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mrsnancywheeler · 15 days ago

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Okay, first of all, I’M SO HAPPY YOU’RE BACK AND FEELING BETTER, I MISSED SEEING U ON MY DASHBOARD! ❤️🥳

second, i just know that every time djats come out with a new album and a song about muse, good or bad doesn’t matter, makes it on to the final track the fans figure it out so quickly and are ready to run a smear campaign about her cause they so desperately want to fuck billy dunne, like dare i even say she’s gotten something thrown on her at times? It’d be a drink of some sorts, and it would happen during a time when muse and billy are fighting, idk how it would happen, maybe at a meet and greet? but they def heard either the other band members talking about it or some of the groupies cause now it’s their turn to get fucked again since muse got into a fight with him again. also, billy would absolutely throw every nasty thing said about muse in the tabloids and by jealous fan back in her face when they fight.

(in the future there’s some random girl on the internet who just finished deep diving the lore on billy and muse putting her mom or aunt on blast for not being a girl’s girl to muse cause when she went to go talk about with the mom/aunt they asked about muse and then proceeded to shit talk her)

-lots of love, eddie hate anon

IM GLAD TO BE BACK AND I MISSED YOU TOO, EDDIE HATE ANON MY BELOVED ❤️

muse gets slammed for everything she does, for partying and drug use even though everyone in the band and all the groupies are doing the exact same thing, for the way she's portrayed in songs, for being a nepo baby, all of it. and when he writes a love song they say it's because she's got billy under her spell and that her dad is paying his management to keep them in a relationship, but all his bad songs are the truth about her despite them all being direct results of her responses under duress.

and she does have fans as well, who like her fashion, things she says when a microphone gets shoved in her face at events, her modeling work, the songs she's sold to other artists, songs she's been partially credited on for djats. those fans who say they love her and even ask for her autograph, compliment her

but there are always the haters, those who want to be with billy so desperately and shee her as a she devil. and there's a couple who've got some backstage passes to get some stuff signed by the band and while they're back there after the show they overhear karen and graham talking about how billy's performance has so much passion in one of the songs tonight bc him and muse are fighting again, especially when he was singing some equivalent to go your own way, you know some "loving you isn't the right thing to do, how can I ever change things that I feel? if I could baby, I'd give you my world. how can I when you won't take it from me? you can go your own way , go your own way"

the type of songs that has these types of girls convinced it's because muse is evil and cruel and undeserving of billy's love even though he's the cruel one. and with these backstage passes it's the 70s so everything is super lax and when daisy gets back there, she's just handing them some drinks. band slowly filtering in and low and behold, billy and muse have the tail end of the argument coming into the room

"wasn't it your dad who said, no attention is bad attention? at least I'm keeping your name in the fucking papers!"

and you're turning to face him, finger pointing in his face, "yeah and it's my dad who who will keep me relevant for fucking ever, and once I'm done with your shit, you've got no fucking content, and I'll be remembered forever, billy. you say I'm nothing? you're nothing!"

and there's billy, jaw clenched, because he knows that deep down you're justified in what you're saying when he's been picking at you for weeks now, but he doesn't want to let you know that. "I could write-"

"guys, we do have guests." karen is interjecting (the band obviously let muse have her piece before interrupting bc they live for her biting back)

"sorry about that," warren references the fans backstage, "they've had a little too much," he does an exaggerated snort, pointing at his nose, "you know?" he asks while laughing

but they've been set in the fact that they hate muse, despise her even, especially because billy now seems somewhat distracted when he offers them both a small nod and muse just stomps off to grab herself a drink and light up her cigarette

and the fans are getting their stuff signed, small talk is happening, but billy and muse can't help but make continual snide remarks to each other and at one point billy is picking up the nearest tabloid in the room, facing it towards the room, pointing at the cover as he looks at muse, "strong words from the headliners of the star's 'truth about how billy dunne's cocaine addict girlfriend is slowly breaking up the band'"

"billy-" daisy is starting, but you cut her off

"fuck you!" you're equally cut off when suddenly you're being equally cut off by a drink being splashed at you and you're shocked

everyone but daisy is rushing over, because daisy is busy confronting the so called fans, "what the fuck is your problem! rod, get them the hell out of here!"

and rod is trying but one of them is dodging just enough to try and throw a cup at you that shatters nearby, and they're managing to yell as they get kicked out

insults of

"groupie slut"

"fame fucker!"

"venomous whore"

and you're shaken to your core because although people have definitely insulted you, people aren't usually throwing things at you. at least it worries billy enough in the moment for him to be grabbing the sides of your face, asking if you're okay, but all that comfort is only temporary since it's only a few days later when you're fighting again and he's referencing the latest fucking tabloid

"what, I should listen to, as the enquirer has reminded us, the diva meltdowns of billy dunne's side piece?" a story you should have expected after what had happened backstage.

"their journalism is so close to being perfect, only needed to remove side piece from the title, and they would have had the true fucking story!" you bite back, "I don't need your shit, billy, I'm fucking done!" and you don't care that this is the end of a small tour and that they're supposed to be back home soon anyways, you're packing up the suitcase anyways

"fucking typical, good thing I don't need a groupie slut around anyways." he feels too close as you slam your suitcase shut and shove him away from you to get to the door.

"apparently you fucking do, billy dunne can't get enough of fucking any groupie slut he can get his hands on!" and you're slamming the door behind you only to run into daisy, "fuck, I'm sorry."

and she's just looking at you and her eyes just see into your soul the right way for you to start sobbing and she's hugging you, "hey, it's okay. I know."

"I'm sorry, daisy, I ruin everything."

"hey, no you don't. billy dunne and those fucking tabloids don't know a thing, okay?" and when you don't nod she asks again, "okay?"

"yeah"

"here, come with me, chickadee, let's relax. get all this off your mind." and you're going with her and anyways this situation leads directly into the blurb I wrote about muse and the od bc ofc it does

random internet girl makes many a viral tik tok about how she chewed her mom and aunt out for being the girls who sold the story to the enquirer after they were the fans backstage who threw the drink and cup. and does a whole tik tok series on muse (oh tik tok I miss you sm)

#wanda 💋#anon #billy dunne x reader #billy dunne #djats x reader #eddie roundtree

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kiss2012 · 9 months ago

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final 911 thoughts…

k tommy’s entrance in 7x03 kinda slayed ngl. the fake static LMAO

“i’d follow your hunches any day” “it’s cap and athena let them fire us” CATCH ME CRYING IN THE CLUB

eddie’s incredulous happy little laugh when they saw the flare <3

this show is at its best when 1) it’s about the inherent goodness of humanity and how everyone deserves to be saved, 2) when the members of the 118 are in Situations, 3) when they r all a happy family, and 4) when they are flagrantly disobeying orders to save the people they love

TJE BACHELOR HAHAHDHHSHSHHSHAHAHAH

u don’t understand how funny this is to me (person who watched the most recent bachelorette live)

making buck bi in the bachelor episode literally the greatest thing they have ever done.

I LOVE MADDIE CHIMNEY AND JOSH TRYING TO FIND OUT WHO THE BACHELOR IS DHDJKDD

scream at joey’s face when the contestants proposition buck and eddie

once again buck continues his trend of either flirting on purpose or flirting without realizing he’s flirting.

HOW DID ANYONE GET THROUGH THIS EPISODE WHAT THE FUCK ARE BUCK EDDIE AND TOMMY ALL DOING

buck saying he’s “keeping his options fluid” LOL.

look im glad to see harry even if the actor’s different i missed him but WHERE IS MAY

ravi i love you so deeply

oh my god ravi looks so beautiful

“you and tommy have a lot in common: both in the army both like watching half-naked men pummel each other” WHAT???? WHAT THE FUCK AM I WATCHING

so i understand exactly what’s going on with buck right now he is certifiably insane but he’s obviously jealous over eddie and jealous over tommy and worried about being replaced especially with chris and insecure and confused about what he’s feeling etc. but eddie 😭😭😭 what’s going on babe

I LOVE MADDIE

ok seriously did we need a rehash of the WORST athena plotline to date???

