#dukxiety implied

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Forbidden love?

Pairing: Moceit, hinting at dukxiety.

Spoilers!!! This contains spoilers of the newest video.

Triggers: Virgil being mean(but not unsymp just mean at first but he is nice in the end just hurt) as far as I think nothing else. If I missed something you can always tell me!

Characters: Patton, Deceit and Virgil. Remus mentioned.

Patton can’t help but chuckle at Janus look. Okay maybe a tea party wasn’t the most normal date, but he thought it would be fun. “A tea party pat? Okay I should have seen this coming. You have been trying to get me to join one for awhile now.” Janus shakes his head with a smile. He couldn’t tell Pat that he couldn’t come to those parties because of Virgil being there. “If you don’t want to we can do something else really I don’t mind.” Patton says softly giving Janus a soft smile. “No no Pat I don’t mind love. Really every moment spend with you is fun all where only to watch paint dry.” Janus says pulling Patton close to him. “You are a dork Jee.” Patton says with a chuckle. Janus gives a big deep laugh. “Well my darling little frog I’m your dork.” kissing pat softly. When he pulls away Patton pulls him back in. Janus Smiles in the kiss. Patton pulls away a little bit to say. “Yes you are mine dork teddy bear.” They exchange soft kisses with smiles. 

“Love you Pat.” Janus says softly giving him a soft smile. “Love you too Janus.” They look at each other softly just taking the other in. That is until Janus notice Virgil coming down the stairs. Virgil hadn’t noticed them yet as he was on his phone headphones on. Janus pulls away from Patton putting a bit distant between them. Looking down at his hands. Patton tries to touch him on his shoulder only for him to pull away from the touch. “Jee what’s wrong teddy bear.” Janus flinches but doesn’t look back up or answers Patton at all. Patton looks up to the stairs when he hears somebody stepping on the squeaky plank. When he sees Virgil, Virgil was already looking at them noticing that Janus let pulling away from Patton's touch. Virgil hissss at Janus and glaring at him. 

Even though Patton and Janus have been dating for a few weeks now, Virgil had done nothing but hiss at Janus and complain to Patton when Janus would join them with Remus for dinner. He also tries telling Patton that Janus isn’t good for him, but Patton just tunes him out at this point as it’s the same speech every time. Janus had even told him, after a breakdown in Patton's room and a bit of isolation in his own room, that Virgil had told him to break up with Patton because his evil plan wouldn’t work. You can see that Pat isn’t quite happy with Virgil. “What you doing here Evil snake.” Virgil snaps. Janus flinches tears peiling his eyes. “Enough Virgil!” Patton says anger filling his voice. Virgil blinks mouth slightly open, did Patton just snap at him. “I’m done with you calling my boyfriend evil.” Virgil looks at Patton. “Because he is Patton. He is evil an asshole. He is no good.” Virgil snaps. “No Virgil. He is amazing and kind and sweet. Look at him he is scared of you. He has been nothing but amazing to me and you scare him away from me. He is scared to show affection when you are in the room, because he is afraid you will treat him again..” Patton says tears in his eyes both from frustration and sadness. “Why are you being so mean to him. Why do treat him to break up with me!” He yells the tears now freely rolling down his cheeks. Janus looks up and quickly pulls Patton in to a hug, telling him it’s going to be alright and shooting him.

Virgil watch this play out and feels guilty he didn’t want to make Patton cry. He just wants to protect him. “Patton I'm sorry I” Virgil starts, but Patton cut him of. “I’m not the one you should say sorry too Virgil.” Patton pointly looks at Janus. “Mhph fine, Janus I’m sorry for treating you. “ Patton glares. “Virgil you don’t mean it do you?” “No Pat I don’t because he is a slime snake and he will just end up hurting you.” Patton wants to protest but Janus puts a hand on his arm shaking his head. “Virgil I.. I know that what I did too you wasn’t okay. I didn’t treat you right and I hurted you, but I have changed and I realized that I hurted you. I’m not like that anymore.” Virgil glares. “Why did you hurt me in the first place.” Janus sighs this conversation was long overdue but he hadn’t had the courage to stap to Virgil before. “Because I was hurt too Virgil. You pulled away from us. You would tell us you couldn’t come to movie nights only for me to find out you were upstairs with the others. Virgil you where my best friend. We were brothers and you pulled away from us. I was scared and hurt.” Virgil glares softened just a little bit. “Then why yell at me. Dee instead of talking to me.” Janus sighs blindly reaching for Patton's hand. “Because Virgil I’m the gatekeeper. I know when people cross over. I knew your room was moving before it even did that night. I was so hurt and scared and I took I took it out on you. Instead of talking to you and I’m sorry I should have talked with you explain how I felt and why I felt like that. But all I did was proof you that I was no good. I’m so so sorry Virg.” Virgil's glare softens. “I’m sorry too I should have talked to you both. Instead of pulling away and just leaving. I also should have let you talk before when you tried to talk about that.” Janus stands up and holds his arms out for a hug. “Only if it’s truly okay. Can I give you a hug Virg?” Virgil nods his head. They hug for a bit. Both crying silently. 

