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Lilith in the 1st house:

The ones usually to fit into Tim Burton's “aesthetic". Bony facial structure, dark piercing eyes, bulbous noses, and bottom heavy lips. Their eyes tend to look "dead" or lack emotion behind them. Similar to Saturnians in the sense their eyes can carry their pain and memories. Intimidating aura, often misunderstood by those around them, they have a rebellious nature to their style. Square or pear face shape. Have experienced some sort of abuse or trauma in their lives that medically affects their appearance (autoimmune disease, vitiligo, or hair loss). These people are likely to promote body positivity and embrace their flaws, whether that's dressing comfortably regardless of their body type or showing off said features that society puts down (stretch marks, stomach fat, or bony ribs). Their allure is their mysterious and baddie image.

Celebrities: Shakira, Raye, Jenna Ortega, Megan Thee Stallion, Dua Lipa, Michael Jackson, Chris Pine, Jett Black, Nipsey Hussle, & Jonah Hill

How does the planets you have in your first house in astrology affect your physical appearance?

How planets in the 1st house affect your physical appearance 🖤

Sun in the 1st house:

Overall feline features. There are two types. Some resemble a kitten, while others resemble a lion. Face shape tends to be oval, diamond, or heart. Their face is long in length and they have a tall nose with a triangular nose tip. Eyes can be upturned and curious, or narrow with a soft gaze. Their skin tone is very vibrant and they tan or get sun burned easily in comparison to others. As they age, they tend to get smile lines or aged wrinkly skin, sun spots are noticeable as well. Body type usually has a singular prominent feature, something about it just stands out, whether that is their height, curves, or physique. They can either have a pear shaped body or be short and stocky in stature. They often have long arms and thick legs. Hair tends to be shiny and voluminous as well.

Celebrities: Doja Cat, Taylor Swift, Demi Lovato, Azealia Banks, Brenda Song, Markliplier, Robert Pattinson, Donald Glover, Joshua Bassett, & 21 Savage

Moon in the 1st house:

Soft, full, rounded facial features. Round face shape. Cheekbones tend to be rounded in shape or something about the cheeks looks “fleshy”. Eyes are big and round or beady looking. The flesh of their nose is thick and you are less likely to see the bone. Round lips, almost as if they’re puckering them. They often have pitch black hair or look best with darker hair colors for it contrasts with their luminescent eyes and glowing skin. Side profile resembles a crescent moon 🌙 . They tend to get “pudgy” in the face as they gain weight. Body type is usually very curvy and luscious, leaning towards an hourglass figure with large breasts and softer bellies. The men are likely to gain muscle in their pectorals and have a rounded frame. They are more likely to gain weight due to emotional eating.

Celebrities: Jihyo, Kali Uchis, Cardi B, Aishwarya Rai, SZA, Baekhyun, Ashton Irwin, Cameron Dallas, Jussie Smollet, & Doyoung

Mars in the 1st House:

Big heads!!! Their heads may be bigger in proportion to their bodies, especially if it’s aspected by Jupiter (Christina Ricci has both Jupiter and Mars in the 1st house and she looks like a real life Blythe doll). Rectangular or square face shape, their jawline tends to be square and angular. Prominent cheekbones with full cheeks. Almond shaped eyes, thin noses, and wide mouths. Martian body types tend to be average in weight or very athletic and strong in muscle. The women have a rectangle body shape while the men are buff and have wide shoulders (apple shaped). Likely to have a scar or bruise on their body from an incident (sports injury or car accident). They often have a “healthy” look. Most of these people have “baby skin”! Their skin is so clear and majority of the time is free from imperfections. Martians have a youthful factor to their beauty due to Aries being the youngest zodiac sign, so as they age, they look very young or have this “forever young” quality about them.

Celebrities: Megan Fox, Erykah Badu, Anne Hathaway, Miranda Cosgrove, Raven Symone, Jackson Wang, Andy Samberg, John Legend, Niall Horan, & Kai Cenat

Venus in the 1st house:

Very luscious facial features! Their face is more alluring in comparison to other planets in the 1st house, similar to lunar people, they both have full features. The difference is that Venusians’ features are more balanced and harmonious. They could fit the “beauty standard” so to speak or their beauty sets trends. Sultry eyes, can have a shimmer to them or they tend to sparkle when it comes to discussing or seeing the things they love. Sloped nose bridge. Plump lips. The men have full beards or a signature mustache, blessed with a nice jawline. Their facial structure has a mix of feminine and masculine elements (sharp and rounded). Oval face shape. When they are young, their body is thin and rectangular, but as they get older, their curves start to spread out, especially when they have children. Small waists with a prominent bust and wide hips. Big butts! Venusian men tend to be smaller in frame but taller than Martian men. Their bodies look balanced and they are often average in height and their shoulders might be more narrow as well. A Venusian man will look more delicate and charming, while a Martian man will look cheeky and mischievous.

Celebrities: Angelina Jolie, Beyoncé, Meagan Good, Olivia Rodrigo, Keke Palmer, Zayn, Ben Affleck, Frank Ocean, Charles Leclerc, & Odell Beckham Jr.

Mercury in the 1st house

Fairies!!! They are so miniature and cute! Mercurians have a “gamine” or “ethereal” essence their beauty. Petite with an otherworldly and boyish charm. Asymmetrical or androgynous features. The men are often spotted with long luscious locks and the women with short hair (especially pixie cuts). If worn long, their hair is thin and sleek. If tall, their necks are long like a swan’s, resembling an alien’s body, they tend to be very lanky. Short torso and long legs. Eyes are very curious and “awake”, one eye might be bigger than the other. Lighter eye color. Tiny mouthes with bigger teeth. Very attractive smiles. They can have freckles or moles. Mercurian women’s curves are slightly noticeable and their shoulders tend to be sharp or angular. Mercurian men are very tall with prominent Adam’s apples.

Celebrities: Selena Gomez, Gigi Hadid, Zooey Deschanel, Anya Taylor Joy, Simone Biles, Christian Ronaldo, Hozier, Mark Tuan, Bryson Tiller, & Alexander Wang

Saturn in the 1st house:

The ones who look like they’ve seen some shit. Saturnians have a darker and intense look to their eyes. If they are healed, their eyes can be very magnetic and draw you in, if they are in a place of turmoil, their eyes reflect the pain they feel inside. Often spotted with heavy eyeliner or a dark Smokey eye. Triangle or oblong face shapes. Eyes can be narrow and slanted eyes, with small pupils, or large downturned eyes. Visible aging is often due to addictions, physical stress, and trauma. Tall stature with a petite bone structure. They can gain “healthy weight” meaning they look less sharp and softer once fat is accumulated. Apple or inverted triangle body shape, physique can look “wider” as well. Muscles are prominent in triceps and thighs. Average to tall in height.