BUCK IS SO EMBARRASSING.

oh my god i physically can’t watch this

ummmmm yikes

i’ve seen a lot of people both blindly defending buck for this and a lot of people hating on it and i don’t really think it’s that simple. like i think it was wrong wish we could see him apologize but it is some delicious drama. like suck ur teeth in hand over mouth kinda drama.

chimney pretty much summed it up and maddie was so right…love u madney

maddie’s hilarious for being like yeah buck i understand where ur coming from i also made desperate bids for my friend’s attention. when i was a 14 year old girl.

“so stop acting like one” YEAH LMAO

END OF 7x04. WOWWW THAT WAS A LOT

you’d think seeing half of this in gifsets would’ve desensitized me to it. but it hasn’t.

this would have been the perfect opportunity to have tommy talk about how he regrets his behaviour during the begins episodes and talk more about his friendships with hen and chimney??

tommy. BUCK!!!!!!!

scream.

um im sorry i cant blame tommy for leaving buck at the curb after that hot chicks comment. and then the “bro”??? im in agony.

i thought u guys were joking this is marisol’s like fourth appearance on screen and we’ve barely heard her speak let alone seen her interact with eddie but he “really likes her” and they’re moving in together? um excuse me??? WHY ARE THEY LYING TO ME I DONT KNOW THIS WOMAN NO ONE KNOWS THIS WOMAN NOT EVEN EDDIE KNOWS THIS WOMAN

ohhhh my god that post about how unlike tommy eddie’s always treated buck like an equal partner no matter what from the very beginning. yeah…

denny is so sweet.

MADDIE AND BUCK COMING OUT SCENE MY BELOVED

disaster bi buck fr (affectionate)

the “christopher is out of town for a couple days” is still killing me. where is he.

eddie is such a dreamboat truly who wouldn’t be in love with him

so many shannon mentions this season thank you…i miss you shannon

if you need me i’ll be thinking about eddie’s thumb on That Spot.

this end scene is the best buck has looked all episode the choice to have him literally bathed in sunlight is so real and true

7x06 time oh my god im so scared

maddie and hen look unbelievably stunning. jesus christ.

eddie looks beautiful in his beautiful pre-destroyed pink suit. buck…your suit was a Choice. i will free you from whoever is doing your hair like that pls buck just let me in i can fix it pls

eddie wasn’t overtly bitchy about tommy being there until he saw tommy hug buck. he’s so funny.

HENREN AND RAVIIIIII 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and all three of their outfits r a slay

can’t explain to you how much i love clipboard buck if clipboard buck has no lovers i am not on this earth etc. and a karaoke bachelor party really is such a thoughtful idea even if it’s not what chimney wanted

but once again buck is so embarrassing i can’t do this

thanks we had a…time. HFJFJDKD

MONTAGE <33333 buck and eddie’s bestieism is off the charts im gonna cry…

“i am 911” maddie buckley the woman that you are…

i unapologetically looked at a million spoilers for this episode but i still don’t know What happened to chimney and im scared

kevin and the lees 😭😭😭😭

CHIMNEY GOING BACK TO THE KARAOKE BAR HE AND KEVIN WORKED AT. OH IM SICK

“telling buck no is like telling a dog not to jump your leg” is definitely. a line. that. they chose. for this episode.

I LOVE YOU CHIMNEYYY

home and he went to the lees. god….

IM GONNA BE SAD ABOUT KEVIN FOREVER

moment 1363673 of buck giving me the worst and somehow most affectionate secondhand embarrassment i’ve ever felt in my life

perfect episode no notes. actually one note WHERE WAS ALBERT. but other than that im in shambles time to listen to islands in the stream on repeat

#911 lb #this is crazy long but it somehow seemed worse to split it up into 20 posts

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mitchmarnier · 5 years ago

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pairing: eddie kaspbrak/richie tozier [reddie] word count: 4,484 chapter count: 3 of 18 summary: after a sudden and unexplained disappearance, richie tozier returns to derry with a secret that no one person could ever hope to hold onto

read on ao3.

moodboard by the lovely @thundercatseddie. | beta by @thundercatseddie

a lil work in progress playlist

the real world taglist: @thundercatseddie, @willelbyers, @proton-disaster-blaster, @summerxle, @richietoaster, @beautifullillis, @ichigokazuki, @protectthebyers, @lifesucksheres20bucks, @are-you-reddie-for-it, @reddiegaspbrak, @princesass-theresa, @appojoos, @cheekaspbrak, @roobarrtrashmouth, @reddiesmagic, @moonlighttozier, @flamingcheetoess, @are-you-reddie-cos-im-not, @reddie-wise (let me know if you want added!)

perma taglist: @jwilliambyers, @eddiecare, @eddiekabsprak, @thundercatseddie, @appojoos, @wonderfuleds, @s-s-georgie, @chaotickaspbrak, @eddiefuckinkaspbrak, @purplepoisonedgem, @edstozler, @emgays, @anellope, @thorn-harvester-ven, @wheezyeds, @vipertooth, @tozierking, @itfandomprompts (also let me know if you want added!)

Richie wasn’t at school today. Eddie knew he shouldn’t be letting it bother him, that it didn’t mean anything. Richie could be sick, God knows he wouldn’t be getting enough sleep and that was a huge push to a person getting ill. It was just... the last time Richie hadn’t suddenly shown up to school, he’d been gone.

“Hey.” Beverly came up and place a hand on his shoulder, squeezing. “Why so quiet, Eddie?”

Eddie didn’t answer her immediately, fidgeting with the pencil in his hands. Beverly’s hand was a heavy weight on his shoulder as he weighed over what he was feeling. “I guess I’m worried about Richie. I know you hate him now or whatever.”

“I don’t hate him.” Beverly cut across Eddie, but her voice wasn’t sharp or angry. It was quiet, almost understanding. “I could never hate him. I just can’t forgive him without some sort of explanation. He can’t just treat people badly and expect everybody to just jump at the chance to hang around with him again. Not that he’s hanging around.”

Eddie frowned. The last couple days had all been like this, his friends making some sort of comment about Richie - or even to Richie- and Eddie not being able to defend his best friend without exposing his secret. Eddie wanted nothing more than for the Losers to know about Richie’s baby, for them to know the truth but it wasn’t Eddie’s place to say anything. So, Eddie kept lying, and he kept feeling guilty about it.

“I’m sorry,” Beverly said again. “I’m really not trying to slam on him. Logically, I know there’s a reason he’s being this way. I’m pissed he won’t talk to me about it, but I’ve been trying not to say anything to you. I don’t want to put you in the middle of anything because I know you love him.”

Eddie cleared his throat awkwardly and shook his head. “He’s just not in school today. And I’m worried. That’s all.”

Beverly smiled. “Well, we can go over to his house after school and check on him if you want! I’ll go with you and we-”

Images of little Riley popped into Eddie’s mind, followed quickly by images of Richie’s horrified and betrayed face if he saw that Eddie had brought Beverly there, and Eddie found himself giving an answer before the thoughts had even cleared his mind. “No, that’s okay! We don’t need to do that. That’s fine.”

Beverly gave him a suspicious look and Eddie gave a small laugh. “You said yourself he’s being weird. If he’s not here tomorrow, we can check on him. Yeah?”

“Yeah...” Beverly nodded and turned around in her seat, facing forward back to the lesson. She gave a slight huff, dropping her pen to paper, and Eddie felt a little bit sick.

After class let out, Eddie hastily told Beverly he was going to the bathroom before lunch and took off. Curling up in the stall and giving himself a moment to breathe, Eddie wondered if he should just spend his lunch here instead of going into the caf. He quickly dismissed the idea, realizing he didn’t have any lunch. If Eddie didn’t eat lunch, if he didn’t eat regularly, then he got bitchy. It wasn’t good for a person to skip meals, it was very unhealthy.

So Eddie picked himself back up and wandered out of the bathroom. When he caught sight of his friends standing in front of the cafeteria doors, his stomach tensed up. His hands dropped down to grab at the fanny pack that no longer rested there, and he pulled on his belt.

“He probably knows something.” Ben said softly. He was standing next to Beverly, who had her arms crossed, looking concerned. Stan was standing, arms crossed in the same fashion, while looking annoyed. Mike was openly eating his sandwich while standing up. Bill has his back to him.

