downward trend since 13. The breakup was long, getting together again was tiring, the amnesia plot was poorly handled and the mess that came following his recovery was, well, a mess. The necessary break for covid gave us a chance for a fresh start for Edser. All the bad stuff in the past, and a focus in the last episodes of them being able to finally fulfill all the promises they had not been able to. After all, this was a story that, at its core, was about two people who met and fell in love and who, no matter what, chose to be together. Invisible handcuffs. And with the return of the OG writer, it seemed we might finally get that. After 39 episodes of angst and only 7(?) of real togetherness, surely it was time? Forget the pain of the past, and start with Edser navigating their world together.

And then the trailer dropped. And all of a sudden, all the people who had spent months eviscerating Serkan for behaving badly in the 30s were celebrating this new plot, the “great angst” and Eda “being a Queen.”

For me, I can’t get over the hiding of the child. It's a hardline deal breaker. I don’t think it matters who writes it, I think it's an awful plotline. No matter how "good" the trailer looks or moments seem, I will remember that I was watching a show about two people who loved each other and never wanted to be apart, about a man who learned how to open his heart, and this ruined it all.

Now, I think it's worth noting that my hard line, in this particular case, is in response to Edser, if that makes sense. I’m not hardline, “if this is in a story I’m not watching”. If it works for the characters and story because that is the type of story being told, then fine.

I don't subscribe to the woke feminism brand of "all women are Queens and all men are Trash" which seems to be a trend of late (and not just in fandom). I think people are people and people are generally imperfect but also trying. I don’t think women, simply by virtue of carrying a child, get full say in what happens to the child, regardless of the father’s wishes. I'm not fond of a “hiding a kid storyline”, and while I get the whole "my body my choice" style of arguing, it took two people to make the baby. Two people get a say in what happens. I get you are growing the kid, but you didn't spontaneously conceive.

For me, Edser being apart and/or hiding a kid is a hardline. It doesn't fit with the characters as I know them and it doesn't fit with the storyline. And look--I hated the amnesia plot. I thought there were a literal million ways this could have been done better, but it's what we got. So for everyone suddenly defending this new plot, despite it making about as much sense as Eda getting married to make Serkan remember her, then that means everything goes. No blaming writers or ignoring canon...everything has context and meaning now. And since “it's realistic” is also a common refrain, then fine. Let’s go realistic.

Imagine being in a plane crash. You wake up, you have clear physical/mental blocks. For someone who likes to be in control, that's terrifying. You have a ring on your finger with a woman's name you don't know, and an entire year missing. You call the one person you know will come (since your parents and friends are useless) and she comes and tells you a story that jives. You can't remember shit and you keep getting flashes and your hands won't work, so you take what she tells you, because why would you have any reason to doubt? It’s not like you can remember anyway, and trying to remember hurts.

You finally go back home, and you recognize nothing about your own life. Friends, family...everything is different. Your mom is out, your dad is gone, your best friends are married. You don't even live in the same house, you have people working in your company you don’t know--even your dog is gone. And then you have a hysterical woman throwing pictures in your face of a man you don't recognize and your brain is still foggy and all your friends and family seem to be shrugging their shoulders at you.

You're terrified and alone and all you get is some vagueness about an epic love story and too much emotion and all you want to do is hide. From everything. Plus your heart is doing this thing every time the girl is near and you think you might be dying maybe and remember how your brother died?

So, the girl kisses you, you literally feel like you might be dying, and it's like naw. Fuck this. I'm getting back an ounce of control. So you propose to Selin. I mean you don’t love her and you barely want her but at least she is the same. At least she hasn’t changed, and at least she doesn’t stare at you with the weight of a million expectations that everyone else does. At least she doesn’t look at you and hope to see a man you can’t ever remember being.

But then the girl everyone claims is your soulmate is suddenly engaged to another man, and spends every moment after that claiming she hates you, she is over you, she is better off/happier without you, doesn't need you.

So it's like, okay, what is the truth. Your brain isn't helping, your friends aren't helping, she isn't helping. So you lash out, you close off, because really, what else is left. Your life isn’t your life, your mind isn’t your mind, you can’t even figure out what’s real and what isn’t. And she’s getting married and you want to die but she’s getting married and surely if she loved you she wouldn’t be doing this?

And then you get your memories back. Finally. Everything comes flooding back ,and it's a lot. You cope in shitty ways, you don't respond well, etc. You’ve returned from the dead twice, and everything feels just slightly off, but maybe you can make this work. At least you have her. After a few days, you’re feeling like your old self. You've got your memories, your girl, the possibility of the future you had snatched twice, and then BOOM. She rejects you, out of nowhere.

Won't talk, won't communicate, you have no idea what the fuck is happening. She’s crying and sad but also not leaving but also not staying and your brain can’t quite work things out but all you can do is promise that you love her, only her, always her, forever. Surely she must know that by now, right?

And then she tells you about the baby. You can't remember the sex of course, but then you find out it probably happened while your brain was fucked, and you barely have time to process this before oh yeah the love of your life is leaving you bc she would rather you raise a baby with your rapist. And suddenly you might be dying, again.

But you stop her. You stop her and even though she says she didn’t come back for you, why else would she have stayed? So, you finally get her back, she tattoos you on her finger and maybe just maybe everything will be fine when BOOM. Cancer. You aren't even over the other shit, and you have a fucking tumor. You are 30 years old, you've survived a plane crash, amnesia, and now you have a tumor. How many times can a person die?

And so you don’t cope well. You withdraw, you back away. Your brother died when he was young, you know what that does to a person. You know what it did to your family. You have this fear that curls around your heart that says “but what if she becomes my mother.” And she goes. She leaves and she takes your heart and your child (that you don’t even know about) and it’s like...fuck. Again. Because everyone leaves you, eventually. And somehow, it’s always your fault.

So, what I'm saying is, Eda endured a lot, sure. She was hurt. Their breakup in 14 was hard and I’m not denying that (although there is another post I could write about how since Eda never actually uses her words to tell him how she feels he can, perhaps, be understood in assuming that breaking up after barely being together would hurt but also that she would move on and live her life happily without him. Which I guess season 2 proves…) Losing Serkan to an accident/amnesia was hard, looking at the body of the man she loves but not seeing the man she loves must have been agony. But Serkan was fucking wrecked. So instead of choosing to write a plot where they both get to heal, where they both get to explore their pain and work through it together, we get Serkan who reverted to being a robot to cope with massive trauma and PTSD, and essentially is abandoned by everyone, again.

I guess what I'm saying is, if staying with him and supporting him when he was dealing with trauma was too much for her, then fine.That is very true for some people, and it’s certainly realistic. But I don't really think that jives with Eda and her character, and while it isn't a trauma competition, I'd still think Serkan comes out a winner here. Eda lost her parents, which was awful. She lost him, but she got him back. Twice. His trauma is losing his brother, being abandoned by his parents, a plane crash, amnesia, emotional manipulation/abuse and cancer. And then he gets punished by having his daughter taken away from him because he was having a hard time coping. Keeping a kid a secret isn't "protecting the child" it's punishing the father.

Tl;dr The direction they have taken the characters is gross for both mains, but if people are trying to justify Eda keeping his child from him because “he deserves it” or “she did what was best for her” then I think we maybe haven’t been watching the same show. Even if he said “I don’t want kids,” saying that to a hypothetical child is very different then being told “a baby is very much our reality.” Because that's the crux right? It's not that he decided he just didn't want to be a father ever, he's scared of having a family and losing them or of them losing him. And then she made that very fear be realized. Which is tragic and quite the opposite of what his life partner needed to do in that situation.

Bitte.

Thanks to @lolo-deli for the proofread and the final lines, you are the best. And for putting up with my uncontrollable ranting about this for days.

#sen çal kapımı #sck #serkan bolat #eda yıldız #SCK is officially over for me #so I’m making funerary arrangements to say goodbye to yet another fandom.#this is my eulogy #also this is a serkan bolat protection blog #jesus i sound like a 14 year old fangirl #whatever #its been a minute since i have been one of those #let me relive the days in peace

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originalhybridloverfics · 4 years ago

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What I Left Behind - Edser Fic

Summary: Eda is consumed by the loss of Serkan until she learns he left her with a piece of herself. She does her best to move forward but there's a tear in her life, her heartbroken beyond repair.

When Serkan returns she thought it would be a happy day but he doesn't remember her. He's with Selin. But even without his memories, he looks at her in a way that shakes her foundations.

