#dysphoria on top of body image issues related to my weight compact into a radioactive metal thats very hard to move | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

femboty2k · 2 years

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This is just a side rant but man I wish I could talk about my own like, sexuality and what not without feeling guilty or gross. And by that I don't mean my orientation I mean about things like sex and what interests me about it and all that. But no I've been treated like shit my whole life because fat people get treated like shit and now I have internal fuckery that tells me that everyone is valid to be sexual but me. Eugh.

#yes its bad #I know #im trying very hard to work through and be positive about myself #it's just hard #dysphoria on top of body image issues related to my weight compact into a radioactive metal thats very hard to move #I am trying though #just hard to feel like im #like #desirable I guess #when I hate my appearance so much #none of this matters #maybe im being shallow about myself of all things #idk #I'm just tired and ranty today #vent post #robot rambles

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