Celebrities: Britney Spears, Lana Del Rey, Tracee Ellis Ross, Cher, Zoe Saldana, Adam Levine, Kevin Hart, Usher, Pedro Pascal, & Travis Barker

Jupiter in the 1st house:

The wild child. Tousled hair, hooded eyes, wide noses, and big smiles. Everything about their features and facial structure is prominent. Bigger foreheads as well. They stand out in the crowd with their effortless style. Often muscular, wide in bone structure, and/or tall. If short, they wear platform heels and chunky boots. Jupiterian women have a big butt, thick legs, wide hips, and their waist leans towards square-ish. Bust grows bigger with age or after pregnancy. While the men also have a squared waist and have big hands and big feet. Something about their presence is daring and strong, they are more adventurous in terms of style and pull off the best risks in fashion. They are also statuesque, if it’s not their height or muscles, their aura dominates the room.

Celebrities: Rihanna, Jennie, Millie Bobby Brown, Willow, Hailey Baldwin, Harry Styles, Big Sean, Cole Sprouse, Dylan Sprouse, & Jaebum

Uranus in the 1st house:

Girl/boy next door type of beauty. Something about their appearance feels natural and familiar. To some, they are viewed as just average or they could have needed to grow into their looks (they experience a glow up as they progress into puberty). Could have experienced bullying on the internet or faced a lot of criticism from their peers for their unique looks or personal style. May have been “forced” to become “conventionally attractive”. Close set eyes, droopy noses, and thin lips. Prominent aegyo-sal or fatty eye bags. These natives are likely to get plastic surgery at some point in their lives because they are constantly judged for their insecurities (poor babies :(!). If they learn to embrace their flaws, Uranians can have so much potential with their unique appearance and can stand out in a crowd that’s pressured to fit into the beauty standard. Experimental in style and may suit “futuristic” makeup. Body tends to fluctuate in weight or their shape seems to change overtime (naturally or cosmetically). Likely to have tattoos, birth marks, or scars visible on their body.

Celebrities: Ariana Grande, FKA Twigs, Kylie Jenner, Rosalia, Soyeon, Jungkook, Chris Evans, Kid Cudi, Jimin, & Tom Brady

Neptune in the 1st house:

The dreamy ones. Something about their appearance people obsess over and fantasize about. Can be over romanticized by people who are romantically interested in them and unfortunately, this diminishes the beauty that they possess inside. Shapeshifters - Neptunians can change their appearance however they desire. Identity complex issues. They wear a mask to hide their insecurities and can often create an alter ego to be deemed as more confident. Alluring eyes, button noses, and heart shaped lips. Heart or diamond face shape. Wide cheekbones and narrow jawline. Eyebrows tend to be thick or bushy unless groomed, similar with men’s facial hair, it can sprout quickly like a weed. Their undereyes or cheeks may have lines or they have noticeable smile lines. Body type leans toward curvy and average in height. Hourglass or they are more likely to wear corsets to cinch their waists. Men are balanced in proportions.

Celebrities: Adriana Lima, Kim Kardashian, Kelly Rowland, Emma Chamberlain, Mila Kunis, Sebastian Stan, Denzel Washington, Norman Reedus, Dave Franco, & Taecyeon

Pluto in the 1st house:

Melancholic beauty. Arched eyebrows, sanpaku eyes, dorsal hump or hooked noses, & puckered lips (looks like they’re getting ready to kiss?). Hair is usually thin and long, with a slight bend or curl. V line face shape. Some can look similar to a bird, a crow more specifically. Swarthy skin complexions. Either very pale or darker skinned. Cool undertones. Their hair and skin lack contrasts, very muted and muddled together. Their eyes are their most prominent feature. Inverted triangle body, wider shoulders or fuller busts. Hip dips are visible as well (yes I know everyone can have them but these people flaunt their natural body very proudly!). Thicker in weight or they feel confident as they grow into their “grown woman/man” body. Men tend to give a “smoulder” look or have flirty expressions.

Celebrities: Lily Rose Depp, Nicole Sherzinger, Melanie Martinez, Sydney Sweeney, Mitski, Justin Bieber, Keanu Reeves, Kendrick Lamar, Jaden Smith, & Idris Elba

#Lilith in the 1st house

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aeoneri · 1 year ago

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[Tacones Rojos] Chapter 15: Levitating

Summary:

ACT II: GABRIELA – Gabriela takes the plunge and connects with her mysterious admirer at the bar.

– The theme song for this chapter: Levitating by Dua Lipa

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“This is stupid.” Gabriela muttered to herself, trying hard not to fidget in the far corner of the room. The bar was packed again tonight, and while she was (strangely) elated to see the mystery man by his usual spot, she also knew the inevitable was coming.

She was thankful for the crowd that they blocked her from his view but provided a safe space for her to snoop.

“That’s the nerves talking.” Carmencita giggled while discreetly handing Gabriela a drink. “To be fair, I would be tongue tied in the presence of a man as good-looking as that.”

The two ladies took a moment to observe the man whom José was busy serving. His hair was neatly styled back, and he had on a simple, deep green button up. The muted lighting by the counter highlighted his features, and it was obvious that anyone with two eyes would notice him immediately.

He was very good looking indeed, and it made Gabriela even more nervous.

“Don’t let Javier hear you, he’d get jealous.” Gabriela teased, deflecting her own embarrassment towards her companion. She hid her face behind the glass, trying (and unfortunately failing) to tame her flamed cheeks. Ávila was out of town on business, so José elected Carmencita, the only female staff working tonight, to accompany Gabriela instead. Gabriela was more than grateful for the company — while she wouldn’t mind getting close and personal with strangers, someone whom she already knew (and became fast friends with after a few nights hanging around the bar) made it easier to let herself loose.

Sometimes Ávila’s eagerness scared Gabriela to bits.

“What?” Carmencita instinctively tucked her hair behind her ears. “What are you saying?”

“I just noticed that ever since you changed out of uniform, he’s been hanging around watching us both.”

Right on cue, Javier looked their way and winked. Gabriela had to hold herself from laughing when Carmencita turned pink. “Nevermind that!” She huffed. “He’s just doing his job, which, by the way, includes making sure the patrons are having a good time. And, also, tonight isn’t about me. It’s about you. When are you going to talk to that mystery man?”

There was no way for Gabriela to escape the fact of what she was supposed to do. “I don’t know.” She gulped thickly. “What am I going to do? What am I going to say?”

“Really lost some of your touch, I see.”

Both ladies turned in surprise and Carmencita almost smacked Javier square in the jaw. “Woah, Karma.” He mumbled, grateful to have dodged the attack. “Almost knocked me out there.”