Could the Serkan she lost ever be found?

Eda couldn’t move forward. She couldn’t fathom living in a world without her soulmate. Without Serkan.

Her wedding day was supposed to be the happiest moment of her life, now it was her most haunting memory.

She was living a nightmare she could not wake up from no matter how much she wanted to.

Serkan was gone, missing, lost and more than likely very hurt.

She refused to believe he was dead. She would have felt in her heart if that were the case.

But she feared for him. There was nothing that would’ve kept him from coming back to her. So why didn’t he? He promised he would come back.

Was she deluding herself? Was he gone and she was just in denial? Was she holding onto a ghost?

For the first few days, she cried herself to sleep, Serkan’s shirt clutch in her hands, his scent surrounding her.

She refused to eat, refused to leave the house, refused to come out of her room, refused to talk to anyone.

The one time she did was to leave her aunt’s house and go to Serkan’s. Sirius was there waiting for Serkan but got her instead.

There was a leash by the door. He had fresh water and a full bowl of food. She wasn’t sure who has been taking care of him but she was thankful to whoever it was.

Her friends and her aunt called her phone but she let it go to voicemail.

She didn’t want to talk to anyone, she didn’t want to hear their voices telling her it was all going to be okay.

Nothing was okay. Serkan was gone and until he came back for her nothing was ever going to be okay again.

Sirius walked up to her, his food untouched, and let out a low wine.

Eda dropped to the floor and wrapped her arms around his body, clinging to him. “I know, I miss him, too.” The tears slid down her cheeks wetting his fur.

Eda stayed there with Sirius for a long time, her body going stiff with her lack of movement.

She did not move until Sirius nudged her with his head. She stood slowly and started up the steps of Serkan’s apartment, stepping into his room was hard.

His scent filled the air and her heart squeezed in her chest, her throat closed up and a new wave of tears welled in her eyes.

She felt like she could not breathe. She moved to his side of the bed and sat on the edge. Her eyes slid shut and she could still remember the last time she was here with him.

Their bodies pressed together, skin to skin, his eyes shining with love, so much love that it seemed almost impossible that someone could love her with the depth Serkan did.

There were times that it had overwhelmed her. To be the center of someone’s world, it was a feeling she couldn’t describe but she felt the same way about him.

Every day since Serkan’s disappearance she had the same heart-crushing despairing thought sounding in her mind whenever she was alone.

She didn’t want to be here any longer.

She didn’t want to live in a world without Serkan. She didn’t want to be here if he wasn’t here with her. She didn’t want to experience everything life had to offer if she couldn’t experience it with the love of her life.

Eda laid down in the bed, pulling Serkan’s sweater to her chest, and allowed the pain to take hold. Her sobs filled the room, her face wet with her tears, and her body shaking with the pain.

She cried so hard, she couldn’t breathe, her heart pounded in her chest and her stomach cramped.

Suddenly the bed dipped and Sirius was there, he let out a whimper and pressed his head against her stomach.

Eda dropped her left hand down to lay atop his head, her grief not subsiding in the least but having Sirius there was a comfort.

Her phone rang suddenly, her aunt’s name flashed across the screen.

Eda ignored the call and turned her phone off. She didn’t want to be bothered. She just wanted to be left alone.

She wanted to sleep. It was the only time she could see Serkan. It was her only escape from the pain.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Eda barely had the energy to get out of bed most days. The more time that passed, the more she died a little bit more on the inside.

Her aunt and friends, Seyfi and Aydan eventually found her at Serkan’s place. Their concern was nice but she didn’t want it. Their presence only made things worse.

Aydan tried to get her out of bed but Eda couldn’t do it, Hell, she didn’t know how Aydan was managing.

Her aunt tried to get her to eat, to do something other than locking herself away in Serkan’s bedroom, but she couldn’t do it.

Ceren and Melo were trying to handle things at work but Peril and Engin needed her at the office. She was the majority shareholder now that Serkan was gone and they needed her there. She needed to speak to the press about Serkan.

Eda couldn’t do it. Work was the furthest thing from her mind.

She wanted nothing to do with it. With anything. None of it mattered without Serkan. She couldn’t move forward. She refused to.

She pushed everyone away. She didn’t need them. She needed Serkan and he wasn’t here. He left her alone and her heart, her soul, couldn’t take it.

She was slowly dying on the inside without Serkan. Suffocating from everyone’s expectations of her to pick herself up and carry on without the love of her life. Drowning from the pain and grief.

Eda thought she knew pain before but the agony she felt now was unlike anything she ever felt before and it only proved to her what she knew with absolute certainty.

She did not want to live without Serkan.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Eda barely left Serkan’s house. The only time she did was to take Sirius for a walk.

Like today Eda gathered her strength dressed in a pair of yoga pants and Serkan’s hoodie, her hair pulled back messily, and headed outside with Sirius.

She started a slow jog, Serius beside her kept to her pace.

She didn’t have the energy to run faster and in all honesty, her body felt too weak to do more.

She should eat more, she knew that. It was clear her body was starting to turn against her because she wasn’t taking care of herself the way she should.

Her health was important and this had to be her body’s way of reminding her much to her dismay.

She ran half a mile before she needed to stop and take a break. She stopped by a vendor, getting herself a bottle of water, she walked at a slower pace.

Suddenly there was a flash and they were descending upon her before she realized what was happening.

Camera flashes were going off like crazy, burning her eyes, startling her.

“Mrs. Yildiz, how are you dealing with the death of your fiance?”

Anger filled Eda. “What kind of people ask a question like that out of the blue? It’s none of your business!”

“Will you be taking over his company? Is it true that he left it to you? Do you think you yourself capable of running a business when you can’t even take care of yourself?”

Question after question was thrown at Eda as she tried to get away from them, pulling on Sirius’s leash as he barked and pulled on it, baring his teeth at the reporters.

“Sirius, come!” she ordered, trying to drag him away.

She was feeling like the air was leaving her and invisible walls were closing in on her.

The reporters did not heed Sirius’s warnings and followed, throwing question after question at her, becoming more personal by the second.

She walked two blocks with them stalking her when suddenly, she stopped her stomach cramping badly. Her arm went around her middle.

“Are you pregnant? Is the late Serkan Bey the father? How far along are you?”

Eda wanted to scream and yell at them to go away and stop with their far too personal questions but she couldn’t, her breath hitch, and no sound came out as the cramps intensified.

She felt something wet, and she thought she spilled her water but when she looked at her orange yoga pants, blood was bleeding through between her thighs, spreading across the fabric.

The reporters pressed in on her and it was all too much.

The reporters, their questions, trying to hold Sirius back, the pain, the blood. It was just too much.

Dots danced in her vision, she felt herself falling, losing her grip on the leash and Sirius lunged.

The last thing she heard before everything went back was one of the reporters screaming in pain.

A/N: I'm not sure when I will post chapter two but there will be more to this.

#sen çal kapımı #fanfic #edser #edser fic #amnesia #canon au #pregnancy #eda x serkan #eda yildiz #serkan bolat #romance #angst

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mrsgreenworld · 4 years ago

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Well, I wanted to write a fix-it fic of sorts, an alternative morning after for episode 26. And I will, pinky promise. But after the fragmans for episode 27 and our babies in all their engaged glory, I was also attacked by this idea to start a collection of short one-shots centred around married Edser.

So here we go. The first short piece.

I don't own any of the characters or the show. They all belong to Sen Çal Kapımı writers, the production company and FOX channel. This is only fanfiction.

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Married Shenanigans. Part 1.

Eda's feet were barely touching the ground. She still couldn't believe all of it was actually real. Her and Serkan got married today. They were now officially husband and wife. And she... She was no longer Eda Yıldız. From now on she was Eda Bolat. Even the thought alone made her grin like a lunatic as she was zipping her suitcase. She brought it downstairs and placed it by the door the exact moment the doorbell rang. She swung the door open. What Eda saw was truly sight to behold - her new husband, grinning from ear to ear and bouncing on his feet. Serkan Bolat was bouncing. Eda let out a giggle at that.

"Ne?" Serkan asked, a little bashfully.

"Nothing," Eda responded with a smile and a shake of her head.

"So, are you packed and ready?"

"Yeah," Eda nodded at her suitcase by the door.

Serkan eyed it sceptically, then looked at Eda.

"Are you serious? Another suitcase with flipflops inside?"

"What? No! I have everything I need there".

