#dysphoia cw

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Mature Content Warnings: bruises cw , death cw , dysphoria cw , kin dysphoria cw

Upon looking at the bruises on my skin, I've occasionally felt a pang of kin dysphoria. Before anyone worries, relax, I'm actually okay, it's nothing serious. I own a large dog breed (I won't go into specifics of what type to avoid risking much about my personal life being outed), naturally he is very rough with playing. He's not at all aggressive in terms of personality or temperment, he's just clumsy and hard-headed to not understand his own strength from the roughhousing when I give him attention.

Anyways, back on to my ramble. So when I started to notice the bruises on my skin when they take on a blue colour, and because of how many I've been getting lately for wanting to play with my dog to give him the attention and exercise he needs, the more I started to miss being a wraith again. I mean, don't get me wrong, I do of course miss my past appearance as a vampire and couldn't care less much about life as a human before that. But it's odd how my life as a wraith from a previous death of mine had begun to grow on me, and thus I'm not used to seeing myself without a blue/purple tone of colour on my skin. So I find it weird how the bruises I have been getting lately could cause a resurgence of longing for my past once more.

~ Raziel (Legacy of Kain)

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