When they pull away Virgil looks at Patton. “Dad I'm sorry I should have talked with you, instead of accusing Janus. I was just trying to look out for you, but I now understand I was hurting you. I’m really sorry to both of you.” Patton gives Virgil a soft smile. “Thank you kiddo and I’m sorry for yelling at you.” Virgil pulls Patton in a quick hug, by pulling him of the couch. He also pulls Janus in to the hug. The three of them stay like that for a bit just enjoying the hug. After a bit Virgil pulls away. Blushing a little bit. “I will let you both to enjoy your uhm time together.” Patton smiles softly at  Virgil. “Thank you Virgil. How about later we bake some cookies together?” Virgil nods. “Sounds good dad.” Virgil gives a half smile at the both of them. Walking to the kitchen to get a snack. 

Patton turns around and gives Janus a quick kiss. “Love you Jan.” Janus smiles up at Pat a little. “Love you too Pat.” He gives Patton a quick kiss in return. They go back to their talk and the cuddling. Enjoying the little snacks that Patton had made for by their tea. Janus no longer afraid to show his affection towards Patton gives him a few chocolate covered kisses. 

In the end Virgil and Janus, started to become friends again and after a good talk with Remus the three of them are becoming closer and closer. And Patton, well Patton encourages them from the sidelines, but Janus always makes sure to spend as much time as possible with his boyfriend and Virgil and Remus completely understand. And if the two of them start to realize their feelings for each other. Well that would be a different story.

[sebs-anxiety-and-insanity]

Christmas morning

"Mmph." Virgil groaned not wishing to awake, but sadly he couldn't go back to sleep after tossing and turning a bit. He stared at fhe ceiling, debating when he'd finally move for his phone.

Meanwhile Romans alarm went off and Roman joyously threw off his covers, jumping up and stretching. Today was Christmas after all the one day he would gladly give up his beauty sleep for. He hummed to himself as he began to search for the perfect outfit.

Patton was up already, waiting for his clock to hit 8 am, so he could hurry down stairs and sort out the presents in a nice fashion.

Logan was asleep as well, trying to get some much needed sleep from staying up late to do some last minute work.

Janus and Remus were often always there with Patton when he came down stairs, Janus so he could help Patton, and Remus was there to make sure he didn't forget any of his presents for the other sides.

And that's how their Christmas mornings usually went. One by one each side would make their way down the stairs and smile and thank Patton for dealing with the presents and stockings. And Patton would say something among the lines of "of course kiddos!" And rush to make some breakfast and coffee. Leaving Virgil to fall asleep, ultimately falling onto Remus who had been sitting by him, and who would later claim he wasn't blushing. Then they'd open up their presents, smiling at the things they got, Virgil laughing at a fugly (it's what they are called) doll Remus had gotten him along with a pair of headphones. Every year went like this, except this year. This year there was no Virgil waking up or falling asleep on Remus. There was no Roman humming happily moving to get the perfect outfit. There was no Patton waiting patiently for the clock to turn 8. No Logan who had just pulled an all nighter for work. No Janus, and no Remus.

Because this year Thomas lay on a hospital bed, his family gathered round. Sniffling could be heard as he flat lined.

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👬-Favourite platonic ship? 🚫-Least favourite ship? 📺-Favourite episode? ❎-Least favourite episode?

oh man i’m late ‘cause i took a nap lmao woops

fave platonic ship -

probably analogical? i love pat, don’t get me wrong, but the fluffy, over the top nicknames that imply virgil is some innocent little angel are a little much? 

plus pat is the reason virgil is so rigid about being a “good person”. virgil is originally more concerned with thomas just lying and i have a feeling the only reason he was so freaked out about the intrusive thoughts were because of patton as well - patton decreeing them Bad, therefore virgil getting up in arms over them because anxiety over being a “bad person”. also remus and virge seem to have had a not-so-great relationship in the first place, so virge was probably just on the defensive. 

i have a theory that virge kept remus’ contributions away from thomas’ conscious mind because of his anxiety that stems from thomas’ morals deeming them Bad. if thomas’ moral’s aka patton hadn’t split creativity into Good and Bad and hadn’t ruled that the latter was Bad, then virgil most likely wouldn’t freak out over whatever remus’ says or does.

not that i’m saying patton is an evil overlord or some shit bc i don’t believe that, he just really needs to calm down on the whole “must be a perfect and good person at all times no matter what” thing. ergo, thomas needs to stop holding himself up to such high standards bc of his faith.

anyway, i’m rambling now lmao. analogical, yes, bc logan seems to be the most in-tune with virgil, knows how to be friendly without being too overbearing, can help calm him down with logical facts and thinking, and it’s just cute. 

also, virge helps logan as well by getting him to show his emotions more but without being demanding about it. he doesn’t expect logan to be as tempestuous as pat or roman, so logan is more easy opening up around him imho.

least fave ship -

duxiety? dukxiety? whatever the fuck the ship name is for remus and virgil. idk why but it makes me super uncomfortable to think of them in a romantic and/or sexual relationship. platonic? sure, go for it. they can be the memelord fuckheads of the minescape who confuse the others with dark humor. i love it. 

fave episode -

uhh fuck… probably… fitting in or the moving on two-parter? 

firstly bc thomas is hecking pretty as fuck in them (not that he isn’t pretty all of the time but i love him in the outfits he wears in those episodes, they’re so good).

secondly, bc they just have really good thomas and virgil content, which i’m obvs a huge sucker for lmao

least fave episode -

the crofter’s musical episode lmao i mean, it’s a fun episode and it’s funny seeing logan so hyped up and shit, but since it doesn’t really further the plot or anything (minus the tiny roman angst part), it’s just not up there for me.

anyway, there you go @yellowsky2314, hope you enjoyed my essay lmao