"What about the rest of your stuff? Because I was going to hire a movers truck to bring it all to our place so you can, you know, move in".

"I, well, I... I haven't packed anything yet," Eda stuttered, a bit lost.

"What? Why? Eda!"

"I didn't really have time! Everything happened so quickly! Our engagement, then henna night and all the craziness after it. And then the wedding. I have barely had enough time to breathe, let alone pack my whole life".

"Fine, we'll do this together next week".

"Next week?"

"Yes, we're taking a week off".

"Why?" Eda asked confused.

"Because we're newlyweds, it's our honeymoon. You know, it usually follows the wedding," Serkan explained, as if talking to a child.

"A honeymoon. We're going to have a week-long honeymoon?"

"Yes, Eda!"

"Who are you?" Eda teased him with a smile.

"You know, there's this amazing, beautiful, smart, funny woman. Eda Bolat is her name. Well, I am her husband," Serkan retorted, his own grin risking to split his face in two.

He pulled Eda to him and she went willingly. Serkan pecked her lips softly and squeezed Eda's hand.

"Get your flipflops and let's go home," Serkan murmured.

They went hand in hand to Serkan's car. Shortly after they arrived at Serkan's apartment which was now their home. Serkan even went as far as carry a laughing Eda over the threshold. They got Eda's suitcase into the bedroom upstairs and fixed a light late dinner together. Even though they had had a small wedding reception with their loved ones, neither of them had touched any food, too wired to eat. So they were both pretty hungry. After having eaten, they started cleaning up together. Perfect team work with Eda washing the dishes and Serkan drying them.

Eda rinsed the last plate and handed it to Serkan, who was standing to her right, facing the stairs leading to the second level of the apartment. Serkan started drying the plate but his gaze was fixed on the stairs, his brows furrowed, as if he was calculating something.

"What's wrong?" Eda asked him softly.

"Nothing. Nothing's wrong. Just thinking".

"What are you thinking about?"

"It's a good thing you haven't packed your stuff and we haven't moved it here. Because we're gonna need to find a new place," Serkan said, still looking at the stairs, but with a hint of suspicion and weird hostility.

"What? Why? What's wrong with this place?"

"Well, these stairs, for one. Look at them. They're not fit for children. They're dangerous".

Eda's could swear that her brain short circuited.

"Children? What children?"

"Our children," Serkan said without even blinking.

He said it with such calm and confidence that Eda couldn't help but smile.

"Oh, we have some children I don't know about?" she asked teasingly.

Her words made Serkan tear his gaze from the stairs. He got a bit flustered, the tips of his ears turning slightly red.

"Well, I mean... I mean when we have children. When we decide that we're ready. Then. Then we'll have to... You know... Make sure there are no... dangerous stairs".

"Yeah, definitely. We will. But now is not the time. I mean, I need to finish my education first, get my degree. And you have so much work, so many projects".

"Of course. You will get your diploma. And there's your dream to go to Italy. We will go together. And then... well..."

"And then, yes. We will grow our family," Eda agreed with a smile.

Serkan gifted her with a somewhat shy smile of his own.

"You know, I never thought about kids. I never really wanted to be a father. But with you... With you I want it all," he confessed.

"Our feelings are mutual, Serkan Bolat. One day".

"One day," Serkan nodded.

"But before that I think we should practise," Eda said with a wink and pulled on Serkan's hand, leading him to the stairs and to their bedroom.

#sen çal kapımı #sen cal kapimi #sck #love is in the air #sen çal kapımı fanfiction #sen çal kapımı fic #sck fanfiction #sck fic #edser fanfiction #edser fic #edser #eda yıldız #eda yildiz #eda bolat #serkan bolat #eda ve serkan #eda x serkan

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originalhybridloverfics-backup · 3 years ago

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Loving You Through It All

Summary: Bitten AU

Betrayed by love Eda promised she wouldn't ever go back home. She never wanted to see him again but when her family calls asking for help what else was she supposed to do.

She returns home unaware of the secrets being kept from her and truth that will destory the life she has built for herself away from the one man she could never forget, Serkan Bolat.

Loosely based on Bitten.

A/N: I couldn't get the idea of a bitten au with Edser out of my head and so this was written in to existence.

Eda didn’t think she would come back here. She swore to herself she would never step foot in Haven again, but here she was.

Stepping out of the cab, hauling her duffle bag over her shoulder, she walked down the path, pushing the iron gate and stepping onto the dirt gravel road that led to the stone mansion she was more familiar than any home she grew up in as a child.

She stopped at the circle drive, her mind flashing back to the first time she ever came here.

She had been nervous, clutching tightly to Serkan’s hand as he carried their bags.

“Do you think he’ll like me?”

“Everyone likes you.” He replied, not missing a beat.

Eda tugged at hand, pulling him to a stop. “Serkan, I’m serious. This is the man who raised you. He’s the closest thing you have to a father. I want him to like me,”

Serkan tugged her close, his hand going to the back of her neck, his lips descending on hers in a kiss that was meant to wipe away all her concerns. “He’s going to love my you, there is no way he won’t be taken with my fiance.”

“Fiance?” Eda repeated in surprise as he got down on one knee. Her hand shot to cover her mouth, tears filling her eyes.

Serkan pulled a box from his pocket and opened it to reveal a gorgeous flower engagement ring. “Eda Yildiz, will you do me the greatest honor and spent the rest of your life with me?”

Eda nodded her head, words momentarily lost to her.

“Is that a yes?” Serkan took the ring out of the box.

“Yes,” Eda gave an exuberant laugh.

The second Serkan slipped the ring onto her finger, she tugged him to his feet and threw her arms around him.

Serkan laughed joyously as his arms engulfed, picking her clean off her feet and swinging in a circle.

The second he set her back into feet, Eda pulled him down to meet her in a passionate kiss.

His hand wrapped around her ponytail and she jumped up, wrapping her legs around his waist, the passion consuming them.

Eda shook her head, clearing it of the memory. The last thing she wanted to do was think of Serkan.

He was a part of her past the desperately wanted to forget.

#edser #edser au #edser fic #sck #sen cal kapimi #serkan x eda #eda yildiz #serkan bolat #fanfic

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yourpakichic · 4 years ago

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Episode 19 thoughts

- I love the boys vs. girls scenes! The similarly layered conversations that occur are an absolute delite to watch!

- Engin making Serkan PANIC over Eda finding another man! Like he really didn’t think so until at this point! But also, Melo trying to make her eniste really panic!

- Selin really trying to play house with Serkan.... *eye roll*

- Their individual monologues caused me pain. They want each other so bad. To only be each other’s. To only look and smile at each other. And yet, those words only remain in their hearts, unable to find escape into this world, held back by the circumstances they are currently entangled in. As true and bright as the day but hidden in the darkness of the night deep within their hearts.

- AIDAN PLAYING CUPID FOR EDSER? I begged for this and I’m actually receiving it? I’m shook.

- Ferit suspecting Efe? I was taken back by it, didn’t see that coming!

- KIDS IN LOVE, they are literal children in love! Their sarcastic responses give me life!

- The tension at that breakfast table would cause me so much anxiety!

- HE CUT THE BREAD FOR HER OUT OF HABIT....I literally can’t deal with them! They cause me too much pain!

- He’s gonna name that horse Eda. I just know it. And I’m gonna fall to pieces.

- My heart broke for Aidan after listening to the story. Her guilt toward the loss of her elder son was so strong and powerful that it caged her in her home. A mother’s pain is incomparable. It’s understandable how Aidan may have blamed herself for being missing in her son’s life and why she tries to be involved in Serkan’s. She wants to be involved and stay connected with her Serkan in a way she wasn’t able to for his brother. But by sending Serkan away at a young age by himself, she distanced herself from him. It’s not his fault he doesn’t trust anyone because the two people who he was supposed to trust in life abandoned him in trying to deal with their own pain while neglecting his needs. I’m not blaming Aidan/Alptekin because it’s his easy to judge from the outside. It’s such a deep and realistic way that these characters represent the dynamics and struggles of a traumatic event and the aftermath. Serkan’s inability to trust and fear of abandonment is real and justified based on his past. Aidan’s fear of leaving the house is justified due to the circumstances in which Alp died. Alptekin’s strictness toward Serkan can be explained by the fact that he lost his elder son (who he clearly named after himself) due to an illness and he fears he might lose Serkan too. Which also makes me think, did Serkan really have an illness in the past? I means he’s a bit of a hypochondriac but I’m thinking maybe just because of his brothers illness, Serkan got conditioned to thinking and living a certain healthy way to protect himself.