“Why does everyone think it’s a good idea to pop out of nowhere and give me a fright tonight?” Gabriela groaned, just as Carmencita leered at Javier. “I’ve got this, Javier.” Carmencita hissed. “And how many times do I have to tell you to call me Carmen instead of some weird nickname?”

“But I like Karma. It’s fun.”

“Okay, lovebirds. I’m going to need a drink if this keeps up.” Gabriela ignored the strange tension between them and downed the contents of the glass she had in her hands.

“We’re not lovebirds!”

“Not yet anyway.”

Carmencita smacked Javier on the arm, making him wince. Gabriela just shook her head and swirled a finger around the rim of her empty drink. “As I was supposed to say, what do you mean I lost my touch, Javier? I am really at a loss here. I haven’t tried introducing myself to another guy since my ex and I…nevermind.”

“You used exude confidence. Appeal.” Javier stroked his chin, contemplative. “I know! We need…La Diosa.”

Gabriela had to resist the urge to strangle Javier. If she had a peso for every single time someone brought up that moniker, Gabriela would probably be rich. La Diosa was only part of her true personality, a mask of some sort.

Sometimes the persona becomes bigger than the person itself.

“I think the mood here isn’t right.”Javier’s eyes sparkled with untamed mischief, and Gabriela wondered if he and Ávila were related in some way. They both had the same devious look when they were about to cause some mayhem. ”We need something to bring her back to life.”

“What are you planning?” Carmencita’s eyes narrowed as she scrutinized Javier. “You better not do anything stupid.”

“Trust me, it isn’t. Just leave it to me and keep doing what you guys are already doing, and I’ll take care of the rest. José didn’t make me his second-in-command for nothing.” Javier flashed a bright smile at Carmencita. “And dare I say, you look lovely in that dress. Makes me want to take you out to dinner sometime.”

“What?” Carmencita gasped before Javier left them and made his way towards the DJ’s booth. She rolled her eyes when she noticed Gabriela with a cheeky grin. “What’s with that look?”

“Now I’m even more curious than ever.”

“Shut it.”

The chill music suddenly changed into a reggaeton mix that completely changed the atmosphere. The crowd hollered, signaling that the party was on, and some started to fill up the dance floor. Gabriela couldn’t help but hold herself to contain the laughter bubbling up her throat, realizing what Javier was doing.

Of course.

She had been moping for god knows how long that she’d almost forgotten what she lived for. And maybe, the intervention helped, because that was the moment something magical happened.

Gabriela felt the music move her, and just as she turned her head to look at the bar, she realized the man had been staring, in awe of her presence that she found herself beaming.

It’s now or never.

“Carmen?”

“Yes?”

“Go have some fun with Javier. I’m going to go for it.”

…

If he was good-looking from afar, he was certainly stunning up close. Gabriela found it amusing that he pretended not to notice her, though there was obviously a faint pink blush on his cheeks. She knew José must have whipped out the bar’s signature drink, fresh out of his secret vault that was a surefire way to get someone talking.

After all, it was what got Ávila to go out with him in the first place.

Gabriela noticed José’s mouth twitching into an upward smirk out of the corner of her eye, and she resisted the urge to stick her tongue out at him.

She would make him dance. Her competitive nature wouldn’t let her lose this bet.

“I’ve noticed you’ve been checking me out.” She started with the first thought that popped into her head. It seemed to get her mystery man’s attention, because he immediately stiffened. “José tells me you’re here almost every night. You sometimes go big or go home and it’s interesting, to say the least. Why is that?”

He sat there with his back turned to her, stunned. “José?” He asked, confused for a moment before he managed to find the courage to face her.

She could’ve sworn his eyes glowed green, or maybe it was the light. She fought hard not to swoon. “Oh, yes, José’s the bartender. Good man. Did you know this bar was a gamble?”

“Hm.”

He seemed to be at a loss for words. Gabriela could feel the heat of his gaze on her, making it difficult to concentrate. She somehow felt vulnerable, and he had not even attempted to make a move yet. Her racing heart threatened to leap out of her chest. “He thought it wouldn’t last very long, but I told him that he’s too much of a genius for it to fail…um, excuse me, my eyes are up here.”

Humor seemed to do the trick. “Ah, lo siento, I didn’t mean to…” His eyes that had been admiring her heels met hers once again, and he panicked.

Gabriela immediately liked him after seeing his reaction.

“I’m just messing with you!” She cracked up, her shoulders shaking. “But, I’ve got to ask, why are you here every night? You’re not some raging alcoholic, are you?”

“Me? No, no.” He waved a hand, stumbling over a few of his words, just as nervous as she was. “I’m sorry. I hope I don’t sound like a creep, but I’ve seen you dance before and I was immediately smitten with you.”

“Sounds like something a creep would say. Is that your pickup line?”

“Was that a terrible one? Sorry, should I go back out and head in again?”

“You’re funny. I like you.”

“Thanks, I try. ¿Me das tu número?”

“Hm, I don’t know. I don’t hand it out to every cute guy that looks my way…but maybe, if you buy me a drink, I’ll reconsider?”

…

They had spent the first half of the night talking. Gabriela still kept her guard up, but she knew she was well and truly floored by him as he told her stories from his childhood. Talking to him felt easy, like they had known each other for a long time, and she was just catching up with an old friend.

“And then, our Mamá screamed in horror when she realized what had happened to my hair. I think we were banned from the kitchen shortly thereafter, and I had to rock a bald head for the rest of the summer. The other neighborhood kids called me egg head for weeks. It sucked!”

“I can’t imagine what young you looked like, but as an adult you could possibly pull it off!”

“Not a chance!”

She was enjoying this moment, and while José’s bet remained at the back of her mind, Gabriela found herself wanting to know more about this man who made her laugh so hard that she almost doubled over, twice.

“So, Mojitos, huh?” He asked animatedly as their laughter died down. “Let me guess. You travel a lot, have a tattoo or two, and like being mysterious?”

Gabriela almost spat out her drink. “Do you judge people’s drink orders for a living?”

“Not really.” The way his eyes crinkled at the corners when he smiled made her wonder if he was fucking with her. “Am I correct?”

She decided to go along with it. “How would you know that?” Gabriela playfully tapped him on the shoulder, and she noticed him melt under her touch. “Amazing. I am indeed an avid traveler, and I do have tattoos.”

He whistled in appreciation as she showed off the small tattoo on her wrist. She had gotten it when she was in college, to remind herself what she wanted out of her life. The memory was so long ago, but to Gabriela, it was like she was eighteen all over again.

“That’s just one tattoo, though.” He pointed out. “You said, ‘tattoos’.”

“It’s a surprise where my other tattoo is. I have two.” Gabriela felt her cheeks heat up at the prospect of something else, but she shooed the thought away. “Anyway, my turn to guess. Are you…a coffee snob?”