“Oh, he doesn’t know shuh-shit.” Bill said. “He knows just as much as the rest of us, he’s just buh-buh-biased.”

“You don’t know that.” Beverly said. “If Richie was going to tell anybody something, it would probably be Eddie. You know how they are. How they’ve always been... those two.”

Stan rolled his eyes and leaned over to whisper something in Mike’s ear. When Mike gave him a small nod, Stan turned away and walked into the cafeteria alone. Eddie swallowed down his nerves and hurt and wondered if there was any chance he could get past the rest of the Losers and talk to Stan. Stan seemed to be on Richie’s side, Eddie’s side. If only he could talk to Stanley alone.

“Truh-trust me.” Bill seemed to be holding his hands out in front of him. “If Eddie nuh-nuh-knew shit, he’d have tuh-told us. He’s just defending Ruh-Richie because he’s got some buh-big guh-guh-gay cr-”

“Do you got something to say to me, Billy?” Eddie stepped out towards his friends, enjoying the way they all startled. Ben’s face immediately turned a bright, horrifying red while Mike gave Eddie an almost sympathetic look.

Bill turned around, an already resigned look on his face. He stuffed his hands into his pockets and tilted his head to the side, gave Eddie a deep frown. “Eddie...” He sighed. “I’m suh-suh-sorry but...”

“You’re not sorry. You’ve been a fucking asshole since the second Richie got back.” Eddie snapped, finally understanding the term seeing red. “You’ve been pissed. That’s fine, I get that. I was pissed too! But you didn’t give him a chance, not even for a second. How could he have gone to you with anything when you made it so clear that you weren’t interested?”

“I didn’t do that, Eddie.” Bill said firmly. Eddie rolled his eyes and gave Bill what was almost a growl. “I didn’t. He im-im-immediately got back and started luh-lying to us and skipping out u-u-u-on us! This isn’t my fuh-fuh-fault!!”

“Your fault?” Rage flashed through Eddie, white hot with harsh burn. It was like his insides were about to boil. “You don’t know fucking shit! You don’t know what you’re fucking talking about!”

“That’s because he d-d-d-d-didn’t FUCK.” Bill turned away, face red with anger. He clenched his hands at his side as they shook.

“We don’t know what’s going on because he didn’t tell us anything.” Ben finished for him quietly. Bill looked over at Ben, mouth fixed in a thin line as though unsure if he wanted to thank him or snap at him.

Eddie looked to Mike, trying to plead with his eyes for help. Mike would stand with Eddie. Mike was always so understanding, so caring. He was hands down one of Eddie’s favourite people in the world. Mike would understand what Eddie was feeling.

But Mike was avoiding Eddie’s gaze, and Eddie’s stomach dropped when he realized he was on his own.

“I...” Eddie let out a soft groan as he pressed the palms of his hands against his eyes. “I hate this. If you guys are going to cut out Richie, then we can’t be friends, either.”

“We’re not cutting Richie out!” Ben said roughly, arms crossed over his chest. “He’s doing the cutting. We’re just not chasing after him.”

Eddie let out several harsh breaths while his hands shook at his sides. He felt a little light headed, and he swayed slightly on the spot. He could hear a dim ringing in the back of his head, something like a baby crying...

“Eddie... do you need your inhaler?” Beverly’s voice came to him. Soft, helpful but it just made Eddie shake harder.

“NO!” Eddie cried. “I don’t need my fucking inhaler! You know I don’t fucking need it! Fuck you!”

“Eddie, you-you-y-y-y-” Bill stuttered over his words, face bright red. “You need to c-c-calm down.”

Eddie shoved at Bill with a deep glare. “I don’t need to calm down. I need to get out of here. I need to go home, I need-”

“You need to go to Richie?” Bill challenged.

Eddie’s stomach churned painfully, and he turned away with a deep frown. He turned on his heels and ran from the school. He didn’t stop to even take a breath as he ran through the streets and up the front steps of his house.

He heaved roughly, nearly falling forward onto his knees as he barrelled into the front entrance of his house. Breathing roughly and shoving hair out of his eyes, Eddie took a simple moment to catch his breath and rubbed angrily at the tears that were welling up inside his eyes.

“Eddie? What are you doing home?” Frank Kaspbrak came out of the kitchen, dish towel in his hands, and a deep frown on his face. “You should be in school, son.”

Eddie let out half a sob and turned away from his father. He walked through the living room and dove over the back of the couch as he groaned. He pressed his arm over his eyes and groaned louder until he felt the couch dip down beside him.

“Want to tell me what happened?” Frank asked. There was a question there. An opening. If Eddie said no, Frank would let it go. He would make Eddie one of his comforting hot chocolates with whipped cream and they’d talk about something else. Or watch a movie. Anything else.

“Richie had a baby.” Eddie grumbled.

His father was quiet for so long that Eddie lowered his arm away from his eyes and squinted at him. Frank looked at Eddie with a bit of a shell shocked look, but was still smiling encouragingly. “Waiting for more information.”

“I don’t know much, I guess.” Eddie sat up and pulled his legs up to his chest. He wrapped his arms around them, rested his chin on his knees. “That’s where he went this summer, to be with the mom. She didn’t want the baby, but Richie did. So he’s keeping it. He brought it back with him.”

“It?” Frank asked with a soft smile. “Eddie…”

“She.” Eddie chuckled as his lip pushed up in a small, half smile. “Her name is Riley. She’s… so small, Dad. She’s tiny. It’s crazy… this little tiny thing.”

“Yeah, I know that feeling.” Frank shifted over and wrapped an arm around Eddie’s shoulder. “I don’t think Richie having a baby would be enough to make you run home from school though, son. What else is going on?”

Eddie sighed. “Richie is keeping it a secret. He hasn’t told any of the other Losers but they can tell something is wrong and they’re all so mad at him. And I know, so it's hard for me to hear them talking about Richie like that. When they don’t know, you know. It’s not fair.”

Eddie resisted the urge to hide his face in his knees. “If they all stop being friends with Richie, I might lose them all. Like, Stan seems to be on Richie’s side, and Mike would probably go anywhere Stan goes. Oh my god, it’s going to be me, Richie, Stan and Mike versus Bill, Bev and Ben! Dad! What do I do?”

Frank blinked and watched in silence as his son spiraled. “Son…”

“Maybe I can just stop being friends with Richie like Bill wants.” Eddie said. “It’ll be easier. Better for everybody. Except Richie. But I could do it. It doesn’t make sense to choose one friend over five, right? That’s my most logical choice.”

Frank sighed and pulled Eddie into a full hug. “Edward James Kaspbrak, I have known you for a long time. Most of that time has included Richie Tozier by your side. I know how terrible those months when Richie was gone were for you, son. You were so sad. I’d do anything to never have to see you like that again.”

Eddie tried to smile, but he broke into a sob instead. He pressed harder against his father’s chest. “I don’t know what to do. I don’t know. I want everything to go back. I don’t want us to be fighting! We shouldn’t be fighting, and keeping secrets or…”

“Having babies?” Frank asked gently as he rubbed Eddie’s back.

Eddie mumbled nonsense into his father’s chest and felt him laugh. “I don’t know why he kept her. The mom wanted to put her up for adoption. He could have just done that, I don’t understand… he had an out.”

Frank pulled back and gave his son a sad smile. “I think there’s maybe a little bit more to it than you think, son. Nothing is ever as black and white as it seems.”

“I don’t know what to do.” Eddie repeated with a huff.

“What you’re going to do, Edward my son,” Frank said. “Is help me make dinner, and then you’re going to go to your room for the rest of the night because you’re so grounded for skipping school.”

Eddie’s mouth dropped open. “You tricked me! Playing the supportive dad card just to whack me with a grounding! That’s illegal game play!”

Frank chuckled and shook his head. “I’m still the supportive dad, and you’re still the son who ditched out of school in the middle of the day. Just consider yourself lucky that your mom isn’t home.”