- I’m glad Aidan told Eda this because I think it might make Eda open her eyes a bit more. I’m not expecting Eda to forgive and forget but I think it might explain to her why Serkan is the way he is.

- If you ask me, Serkan was pretty fair in asking Efe to claim his mistake in front of the team. Serkan built and has lead this team to such a great standard and Efe ruined that in minutes. They rightfully deserved an apology. And Engin being pissed and backing up Serkan as the BEST FRIEND HE IS.

- Serkan being honest about his feelings and wanting to improve things with Eda was such a good thing to see. It may have taken him some time to get there but I’m glad that he’s come to terms with the fact that he can’t be without her. More so, he doesn’t want her to be with anyone else. Serkan is hopeful about their relationship and I think that’s the first time since their breakup. He isn’t trying to convince himself or anyone that they are over with completely. And I think what Engin said really resonated with him. If they can overcome the truth, it’s true love. If not, it’s over.

- His seriousness went out the window as soon as he realized the flowers were for Eda, HAHAHAH! He said burn the flowers! He’s such an idiot

- HE REALLY DRAGGED HER FROM THE CHAIR, I’M DEAD! freaking children behavior!

- Serkan is really trying to keep the truth from reaching Eda from anyone but him but everything really seems to be going against him! Let me tell you, my heart broke when Serkan mentioned his fathers mistake taking away Eda from him. He cannot catch a break!

- Aidan burning Alptekin’s clothes was so funny!

- Why is Selin trying to dig! Let my man Serkan handle this!

- Efe doesn’t know.... did I read that scene right?

- He’s gonna record their conversation! EFE, YOU SNAKE!

- SO IT IS THE GRANDMOTHER AMD SHE DID SENT EFE FOR REVENGE. But it seems like she wasn’t sure but sent Efe to investigate. She’s gonna use that recording to kill Serkan’s career! IT IS GOING TO BE NON-STOP DRAMA.

- Eda making Serkan jealous like that was hilarious! She really created a whole jealousy scene with that man!

- Eda and Aidan play off each other so well at this dinner, it’s hilarious! The way they are setting these ladies straight!

- The way his eyes lit up when she said she’s in love with him still! It’s like he can’t actually believe that! Idk but I found it weird how Eda didn’t want to even listen to Serkan as he tried to talk to her. I mean up until now, all she’s wanted is for him to talk and open up and now that he’s spent the whole day trying to do so, she just ignored his calls or runs away when the opportunity is there. It’s so not like Eda! I get that she’s given him chances before and he’s missed them and she probably doesn’t want to waste any more time giving him empty chances but I feel like Eda used to understand Serkan’s tone and words but it’s like... she just doesn’t recognize in his tone how much he really wants to talk to her. It seems like a character downplay to me for Eda.

- I’m not that invested in Ferit/Ceren, but that was cute, mostly because I want Ceren to be happy! But I swear, this whole Selin/Ferit crap ruins everything! My girl Ceren deserves better!

- He loves her so much, he’s just playing along with her! He’s so in love with her!he really just said have fun, but don’t dance with anyone! And THAT CONFESSION. He said everything with his whole chest. And she didn’t hear! They will be the death of me!

- He took the bottle! Lol bruh, you gonna need at least 2 bottles to get over this mess!

- Selin really trying to come on to Serkan while he’s drunk and he just straight up says, I need Eda. How does she not get the message!

- YES CEREN! YOU TELL HIM GIRL! I mean for real, what did he expect! But I will say I appreciate that Ferit was honest and didn’t lead Ceren on any further and just came out with it.

- HE IS SO DRUNK, I LOVE IT! Eda is fascinated by his drunk state, he’s so cute, she can’t help but melt! That was such a cute way of involving the title of the show! And that scene is sooo cute!

- Her carrying him up the stairs and complaining that he’s heavy. Him being wasted out of his mind and saying off the wall stuff. I LIVED FOR THIS SCENE. PURE COMDEY. PURE EDSER. I WANT MORE.

- THE SHOWER SCENE. That’s it? That’s all we get? I’M SOOO PISSED! The trailer made it seem like such a scene and then they give us this? The frack? That is unacceptable! That was such a wasted opportunity! THEY WOULD’VE KILLED THAT SCENE! AND HONESTLY IT WOULD’VE SAVED THE EPISODE! Ughhhhhhhhhh

- AHHHH SHIT! She got her hands on Eda’s family, that’s it. It’s over.

- See what I mean. Somehow, Eda didn’t understand Serkan. Serkan never really had a good way of putting with words but Eda understood and didn’t completely twist it around. I honestly think Eda’s jealousy of Selin really makes her so paranoid that she’s able to twist around to justify her insecurity in regards to Selin. Which I just don’t get. I mean Eda did have that kind of dynamic with Selin but she was never super jealous or anything. She always had a way fighting back against Selin and still being confident. I just can’t seem to understand where all of the sudden, it’s turned into this.

- It’s out. The secret is out. But definitely not how it should have been. It should not have been from Selin. Selin seems remorseful about it but I don’t buy it. And Serkan looks like his whole world just shattered. And bless Eda. She’s about to really go through it. The last scene was sooooo well acted! I loved the tension, the angst, the anger!

- One thing that I really need to see happen is Eda/Serkan working on their communication skills. Because they suck at it. They are both indirect and never really say what they want and mean straight up. Since the beginning both of them expect each other to understand with signs or by indirect words and it was cute at first but now it’s annoying. Like two people in love should be able to tell each other anything and SHOULD tell each other everything as it is, free from judgement. I don’t want an argument and then they make up in one of their houses. I want them to talk out their issues, their perspectives! Because both of them have quite opposite views and beliefs so it’s very important for them to say everything out loud to each other. Otherwise, their chemistry and relationship is just gonna be for a show and not hold real value and show and realistic aspect to it.

Overall: A really good episode even though some parts did feel lagged. So the big explosion (one of them) has happened. Now we wait to see the aftermath. Honestly at first I used to think that I would know how certain characters would react but now I don’t know. It’s not easy to say where they will take the characters or the storyline so we’ll see! Tbh, Hande and Kerem are really carrying this show with their scenes and acting so I would love to see them get justice with their scenes! The show at some parts feels like random and misplaced but it’s still enjoyable! Like there’s no need for all these side character storylines right now, like give Eda/Serkan their full scenes in full cut and let it play out! Once everything is more wrapped up, you can add the side storylines! It’s still an enjoyable and fun show and definitely makes me laugh and keep me on the edge of my seat but there’s just some moments when the magic seems missing!

#edser #hande erçel #sen cal kapimi #serkan bolat #eda x serkan #kerem bürsin #knock on my door #eda yildiz #sen cal kapımı #eda ve serkan #sen çal kapımı #eda yıldız

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lizacstuff · 4 years ago

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#Sen Çal Kapımı #sen cal kapimi #edser #eda yildiz #serkan bolat #sckedit #eda x serkan #serkan x eda #you knock on my door #love is in the air #eda yıldız #sck 1x32 #lizaedit #edser carry #edser snow

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ladylillianrose · 5 years ago

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Thoughts from episode 9 of Sen Cal Kapimi:

Serkan getting distracted by the dress and needing to buy it for Eda was so adorable.

Sirius with Eda's things 🥰 Also Serkan somehow thinking that Sirius tucked the handcuffs in the bag by himself? 🤣🤣

Seyfi is us with EdSer and I'm 100% here for it!

Serkan handcuffing and stealing Eda away to the mountain house? 🥺🥺❤❤

The chopping wood, we see you Serkan trying to show off for Eda, and don't you deny looking Eda!

That rain moment!!! *chef's kiss* so much tension!

Eda spraying Serkan with mace while wearing just a towel (You know he's upset that he missed that!) And then eventhough she's pissed at him she still takes care of him.

That whole moment with him wanting her to take care of him longer and Eda calling his bluff 🥰🥰

Only one bed! There's only one bed!!!!

The waking up together and smiling without the other seeing.

Omg that facetime, Serkan's face when he realized they could see him 🤣🤣🤣🤣 And Ayfer teasing him about spending the night together!

The girls night and the guys night out, so cute, also seemed very like bachelor/bachelorette parties.

