#edgedglory

[herhorrors]

@edgedglory smashed the heart :

heart pounds in the wake of doing something she shouldn't , tooter moving to nostril before the cocaine which is offered is graciously taken . it's not her original vise , but a high's a high nevertheless . she's been there before , but the last time she was still a cop with a lot more to lose .

now , she was without a badge and her lover ( the source of her new disease ravaging her body day after wretched day ) were gone . it's crazy what grief can compel us to do . sniffing , she nods in silent thanks when an eerily familiar face is in her view , standing before her ... a looming , foreboding presence .

" sam , " another sniff , quick shake of head . " long time , no see . " oh the disdain which coats each syllable .

[hidesinhisarchived]

@edgedglory asked: ❝ I can’t help it, I feel really protective of you. ❞

mark knew that he should be a lot grumpier about the entire situation, should probably be scolding sam more about picking fights. the filmmaker always said that he could handle himself, after all. but he was so used to having to run or protect himself that even he had to admit it was nice to have someone swoop in and protect him. granted, sam's definition of 'protecting' mark had been to break the guy's jaw and knock him out cold but it was still nice. even if mark had to wait for sam to bail himself out of jail.

his chest blossomed with warmth at the older man's words and he was unable to stop the small smile that formed on his lips. "i really appreciate it, sam. i'm not...i'm not really used to anyone doing that sort of thing for me."

how in the hell had they ended up like this? it was all supposed to end after a heavily coked up one night stand, but mark consistently found himself drawn back to sam again and again. mark was trying to remind himself to heed collins's advice and be cautious around him. sam was the kind of guy to be a heartbreaker, to get bored easily, to toss his conquests to the side when he was done. but mark was falling more and more in love with sam and it was terrifying.

he gently took one of sam's hands in his own and lifted his bruised knuckles to his lips, pressing a gentle kiss to them. "let's go back to your place. i'll be your nurse and you can be the patient. i can take care of you since you took care of me."

[vyrulent]

"i think .... " words slur as if she's taken something, or better yet that someone has slipped her something with how innocent she still is ( mostly --considering that sam is a touch of a bad influence with reveling in one's vices ). eyes glitter while skin has lost some of it's shine, leaving lucy with a worrying paleness. hair is a mess of tangles and her neck is stained with what looks to be red dye. she's most certainly not the woman that had left his party earlier in the night. "i think i left them here," voice is softer now, holding confusion still. " i can't really remember anything after leaving. i think i may have walked in my sleep."

"i think .... " words slur as if she's taken something, or better yet that someone has slipped her something with how innocent she still is ( mostly --considering that sam is a touch of a bad influence with reveling in one's vices ). eyes glitter while skin has lost some of it's shine, leaving lucy with a worrying paleness. hair is a mess of tangles and her neck is stained with what looks to be red dye. she's most certainly not the woman that had left his party earlier in the night. "i think i left them here," voice is softer now, holding confusion still. " i can't really remember anything after leaving. i think i may have walked in my sleep."

[freak1ish]

what shatters you?

EXHAUSTION. You have tried to be Atlas for far too long. Your legs tremble and shoulders creak beneath the weight of the world you carry. Every step forward is a battle, yet you soldier on... for what? When will you learn that you are allowed to lower your heavy burdens?

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[colorsdevoida]

[   𝐚    𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡   𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭   𝐢𝐬  𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬   𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒     𝐡𝐢𝐬  𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞  ,   𝐨𝐫    𝑏𝑒𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑑   𝐢𝐭   ]

" when   i   say  be  creative,   i  don’t  mean  that  you   should  all   go   and   become  great   painters   and  great   poets.   i   simply   mean   let   your  life  be  a  painting,   let  your  life  be  a  poem.   "

A STUDY IN: learning to cope with trauma, fear of oneself, exploring misery through epics, the struggles of finding your voice, overcoming anger and sorrow, relief in the afterlife, darkness overtaking you, and unhealthy vices. ── original muse, based primarily in american horror story hotel, thomas mackenzie brooks, as woven by genesis. he/him pst, 21+

carrd. (new one in progress) ── also at: @applesdrowned + @edgedglory + @auragifted + @daisiescovered + @arrivaldead + @haitipsychic

affiliates: @sylkshe && @hidesinhiswork

[edgedglorya]

THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE ! FIND ME AND SAM OVER @edgedglory !