Eddie cringed. Sixteen years of life, and he still wasn’t entirely sure how his father had fallen in love with his mother. Not since he was a child had he seen anything that could have been considered truly loving between the two of them, and he wasn’t sure they’d ever been compatible. He’d never brought up his concerns to his parents, fear of opening the floodgates, but he sometimes (shamefully) thought to himself that his father deserved better than his mother.

That night, Eddie texted Stan for the homework in their afternoon classes and curled up at his desk. He’d only managed to answer the first question of his history fill-out before he realized that the red sweater he’d tossed on when getting comfortable belonged to Richie. It had been left behind at one of the last sleepovers before Richie had disappeared, and Eddie had secretly worn it while Richie was gone. Only once in a while, not often. Just when he’d really wanted to feel close to his missing best friend.

Eddie had put it on without even thinking about it, but now it brought back the memories of what Eddie’s issue had been this morning in the first place. Richie hadn’t been at school, and it suddenly settled back in Eddie’s stomach like a rock. His hands got clammy and he suddenly felt much too hot in his sweater. He sat at his sit, leg bouncing, until he pushed away and grabbed his skateboard from under his bed.

Grounding be damned, Eddie needed to make sure that Richie and the baby were okay.

Eddie wasn’t sure he’d ever ridden down to the Tozier’s house so quickly in his life. As much as his skateboard had been a rebellion of Eddie’s, he never rode it too quickly and was always cautious. Tonight, though, he barely even paid attention to his actions as he made his way down the darkened streets.

The lights were out in the house, and panic rose up in Eddie’s throat. No lights… empty house? Empty house? Eddie tossed his skateboard into one of the bigger bushes as he made his way around Richie’s house and towards Richie’s bedroom window. He let out a harsh exhale when he noticed the small light peering out from between the curtains.

Without giving it any sort of logical thought, Eddie moved towards the brick house and began to climb. He cursed under his breath as he nearly fell several times, annoyed that Richie had a second story window and he couldn’t just heave himself into it like Richie could with Eddie’s own bedroom window. Eddie knocked lightly on the glass, out of breath and surely red in the face.

Richie flung the window open and nearly knocked Eddie free from his grip on the siding. Richie let out a shout, grabbed Eddie by the collar of his sweater and pulled him into the room. Eddie and Richie both ended up on the floor of Richie’s bedroom. Eddie let out a cough and rubbed at his collar bone. “Are you trying to kill me?”

“Kill you?” Richie whispered incredulously. He sat up and helped Eddie to his feet. “You climbing up into my window like some sort of fuckboy. I was just trying to keep you from falling to your death.”

“YOU’RE the one who almost knocked me to my death, opening the window like your bedroom was on fire!” Eddie shrieked, but Richie quickly slapped a hand over Eddie’s mouth with wide eyes.

“ShhHHH!” Richie hissed and gave Eddie a threatening glare. “Riley is sleeping!”

Eddie opened his mouth then quickly clapped it shut. For a moment, he’d forgotten all about Richie’s baby. The whole reason Eddie had been agonizing all day. He glanced over to the edge of Richie’s bed where a long basket looking… thing. He could slightly see the sleeping baby inside it, and he frowned.

“Why did you put her in a basket?” Eddie asked softly. “Don’t you have a crib for her?”

Richie laughed. “It’s a bassinet, Eddie. Riley’s still too little to really sleep in the crib, for the first few months babies sleep in ‘baskets’”. Richie put air quotations over the word basket and Eddie flushed angrily.

“Oh, don’t act like you knew that before!” Eddie swatted at Richie’s chest, and Richie let out a quiet laugh.

The two of them stood quietly in Richie’s bedroom for a moment, before Richie’s eyes dropped to look at Eddie and frown. “Is that my sweater?”

“You weren’t at school today.” Eddie fiddled with the bottom hem of the sweater and stared at the ground.

Richie sighed and ran his fingers through his rough curls. “Yeah, Riley was really fussy last night so I slept like shit. My mom is away for the rest of the week so my dad is way more chill and let me stay home and catch up on the sleep I missed.” Richie broke into a grin. “Awe, Eds baby, did you miss me?”

“Shut up, Trashmouth!” Eddie swatted Richie on the chest. “Last time you didn’t come to school, you were… gone.”

“Oh.” Richie paused, then frowned. He stepped forward and wrapped Eddie into a surprisingly light hug. “I’m sorry, I didn’t think-”

“No, it’s okay, I…” Eddie cleared his throat as he tried not to get lost in the smell of the Tozier’s laundry detergent. “I over thought. And I fought with the Losers today.”

Richie stepped back from Eddie’s space, a deep frown settled on his face. “What… because I wasn’t at school?”

“No.” Eddie said unconvincingly. Richie raised his eyebrows and Eddie sighed. “Not exactly, okay? Like maybe it started that way, I guess, but we didn’t fight because of you. We fought because of us. It’s not your fault. You weren’t even there.”

Richie dropped down onto his bed and stared down at his hands. “They’re really mad at me, huh?”

Eddie shrugged. “Yeah, they are. But that’s… that’s their problem. It’s not like… they need to get over it.”

Richie shook his head. “No, they… This isn’t some game or some stupid little fight. This is my whole life now, it’s what I have. All I have, my everything. You guys don’t have to bother with this, it’s not your life.”

Eddie glanced at the small, sleeping figure in the little basket and wrinkled his nose. “Maybe it’s not our problem, but you’re our trashmouth. And I’m sure they’d stick by you if they knew-”

Richie was already shaking his head before Eddie could finish speaking. “You know I can’t.”

Eddie cleared his throat. “I know you think that you can’t, but Richie, honestly-”

“I don’t want to talk about it again, Eddie.” Richie said. “I know it’s not ideal and that it won’t work forever, but I- I’m not ready and I don’t think… I can’t lose them.”

“You’re already losing them.” Eddie almost whispered but Richie’s face contorted with pain as he heard it anyway. Eddie clutched his hands together. “I’m sorry, I… No matter what happens you’ll always have me. I’m not going anywhere.”

Richie gave Eddie a watery smile that made his heart race.

Eddie took a short shuddering breath. He just wanted everything to be normal. “Go somewhere with me.”

Richie blinked at him. “Eddie, I can’t leave. Riley’s sleeping, and she doesn’t sleep through the night! She could wake up at any time and if I’m not here, and she’s crying-”

“Okay, okay, relax.” Eddie spotted the little white baby monitor and grabbed it. “Just come outside with me. How far does this thing reach?”

“I’m not sure.” Richie said as he stood up slowly. “I’ve never taken it any further than the kitchen before.”

Eddie grinned. “Let’s find out.”

Richie had the baby monitor hooked into his belt loop as he and Eddie climbed down from Richie’s bedroom window. They walked slowly across Richie’s front lawn and out to the street. Richie walked backwards slowly, eyes on Eddie, until he made it halfway across the neighbours front lawn.

“It’s fuzzing out here.”

Eddie nodded as Richie walked back towards him. “Cool, let’s just… let’s just hang out here for awhile. If that’s alright?”

Richie shrugged one shoulder. “Sure, Eds. Whatever you want.”

Eddie rushed back over to the bush where he’d dumped his board and carried it back. Richie stared at it a little gap mouthed with wide eyes. “Edward Kaspbrak, is that a skateboard? Without a helmet? Does your mother know?”

“You know there’s no goddamn way in hell she does.” Eddie replied with an eye roll. “You think I’d be allowed out of the house if she had any idea that I owned this?”

“Well…” Richie chuckled. “I’m sort of assuming that you don’t have permission to get out of the house right now, so.”

“Smart ass.” Eddie said. “So cocky, bet you couldn’t even stand on a skateboard.”

“What? Like it’s hard?” Richie challenged with a wiggle of his eyebrows. He stepped towards Eddie. “Hand the board over. Let me show you how a real bad boy does it.

“Oh, yeah. You’re sooo bad.” Eddie rolled his eyes as he pushed the board towards Richie’s outstretched foot. “I bet you have cartoon animals on your boxers right now.”

“HEY!” Richie pointed at Eddie, one foot resting on the board. “First of all, I’m a teenage dad- that implies underage sex, Eddie. Total rebel material.” Eddie rolled his eyes. “And for your information, they’re Spongebob. So, you’re wrong.”

