#edit: guys i know other doctors were fruity the point is that too many people skipped 12 : (

[raziraphale]

"oh it's not that fourteen is the first doctor to be attracted to men he's just the first one to talk openly about it" twelve called the master his man crush... know your herstory

[lanawinterscigarettes]

hi aeron and sparkly!

one of you asked if we have any british specific holidays, can't remember who it was, but we have bonfire night (sometimes called guy fawkes night)! it's on the 5th november and it's where we light fireworks to celebrate the failed plot of guy fawkes called the gunpowder plot - here's a video, it's a little bit childish as its for kids but i couldnt find a better one https://youtu.be/nMNgFrEdse0?si=2lSmsd_Y7HM3bXEg

(sorry aeron from this point on this ask is gonna have a lot of links)

ufo anon ive got some edits for you

missyclara - https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGdjUfoN5/

missy edit 1 - https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGdjUDHM8/

missy edit 2 (my fav) - https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGdjUQJVu/

omg i love johanna - for some reason jenna has played a very large amount of lgbt characters and also done some very provocative scenes lol, i find it amusing because apparently matt smith told her to not take roles she doesn't find interesting/vibe with after doctor who because she'd have choice anyway some of the very interesting roles or very gay ones are

susan, room at the top - https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x7w7d40 (55m 25s - 57m 35s) not a fruity role but i got told about this role by a friend and my goodness what on earth (you'll see what i mean if you watch it) that is an actual show that aired on british tv somehow, also https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x7w7fco (22m 25s - 24m 52s) firstly its hot, secondly HE MADE HER BLEED HE HURT HER and third oh my gosh her eyes in the sun i love brown eyes sue me

jasmine, emmerdale - theres too many gay clips to show but i've got a little compilation of some of them https://youtu.be/EVYchxJyRkw?si=Gi4ZI7sS7V01YbBP and i promise the quality isn't that bad in the show it's just the clips that are like 144p quality LMAO and her sexuality isn't explicitly stated i don't think although she says 'im gay, i think i always have been' and then dates a boy but people call her sapphic because she definitely likes girls but seems to push away most boys idk... either way FRUITY, and i will never turn down jenna kissing another woman (and also her personality defo crushing on her haha also jasmine is very lowkey about the fact that she likes women like how she hides that she's with debbie or goes to kiss cain just to prove shes not gay etc which i both relate to and also find really sweet...well, except the cheating. this is gonna sound really awful but my type tends to be people who you can't tell, although it's probably because they're girly, but if someone is running around with a pride flag or something i'd be like hmm like its not a diss to very active people just like i prefer someone more lowkey about it whereas some people are naturally very vocal)

clara - you know clara and her jane austen kissing need i say more

treena - although its not mentioned in the movie, treena in the third book comes out as lesbian, and the book had already been released when they were auditioning for the movie so FRUITY

pippa - pippa winton in the audiobook pressures residential is a lesbian afaik it mentions only a previous history of girlfriends either way FRUITY

johanna - my goodness did she go for this role she absolutely snogs the other woman and backs her up against the wall (https://youtu.be/dJf2uGqE0Hs?si=oyIpUOUJwxTGaPvL) like that woman is slightly too good at kissing women, also theres this like warm fuzzy gaze scene when her ex is remembering happy memories and theres a shot of johanna with this warm glow its so gay and johanna sits and kisses her on the head its so fruity (https://youtu.be/mR2FtjY6jqE?si=LRPyNIU7AO6ikkRC 2min onwards)

liv - another character that straight up snogs a woman and not only that do they have a mildly suggestive drunken gay sex scene https://youtu.be/mO8jk5LGTUc?si=ySvKvwhENBLmY_0O

i also found a cute little edit of some of the characters https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGdjUvx9f/

anyway enough yapping about that onto the next point thank you for thinking of me btw

omg the blair fic is so amazing you're making me like gopiss girl

it was kinda cute! tbf we both had massive crushes on each other but because we were both girls we never dated, still would do pretty much anything for her even now i don’t know why she has that effect on me even when we never dated 😭 but she did deliberately try to make me blush all the time it was very obvious to my friend group at the time that we were interested in each other we just didn't say anything (we thought it was on the down low, it was not, we were not sleek LMAO)

you'll find your non gender specific royalty aeron! you're such a sweet person i know there will be someone out there who'll love you

idk why everyone makes crumpet land out to be safe like aside from the odd gay bar about 200 miles from anyone anywhere people are always mildly aggressive about it - in some situations i can see why like a parade blocking a road but it's just annoying in the supermarket and stuff, luckily i look straighter than a board so it doesn't affect me that much