“Me?" He sputtered, looking abashed at the comment. "I’m not even drinking coffee right now. What would make you say that?”

“Oh, you’ve got a reputation here. I’ve heard you only ever order Carajillos…that, or you’d take the whole bottle of Amarillo and slam it down.” Gabriela quoted. She didn’t even know if the last part was true, though she doubted her friends would lie about something unbelievable like that. José had ethics, but he also loved seeing mess sometimes. “So, maybe not a coffee snob…you’re a full-on hipster!”

“I’m not a hipster! I…I just happen to appreciate a good cup of coffee, and when I want to get blackout drunk, the traditional is the way to go! At least, that’s how we did it back in my hometown.”

“Oh, you’re from the countryside, are you?”

“I am, but enough about me. What about you? Besides the wanderlust and the ink and the way you’re making me curious, wondering if you’re flirting with me, what do you drink when you want to party?”

Gabriela was caught off guard, but when she thought about it hard, he had been flirting with her, and she reciprocated it back.

I don’t need love right now…but a distraction would be nice. But what if?

"Is it not yet that obvious? I’m flirting with you alright.”

That left him speechless.

“I don’t drink often, but tequila all the way.” Gabriela continued. “Then, of course, I follow it up with some dancing!”

As the music blasted all around them, Gabriela had a feeling that she couldn't explain. When was the last time I had this much fun? Ever since she called it quits and fell off the face of the earth, Gabriela had locked herself up in her own prison filled with self-loathing over something that wasn’t her fault to begin with. Javier had been right. Ávila and the rest of them as well. Gabriela had lost her touch, forgotten who she was to her core — an unstoppable force.

La Diosa might only be the side most people saw, but she had been fighting her battles in silence for just as long.

She wasn’t ready to love just yet, and maybe she didn’t want it at the moment, but for the first time in a long while, Gabriela wanted to know where her night with this beautiful and charismatic man would end.

With José’s bet truly forgotten, she grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the dance floor.

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JUZ 11 - LESSONS

- We cannot love someone who disobeys Allah SWT. This does not mean we start hating them. Call them to goodness, advise them, make Du'a for them and make efforts for their transformation. Do not approve or support them in their disobedience. We cannot say, "It's your life, do whatever you want."

- The one who desires transformation and nearness to Allah SWT, he will strive in His path regardless of his circumstances. Others? They keep complaining about the circumstances or the environment. Sadaqah not only wipes away one's sins but also results in drawing closer to Allah SWT.

- Lack of knowledge of the Book and Deen makes one a hypocrite

- Allah SWT loves those who run to Him and hasten to fulfill His commands. Are we eager to offer the five obligatory prayers at their appointed time?

- A person should reflect on what he is striving for. Where is his time being utilized? Will it help him in the Hereafter? The time spent in kitchen? -What is the reward of being forerunners in the path of Allah SWT?

Allah pleased with them:

• Deeds Accepted

• Sins Forgiven

• Admittance to Jannah

- To gain Allah's pleasure, we will have to do things that please Him. Allah SWT says that He loves the purified. It means we need to keep ourselves physically and spiritually clean. Our bodies, our mouth, our hair, our speech, our thoughts, our hearts and our physical spaces must be clean.

➖Made a mistake? Repent and give sadaqah.

BENEFITS OF GIVING SADAQAH

Increase in righteousness

More opportunities to do good

Guilt is replaced with hope of becoming a better person

Allah SWT has purchased the lives of the believers. Who are they?

▪️At-Taiboon ........ the repentant

▪️Al-Abidoon.......... the worshippers

▪️Al-Hamidoon........... the praisers [of Allah]

▪️As-Saihoon.............the travelers [for His cause]

▪️Ar-Raki'anoon........those who bow and prostrate

▪️As-Sajidoon......... in prayer

▪️Al-Amiroona bil ma'aroofi wa nahoona aanil-munkar........... those who enjoin what is right and forbid what is wrong

▪️ Al-Hafithoon alihudoodi Allah.....those who observe the limits [set by] Allah.

▪️Am I One of Them?

(9:112)

• Do I repent, regret and leave sins?

• Am I sincere in my Ibadah?

• Do I worship when it suits my mood?

• Do I travel to gain knowledge of the Deen, to spread the Deen, for Hajj & Umrah?

• Are my Rukuh and Sujood according to how the Prophet SA taught us?

• Am I a well-wisher?

• Do I've the courage to speak up when people are doing wrong?

• Do I stay away from what is forbidden?

• Do I abide by the commands of Allah SWT?

➖ "...there is no refuge from Allah except in Him." (9:118)

So keep turning to Him. Call Him for guidance, for provision, for forgiveness and whatever you desire.

- A person who remembers Allah SWT at the stroke of a calamity is forgiven by, Allah SWT. Who is this person? He is the one who no matter what he is going through in life (death of a loved one, loss of wealth, divorce, illness) does not neglect his obligations - the five daily prayers, Zakat, Hajj and other righteous deeds.

Remember, the calamity of this world is not eternal. The calamity of the Hereafter is forever.

- The more you strive in the path of Allah SWT, the higher your rank will be. So when you're feeling tired or lazy about worship, get up and shun Satanic whispers. Focus on your reward and rank in the Hereafter.

- When you go for the pilgrimage don't complain about the plane ticket, hotel fare and the exertion, whatever you do, you're doing it for the sake of Allah SWT. (That doesn't mean you book a room in 5 -7 star hotel)

- Accept the fact that Allah SWT created all of us with different capabilities. Your task is to assess the capabilities of others (your children, siblings or subordinates) and assign them tasks according to their interests and skills.

Some people exert themselves in the Deen by their limbs, some by learning,

some by teaching, some by spreading knowledge through writing or speech.

DUA TO BE RECITED EVERY DAY (FOR FEAR & LONELINESS):

"Sufficient for me is Allah; there is no deity except Him. On Him I have relied, and He is the Lord of the Great Throne." (9:129)

➖There are two types of people: Dunya Oriented and Akhirah Oriented. Which one are you? Don't sacrifice the rewards and joys of the Hereafter for the temporary pleasures and gains of this world.

Advice by Shaqeeq Balkhi ▪️Hold firm to five issues:

1. Worship Allah as much as you need to worship Him

2. Take from the world according to your stay in it

3. Sin according to your stamina to absorb its punishment

4. Take provisions from the world according to your stay in the grave 5. Work for Paradise as much as you desire to stay there

- Do not ignore Allah SWT after your test or calamity is over

- When someone argues with you in religion say, "For me are my deeds, and for you are your deeds. You are disassociated from what I do, and I am disassociated from what you do." (10:41)

- There are some people who read many religious posts or listen to many lectures but nothing within them changes. We need to seek protection against this indifference.