“Only by a minor technicality!” Eddie argued as Richie pulled up his shirt to show him the yellow boxers he had on. “But fine, if you’re such a hot shot bad boy- show me what you got, Tozier.”

Richie wobbled the moment he stepped onto the board with both feet, a small surprised noise coming from the back of his throat. Eddie smirked and crossed his arms with a tap of his foot. “Rich. are you serious? You can’t even ride a bike, what makes you think that you can just hop on a skateboard and be fine?”

“This isn’t the same thing!” Richie said, perched stock still on the board so as not tot move it in the slightest.

“No, it’s not. It’s harder.” Eddie replied. “And more dangerous. Get off before you hurt yourself.”

“Oh, I’ll get off, alright?” Richie winked, still not moving.

Eddie rolled his eyes. “How does that even make sense, asshole? What the hell, why do you think that. No, you know what, I don’t know what that baby up there is or where you got it because there’s no way in hell anybody ever had sex with you and you can quote me on that. I’d stake my life on it.”

“Eddie, take a breath!” Richie laughed as he swayed on the board. The wheels rolled slightly backwards and the panic flashed over Richie’s face quickly. He thrusted his hands out and Eddie caught them without a thought. Richie’s hands shook in his as they both waited for the board to still.

Richie let out a low breath. “My parents were right, skateboards are the gateway to motorcycles.”

Eddie’s eyes blew wide and a grin came over his face. “Do you think my mom would notice if I got a motorcycle? Can’t really hide that under my bed…”

“Anything is possible…” Richie said almost with a wheeze. His hands were shaking againstEddie’s. Eddie pulled on Richie’s hands, pulling both him and the skateboard closer to himself. Richie let out a small squeak and squeezed the absolute life out of Eddie’s hands.

“Ow, Richie.” Eddie whined and tried to pull his hand back but Richie continued to hold him tight.

“You should totally get a motorcycle, Eds. And a tattoo. Maybe a piercing.” Richie babbled, slightly swinging their hands. “And I’d ride on the back of your motorcycle, just like Big Bill’s bike, only way hotter.”

“You have issues.” Eddie said with a red face. He yanked his hands away from Richie’s and pushed the skateboard with his foot. Richie and the skateboard rolled quickly, Richie letting out an angry and betrayed shout. He stumbled as the board rolled and fell onto his side and onto the lawn. He groaned dramatically.

“You big baby.” Eddie walked over and helped Richie to his feet. “You landed on the grass, that didn’t hurt at all. And you know it.”

“It hurt my feelings.” Richie said lowly and Eddie cocked his brow. Richie opened his mouth, eyes lowered, but before he could get any words out, the sound of a baby gurgling came over the monitor on Richie’s hip.

“Shit.” Richie said as he looked down at it. “I gotta go, Eds.”

“She’s not crying yet,” Eddie said, unsure of why he felt so desperate for Richie to stay outside with him. “Don’t you have time?”

Richie looked at him like he was crazy.

“Okay, okay.” Eddie shook his head. He kicked at the ground and grabbed his board. “I’ll see you tomorrow then, I guess.”

“Well, you don’t have to go.” Richie said quietly. “You can come back up with me. She probably just needs a bottle. We can watch a movie or something.”

Eddie’s stomach twisted awkwardly at the thought. “No, that’s okay. I should get home before my mom or dad notice I’m gone. I’m technically grounded.”

“Grounded?” Richie smirked. “You really a rebel now, Eds. Good for you.”

Eddie smiled at the ground and got onto his board. He forced himself not to turn around as he rode down the street, but he couldn’t help but wonder if Richie watched him leave or not.

#reddie #reddie fic #my writing #richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #it fanfiction #r + e #otp: i'll chance it #trw #the real world

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okay so like reddie and stenbrough go to a school dance together and when a slow song comes on they’re like super shy and don’t want people to stare at them but bill and richie drag stan and eddie on the dance floor and they dance and it’s just a really fluffy headcannon bc why not

i’m so so sorry this took so long! but here we go!

i made it a modern!AU by the way

so its senior year! and my boys are living their best lives, okay??

eddie and richie are moving to new york to attend nyu together (this hc is so overdone but honestly,,, i get it)

bill and stan are moving to colorado to attend csu together !

and the rest of the losers are going to great colleges as well (but i’m focusing on the core four in this hc)

anyways,, their lives are going great and they are so excited about prom because this is their last school dance! ever!

eddie asked richie literally freshman year, so they’ve been planning this forever. that’s probably why they look so GOOD!

richie is wearing skinny jeans and his CLEANEST vans (”i am a skater boy eds, you can’t CHANGE ME!”) and a pretty floral button down with a nice black blazer over the top. (don’t even try to fight me you know richie has LONG ASS hair and it’s falling on his shoulders and it’s so pretty he’s SO PRETTY)

eddie is wearing black dress pants, but like the fashionable dress pants that are like tight and cropped (signature Gay pants) and a black button up shirt with a nice blush colored bowtie and his nicest vans too (fight me u know reddie r cute skater bf’s idk i don’t make the rules??)

they’re low-key the two prettiest boys in the world?

anywhore, eddie showed up to pick richie up with a bouquet of sunflowers and they made their way to the dance in eddies very very clean car

NOW THE STENBROUGH (i’m sorry this is so long but,, i’m so passionate)

so they’re newly dating, and when bill asked stan to prom it was actually like, how he asked stan to be his boyfriend too!

it was super cute and he definitely used some bird puns, ANYWAYS

these boys are dressed to the nines like!!! amazing !

bill has like the full sha-bang! a full suit, all black, with a nice green tie and nice dress shoes and he did his hair and he’s so,, handsome,, stan is DEAD oh my god why did i say that

stan is wearing his nice pants with a dress shirt that definitely has little birds all over it because he’s just fucking adorable like that, and his nicest shoes and his hair is SO CURLY and he’s just glowing

so oh my god,,, this is so long and i’m not even to the point yet dear lord

they’re at the dance looking amazing, i love my boys (the other losers look amazing too but if i go into describing them too it’ll be,,, so much)

they are having a great time, the losers are all dancing around crazily, because the only good dancer is mike. so basically they’re just a mess on the dance floor but they’re having the time of their lives, they’re sweaty and smiling and laughing and just,, having such a good time at their last high school dance!!!!

(side note u know that they requested the WORST songs ever (mainly rich) and every other kid there is like oh my fuck)

anyways after an awful awful awful group dance to africa by toto (i had to) the first slow song of the night is announced

bill and stan are low-key making out in the bathroom so,,, they don’t hear it but RICHIE DOES

and he’s like “eddie come on we HAVE TO DANCE! it’s senior prom!” and even tho eddie is like def the dom in the relationship he’s still really shy and scared about dancing in their highschool gym together.

(it’s modern but,, people are still judgmental)

he finally gives in though because his boyfriend is just so FUCKING PRETTY. so they head out on the floor and the song begins

they’ve never really slow danced in their relationship, they’ve been together for so long, but it just doesn’t happen often, so at first its messy

eddie wants to lead because “richie, you are MY BABY I WANNA LEAD!” but rich ends up doing it because he is taller than his boyfriend (which eddie loves hates)

they basically just sway to the song and dance and eddie lays his head against richies chest and kisses right by his heart

and they’re both so content and happy and almost on the verge of tears because they get to do this FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES!!!! they’re each others, for the rest of time!

the song ends and they totally kiss and eddie is like telling rich how much he loves him and richie is all blushy bc he always is around his boy!!!

anyways that was GAY lets do STENBROUGH this is SO LONGMY GOD

so, they came back from the bathroom (my naughty boys) and eddie and richie were like “u missed the slow dance you horny fucks” and they’re both like “eh” but are secretly sad because they really wanted to slow dance together

STAN TAKES THIS CHANCE THOUGH

and he goes up to the ‘dj’ and requests a slow song without bill knowing

so they’re just chilling in the back, drinking some punch when the dj announces another slow song, and he’s like “this ones for bill d, with love from stan.” and BILL IS LIKE WHAT OH MY GODHHGFIUGUID GAY

and so staniel the maniel pulls his bf out on to the floor and this song starts to play

this song is,,,, so fucking precious if you don’t wanna dance to this song with someone u love then….. i’m sorry?

anyways, stan totally leads because bill is so !!!!! in love !!!!! and just taken back by the song !!!!!! and wow

so they just sway, because the song doesn’t have much of a rhythm, but its the best thing they have ever experienced. stan can feel bills breath on his neck because his head is laying on stans shoulder and bill feels stans lips kiss the top of his head every few seconds.

bill feels some tears fall into his hair and he brings his head up to look at stan who is just smiling so big at him already and they lean in and KISS AND IM CRYING WHAT

(reddie is standing back literally just like sobbing at the scene,,, just imagine them in the back looking at the couple like!!!!! (richie “why don’t you do things like that for me?” eddie “because i don’t fucking like you!”) and then they kiss and continue to cry over their friends.)

so this was SO GAY IM SO SORRY!

this was so so so long, but listen, i was just so passionate! thank you for the request my love!

also tagging @trashyrich i lov u binch i hope u like this!