Serkan seeing Eda helping his mom leave the house!❤❤❤

Also Aydan's description of Eda and Serkan readily agreeing to it 🤣🤣🤣

Serkan telling Aydan they need to talk about his brother 😢😢😢. Their family doesn't handle emotions well or talking about things, it's not what they do. But the fact that Serkan has now willingly spoken of his brother twice (once with Eda and now), and that he cut short the "No Serkan Bolat" day means he's willing to try and grow emotionally, and that he wants to heal with his family. For someone who has been described as a robot, a task master, ruthless, etc. these are enormous steps!

I'm glad that Selin was getting a taste of her own medicine this episode. How many times has Ferit wanted to talk to her, spend time with her and she's ignored him, lied or found excuses?

Oh Engin what are we going to do with you? I'm hoping that after their dinner together Ceren and Piril will have bonded over how hopeless he is. Which of course will make Engin squirm and try to figure out what is going on.

The fact that Serkan made the terrarium by himself, with guidance from Ayfer 🥰🥰🥰 He put his heart into it, even if he doesn't quite realize that himself.

All Serkan knows is that he doesn't want to let Eda go, that he doesn't want to not have her be a part of his life.

Oh yes let's all continue to hide behind the contract, the one where several of the rules have totally been broken!

I'm honestly thinking he's been carrying that ring around since she gave it back. He wanted to he able to put it back on her finger (also can we talk about how different the mood was there from when he first put it on her? The hand caress, the smiles🥰🥰)

Dammit Selin and Ferit, just go elope and then tell them! You ruined the moment!!!

#sen çal kapimi #eda yildiz #serkan bolat #eda x serkan

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iguanodonwildman · 5 years ago

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Sorry if this is too personal of a question. You don't have to answer this if you don't want to. What's it like having EDS?

It’s okay! I don’t mind at all! I’m actually holding pretty steady now that i’m out of school if i do my physical therapy everyday and go to my chiropractor once a week. The most difficult parts of dealing with it are pretty typical of most chronic illnesses, like having to plan a lot in advance, having to cancel plans often, having to pace yourself more than you would like, dealing with people who don’t understand your disability, etc. Then there’s the illness itself. Physically, it feels kind of like the day after you work out too hard. Not the good soreness, but the feeling where you know you overdid it, because that’s essentially what’s happening. The muscles and joints just get overtaxed. And it seems to move depending on which injuries hurt the most, at least for me. Sometimes it just feels more like you’re carrying weights than an actual pain. It’s just very tiring. There are a lot of co-morbid diseases, too. For me, the biggest one is depression. EDSers generally have problems with out adrenal gland, so we’re really shallow sleepers and tend to have very vivid dreams. The pain tends to follow me into my dreams so I have a lot of nightmares. These two things really affect my sleep, which is the main reason I suffer from depression. That’s the most basic stuff about how it’s affected me. Feel free to ask more questions if you’d like. I really don’t mind. It’s nice to advocate for my illness. :)

#eds makes my life a mess #tmtasks #wissykit

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originalhybridloverfics · 4 years ago

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Eda’s Robot, Serkan’s Fairy Girl - Don’t Let Your Star Die - Part 2

Summary: Serkan and Eda make up for lost time. Eda confronts Serkan's father.

A/N: I thought the last chapter deserved a second chapter so here we are. This is my longest Edser chapter yet.

WARNING: SMUT

It's not all smut but there is smut. If that's not something you want to read I advise you to skip past it.

Also, I started writing this before it was revealed that Serkan moved into one of ArtLife's Apartments.

“Are you sure about this?” Eda asked, worrying her bottom lip as she sits on the edge of her hospital bed.

Serkan stepped forward and cupped her tilting her head up toward him. “I had to argue with your aunt and the girls but I finally got them to agree. I’m not going to back out now.”

“But you have work.” Eda protested. “You need to be at the office, I -”

“I need to be wherever you are.” Serkan corrected with a smile. “And you need to be resting and I promise you can do that quite perfectly in my home.”

“Which home?” Eda asked, cause she really could not deal with his parents.

She had been in the hospital for almost a week and was now being discharged under the condition that she would be cared for at home. However, Eda, would not be able to face Serkan’s parents until she was stronger. Only then could she confront them about her parent’s death.

“My home away from my parents. I moved out of my place with them.” Serkan told her.

Eda looked at him in surprise. “Did you move out because of me?”

“I moved out because I no longer want to see my father.” Serkan brushed her hair back. “I want nothing to do with him anymore.”

“Serkan, he’s your father, you can’t cut him out of your life.” Eda protested. She didn’t want to defend Alptekin but she didn’t want Serkan to lose his relationship with his father.

“How can you say that?” Serkan wondered. “Aren’t you angry?”

“I am but I know what it’s like not to have your parents in your life. I don’t want the same for you.” Eda replied.

Serkan shook his head. “How can you be so selfless?”

Eda smiled and reached up curling her hand around his neck, tugging her down to his level. She pressed her lips to his softly.

Serkan pressed closer, cupping her face tenderly, his lips pressing back against hers.

“Pardon,”

Eda pulled away from Serkan, flushing as her Doctor walked in with her released forms followed by a nurse wheeling in a wheelchair.

“Is the wheelchair necessary?” Eda wondered. “I can walk just fine.”

“Yes, you should not exert yourself early on.” her doctor answered. “It’s important that you don’t do anything to sabotage your recovery. Furthermore, I would like to go over instructions for home care. Now, this is very important.”

“She will do exactly as you say.” Serkan took Eda’s hand in his. “I will make sure of it.”

“Good,” her doctor said, he looked between them. “First, as I said she mustn’t overexert herself.” his eyes flickered between the two of them pointedly. “That means no strenuous activity. Especially with a partner.”

Eda’s eyes widened, her face heating in embarrassment.

She looked up at Serkan to see him, awkwardly rubbing at his neck, avoiding eye contact as he said. “Understood.”

“Furthermore, you need to allow your arm and your ribs time to heal, you need to be careful of your head injury until you are finished healing. I want to see you twice a week for the foreseeable future until I declare you healed.”

“Okay,” Eda nodded. “I can do that.”

“Good. We will be contacting you about your first appointment at the end of the week.” The Doctor smiled and handed Serkan a prescription. “I am prescribing a powerful pain medication and here’s a sample until you can get it filled.” the doctor handed over a small prescription bottle.

Serkan nodded. “I will have it filled immediately.”

“I just need you to sign these discharge papers, Ms. Yildiz and you’re free to go.” The doctor handed her the paper and Eda signed the papers.

The doctor bidding them goodbye as the nurse and Serkan helped Eda into the wheelchair.

“I can take it from here,” Serkan said and wheeled Eda out of the room.

When they reached the elevators Eda closed her eyes. “I really hate this,”

“Don’t worry, we aren’t taking the elevator.” Serkan wheeled her past the Elevators.

Eda’s eyes opened, her surprise. Evident. “We’re not?”

“No, we are taking the stairs,” Serkan answered as they reached the door to the stairway. He maneuvered the wheelchair so he could push the door open.

“Serkan, we have to go down 6 floors. How do you intend to get the wheelchair down a flight of stairs with me in it.” Eda asked as the door closed behind them.

“I don’t.” Serkan moved around her sliding an arm beneath her back and another beneath her legs and lifted her.

Eda let out a surprised shriek and wrapped her good arm around his shoulder, clinging to the back of his neck. “Serkan!”

“I am going to carry you,” Serkan started down the stairs.

“I can’t believe how sweet you are,” Eda said with a smile. “Thank you.”

“Don’t distract me with your beautiful smile.” Serkan shook his head, fighting a smile of his own. “We’ll fall down the stairs and end up back here at the hospital.”

Eda grinned, tucking her head against his chest. “Okay,”

Serkan held her tighter against him as she curled in his arms.

When he reached the bottom of the steps he carried her out of the hospital toward his car that was parked in the parking lot.

He set Eda gently down and opened the door for her.

“Thank you.” Eda eased into the seat and Serkan reached around buckling her in before pulling back and closing the door.

Serkan rounded the car getting in the driver seat.

“Can I smile at you now?” Eda asked, already smiling at him.

“No,” Serkan reached out, tucking her hair behind her ear. “I will be driving and can’t afford to be distracted.”

Eda grinned. “Does my smile always distract you?” Eda wondered.

Serkan's thumb smoothed across her cheek. “You distract me. Everything about you, your smile, your eyes, your beauty, your kindness. Your very presence calls me to attention and you are all I can focus on.”