[hidesinhisarchived]

“I’m glad you agreed to come with me. You can’t hide out in the apartment forever, Mark.” Collins grinned as he wrapped a strong arm around the young filmmaker’s shoulders, pulling him in close as they walked. “It’s not like Maureen’s gonna come back around right now anyway. She’s having too much fun with what’s his fuckin’ face.”

Mark grimaced at his friend’s words as he nervously pulled his camera closer to his chest. The mention of Maureen stung, but he knew that Collins was right. Maureen was too busy having her fun, fun that Mark didn’t really enjoy. She’d probably come back when she was bored and he’d take her back because he was an absolute sucker for that woman. “I still don’t know about this, Collins. This…this doesn’t seem like my kind of scene.”

“Bah.” The older man playfully ruffled Mark’s hair as they entered the building. “I think you’ll do fine. There’s a lot of art world people here, Mark. Just be yourself, show off your camera skills, and you may make a new friend. Maybe have a fun little fling for yourself with some artsy chick who thinks you’re the cutest little thing in the world. Or some artsy dude.”

The filmmaker flushed at the mention of a guy and fell silent for a couple of moments as they rode the elevator to their designated floor. “I’m not gay,” he finally muttered as the doors opened and they stepped out. Collins didn’t seem to hear him. “Collins, why would you say that? I’m not…I’m not gay.”

Collins ignored him as they entered the apartment and he took off, leaving the freshly turned twenty year old completely alone. Mark clutched his camera tighter for a moment as he peered around, feeling overwhelmed and under dressed in his simple red sweater and plaid jacket. After a moment, he took a deep breath and let it out slowly before taking a few steps deeper into the party. A couple of people spared him glances, but seemed overall disinterested. His mouth felt dry and his hands shook as he worked on setting up his camera to start rolling, slowly using it to scan over the crowd. 

The weight of the Bolex in his hands was comforting, like an old friend that never left his side. Mark turned his focus on trying to find interesting people and scenes within the scene to film. Focusing on this, on the camera, on trying to find a good shot, distracted him from the anxiety that tore apart his chest and the darker thoughts that seemed to always lurk in his mind. He could turn all of that off for a little bit if he just focused.

Mark’s focus was broken when he accidentally bumped into someone. He jumped slightly, skittering back a couple of steps and staring up at the man that he’d run into. His heart dropped into his stomach as he found himself looking at the most attractive individual he’d ever seen. It took him a second to be able to form words, a part of him feeling every inch the idiot his father often told him he was. “I’m so sorry! I-I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going and…I’m so sorry.” The filmmaker could feel his cheeks heat up slightly and he hated himself, even as he tried to keep his eyes from looking directly at the man’s exposed chest and stomach. “I’m sorry,” he repeated again, this time more of a mutter than anything.

@edgedglory gets a starter!

[haitipsychic]

❛ when i used to photograph a scrοtum wrapped in chains , other people saw something grotesque , but i saw a bouquet , you know ? ❜ — extremely private theo marcus graves from fx’s american horror story : nyc , photographed by genesis. he / him , transman , 21+ , pst. — sideblog to edgedglory.

A STUDY IN : channeling your senses, overcoming your boredom, knowing your worth, the beauty in the unfamiliar, addictions and co-dependency, occult, and finding the way out of the cage.

carrd. / to be added.

[munsontm]

I am excited. 😭 Won't be drinking either tonight tho because I've had enough junk today.

@edgedglory apparently, pluto (watermelon) and saturn (grapefruit) were actually released a few days ago too! But they're hard to get ahold of outside Asia rn. 🥺

AHHHH I FOUND SAILOR URANUS (PINEAPPLE) AND SAILOR NEPTUNE (KIWI) OCEAN BOMBS IN LONDON. I SNATCHED THOSE UP SO QUICK WOW.

[vyrulent]

what form of gentle affection are you?   

holding hands

the gentle physical affection... getting to subtly show your love to the world... feeling that new puppy love no matter how long you've been together... you want a love that is sweet and gentle, where every date you go on feels like your first. you want to be showered in romantic gestures, to be praised and adored, for every moment to be worthy of saving in your internal scrapbook. you want every kiss to be a memory. although an admirable goal, it is important to keep in mind that love is not always easy, and occasionally requires some effort. although you should never endure abuse or neglect, it is normal for relationships to have bumps in the road; do not treat these bumps like mountains.

tagged by: @edgedglory tagging: @wraith-of-christmas-future, @heirloom-of-the-insane, @notwhileimcaptain, @spirit-x-ing​, @karlgrove​

[applesdrowneda]

AHSNYC TOMORROW BROS. so uh here @edgedglory 👀

[colorsdevoida]

the  brainrot  is  currently  here  @edgedglory  but  i  will  check  out  threads  here  soon <3

[hidesinhisarchived]

👌 i am obligated to send this

semi happy filmmaker noises.

