#eapsies

[ayyy-imma-ninja]

POV: they're arguing over something dumb

Bonus beneath the cut

[dxrkl1ght]

Someone give this man a hug!!

I've been waiting 2 years for this and it finally happened omg

[alexsugi]

From that episode where Eclipse said "please" to Moonlight

[elsajoyagent8]

MAN.

Eclipse’s breakdown episode broke me, I had to draw it. Sorry not sorry. :3

[gummylikesart]

Silly

Fym he clearly wrote "hi, welcome"

[clowny-core]

Idk if I posted this yet, but here is a TSBS au bc yes

I made this a while ago tho

:D

[milky-shea]

I love everything about this 💕

I drew this a few weeks ago but didn’t really like it

It was for Matt leaving and stuff

I might just redo it since it’s kinda boring to look at

[ayyy-imma-ninja]

based on a headcanon where due to the double dose of Agony he received, Eclipse feels some pain that hinders his ability to walk. Some days are fine, some days he needs to use it. But he adamantly refuses to use it around the others to avoid "looking weak".

[alexsugi]

This trio ✨

[elsajoyagent8]

So uh… https://www.tumblr.com/elsajoyagent8/774680073292955648/so-todays-eaps-video-ooh-boy-eclipse-was <— this.

I said at the end I’d make a fanfic or OneShot about this. So I have.

Here we go…

I Can’t Breathe — Eclipse OneShot

Go, go, get to the lab, where no one can see you.

Why?!

Why did Charlie do that?!

As soon as I got to the lab, I slammed the door shut and made sure it was locked.

I can let my walls down now.

I couldn’t breathe in that body.

To be fair, I still can’t breathe now.

I didn’t even notice that once I was alone my breathing sped up. Not until now anyway.

If I’m honest, I’m more relieved than anything.

But holy shit, that was a can of worms that I never wanted reopening.

I thought I was trapped again.

The girls all saying that we should go do girly things only made things ten times worse.

Not that I told them why.

I can’t tell anyone the real reason.

I’ll just end up being thought as weak.

No.

You’re strong.

You’re not a baby.

Before I can even stop myself, though… I’m holding myself tight and trying so hard not to cry.

Stop that, you moron! Pull yourself together.

You’re fine.

You’re fine.

You’re fine…

But telling myself that only made me start audibly sobbing.

Clutching at my chest.

Falling to my knees.

I can’t breathe.

No one will understand.

No one will care.

You’re just a plaything to them.

They love turning you into things.

Your annoyance brings them entertainment.

No one will get why you hated that so much.

I can’t breathe.

I don’t even need to breathe. My body’s tricking me into thinking I need to.

I can’t breathe.

Just thinking about what happened, how I acted… it was horrible.

Flashbacks were arising and I hated it.

I can’t breathe.

I don’t even know why I’m getting so worked up.

That wasn’t even me that experienced it before.

I’m a clone. I’m not even the real thing.

But somehow that makes things worse.

I can’t breathe.

I’m not her.

I’m not her.

I will never be her.

Never again.

Pull yourself together, you bastard.

I can’t breathe.

I can’t even stand. I have to pathetically crawl on the floor.

So pathetic.

How close was I to being outed?

Monty must have figured it out. The way she was talking…

Ballora won’t know. As much as I trust her, I can’t. I don’t have the courage.

And Charlie won’t even know what it means.

Sun and Moon… thank god I didn’t see those two.

Ruin? I don’t care about him. He doesn’t give a fuck about me. I wouldn’t dare let him see me that vulnerable.

He saw me vulnerable once. One time too many.

I can’t breathe.

I scrambled further into my lab, something catching my eye.

Myself.

God, I look like shit.

It was who I wanted to be, but I looked absolutely beside myself.

Miserable.

Well, because I was.

At this point I just wanted to go to bed.

But I was terrified at the idea of having a nightmare about it.

Again.

I can’t breathe.

I’ve got puffy eyes. How is that even possible?

How long have I even been crying for?

It felt like hours, but it was apparently only ten minutes.

I still can’t breathe.

I need to calm down.

My head hurts.

My mind hurts.

My body hurts.

Everything hurts.

All this over being turned into a girl again.

All my progress just wiped in a matter of seconds.

I’d finally gotten used to being in my own body again.

And then Charlie fucking ruins it.

No.

Don’t be mad at her, Eclipse.

She doesn’t know.

She doesn’t have to know.

No one will have to.

I can’t breathe.

[clowny-core]

PUPPET DRAWINGGGGGG!!!

I LOVE HERRRR!!!

[ayyy-imma-ninja]

british boi

[ayyy-imma-ninja]

my baby QwQ

I’m normal about this…

[elsajoyagent8]

So… today’s EAPS video…

Ooh, boy, Eclipse was pissed.

But oh man this actually made my headcanon for him feel more canon, though I know it’s literally impossible.

Eclipse hated being a girl. He kept yelling and trying to hide himself from everyone, got so mad that he even swore in front of Charlie.

And my headcanon?

Transmasc Eclipse.

He hated it because it was giving him flashbacks.

Dysphoria.

Eh, but that’s a headcanon. It’ll be canon to my AU :3

Thinking of writing fanfic (which I https://www.tumblr.com/elsajoyagent8/774733105096491008/i-cant-breathe-eclipse-oneshot have) for the aftermath this ep, but of course, in my AU :3

[clowny-core]

What did I do?

Nothing-

nothing at all!

Teheh

[ayyy-imma-ninja]

miss her already QwQ

THIS IS THE ONLY WAY IT COULD’VE ENDED…