"O mankind, there has to come to you instruction from your Lord and healing for what is in the chests and guidance and mercy for the believers." (10:57) In the Qur'an is healing from physical, mental and spiritual diseases. It cleans the heart of hypocrisy, doubts, misguidance and love of Dunya.

- "In the bounty of Allah and in His mercy - in that let them rejoice; it is better than what they accumulate." (10:58) Be happy with the gift of the Qur'an. It is better than what other people are accumulating. Value this opportunity to study and understand the Qur'an. Don't take it for granted. It is better than wealth.

"Unquestionably, [for] the allies of Allah there will be no fear concerning them, nor will they grieve" (10:62). If you live in fear and grief or sadness has taken over your heart then you need to check your connection with Allah SWT.

-And let not their speech grieve you. (10:65)

- Moses said, "...magicians will not succeed." Never think that the problems in your life are due to "magic." If you recite Surah Al-Baqarah and Athkar for protection (morning and evening), Allah SWT will not let magic affect you.

- And Moses said, "O my people, if you have believed in Allah, then rely upon

Him, if you should be Muslims." (10:84)

- When the Earth Feels Constricted We Should We Say:

رَبَّنَا لَا تَجْعَلْنَا فِتْنَةً لِّلْقَوْمِ الظَّالِمِينَ وَنَجِّنَا بِرَحْمَتِكَ مِنَ الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ

"Our Lord, make us not [objects of] trial for the wrongdoing people. And save us by Your mercy from the disbelieving people." (10:85-86)

-When people stop you from praying at the mosques or from attending a religious class then make your homes a place of worship and learning.

-Don't follow him who does not have ilm (knowledge)

-Tawbah is not accepted at the time of death. Now is the time to repent! Offer Salat ul Tawbah at least once this Ramadan...and occasionally throughout the year whenever you feel the burden of your sins.

-If Allah SWT puts you in a test then remember Him a lot the way Prophet Younus AS did

- Don't leave the task that you have been assigned. Honor your commitments.

JUZ 11 - பாடங்கள்

- அல்லாஹ் SWTக்கு கீழ்ப்படியாத ஒருவரை நாம் நேசிக்க முடியாது. நாம் அவர்களை வெறுக்க ஆரம்பிக்கிறோம் என்று அர்த்தம் இல்லை. அவர்களை நன்மைக்கு அழைக்கவும், அவர்களுக்கு அறிவுரை வழங்கவும், அவர்களுக்காக துஆ செய்யவும், அவர்களின் மாற்றத்திற்கான முயற்சிகளை மேற்கொள்ளவும். அவர்களின் கீழ்ப்படியாமையில் அவர்களை அங்கீகரிக்கவோ ஆதரிக்கவோ வேண்டாம். "இது உங்கள் வாழ்க்கை, நீங்கள் விரும்பியதைச் செய்யுங்கள்" என்று நாம் கூற முடியாது.

- மாற்றத்தையும் அல்லாஹ்வின் அருகாமையையும் விரும்புபவன், தன் சூழ்நிலையைப் பொருட்படுத்தாமல் அவனது பாதையில் பாடுபடுகிறான். மற்றவைகள்? அவர்கள் சூழ்நிலைகள் அல்லது சூழலைப் பற்றி தொடர்ந்து புகார் செய்கிறார்கள். சதகா ஒருவரின் பாவங்களைத் துடைப்பது மட்டுமின்றி, அல்லாஹ்விடம் நெருங்கி வருவதற்கும் காரணமாகிறது.

- புத்தகம் மற்றும் தீன் பற்றிய அறிவின்மை ஒருவரை நயவஞ்சகனாக ஆக்குகிறது

- அல்லாஹ் SWT தன்னிடம் ஓடி, அவனது கட்டளைகளை நிறைவேற்ற விரைந்தவர்களை நேசிக்கிறான். ஐந்து கடமையான தொழுகைகளை அவர்கள் குறிப்பிட்ட நேரத்தில் நிறைவேற்ற நாம் ஆர்வமாக உள்ளோமா?

- ஒரு நபர் அவர் எதற்காக பாடுபடுகிறார் என்பதைப் பற்றி சிந்திக்க வேண்டும். அவரது நேரம் எங்கே பயன்படுத்தப்படுகிறது? அது அவருக்கு மறுமையில் உதவுமா? சமையலறையில் செலவழித்த நேரம்? அல்லாஹ்வின் பாதையில் முன்னோடியாக இருப்பதன் வெகுமதி என்ன?

அல்லாஹ் அவர்களைப் பற்றி மகிழ்ச்சியடைந்தான்:

• ஏற்றுக்கொள்ளப்பட்ட செயல்கள்

• பாவங்கள் மன்னிக்கப்பட்டது

• ஜன்னாவிற்கு அனுமதி

- அல்லாஹ்வின் திருப்தியைப் பெற, நாம் அவனுக்குப் பிரியமான காரியங்களைச் செய்ய வேண்டும். சுத்திகரிக்கப்பட்டவர்களை தான் விரும்புவதாக அல்லாஹ் SWT கூறுகிறான். நாம் உடல் ரீதியாகவும் ஆன்மீக ரீதியாகவும் நம்மை சுத்தமாக வைத்திருக்க வேண்டும் என்று அர்த்தம். நமது உடல், வாய், முடி, பேச்சு, எண்ணங்கள், இதயம் மற்றும் உடல் வெளிகள் சுத்தமாக இருக்க வேண்டும்.

➖தவறு செய்தாரா? தவம் செய்து சதகா கொடுங்கள்.

சதகா கொடுப்பதால் கிடைக்கும் நன்மைகள்

நேர்மை அதிகரிக்கும்

நல்லது செய்ய அதிக வா��்ப்புகள்

குற்ற உணர்வு ஒரு சிறந்த நபராக மாறும் நம்பிக்கையுடன் மாற்றப்படுகிறது

அல்லாஹ் SWT விசுவாசிகளின் உயிர்களை விலைக்கு வாங்கினான். அவர்கள் யார்?

▪️அட்-தைபூன் ........ மனந்திரும்புபவர்

▪️அல்-அபிதூன்.......... வழிபடுபவர்கள்

▪️அல்-ஹமிதூன்........... [அல்லாஹ்வை] புகழ்பவர்கள்

▪️அஸ்-சைஹூன்.............பயணிகள் [அல்லாஹ்வுடைய காரணத்திற்காக]

▪️அர்-ரகிஆனூன்........குனிந்து ஸஜ்தா செய்பவர்கள்

▪️அஸ்-சாஜிதூன்......... பிரார்த்தனையில்

▪️Al-Amiroona bil ma'aroofi wa nahoona aanil-munkar........... சரியானதை ஏவுபவர்கள் மற்றும் தவறானதைத் தடுப்பவர்கள்

▪️ அல்-ஹாபித்தூன் அலிஹுதூதி அல்லாஹ்.....அல்லாஹ்வின் வரம்புகளை யார் கடைப்பிடிக்கிறார்கள் என்று கூறுகிறார்.