#leah writes #ask #answered #stenbrough #reddie #losers club #it #stanley uris #bill denbrough #richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #prom AU

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GAY MUSIC CHART – 2017 week 44

As a new additionnal rule for making this chart, we also use now the ranking of the number of views in our previous weekly playlist.

Welcome to the Gay Music Chart, the LGBTQA related music videos TOP 50 actuality and most request.

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Here is the recap for this week :

OUT : Lycinaïs Jean - Entre nous (LW: 20 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 20)

OUT : JBDUBS - The Vault (LW: 22 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 22)

OUT : SOPHIE - It's Okay To Cry (LW: 30 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 30)

OUT : Miss Caffeina - Detroit (LW: 34 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 28)

OUT : Donnie Wiggs (aka PureVlogs) - Im Gay (LW: 35 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 35)

OUT : Les Funambules - Lui et toi (Live au Studio Hébertot) (LW: 37 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 26)

OUT : Fangoria - Disco Sally (Pianíssimo) (LW: 42 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 42)

OUT : Razorhouse - Regan's Song (LW: 43 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 43)

OUT : Martin Garrix & Troye Sivan - There For You (LW: 44 / WO: 21 / PEAK: 01 (x1))

OUT : Logic feat. Alessia Cara, Khalid - 1-800-273-8255 (LW: 45 / WO: 10 / PEAK: 01 (x1))

OUT : Antonio Navarro - Estaré Bien (LW: 48 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 27)

OUT : Greg Gould - Freedom (LW: 49 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 49)

OUT : Girls' Generation - 소녀시대 All Night (LW: 50 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 50)

01 (+ 1) : Kevin Chomat - Sens Interdit (LW: 02 / WO: 8 / PEAK: 01 (x2))

This new single of the French singer reached the top 10 YouTube trending in France. Taken from the album "Ma boussole".

02 (+ 11) : Mr John - Neon (LW: 13 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 02)

Instead of covers, this time, the Brazilian singer delivers an original song.

03 (- 2) : Alfie Arcuri - If They Only Knew (LW: 01 / WO: 17 / PEAK: 01 (x1))

This is the new music video of the winner of The Voice Australia 2016. What must do a gay man when he's in love with his best male friend, who's dating his best female friend?

04 (+ 13) : Hayley Kiyoko - Feelings (LW: 17 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 04)

The singer flirts with another woman while she’s dancing in her new music video.

05 (+ 2) : Sam Smith - Too Good At Goodbyes (LW: 07 / WO: 8 / PEAK: 04)

The British singer is back with a new upcoming album.

06 (+ 33) : Huntington - Love Is Love (LW: 39 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 06)

Three years after "Secret", this is his new original song.

07 (+ 26) : ILY - Your Love (LW: 33 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 07)

Two new brides are kissing in this Swedish music video.

08 (+ 7) : Kevin Chomat - Un homme à terre (LW: 15 / WO: 38 / PEAK: 01 (x3))

For his third single, the French singer is talking about infidelity, with his boyfriend who cheated on him.

09 (- 5) : Wrabel - The Village (LW: 04 / WO: 13 / PEAK: 04)

This engaging song was written the day after US President Trump removed new federal protections for trans students in public schools last February. Trans actor August Aiden plays the role of a young transgender who tries to be himself despite the hostility of his father in the music video.

10 (+ 13) : GAREK - Stray (LW: 23 / WO: 54 / PEAK: 01 (x2))

The single taken from the album "Take the King" is a conversation with his 8-year-old self about accepting who he is, the talk he wishes he had as a child, because he "spent so many years hating [himself] because [he] listened to the voices around [him] saying that people like [him] were disgusting".

11 (- 2) : Sam Tsui - Cameo (LW: 09 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 09)

Finally, a new original song!

12 (- 9) : P!nk - What About Us (LW: 03 / WO: 10 / PEAK: 01 (x3))

The music video includes audio contents from the tragic events in Charlottesville for denouncing the hate speeches from the supremacist movements, and shows several people dancing under the intimidating eye of the authorities, including two men together.

13 (+ 18) : Madblush - My Radio (LW: 31 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 13)

Taken from the album "Cactus".

14 (+ 22) : Lizzo - Good As Hell (LW: 36 / WO: 46 / PEAK: 02)

This is taken from the EP "Coconut Oil".

15 (- 1) : Myckael SG - Strong or Best (alternate version) (LW: 14 / WO: 10 / PEAK: 04)

16 (NEW) : Superfruit - GUY.EXE (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 16)

Mitch is a new doctor Frankenstein who tries to create the perfect boyfriend. Really funny.

17 (- 7) : Cassandre - Paris la nuit (LW: 10 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 10)

The French duo sings a love declaration to the city of love. It's perhaps a little cliché, but, as Parisians, we are probably not really objective. Sorry not sorry :)

18 (- 13) : Zayn feat. Sia - Dusk Till Dawn (LW: 05 / WO: 7 / PEAK: 02)

We had several complaints of people asking why this track is in the chart. It's not about Zayn, but about Sia who is featuring in this music video: she's openly bisexual and supports LGBT rights.

19 (+ 2) : Alaska Thunderfuck - Valentina (LW: 21 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 19)

Another parody of "Despacito" and another song about former contestant and favorite of RuPaul's Drag Race season 9.

20 (- 4) : Neon Trees - Feel Good (LW: 16 / WO: 11 / PEAK: 10)

After a break for his first solo album "Excommunication", Tyler Glenn goes back with his band for a new song.

21 (NEW) : CRIMER - Hours (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 21)

The Swiss singer cuts his hair in his new music video.

22 (+ 18) : Superfruit - Goodbye From Lonely (LW: 40 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 22)

This is the eleventh single of the album "Future Friends".

23 (NEW) : Steps - Dancing With A Broken Heart (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 21)

The British band will be on Tour next November.

24 (+ 2) : Superfruit - Deny U (LW: 26 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 20)

You can't deny that we can see an attraction between Mitch and Scott in their new music video, taken from the album "Future Friends".

25 (- 17) : Harel Skaat - Radio (LW: 08 / WO: 26 / PEAK: 01 (x3))

The Israeli singer has uploaded on his channel a full concert. Go check it!

26 (NEW) : Les Funambules - Sous quel arc-en-ciel ? (Live au Studio Hébertot) (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 26)

Les Funambulles will be in concert every Monday in Paris next November and December 2017. In this song, Doryan Ben is asking below which rainbow he will see again his past friends and lovers who died because of homophobia.

27 (- 15) : Alvin Point - Il a dit (LW: 12 / WO: 57 / PEAK: 01 (x4))

The first single of the 24 years old singer is talking about a romantic gay love story. The title means "he said".

28 (- 22) : Michele Bravi - Diamanti (LW: 06 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 06)

This is the third single from the Italian singer taken from the album “Anime Di Carta”.

29 (- 4) : Fischerspooner feat. Caroline Polachek - Togetherness (LW: 25 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 25)

30 (NEW) : Mr John - Tira a Camisa (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 30)

31 (+ 16) : Jamal Lyon’s When Cookie Met Lucious (ft. Jussie Smollet) | Visual Album | EMPIRE (LW: 47 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 30)

32 (- 5) : Leon Else - What I Won't Do (Lyric Video) (LW: 27 / WO: 20 / PEAK: 02)

The British singer has recently came out on Facebook.

