#early frossworld

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this pic from xmas 2004 makes me feel like im astral projecting

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Ok i have to show you guys this historical pic its me and my highschool bestie Ellen on my birthday in 2012. (taken on her blackberry.) My fit was so specific hahahaha I would never want to be 19 again but I dooo wish i could re_experience this time period as the age i am now. 🥲

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mom n my fav hippie uncle who lives on a canal boat still to this day. not sure the year im guessing like 1990

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sometimes it rly does creep me out how my posting style has never changed Despite it all. at 17 i already kneww everything about myself but i jst didnt realize

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camera roll summer 2013

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some pics n screenshots recently salvaged from my old blog winter 2013/14.. at this time i was so devastated after 2 yr relationship ended i had just turned 20 it was a huge deal like i stopped wearing colors due to grief for 3 years only black til i was 23. but yea when i was 20 it was really hell i had to move back to my hometown in canada from london cus the breakup n felt so fail in all regards. and in my town there was these fuckingg skaters i went to highschool with who were like, idk we were all so clueless they were completely obsessed with yung lean/gtb, they tried to mimic everything they did on a smaller scale i was really embarrassed that i like WANTED them all so bad LMAOOO i would secrelty listen to yung lean and never tell anyone make sure it wldnt be on my last.fm or anything like stealth youtube mode. i was yearning for some kind of emotional connection w one of them thinking it cld b possible since they were into sadboys, it was like vulnerable to be into that right?.. but everything always felt so shallow w all of them like when u go on a 4am drive but they cant hold a convo.. I wondered if they cared too much abt projecting this tortured soul image when they were all much more silly n fun in highschool. i couldnt stop feeling so obsessed w trying to dissect all their behaviours. And they were obsessed w me too which was fun but ugh i still feel kinda bad about accidentally hurting one of them. when i listen to old yung lean songs it like teleports me back to all the memories of that fall/winter and the way my blog looked back than.

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Foreverrrrr

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spring 2013

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polaroids from 2015/16

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found a pic of my room taken july 12/2010 at 12:07pm. <3

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spring 2012

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photos from march 27 2012

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posted to facebook Nov 23 2011

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pics i posted the same day from when i was in the mountains

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oki well after my lil trip down memory lane last night i decided im gonna start intermittently reuploading my photos from 2013/14 cus they deserve to have new life breathedd into them after 10 years of rotting on that stuffy old blog w no luvv.! >early frossworld expansion pack