Eda smiled wide, her cheeks flushing, she cupped his cheek, her finger scratching through the stubble covering his jaw. “Good. It is the same for me.”

Serkan leaned forward giving Eda time to pull away. She did the opposite, she closed the remaining distance, pressing her lips to his softly.

Serkan’s lips moved against hers slowly, savoring the feel of her soft lips. He pulled back slowly, staring up at her. “The things you do to me, Eda Yildiz.”

“The things you make me feel, Serkan Bolat.” Eda bit down on her bottom lip.

Serkan eyes flickered down to her mouth again and it took all his strength to pull away and focus on pulling out of the parking lot.

“You’re going to kill me one day, do you know that?” Serkan asked as they pull on the road.

Eda laughed and ducked her head to keep from smiling at him and causing him to be distracted.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Eda felt herself being moved and her eyes opened as Serkan lifted her from her seat, kicking the car door shut. “I can walk.”

“I like carrying you,” Serkan countered. “I’ve missed the feeling of you in my arms."

Eda smiled, laying her head on his shoulder, allowing him to carry her into his home.

He gently placed her on the couch. “You rest here and I will fix you something to eat.”

“I’m not hungry, just sit with me.” Eda held her hand out to him.

Serkan lifted her hand to his lips, kissing her knuckles. “After you eat,” he insisted.

Eda pouted up at him. “Just a few minutes.”

Serkan shook his head. “You know what you do to me when you look at me like that.”

Eda’s pout slowly transformed into a beautiful smile that had Serkan, giving in and taking a seat beside her.

Eda tucked herself into his side and Serkan gently brought his arms around her as she leaned against his chest.

“I want to stay here,” Eda said.

“For how long?” Serkan fingers sifted through the soft strands of Eda’s hair.

“For the rest of the night.” Eda turned her head, tilting it up to look into his eyes. “You?”

“I have you in my arms, I don’t ever want to move.”

Eda beamed at him and tucked her head back into his chest.

A peaceful silence fell over them. Serkan forced himself to pull away ten minutes later. Eda had fallen asleep, he moved carefully, slipping a pillow beneath her head. He grabbed the throw blanket from the back of the couch and tucked her in.

Eda burrowed deeply into the couch, her hand unconsciously reaching out for him.

Serkan swept her hair back from her face and forced himself to turn away.

He moved toward the kitchen intending to fix her something healthy to encourage good healing.

Eda woke up to the smell of delicious Aroma’s filling the hair.

She sat up slowly, disoriented with sleep. “Serkan?”

“I’m right here.” Eda turned to see him setting the table. He walked over and helped her off the couch, taking her by the hand and leading her to the table.

Eda eased down into the chair, frowning at the bowl of soup in front of her. “You made soup.”

“Yes, it will be good for you and help you get your strength back.” Serkan set a glass of water next to her.

Eda forced a smile. “I’m sure I will like it.”

Eda let her smile drop as Serkan walked away. It wasn’t that it didn’t smell good. It was just that she did not want to eat soup. She was tired of eating healthy, she had enough of that at the hospital. Was it too much to ask for something with sugar or something fried?

Still, this had to be a step up from hospital soup. That had to count for something.

Eda had just talked herself up into eating the bowl of soup when Serkan placed a covered platter on the table. “Once you eat your soup you may have some of this.”

“What is it?” Eda reached for the lid. “Did you make a dessert?”

“No, no dessert.” Serkan caught her hand. “You eat first and then you will discover what it is.”

“Okay,” Eda smiled, picking up her fork. “I will eat.”

Serkan took his seat next to her, preparing to eat his own meal. He frowned, glancing at her injured arm.

“What is it?” Eda asked, noticing the change.

“If you weren’t injured I would hold your hand while we eat,” Serkan said.

“How sweet you are,” Eda said, scooping up a spoonful and taking the first bite.

Serkan ducked his head, smiling, he looked back at her, his eyes shining with love and adoration.

Eda ate the food he prepared. It was good but she was interested in what was on the silver platter.

She quickly finished her food, Serkan laughing at her haste all to get to what was hidden beneath the covered platter.

“Now what is beneath the platter?” Eda asked.

Serkan removed her plate and placed the platter in front of her, he grabbed the lid. “Are you ready?”

Eda nodded quickly.

Serkan eyes never left hers as he lifted the cover, setting it aside. He was delighted in the way Eda’s smile brightened so much her eyes shined.

“You actually made me some french fries?” Eda asked, turning that bright smile on him. “I didn’t know you knew how to make something so unhealthy.”

“It’s an easy dish and I know you love them.” Serkan smiled retaking his seat. “I hope you enjoy them.”

Eda grinned and grabbed two fries holding them out to him. “Since you made them you must help me eat them.”

“I will not.” Serkan shook his head.

“Yes,” Eda smiled widely and pushed the two pieces into his mouth.

Serkan chewed reluctantly while shaking his head.

Eda grinned at the look of fondness on his face and started eating her fries. It had the perfect amount of salt and was delicious. “This is good.”

Serkan smiled. “After you eat, I thought we could watch a movie or go outside and enjoy the stars?”

Eda smiled. “Are you trying to make up for lost time?”

“No, I just want to spend time with you doing the things we love,”

“Then perhaps you should kiss me,” Eda suggested.

“Kiss you?” Serkan repeated, his eyes darkening, his smile widening.

God, it had been so long since he smiled or felt this happy.

“Yes, I want to do things we love to do together. I love it when you kiss me,” Eda’s smiled, a blush covering her cheeks. “Do you love to kiss me?”

“I do,” Serkan leaned forward, cupping her face in his hands and brought his mouth to hers.

He moved his lips slowly, enticing her to do the same.

He stood slowly, pushing his chair back and moving closer to her, and wrapped his arm around her waist pulling her up.

A noise escaped Eda with the move, her body pressed against his hard muscled one. She ignored the pain in her arm, her body, and arched against him.

Serkan coaxed her mouth open, sliding his tongue inside, his hand slid down her neck slowly, down the side of her breast coming to rest on her hip.

Eda shivered at his touch, she felt her body was coming alive, whimpering into his mouth.

The needy sound had Serkan forgetting everything but the passion, the heat brewing between them.

He pushed the plates to the other end of the table and picked Eda up placing her on the table, dragging her to the edge as he stepped between her legs.

Eda arched into him, needing him closer, still. Her tongue tangled with his and reached both her arms up to encircle his neck.

She pulled her mouth from his reluctantly, a pained noise escaping her. Her arm ached.

A look of regret washed over Serkan. “Eda, I’m sor-”

Eda pressed her finger to his lips and shook her head. “Don’t apologize, it's not your fault I’m hurt.”

“We’re not supposed to be doing anything to slow your healing, I got carried away. That makes it my fault.”

“Then it’s my fault too. I wasn’t stopping you. I wanted it. I still want you.”

“Don’t say that to me. Not now. Not when I can’t show my appreciation for you in my touch. When I can’t make love to you.” Serkan helped her down from the table. “Go relax on the couch. I’ll join you for a movie, once I clean up the dishes.”

Eda nodded and moved over to the couch. Serkan made quick work of the dishes before joining her on the couch.

Eda chose the movie and curled into him as it began playing. Serkan ran his fingers slowly through her hair.

Eda would like to say she paid attention to the movie but that would be a lie. She focused on the feeling of being pressed against his body. The feel of his chest rising and falling, his fingers combing through her hair. She could focus on nothing but being in his arms. For the first time in weeks, she felt at peace and that she could just be.

Slowly she felt herself drifting off. Serkan felt her breathing evened out and maneuvered them until they were stretched out on the couch, with Eda curled around him, her legs hooked over his and her head resting over his chest. He was careful not to jostle her and disturb her healing injuries.

Serkan laid there with Eda in his arms feeling like his world had returned to him. He had trouble sleeping since he had ended things with Eda but now having her back with him, he could feel sleep coming to him easily. Wrapping his arms around her carefully and allowing sleep to claim him.

Hours later Eda’s eyes drifted open, taking in her surrounding she found Serkan sleeping peacefully with her half laying on top of him.

She reached up with her uninjured arm, tracing the beautiful angles of his jaw. Her nails scratching through his stubble that had grown a little more since their departure from one another.

Serkan’s eyes fluttered open and he stared down at her and she watched fascinated as his eyes filled with emotion, the irises darkening.

“Good morning,” Eda murmured cupping his jaw.

“Good morning,” his hand came up to cover hers, he turned his head kissing the inside of her palm, his eyes never leaving hers.