33 (+ 13) : NU3L - Eu Não Sei / I Don´t Know (LW: 46 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 22)

34 (+ 4) : George Michael feat. Nile Rodgers - Fantasy (LW: 38 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 31)

First single released after his death previous December 2016, the track is taken from "Listen without Prejudice/MTV Unplugged". This album is #1 in the UK.

35 (- 11) : Cub Sport - Chasin' (LW: 24 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 24)

This is the second single of the album "Bats" from the Australian band.

36 (NEW) : Bob The Drag Queen feat. Alaska Thunderfuck - Yet Another Dig (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 36)

37 (- 8) : Сергей Лазарев / Sergey Lazarev - Так красиво / So Beautiful (LW: 29 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 15)

The new music video about love of the famous Russian singer represents several couples, including a lesbian couple. Some politicians wants to censor it in Russia.

38 (- 27) : Cub Sport - O Lord (LW: 11 / WO: 9 / PEAK: 11)

This is the debut single of the Australian band from Brisbane, taken from their album "Bats".

39 (NEW) : Larva - For Ruy (censored version) (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 39)

Larva is a Mexican openly gay heavy metal band. The uncensored version, only for adults because of its raw sex content, is only available on Vimeo.

40 (- 12) : Đào Bá Lộc feat Ivone - Đêm Mùa Mưa (LW: 28 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 28)

With this emotional new song, the Vietnamese singer dreams about his boyfriend cheating on him, until the dream comes true.

41 (- 9) : LP - No Witness (LW: 32 / WO: 8 / PEAK: 18)

This is the sixth single taken from the album "Lost on You".

42 (RE-ENTRY) : La Prohibida - Baloncesto (LW: - / WO: 14 / PEAK: 03)

43 (NEW) : Davis Mallory - Not that Far Away (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 43)

The new track taken from the album "Loud".

44 (- 25) : Alfie Arcuri - Love is Love (LW: 19 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 19)

The Australian singer takes position with this song for the YES in same-sex marriage survey to legiferate about marriage equality in Australia. The music video is now available on YouTube.

45 (- 27) : Tokio Hotel - Boy Don't Cry (LW: 18 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 18)

The lead singer Bill Kaulitz becomes a beautiful drag queen in the new music video of the German band. The single is taken from the album "Dream Machine".

46 (NEW) : Bobby Newberry - Up (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 46)

47 (- 6) : Trey Pearson - Love Is Love [Official Lyric Video] (LW: 41 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 20)

After "Silver Horizon", this is the new single of the American singer as an anthem for equality and diversity.

48 (RE-ENTRY) : Smashby - Birthday Suit (LW: - / WO: 3 / PEAK: 43)

This is the first original song of the British singer.

49 (NEW) : Leon Markcus feat. Jeff Hue - Alive (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 49)

Leon Markus is an openly bisexual singer from Singapore. With his track "Alive", he defends LGBT against bullies, but also against suicide attempts and eating disorder.

50 (NEW) : Dismissed - Lonely Way to Die (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 50)

This is the new track of the Swedish band.

ALSO NEW THIS WEEK

Fletcher - You Should Talk

Eddy de Pretto - Fête de trop

His two tracks "Fête de trop" and "Kid" have just entered in the French singles chart.

ERDEM x H&M - "The Secret Life of Flowers” campaign film by Baz Luhrmann

The music is the new track "Hypnotised” from Years and Years.

Alex Palmieri - But Nobody Knows (Lyrics Video)

Ria Mae - Red Light (Audio)

Zolita - Come Home With Me (Audio)

Wrabel - Poetry

K Anderson & Skye Zentz - Naked As We Came (Iron & Wine Cover)

See you next week and don’t forget to vote for your best LGBTQA music videos ! Here are the rules :

1 ) You can vote for many videos as you want under the videos on YouTube in the comment section. It could be recent or past music videos, which must provide at least one among the following conditions:

- the music video has LGBTQA related content, in the lyrics or the music video

- the artist is LGBTQA, an LGBTQA icon or eventually ally

- LGBTQA medias talked about it.

2 ) You can’t vote more than 3 songs of a same artist per week.

3 ) In case of an artist who receive votes mostly by a fan base, we will count only one song, in a limited time of 10 weeks of presence in the top.

4 ) You can vote with only one account.

5 ) If you make 5 votes or less, your first vote will represent 5 points, your second vote 4 points, etc… until your last vote and following 1 point. If you make 6 to 10 votes, your first vote will represent 10 points, your second vote 9 points, etc… If you make more than 10 votes, your first vote will represent 20 points, your second vote 19 points, etc…

6 ) People who make 1 to 5 votes form the amateur ranking, those who make 6 to 10 votes form the fan ranking, those who make more than 10 votes form the expert ranking. We form the jury ranking. And we count now the ranking of minutes of views of our weekly playlist of the previous week. The Gay Music Chart is the addition of the five charts. In case of equality, the number of votes and the dates of votes will count.

7 ) The votes will close on Thursday, 8 PM, European time.

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GAY MUSIC CHART – 2017 week 43

As a new additionnal rule for making this chart, we also use now the ranking of the number of views in our previous weekly playlist.

Welcome to the Gay Music Chart, the LGBTQA related music videos TOP 50 actuality and most request.

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Here is the recap for this week :

OUT : La Prohibida - Baloncesto (LW: 22 / WO: 13 / PEAK: 03)

OUT : Sean Smith - Turn Me On (LW: 23 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 23)

OUT : Sam Smith - Pray (Live on SNL) (LW: 25 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 25)

OUT : Christophe Willem - Rio (LW: 29 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 19)

OUT : Ria Mae - My Love (Audio) (LW: 31 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 31)

OUT : Eli Lieb - Shangri La (LW: 32 / WO: 12 / PEAK: 03)

OUT : Eli Lieb - Kissing Your Tattoos (Lyric video) (LW: 33 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 33)

OUT : Bec Sandridge - I'll Never Want A BF (LW: 37 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 37)

OUT : Páll Óskar - Einn Dans (360° VR music video) (LW: 38 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 38)

OUT : Supremme de Luxe - Fiebre 2017 (LW: 40 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 40)

OUT : Benny - Boys Will Be Boys (LW: 42 / WO: 40 / PEAK: 02)

OUT : Smashby - Birthday Suit (LW: 43 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 43)

OUT : Eddy de Pretto - Kid (LW: 44 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 44)

OUT : Pansy Boys - Empty Pools (LW: 45 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 45)

OUT : K Anderson - Cluttered (Lyric Video) (LW: 49 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 25)

OUT : ILoveMakonnen feat Rae Sremmurd - Love (LW: 50 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 50)

01 (+ 2) : Alfie Arcuri - If They Only Knew (LW: 03 / WO: 16 / PEAK: 01 (x1))

This is the new music video of the winner of The Voice Australia 2016. What must do a gay man when he's in love with his best male friend, who's dating his best female friend?

02 (+ 2) : Kevin Chomat - Sens Interdit (LW: 04 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 01 (x1))

This new single of the French singer reached the top 10 YouTube trending in France.

03 (- 2) : P!nk - What About Us (LW: 01 / WO: 9 / PEAK: 01 (x3))

04 (+ 4) : Wrabel - The Village (LW: 08 / WO: 12 / PEAK: 04)

05 (- 3) : Zayn feat. Sia - Dusk Till Dawn (LW: 02 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 02)

We had several complaints of people asking why this track is in the chart. It's not about Zayn, but about Sia who is featuring in this music video: she's openly bisexual and supports LGBT rights.

06 (+ 5) : Michele Bravi - Diamanti (LW: 11 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 06)

This is the third single from the Italian singer taken from the album “Anime Di Carta”.

07 (+ 3) : Sam Smith - Too Good At Goodbyes (LW: 10 / WO: 7 / PEAK: 04)

The British singer is back with a new upcoming album.

08 (- 3) : Harel Skaat - Radio (LW: 05 / WO: 25 / PEAK: 01 (x3))

The Israeli singer has uploaded on his channel a full concert. Go check it!