▪️நான் அவர்களில் ஒருவனா?

(9:112)

• நான் மனந்திரும்பி, வருந்துவேனா

பாவங்களை விட்டுவிடுவேனா?

• எனது இபாதத்தில் நான் நேர்மையாக இருக்கிறேனா?

• என் மனநிலைக்கு ஏற்ற போது நான் வழிபடுகிறேனா?

• தீனைப் பற்றிய அறிவைப் பெற, தீனைப் பரப்ப, ஹஜ் & உம்ராவுக்காக நான் பயணம் செய்வேனா?

• என��னுடைய ருகூஹும், ஸுஜூதும் நபி ஸல்லல்லாஹு அலைஹி வஸல்லம் அவர்கள் எப்படிக் கற்றுக் கொடுத்தார்களோ, அதன்படி இருக்கிறதா?

• நான் நலம் விரும்புபவனா?

• மக்கள் தவறு செய்யும் போது பேச எனக்கு தைரியம் வருமா?

• தடை செய்யப்பட்டவற்றிலிருந்து நான் விலகி இருப்பேனா?

• அல்லாஹ்வின் கட்டளைகளுக்கு நான் கீழ்ப்படிவேனா?

➖"...அல்லாஹ்வைத் தவிர வேறு எந்த அடைக்கலமும் இல்லை." (9:118)

எனவே அவனை நோக்கித் திரும்புங்கள். வழிகாட்டுதலுக்காகவும், வசதிக்காகவும், மன்னிப்பிற்காகவும் மற்றும் நீங்கள் விரும்புவதற்கும் அவனை அழைக்கவும்.

- ஒரு பேரிடரின் பக்கவாட்டில் அல்லாஹ்வை நினைவுகூரும் நபர், அல்லாஹ் SWT ஆல் மன்னிக்கப்படுகிறார். இந்த நபர் யார்? அவர் வாழ்க்கையில் என்ன நடந்தாலும் (அன்பானவரின் மரணம், செல்வ இழப்பு, விவாகரத்து, நோய்) தனது கடமைகளை புறக்கணிக்காதவர் - ஐவேளைத் தொழுகை, ஜகாத், ஹஜ் மற்றும் பிற நற்செயல்கள்.

நினைவில் கொள்ளுங்கள், இந்த உலகத்தின் பேரழிவு நித்தியமானது அல்ல. மறுமையின் பேரழிவு நிரந்தரமானது.

- அல்லாஹ்வின் பாதையில் நீங்கள் எவ்வளவு அதிகமாக பாடுபடுகிறீர்களோ, அந்த அளவுக்கு உங்கள் பதவி உயரும். எனவே நீங்கள் களைப்பாகவோ அல்லது வழிபாட்டின் போது சோம்பேறியாகவோ உணரும்போது, எழுந்து சாத்தானிய கிசுகிசுக்களைத் தவிர்க்கவும். உங்கள் வெகுமதி மற்றும் மறுமையில் தரவரிசையில் கவனம் செலுத்துங்கள்.

- நீங்கள் புனித யாத்திரைக்குச் செல்லும்போது விமான டிக்கெட், ஹோட்டல் கட்டணம் மற்றும் முயற்சியைப் பற்றி புகார் செய்யாதீர்கள், நீங்கள் எதைச் செய்தாலும், நீங்கள் அதை அல்லாஹ்வுக்காக செய்கிறீர்கள். (நீங்கள் 5-7 நட்சத்திர ஹோட்டலில் அறையை முன்பதிவு செய்கிறீர்கள் என்று அர்த்தமல்ல)

- அல்லாஹ் SWT நம் அனைவரையும் வெவ்வேறு திறன்களுடன் படைத்தார் என்ற உண்மையை ஏற்றுக்கொள்ளுங்கள். உங்கள் பணி மற்றவர்களின் (உங்கள் குழந்தைகள், உடன்பிறந்தவர்கள் அல்லது கீழ்ப்படிந்தவர்கள்) திறன்களை மதிப்பிடுவது மற்றும் அவர்களின் ஆர்வங்கள் மற்றும் திறன்களுக்கு ஏற்ப பணிகளை அவர்களுக்கு வழங்குவதாகும்.

சிலர் தங்கள் கைகால்களால், சிலர் கற்றலால், தீனுக்காகச் செயல்படுகிறார்கள்.

சிலர் கற்பிப்பதன் மூலம், சிலர் எழுத்து அல்லது பேச்சு மூலம் அறிவைப் பரப்புவதன் மூலம்.

நான் ஒவ்வொரு நாளும் (பயம் மற்றும் தனிமைக்காக) பாராயணம் செய்ய விரும்புகிறேன்:

"எனக்கு அல்லாஹ்வே போதுமானவன்; அவனைத் தவிர வணக்கத்திற்குரியவன் இல்லை. அவனையே நான் சார்ந்திருக்கிறேன், அவனே மாபெரும் சிம்மாசனத்தின் இறைவன்." (9:129)

➖இரண்டு வகையான மக்கள் உள்ளனர்: துன்யா தொடர்பில்மற்றும் அகிரா தொடர்பில். இதில் நீங்கள் யார்? இவ்வுலகின் தற்காலிக இன்பங்களுக்காகவும் ஆதாயங்களுக்காகவும் மறுமையின் வெகுமதிகளையும் மகிழ்ச்சியையும் தியாகம் செய்யாதீர்கள்.

ஷகீக் பால்கியின் ஆலோசனைகள் ▪️ஐந்து பிரச்சினைகளில் உறுதியாக இருங்கள்:

1. அல்லாஹ்வை வணங்க வேண்டிய அளவு அல்லாஹ்வை வணங்குங்கள்

2. உலகில் நீங்கள் தங்கியிருப்பதற்கு ஏற்ப அதை எடுத்துக் கொள்ளுங்கள்

3. அதன் தண்டனையை உறிஞ்சுவதற்கு உங்கள் சகிப்புத்தன்மைக்கு ஏற்ப பாவம் செய்யுங்கள்

4. நீங்கள் கல்லறையில் தங்கியிருப்பதற்கு ஏற்ப உலகத்திலிருந்து பொருட்களை எடுத்துக் கொள்ளுங்கள் 5. சொர்க்கத்திற்காக நீங்கள் விரும்பும் அளவுக்கு வேலை செய்யுங்கள்

- உங்கள் சோதனை அல்லது பேரிடர் முடிந்த பிறகு அல்லாஹ்வை புறக்கணிக்காதீர்கள்

- யாரேனும் உங்களுடன் மதத்தில் வாதிடும்போது, "எனக்கு எனது செயல்கள், உங்களுக்காக உங்கள் செயல்கள். நான் செய்வதிலிருந்து நீங்கள் விலகி இருக்கிறீர்கள், நீங்கள் செய்வதிலிருந்து நான் விலகி இருக்கிறேன்" என்று சொல்லுங்கள். (காலை 10:41)

- சிலர் பல மதப் பதிவுகளைப் படிக்கிறார்கள் அல்லது பல சொற்பொழிவுகளைக் கேட்கிறார்கள், ஆனால் அவர்களுக்குள் எதுவும் மாறாது. இந்த அலட்சியத்திற்கு எதிராக பாதுகாப்பு தேட வேண்டும்.