“What are you thinking?” Eda asked, after a long moment, moving to sit up, however, all she ended up doing was straddling his lap.

Serkan set up slowing leaning his back against the arm of the couch and resting his hands on her hips. “That I want to wake up every morning just like this.”

Eda leaned forward and brushed her lips against his, her hair cascading around them in dark waves.

“A beautiful way to start the day,”

Eda pulled back suddenly. “Don’t you have to get ready for work?”

“I can work from here,” Serkan dismissed.

“Serkan, you have to go to work,” Eda laughed.

“I will be working and if there’s a crisis I will go to the office but until then I will work from home where I can be here for you and we can make up for lost time.” Serkan insisted, brushing her hair back over her shoulder.

“I won’t be a distraction for you?” Eda questioned, her hand moving slowly down his chest.

“You will be the worst distraction I can possibly have but I will handle it.” Serkan's hand circled the back of her neck. “It won’t be the first time you’ve taken my focus from work and it most definitely won’t be the last.”

He tugged her forward, claiming her lips with his own.

Eda didn’t want to continue trying to convince him he needed to work when she had missed having his attention on her, the feel of his lips gliding over hers, and the feeling of his hands roaming her body like he was trying to worship every inch of her with his touch alone.

She fell into the kiss, savoring every moment of his affection and touch.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Eda sighed as her phone vibrated for what felt like the hundredth time.

“Your Aunt?” Serkan asked, leaning against the wall.

“No, this time it was Melo.” Eda put her phone away. “They're just eager for good news. I need a clean bill of health.”

Serkan was in full agreement. He needed Eda to have a clean bill of health for both of their peace of minds.

Since the accident, Eda had been practically living with him for the last few weeks. He loved having her there. He loved sharing a bed with her however the pent-up sexual tension was going to be the death of him.

He had barely got any work done, the last few weeks had been him making out with Eda, watching movies, looking at the stars, just being with her but he had held himself back constantly when all he really wanted to do was make love to Eda, reclaim their love in the physical sense he felt they both needed.

Serkan’s head snapped up as the door to the hospital room was opened and Eda’s doctor stepped in.

“Mrs. Yildiz, I am pleased to inform you that you have a full bill of health. Your ribs have healed up nicely, you’re received from injury and I see no prolonged injuries with your shoulder in any of your x-rays.” The doctor said while looking over her chart.

“That’s great. Does that mean I’m free to go?” Eda asked.

“It does, just make sure to see your primary physician in a few weeks as a precaution.”

“This is great news,” Eda pulled out her phone. “I have to call Aunt and the girls and tell them.”

“Quick question,” Serkan stepped forward. “I want to make sure I understand fully. Eda has a full bill of health and can return to her life as she had before? Exercise, daily activities, strenuous work?”

“Serkan!” Eda’s cheeks heated.

“What?” Serkan’s shoulders raised in his defense. It was a legitimate question and one he needed to know.

“Yes, she returned to all previous activities, strenuous or otherwise,” The doctor took the question in stride. “You’re free to go. Remember to see your primary physician in a few weeks.”

“I will,” Eda promised as Serkan helped her back into her jacket.

10 minutes later they were back in Serkan’s car. “Where are we going?” Eda asked. “To see the girls, my Aunt?”

“No.” Serkan stopped at a red light and looked over at her, his eyes were dark. “We’re going home.”

“Home?” Eda’s body heated from the look in his eyes.

“Home.” Serkan reached over and took her hand and brought it to his lips.

Eda shivered as he pressed his lips against her pulse, there was something so sensual about the touch that had her craving for so much more.

Eda shed her coat when they made it through the door, Serkan reached for her drawing him to her, his mouth taking over hers in a heated kiss walking them backward.

Eda pushed his coat from his shoulders and he released her long enough to take off his jacket, he grabbed the bottom of her shirt and pull it from her body, leaving her in her bra and blue skirt.

Eda’s hands moved to the button of his shirt, quickly undoing the buttons.

Her fingers fumbled with the last few buttons as his hands slipped beneath her skirt, clenching at her thighs.

Her core throb with need as his fingers grazed closer to her sex.

“Serkan,” her voice broke with need, desire, want.

Serkan lifted her, his fingers digging into her ass and he started moving through the home, his mouth placed opened mouth kisses along her cleavage.

Eda grabbed his face directing his lips back to hers, sucking his bottom lip into her mouth.

Serkan groaned, grinding his hips into hers, pushing her skirt higher up, bunching it at her hips.

Eda let out a gasp feeling him pressing against her through the fabric of their clothes.

She arched her back, pressing her breasts against him.

Serkan pushed off the door and walked to the bed, laying her back on the soft mattress, he stood over her staring down at her, his eyes dark and fathomless with desire.

Eda sat up slowly, her chest heaving as she pushed his shirt off the rest of the way.

Serkan gathered her in his arms, his hand threading in her hair, tilting her head back, his lips seeking hers, his right arm slid behind her back and expertly undid her bra with one hand.

Eda reached up and pushed the loosed garment off her arms and tossed it away. She placed her hands against his chest tracing every muscle all the way down to the dip of his waist. Serkan placed his hands on her shoulders and urged her back. Eda rested back against the soft mattress her hair fanning out along her, watching as Serkan removed his belt and undid his pants.

He nudged off his shoes and rid himself of his pants and boxers until he was standing in front of her stark naked. His cock fully erect and standing at attention.

Eda bit her lip, admiring every perfectly sculpted inch of him. He was perfect.

Serkan leaned forward grasping the waistline of her skirt, hooking his thumb beneath her panties, and dragged them down, he ran his hands down her calves removing her heels before lowering his body and kissing a path from her ankle up to her thigh, working his way to the apex of her thighs.

Eda felt his bot breath on her flesh and she held her breath in anticipation, she could feel her sex growing hotter, wetter with her arousal.

“Please,”

“Shh,” Serkan hushed her gently. She would never have to beg him for anything. He'd gladly give her whatever she wanted. All she had to do was ask.

Eda’s breath quickened, his lips pressed to her sex and she gasped.

The first taste of her on his lips was tantalizing to Serkan, he gripped her thighs and positioned them over his shoulders, opening her up further, he stroke his tongue slowly against her wet sex.

Eda moaned lowly in the back of her throat, her chest rising and falling as Serkan pleasured her with his tongue.

When he pulled back she let out a whimper that quickly turned into a cry as his thumb found her bundle of nerves rubbing in circles. His mouth closed over her sex and he sucked.

Eda cried out, her fist clenching, hips thrusting against his seeking tongue. “Oh, fu-”

Her orgasm was building fast. “Serkan,” she said in warning, grabbing a hand full of his hair, trying to tug his mouth away. “I’m going to-”

“I don’t care,” the words were from deep in his chest, his wet lips brushing against her sensitive flesh. His mouth covered her and he sucked hard.

Her body bowed as she hit her crest falling over the edge, screaming Serkan’s name.

Her breathing was ragged as Serkan licked up every last drop of her arousal, she fell back against the mattress her chest heaving.

Serkan swiped his thumb across his lip, sucking the digit into his mouth and cleaning her juices off.

Slowly kissing his way up her body, her legs falling to his hips, he braced himself on his arms, cradling her close to his body, his stomach pressed to hers, her soft supple breast pressing against his muscled chest, his hard cock pressing up against her, sensitive flesh.

“Are you alright?” His voice was deep and sounded like sex.

Eda grasped his face, and kissed him tasting herself on his lips, hitching her legs higher on his hips.

Her hands released his face, sliding over his shoulders and down his back, her left hand moving between them to grasp his cock and position the head at her entrance.

A groan vibrated through Serkan’s chest, his hands fisting in the sheets on either side of her.

Her other hand pulled at his ass urging him forward.

It was all the encouragement Serkan needed. He thrust his hips forward, his cock was sheathed in her wet heat in one smooth move.

Eda ripped her mouth from his, gasping, throwing her head back in pleasure.

She rocked against him, the slightest movement of him inside of her, sending small shockwaves of pleasure through her.

Serkan breathed heavily, his hands moved to grab at her thighs hitching her legs higher as he withdrew from her until just the head of his cock was still inside of her.

Eda whimpered in protest, "Ser-”

Serkan pushed inside of her sharply until his hips met hers.

“Kan!” Eda’s voice broke off into a cry she grasps at his shoulders, nails digging in as he started a fast hard space that had her body jolting, the sound of her cries growing louder with every thrust. Pushing her closer and closer to a second orgasm.