09 (+ 5) : Sam Tsui - Cameo (LW: 14 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 09)

Finally, a new original song!

10 (+ 9) : Cassandre - Paris la nuit (LW: 19 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 10)

The French duo sings a love declaration to the city of love. It's perhaps a little cliché, but, as Parisians, we are probably not really objective. Sorry not sorry :)

11 (+ 24) : Cub Sport - O Lord (LW: 35 / WO: 8 / PEAK: 11)

This is the debut single of the Australian band from Brisbane, taken from their album "Bats".

12 (- 6) : Alvin Point - Il a dit (LW: 06 / WO: 56 / PEAK: 01 (x4))

The first single of the 24 years old singer is talking about a romantic gay love story. The title means "he said".

13 (+ 4) : Mr John - Neon (LW: 17 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 13)

Instead of covers, this time, the Brazilian singer delivers an original song.

14 (- 7) : Myckael SG - Strong or Best (alternate version) (LW: 07 / WO: 9 / PEAK: 04)

15 (- 6) : Kevin Chomat - Un homme à terre (LW: 09 / WO: 37 / PEAK: 01 (x3))

For his third single, the French singer is talking about infidelity, with his boyfriend who cheated on him.

16 (=) : Neon Trees - Feel Good (LW: 16 / WO: 10 / PEAK: 10)

After a break for his first solo album "Excommunication", Tyler Glenn goes back with his band for a new song.

17 (NEW) : Hayley Kiyoko - Feelings (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 17)

The singer flirts with another woman while she’s dancing in her new music video.

18 (NEW) : Tokio Hotel - Boy Don't Cry (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 18)

The lead singer Bill Kaulitz becomes a beautiful drag queen in the new music video of the German band. The single is taken from the album "Dream Machine".

19 (- 4) : Alfie Arcuri - Love is Love (LW: 15 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 19)

The Australian singer takes position with this song for the YES in same-sex marriage survey to legiferate about marriage equality in Australia. The music video is now available on YouTube.

20 (NEW) : Lycinaïs Jean - Entre nous (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 20)

Lycinaïs was the first singer in the zouk industry to come out in Martinique in 2015.

21 (NEW) : Alaska Thunderfuck - Valentina (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 20)

Another parody of "Despacito" and another song about former contestant and favorite of RuPaul's Drag Race season 9.

22 (+ 25) : JBDUBS - The Vault (LW: 47 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 22)

23 (+ 23) : GAREK - Stray (LW: 46 / WO: 53 / PEAK: 01 (x2))

24 (NEW) : Cub Sport - Chasin' (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 24)

This is the second single of the album "Bats" from the Australian band.

25 (NEW) : Fischerspooner feat. Caroline Polachek - Togetherness (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 25)

26 (+ 13) : Superfruit - Deny U (LW: 39 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 20)

You can't deny that we can see an attraction between Mitch and Scott in their new music video, taken from the album "Future Friends".

27 (- 15) : Leon Else - What I Won't Do (Lyric Video) (LW: 12 / WO: 19 / PEAK: 02)

The British singer has recently came out on Facebook.

28 (NEW) : Đào Bá Lộc feat Ivone - Đêm Mùa Mưa (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 28)

With this emotional new song, the Vietnamese singer dreams about his boyfriend cheating on him, until the dream comes true.

29 (- 11) : Сергей Лазарев / Sergey Lazarev - Так красиво / So Beautiful (LW: 18 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 15)

The new music video about love of the famous Russian singer represents several couples, including a lesbian couple. Some politicians wants to censor it in Russia.

30 (NEW) : SOPHIE - It's Okay To Cry (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 30)

31 (NEW) : Madblush - My Radio (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 31)

Taken from the album "Cactus".

32 (- 8) : LP - No Witness (LW: 24 / WO: 7 / PEAK: 18)

This is the sixth single taken from the album "Lost on You".

33 (+ 1) : ILY - Your Love (LW: 34 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 33)

Two new brides are kissing in this Swedish music video.

34 (- 6) : Miss Caffeina - Detroit (LW: 28 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 28)

This is the new exciting single of the Spanish band, taken from their self-titled album.

35 (NEW) : Donnie Wiggs (aka PureVlogs) - Im Gay (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 35)

The straight man releases this song to fight homophobia and hate.

36 (+ 5) : Lizzo - Good As Hell (LW: 41 / WO: 45 / PEAK: 02)

This is taken from the EP "Coconut Oil".

37 (- 11) : Les Funambules - Lui et toi (Live au Studio Hébertot) (LW: 26 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 26)

This emotional song is about two parents who have difficulties to accept the homosexuality of their son and his relationship with another man.

38 (RE-ENTRY) : George Michael feat. Nile Rodgers - Fantasy (LW: - / WO: 2 / PEAK: 31)

First single released after his death previous December 2016, the track is taken from "Listen without Prejudice/MTV Unplugged".

39 (+ 9) : Huntington - Love Is Love (LW: 48 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 12)

Three years after "Secret", this is his new original song.

40 (NEW) : Superfruit - Goodbye From Lonely (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 40)

This is the eleventh single of the album "Future Friends".

41 (- 21) : Trey Pearson - Love Is Love [Official Lyric Video] (LW: 20 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 20)

After "Silver Horizon", this is the new single of the American singer as an anthem for equality and diversity.

42 (NEW) : Fangoria - Disco Sally (Pianíssimo) (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 42)

This piano version gives you chills.

43 (NEW) : Razorhouse - Regan's Song (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 43)

44 (- 23) : Martin Garrix & Troye Sivan - There For You (LW: 21 / WO: 21 / PEAK: 01 (x1))

45 (- 32) : Logic feat. Alessia Cara, Khalid - 1-800-273-8255 (LW: 13 / WO: 10 / PEAK: 01 (x1))

This powerful music video, which is also a promotion for the National Suicide Prevention Hotline, follows a gay teen couple and is the incarnation of the "It Gets Better" slogan.

46 (- 10) : NU3L - Eu Não Sei / I Don´t Know (LW: 36 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 22)

47 (- 17) : Jamal Lyon’s When Cookie Met Lucious (ft. Jussie Smollet) | Visual Album | EMPIRE (LW: 30 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 30)

48 (- 21) : Antonio Navarro - Estaré Bien (LW: 27 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 27)

This is another track taken from the album "Punto Zero" from the Spanish singer.

49 (NEW) : Greg Gould - Freedom (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 49)

Once again, the singer fights for LGBT rights with his music video, in a context of debate about marriage equality in Australia, with this cover of George Michael. In this music video, actually avalaible only on Facebook, Sydney City Counsellor Christine Forster is featuring with her partner Virginia Edwards.

50 (NEW) : Girls' Generation - 소녀시대 All Night (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 50)

There are three drag queens in this South Korean music video from the most famous kpop girlband. But, ouch! Sooyoung, Seohyun and Tiffany leave the band!

ALSO NEW THIS WEEK

Morrissey - Spent the Day in Bed

Courtney Barnett + Kurt Vile - Continental Breakfast

Their family intimacy is revealed in the new music video of the Australian duet, taken from the album "Lotta Sea Lice".

Dismissed - Lonely Way to Die

This is the track of the Swedish band.

Julien Baker - Turn Out The Lights

From the new album "Turn Out the Lights" out October 27th.

Keiynan Lonsdale - Good Life

Davis Mallory - Not that Far Away

The new track taken from the album "Loud".

VELO - I Was A Fool

Proceeds of this song will go to caritative associations to help Puerto Ricans in need after hurricane Maria last September 2017.

NU3L - Voltem (Para Me Enlouquecer)

The Portuguese singer is completely bare in this music video.

Les Funambules - Fille à pédés (Live au Studio Hébertot)

A French song about fag hags.

LP - Switchblade (A Night at The McKittrick Hotel)

P!nk - Beautiful Trauma (Live on SNL)

Chae Buttuh - Everything Did

Pentatonix - Away in a Manger

You know that December is for soon when the acapella band releases Christmas songs!

Shirtless Violinist - Stranger Things Theme

Morgxn - Bruised