#due to all the pains caused by Icarus time with Fable. and before that too
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Do you think Rae ever feels angry? That Centross was the straw that broke the camels back? That it wasn't him, that HE wasn't important enough to Icarus to get them to realise... anything? That the straw was Fable saying they wouldn't have brought back Centross, not, i dont know, the fact that Fable HIT him as a child?
It shouldn't bother him, he knows that. It doesn't have to mean much after all. But don't you think it would just... HURT? I mean, your sibling, who youve tried again and again to reach, and its not anything you say or do that helps them. I mean, its almost like you don't matter to them, at all. And beyond that, beyond the anger, do you think Rae feels guilty? That he didnt do or say enough, that he wasn't enough, to stop Icarus from hurting people?
Its not like it matters anymore though, right? Icarus did do whats right in the end, besides, its not like Rae has the time to be angry, Icarus, and all his memories of them disappear not too much later than the act. And when Icarus comes back, will Rae even want to bring up old wounds? I mean, Rae will remember that Icarus wasn't there for so long, so why ruin the time they have left with useless anger from the past? Better to just let past grievances die, silent.
#fable smp#soop.txt#The fact that Rae will probably never be able to see their brother in the same light#due to all the pains caused by Icarus time with Fable. and before that too#in their childhood#and the fact that Rae will probably never get the proper resolution to those pains. and he just has to learn to live with his feelings#GOD.#i was very sleep deprived and on an airplane when i first had this thought btw#but i think it still stands
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