hot choccy!! i want that now

im glad you feel better aeron, we love you for who you are

jasmine is gorgeous yes i absolutely agree (as i think you know by my endless yaps about how pretty she is)

omg you know joyride

ANON DESCRIPS yay you didn't forget <3

i know - it's good, right?! ugh i loved it so much literally when it came out was like wow didn’t know writing could do that to a person, i love missy/river/clara/reader stuff i love the dynamics especially that bit where river is pleasing clara and clara is so flustered that shes being watched that she finishes, or like the bit where missy teases clara about being bratty during their time together (im a missyclara truther and no one can tell me otherwise)

aeron i love how you ask us questions like how you did to sparkle so you can make everyone comfortable and make the fics how people can most get absorbed in them you're such a sweetie

ah as bad as this sounds i don’t want to be - i just wish i could get rid of it all, and that's without my problem with the word queer - i don’t have anything against anyone who uses it i don't mean it like that but as in idk it's interesting to me how every researcher and academic says theres almost a very clear divide on how gen x and older describe themselves as a collective as lgbt people whereas younger people e.g. millenials and gen z describe themselves as queer people like i prefer lgbt if i was to describe myself as anything and yeah, very interesting at the age split. idk this sounds so miserable for an ask but i'd do anything to make it disappear, the thought of being out in public with people knowing, it's idk almost crippling to me but hey im not alone because at least jasmine reacted the same when debbie outed her, the dread on her face is almost like looking in a mirror, i don't want to be regular queer nevermind extremely queer i just want to be 'normal' (not against any of you guys im talking about how i view myself) at least i wouldn't have to lie or my friends and family wouldn't hate me then

but thank you sparkle for your hopes, and i hope you and aeron feel comfortable with yourselves and live our your dreams in spirit of those of us who can't <3

i know this is so miserable but like, you guys are the only ones i can talk about this with because if i talked about it with my friends i'd have to come out at least here i can hide behind being star anon

sending you both lots of love and thank you for listening to me i hope this isn't too distressing or anything <3

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first off lemme just say I'm sorry for such a late response star anon I really didn't mean to make you wait for so long my apologies for that 💔

I've honestly never heard of that before but then again I am american so 🤷 they barely teach us about our own history over here so they're definitely not going to teach us about the history of other countries lmao

the edits won't load for me right now unfortunately but they're with missy so I know they'd be amazing 💕 I'll have to check them later when my internet is better

okay but your knowledge of so many different jenna coleman characters is quite impressive, I can tell that she's your favorite (of course I already knew that but still)

again I can't watch the edit right now because my service currently SUCKS 😭 but I'll be sure to let you know once I do <3

of course! as soon as I saw that edit IMMEDIATELY I was like oh star anon would absolutely love this, I have to save it

thank you so much!! 🥰 (idk which blair fic you're referring to because by this point I've written and posted so many but thank you regardless hehe)

aw that sounds so sweet, I hope I can have something similar to that one day. and you're so sweet for saying that tysm 🥺

yeah I think people like to fantasize about leaving the us for crumpet land or maple land (canada lmao) but the truth is they've also got their own issues and stuff that people either don't know about or purposely ignore

my mom is OBESSED with hot chocolate (she doesn't like coffee or hot tea, or sweet tea either. she just dislikes tea in general lmao) so that's what she pulls out whenever it gets cold

aww thank you, I think I speak for sparkle when I saw we also love you for who you are <3

sooo gorgeous aaahhh

I LOVE joyride! I love kesha in general tbh she's one of my favorite singers <3

I actually posted them recently! I'm not sure if you've already seen them but you can find them here if not

Honestly I had so much fun writing it so I'm glad to hear you still enjoy it hehe 🥰

of course!! I always want to make sure I can write my fics how people envision them so it's easier for them to enjoy reading them 💞 (and you're so sweet for saying that omg 🥺)

I completely understand what you mean there, star anon. I know what it feels like the struggle with who you are and I can only hope that one day you're able to be in an environment where you can embrace it fully rather than feeling ashamed or as though you have to hide ❤

I hope at some point I can get my name legally changed to my preferred name (which is aeron haha) but until then I always have the lovely anons of tumblrverse to make me feel happy and welcome

it's not miserable, I'm just glad you feel comfortable sharing this kind of stuff with people at all. there's no shame in needing a little privacy in order to do it 🫶

I'm sending lots of love back!! both me and sparkle are always delighted to hear from you (I'm tagging them so they'll see this btw @sparklingbutterflies) <3