[munsontm]

EMOTIONAL  BAGGAGE.

bold      whatever      applies      to      your      muse.         italicize   the      things      that      only         somewhat   apply   /   are   verse   dependent.                                   REPOST,         DON’T      REBLOG.

been   cheated   on      |      been   bullied      |      had   your   heart   broken      |      broken   someone’s   heart      |      told   a   horrible   lie      |      been   betrayed      |      been   framed   /   set-up      |   stolen   something   of   value   |      overdosed   on   drugs      |      been   drunk     |      cheated      |      bullied    |    been   publicly   humiliated      |         punched   someone   in   the   face   |      been   beaten   up      |      broken   a   bone      |      been   admitted   to   a   hospital      |   put   someone   in   the   hospital      |   had   a   near   -   death   experience      |     been   drugged      |      done   drugs      |      smoked         |      been   arrested   |      been   homeless   |      been   forced   to   commit   a   crime      |      died   and   came   back   to   life      |      kissed   someone   you   weren’t   attracted   to     |     bled   severely      |     killed   someone      |   been   forced   to   kill   someone   |   had   an   attempt   on   your   life   |      made   an   attempt   on   your   own   life      |      lost   someone      |   loved   someone      |      watched   a   loved   one   die      |   failed   to   save   /   help   a   loved   one   |   felt   helpless   |      watched   your   world   die   /   disappear      |      had   your   life’s   work   stolen   /      destroyed   |   gone   without   food   for   over   three   days      |   gone   without   sleep   for   over   three   days      |   been   tortured   /   questioned      |      been   shot      |   been   stabbed      |      been   poisoned      |      been   held   prisoner     |    been   trapped   |      been   buried   alive      |      been   held   hostage      |     held   someone   hostage      |   been   stuck   in   a   different   world   /   universe   /   time      |      been   abused   by   someone   who   should   have   loved   /   appreciated   /   valued   you      |   had   a   panic   attack      |      had   night   terrors      |      been   in   a   car   accident      |      lost   your   job      |   lost   a   fight   |      had   sex   with   a   stranger   |      been   divorced      |      been   abandoned      |      passed   out   from   pain   |      cried   yourself   to   sleep      |      spent   a   whole   day   in   bed      |   hurt   yourself   |   taken   your   anger   out   on   yourself   |      taken   your   anger   out   on   someone   you   love      |     been   used    |   been   manipulated   |      felt   used      |      manipulated   someone   else   |      had   your   memories   /   mind   wiped   /   stolen   or   tampered   with      |      been   taken   over   by   a   hostile   force      |   been   terrified   |      played   a   cruel   game   on   someone      |   been   forced   to   smile     |   felt   too   many   things   at   once   |      laughed   when   you   felt   like   crying      |   been   in   denial      |   been   denied      |   faced   your   demons

tagged by.         nicked it from   @pizzatheif​ tagging.        @harringtontm  /  @scoopstrooptm  /  @shadowcovcn  /  @creatureshrieks  /  @reignedchime  /  @gareththegreat  /  @chmerical​  /  @thebxbysitter​  /  @starskatr​  /  @recoveringjock​  /  @forgivenessneverpermission​  /  @voidsight​  /  @cleryc​  /  @mikewheelertm​  /  @wheeling​  /  @wheelrisms​  /  @edgedglory​  /  @deathslayed​  /  @barhd​  /  @zoomingupthathill​  /  @cursedtcwn​  /  @firstcurse​

[applesdrowneda]

                         “    REALLY?        RED      CRIBS?     “  

#APPLESDROWNED  —- a  study  in:  anger,  death,  childhood  trauma,  broken  family  connections,  rebellion,  anxieties  of  adult  life,  unhealthy  copping,   toxic  relationships,  learning  to  let  go,  &  moving  forward. ──  chad  warwick,  haunted  by  genesis  since  2018.  he/him  21+  pst

currently, i use beta & legacy editors. i will continue to use legacy in threads already started, but would like to move to beta for anything new. if you would prefer legacy however, simply use the legacy editor and i will do the same. 

𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒅.   ──     𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒈𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒄.    ──   also at: @edgedglory​ + @auragifted​ + @arrivaldead​ + @colorsdevoid​ + @daisiescovered​