“Eda, you feel so perfect,” Serkan groan, the way she tightened around him felt exquisite.

Eda keened, her hands clutching at him in an attempt to ground herself. Her hips arched off the bed and her back bowed as one sharp thrust had him hitting a spot inside of her that had her seeing stars.

Serkan felt Eda, convulsing around him right before she came, her moans growing loud.

She tightened around him so fucking tight, he buried himself as far as he could, placing his mouth against her chest and breathing deeply, holding off his own release.

He wasn’t done, he was gonna make damn sure, Eda had another orgasm. It was going to be slow and beautiful as their love for one another.

Eda slowly came down her breaths shallowing out and her hands moving over his back. “Wow,” she breathed, “that was-” she broke off on a whimper as Serkan’s redrew his cock from her before pushing back inside her slowly, inch by inch, until she could feeling nothing but him, pushing inside her, stretching her in a way he hadn’t before “Fuck!” she cursed.

Her body was so sensitive from her previous two orgasms and his cock was hard inside her, his body rocking against her, his large hands sliding across her body like a sensual massage, his mouth pressing to her skin with a reverence.

It was like he was worshipping every inch of her inside and out.

Serkan hands ran along every her body, touching every inch of her, mapping out her curves to carve into his mind, his heart, the feel of her wrapped around him too good of a feeling too ever be taken for granted.

Eda soft moans turned into a cry of pleasure as Serkan grasp her ass angling his hips and drove into her sharply, his angled changing, pressing against her.

Pleasure washed over her with his slow, loving movements.

There was something about the slow torture that pushed her over the edge, giving her an orgasm that put the last two to shame.

Serkan helped her through her orgasm before sub combing to his own release, he gave a few sharp thrusts and buried himself as deep as he could, and spilled his essence inside her, groaning her name as he came hard.

Serkan braced himself on his arms, careful not to crush as he brushed lips across her collarbone, whispering “I love you” into her skin.

Eda smoothes her hand through his hair and down his back, she pressed a kiss against his forehead and grasped his face, bringing his mouth back to hers, in a slow kiss.

Serkan wrapped his arms around them and rolled them until she laid across his body and tangled his hand in her hair, deepening the kiss.

Eda parted their lips, staring into his eyes with nothing but warmth and love. “I love you, too.”

Serkan smiled, pressing another kiss to her lips.

After Eda laid her head on his chest, the beat of his heart against her ear, his arms wrapped around her, holding her tightly to his chest as she drifted off to sleep.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Serkan and Eda had spent the last couple of days cut off from work but now he had to go into the office. Serkan had a meeting with a client and he didn’t trust Efe's intentions for anything related to Art Life or the Holding. The quicker Efe was gone from his life the better he would feel.

Serkan took a quick, shower, and dressed in his suit, he fixed his tie and stepped out into his bedroom.

Eda was still fast asleep, her arm thrown over his side of the bed as if she was reaching out for him. He smiled softly, placing one knee onto the bed, and leaned over her, tucking the blanket around her.

He brushed her hair back from her forehead, his fingers grazing her skin.

Eda’s eyes fluttered open and her lips pulled into a sleepy smile.

“Rest,” he said, leaning forward and brushed his lips against her cheek. “I’ll be back as soon as I can.”

Eda nodded, her eyes falling shut again and Serkan smiled and released her, making sure she was as comfortable as could be, he turned, swiping his phone and keys from the table to head out.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Eda exited the Taxi and walked past the gate into the Bolat home. After waking up and reading a note Serkan had left her about going to the office and would be back shortly she thought now was the perfect time to go and see Alptekin Bolat.

She walked through the garden out to the outside patio, Seyfi was with Aydan as she did her relaxation exercises.

“Hello, Aydan.” Eda greeted, she smiled over at Seyfi. “Seyfi.”

Seyfi smiled widely. “Eda, it’s good to see you again.”

“Eda,” Aydan stumbled trying to stand up straight and swept her hair back quickly. “What are you doing here?”

“I wish to speak with you and Alptekin.” Eda raised her chin, taking a breath. “I know the truth about my parents' death. Serkan told me.”

“Oh, Eda, I am so sorr-”

Eda held Aydan and held up her hand. “Stop. I don’t want to speak more of this until I can speak with both you and Alptekin.”

Aydan fell silent and nodded. “Come to the house,”

She turned and started walking and instead of following Seyfi moved to Eda’s side. “Eda, are you alright? I heard from Serkan about your accident. I wanted to visit but Serkan said it was not necessary.” he rolled his shoulders. “I think he just wanted to keep you all to himself. He cares about you so much.”

“Thank you for asking. I am fine.” She smiled and started following behind Aydan.

Alptekin looked up when his home office door was opened, his lips pulled into a smile at his wife but it quickly dropped Eda entered the room. He stood quickly. “Eda?”

“We need to talk,” Eda said, her voice sharp with anger. “Serkan told me everything.”

Alptekin swallowed. “Eda, I wanted to tell you but Serkan-”

“Don’t” Eda cut him off. “Don’t blame him. This is on you.”

“You’re right, it is. Please, give me the chance to explain.” Alptekin pleaded, walking around his desk to stand directly in front of Eda. “Let me help you understand.”

“How can I possibly understand any of this? You are the reason my parents are gone and you let your son shoulder your mistake. You let him take the blame for something that wasn’t his fault. It was destroying both of us and still, you said nothing. How sorry could you really be?!” Eda demanded.

“More than you know,” Alptekin said. “I wanted to tell you the truth but Serkan wanted to protect you. I’m not blaming him. All of this is on me, I was reckless and overwhelmed and your parents paid the price. If I could go back and change things I would.”

Eda’s eyes filled with tears. “You can’t and all there is left to do is to move forward. I look at you and I see my parents but that’s not all I see. I see your son, Serkan, who I love more than I could ever imagine was possible.”

“Eda, don’t make Serkan pay for this,” Aydan said, she took a step toward Eda but then stopped. “He loves you, he was only trying to protect you from this.”

“I know but it wasn’t his decision to make, it’s mine.” Eda held up her hand when Aydan opened her mouth to speak. “Let me finish. Serkan should have trusted me to not blame him because I don’t. He did not indirectly cause my parent's death.” she looked Alptekin. “You did. I don’t know if I would have got involved with Serkan if I had known the truth from the start but it’s too late now. I love your son, he’s a part of me. He’s the other half of my soul and not even this will make me give him up.”

Aydan nodded, clasping her hands together.

Alptekin nodded. “I’m glad to hear that. Serkan has struggled without you.”

“I want a future Serkan and he wants the same with me which we will be a part of each other’s family but don’t mistake that for forgiveness.” she looked at Alptekin. “I’m not sure I can ever forgive you. However, I want Serkan to be happy. I want Serkan to have both parents in his life. I will be civil with you for him but that is all I can offer.”

Alptekin nodded somberly. “I understand, I hope one day, you can forgive me. I will do whatever I can to make this easy for you. My son is lucky to have someone who cares so much about his happiness.”

Eda thought of the way Serkan loved her. With his whole being. They both were lucky to have found a love so strong it could overcome all obstacles.

Her phone vibrated and she looked to see Serkan’s name flashing on the scream. “Hello,” she pressed the phone to her ear.

“Where are you? I’m at home but you're not here.”

Eda could hear the worry in his voice. “Relax. Be calm, Serkan. Everything’s fine. I was taking care of some business. I’m coming back now.”

“Good. Are you hungry?” Serkan asked, and she could already hear him moving things around in the kitchen in the background.

“Starving,” Eda answered.

“Good, I’ll prepare us something for tonight and we’ll eat together and go for a walk with Sirius when you get home.”

Home.

Eda smiled. Yes, home. She used to believe that home was a place. It was the house she lived with her aunt and Melo, where she spent time with girls. However, that wasn't true anymore. Things were different.

Her home hadn’t felt like home since she fell in love with Serkan.

Serkan he was her home now. Her safety. The place she belonged.

“I’ll see you soon, Love,” Eda said and turned away from the Bolat’s who were watching.

She was going to Serkan. She was going home.

The future wasn’t going to be easy but she was confident that she could face anything as long as she had herself and she had Serkan.

She believed in them more than she believed in anything. She was choosing to believe their love could brave any storm.

Because their love was worth fighting for.

A/N: Thanks for reading. I hope you're enjoying reading EdSer as much as I enjoy writing them.

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