"மனிதர்களே, உங்கள் இறைவனிடமிருந்து உங்களுக்கு அறிவுரைகளும், நெஞ்சங்களில் உள்ளவற்றைக் குணப்படுத்துதலும், நம்பிக்கையாளர்களுக்கு வழிகாட்டுதலும், கருணையும் வந்துள்ளன." (10:57) குர்ஆனில் உடல், மன மற்றும் ஆன்மீக நோய்களில் இருந்து குணமாகும். இது பாசாங்குத்தனம், சந்தேகங்கள், தவறான வழிகாட்டுதல் மற்றும் துன்யாவின் அன்பிலிருந்து இதயத்தை சுத்தம் செய்கிறது.

- "அல்லாஹ்வின் அருளிலும், அவனது கருணையிலும் - அவர்கள் மகிழ்ச்சியடையட்டும்; அவர்கள் சேமித்து வைப்பதை விட இது சிறந்தது." (10:58) குர்ஆனின் பரிசில் மகிழ்ச்சியாக இருங்கள். மற்றவர்கள் குவிப்பதை விட இது சிறந்தது. குர்ஆனைப் படிக்கவும் புரிந்துகொள்ளவும் இந்த வாய்ப்பை மதிக்கவும். அதை ஒரு பொருட்டாக எடுத்துக் கொள்ளாதீர்கள். அது செல்வத்தை விட சிறந்தது.

"சந்தேகத்திற்கு இடமின்றி, அல்லாஹ்வின் கூட்டாளிகள் அவர்களைப் பற்றி பயப்பட மாட்டார்கள், அவர்கள் வருத்தப்பட மாட்டார்கள்" (10:62). நீங்கள் பயத்துடனும், துக்கத்துடனும் வாழ்ந்தால் அல்லது சோகம் உங்கள் இதயத்தை ஆக்கிரமித்திருந்தால், அல்லாஹ் SWT உடனான உங்கள் தொடர்பை நீங்கள் சரிபார்க்க வேண்டும்.

- மேலும் அவர்களின் பேச்சு உங்களை வருத்தப்படுத்த வேண்டாம். (10:65)

- மோசே கூறினார், "... மந்திரவாதிகள் வெற்றி பெற மாட்டார்கள்." உங்கள் வாழ்க்கையில் ஏற்படும் பிரச்சனைகள் "மந்திரத்தால்" ஏற்பட்டதாக ஒருபோதும் நினைக்காதீர்கள். நீங்கள் பாதுகாப்புக்காக சூரா அல்-பகரா மற்றும் அத்கார் ஓதினால் (காலை மற்றும் மாலை), அல்லாஹ் SWT மந்திரம் உங்களை பாதிக்க அனுமதிக்க மாட்டான்.

- மேலும் மோசே கூறினார், "என் மக்களே, நீங்கள் அல்லாஹ்வை நம்பினால், நீங்கள் ��ம்புங்கள்

நீங்கள் முஸ்லீம்களாக இருக்க வேண்டுமானால் அவர்." (10:84)

- பூமி சுருங்கியதாக உணரும்போது நாம் சொல்ல வேண்டும்:

رَبَّنَا لَا تَجْعَلۡنَا فِتْنَةً لِّلْقَوْمِ الضَّالِمِينَ وَنَجِّنَا بِرَحْمَتِكَ المَنَ الْقَوْمِ

"எங்கள் இறைவனே, அநியாயக்காரர்களுக்கு எங்களைச் சோதனைக்கு உள்ளாக்காதே. மேலும் நிராகரிக்கும் மக்களிடமிருந்து உனது கருணையால் எங்களைக் காப்பாற்றுவாயாக." (10:85-86)

-மசூதியில் தொழுவதையோ அல்லது மத வகுப்பில் கலந்து கொள்வதையோ மக்கள் தடுக்கும் போது, உங்கள் வீட்டை வழிபாட்டு இடமாகவும், கல்வி கற்கும் இடமாகவும் ஆக்குங்கள்.

அறிவு இல்லாதவனைப் பின்பற்றாதே

- மரணத்தின் போது தவ்பா ஏற்றுக்கொள்ளப்படாது. வருந்த வேண்டிய நேரம் இது! இந்த ரமலானில் ஒரு முறையாவது சலாத்துல் தவ்பாவை வழங்குங்கள்... மற்றும் ஆண்டு முழுவதும் உங்கள் பாவங்களின் சுமையை நீங்கள் உணரும் போதெல்லாம்.

-அல்லாஹ் உங்களை ஒரு சோதனைக்கு உட்படுத்தினால், யூனுஸ் நபி செய்ததைப் போல் அவரை ஒரு கண்ணீரை நினைவு செய்யுங்கள்.

- உங்களுக்கு ஒதுக்கப்பட்ட பணியை விட்டுவிடாதீர்கள். உங்கள் கடமைகளை மதிக்கவும்.

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I Forgot That You Existed : Chapter Eight

A/N: Chapter eight is here. A little longer than other chapters got carried away. Things are finally starting to fall back in their places will Y/N finally let her guard down.Hope you like this chapter. Feedback and suggestions are always welcome.

Pairing : Tom Holland × Singer reader

Summary : It's been more than five years since you and Tom have gone their own ways after a heartbreaking breakup which had left both of you shattered. Both of you thought that you were finally over with each other and were happy in your respective lives until you meet again at a reunion trip planned by your best friend and you realize you are still not done with each other.

Warnings : none

Mini Playlist : You belong with me and Style by Taylor Swift, Levitating by Dua Lipa

People gathered around you all after hearing the commotion.Tom picked you up in princess style and carried you to the car. He gently placed you on the seat then took out the water bottle and sprinkled some water on your face. You regained your consciousness, fluttering your eyes open. Immediately you grasped on to him..

“Tom!! That Steve!” you panicked

He embraced you in his arms, chin resting above your head whilst brushing his hand through your hair in a comforting manner. Your face was buried into his chest. The warmth radiating from his body made you feel safe.

