#dying but not being dead/derealization/keeping suicidal tendencies secret? vampires.
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*me slinging my arm around a vampire character and patting their face* this baby can fit so much projection of my teenage mental issues.
#if youre wondering why i havent written that dp au yet its because i realized i could project onto ocs and generate content#but anyway.#sleep dread insomnia? vampires.#dying but not being dead/derealization/keeping suicidal tendencies secret? vampires.#gustatory (taste) hallucinations? vampires eating from blood bags#it still nourishes them but is dead and tastes gross#and i obviously have known that people could use characters to explore their own trauma#i just didmt realize that -I- could.#also this could slso apply to a werewolf#i like the idea of werewolves needing blood and fresh meat (and craving human meat) but not doing that because its dangerous#and it could be a good way to explore the dread of being fine but knowing ypur next breakdown is going to happensometime soon#also i forgot to add#touch starvation? vampire not feeding directly off of someone for so long and craving it#give me them lying on theor best friemds lap and basking in their warmth while holding back the desperate need tosink their teeth into them#also self imposed touch starvation for fear of hurting soneone/feeling like you dont deserve it#and also#food restriction as self harm#its free therapy
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