“I know baby, it's okay now don't worry I’m here. He'll never come near you again. Let's get you home okay.”He cooed in a soothing manner.

You were trembling as you looked up to him tears shimmering in your eyes. He brought his hands to cup your face wiping your tears with his thumbs as he placed a soft kiss on your forehead. He fastened the seat belt around you and swiftly went and sat on the driver's seat and started the car. Throughout the drive he was checking upon you constantly. He figured out that you were traumatized.

“Y/N just close your eyes and don't think of anything else. I’m here darling. Here, hold my hand.” you complied to him closing your eyes you squeezed his hand. Tom knew very well that when you were stressed you needed someone for reassurance.

Reaching home Tom helped you out of the car. His hands across your body you leaned yourself on him. He slowly took you inside.

A wave of shock ran through everyone's faces after seeing you in such a pathetic condition. Zendaya ran towards you.

“Y/N!? Oh my god! What happened to her?” concern in her voice as she took you from Tom’s arms.

“Long story.” Tom sighed

“For now get her some rest. Also she fainted a while ago.”

“What!?” everyone exclaimed in unison

“I knew this would happen, she hadn’t eaten anything since morning,” Chloe said, shaking her head.

Needless to say the whole trauma of the incident and your intermittent starving took a toll on you. You were down with fever. Zendaya nursed you through the night. Though Tom had earlier insisted on taking turns but everyone told him not to due the ongoing tension between him,you and El.

Everybody had trouble sleeping that night as they were worried about you. Next morning everyone was gathered in the living room.

“Man I would have chopped off his hands. How dare he even think of her like that? Harrison said angrily

“What do you think mate, I didn't think of doing that? I felt like choking the life out of his body”

“It's all my fault. She wasn't even willing to come. I was the one who forced her to come this time.” Harrison lamented.

"Don't blame yourself man. This wouldn't have happened if I hadn't made a scene that night." Tom shook his head.

"But Y/N has to still do the concert right? What if he appears there?" Harry pointed out.

"We need to talk to Alex right away." Harrison said.

"Yeah, good point, let me talk to Alex about it." Tom sprinted off the couch to go to your room as he saw Zendaya walking down the stairs yawning.

"Hey how's she?"

"Yeah she is fine now. Temperature is also normal but she's still asleep due to the medication."

"Good for her only she needs it."

Tom went to your room. His eyes went to your sleeping figure, he wondered how angelic you look sleeping peacefully. He pulled up the blanket a little bit over you. And placed a soft kiss on your forehead. Your phone was lying on the nightstand. He took your phone and unlocked it. He smiled at the fact that you haven't changed your pass code. He searched through your contact list and dialled Alex's number.

"Hey Y/N finally got the time to remember me huh! How are you dear?

" Umm.. Hi Alex it's Tom"

"Oh hi Tom is everything alright ? Oh my god did anything happen to Y/N?" Alex panicked.

"Oh no relax she's fine… sort of. A certain kind of problem has arised here actually." Tom explained to him everything about what had happened.

"Oh that swine. Thanks Tom for letting me know. I'll see to it that the moron gets fired and will arrange for a new one."

"See to it that it's a lady this time. Really don't want any more men around her."

"Yeah sure."

"Umm Alex I heard that you actually managed all this stuff for her."

"Yeah I never let her directly associate with anyone and it now seems that was a mistake from my side."

“Uhh can I.. you know be her assistant for this event and look into the matter.” Tom said hesitantly.

“That will be great Tom. I will be so relieved but only if you are okay with that.”

“I'm more than okay.” Tom said cheerfully.

“But I don't think she will agree to it. I know her very well. Tell her I appointed you then she'll not protest.”

“Okay thanks Alex.”

“I should be thanking you Tom for looking after her even after the past you both share.”

"Don't worry Alex I'll never leave her alone. It was nice talking to you mate"

"Same here man."

"I better go check up on her."

"Yeah sure" Tom ended the call.

Tom was about to enter your room, he saw that you were up.

"Whoa where do you think you are going? You are not putting your feet down from the bed today." Tom said with a serious tone.

“I need to use the toilet dimwit. Or you want me to wet the bed?”

“Oh that will be odd.”

“Let me help you” he gave you his hand.

“I'm fine, I can walk.”

By the time you were inside the bathroom. Tom quickly went downstairs to the kitchen to bring your breakfast. He had requested Sam especially to make your favorite soup. Tom was busy arranging everything on a tray as Sam spoke.

“Is El okay with all of this that you are doing?”

“I’m way past what others think about the relationship I and Y/N share, Sam. El has to understand that before we were a couple Y/N and I were best friends and that relationship will never change. Though lately I have been failing in my best friend duties too.”

“But are you doing this for Y/N as her childhood best friend or are your boyfriend instincts coming back?”

“No mate Y/N and I have been through it. We aren't getting back together at least she doesn't want to.”

“What about you bro?”

“I don't know. For now I only know she needs me and I'll be there for her."

You stepped out of the bathroom feeling fresh. You walked to the dressing table to brush your hair. Tom walked in your room and placed the food tray on the bedside table.

“C'mon sit down.” You turned around.

“What's this?”

“Your breakfast. Sam made your favorite soup. Now come over here.” He patted on the mattress

“You seriously don't need to do this for me.”

“You talk a lot just do as I say and come here and sit down.” You went and sat on the bed folding your legs resting your back against the headboard. Tom sat on the bed facing you. He took a spoonful of the soup and blew the hot air to cool it down for you.

“Okay now open your mouth.”

“I'm not a baby Tom. I can eat by myself.”

“Yeah that is why you starved yourself. Seriously Y/N I didn't expect this from you. Since when did you become so irresponsible about your health? I was so worried…I mean we all were so worried about you.”

“I was at a loss of appetite and didn't feel like eating.” You sheepishly looked at him.

“Okay enough talking now, finish this.” Tom fed you. After you finished eating he wiped your mouth with a napkin.

“By the way thanks for this and yesterday.”

“Hey I'm your friendly neighborhood spiderman it's my job to protect people.” He chuckled. You smiled, shaking your head. Suddenly your face dropped as you remembered last night's events. Tom noticed that.

“Hey it's alright Y/N.” He said holding your hand and rubbing his thumb reassuringly.

"You were so right Tom, that guy was a monster. How could I be so blind?" you repented.

"Just forget about that moron thinking as if it was a nightmare which is now over."

"By the way I have good news for you. I'm your temporary assistant for this whole event.”

“No you're not.” you said in disbelief.

“You don't get to decide because Alex has already appointed me and now everything will go through me.”

“What!? You called Alex? I'm so dead right now.” You shook your head holding it with your hand.

“He has strictly said not to allow you to interact with anyone I'm in charge of everything for the next three days.”

“Okay but do I need to pay you? I don't mind but I didn't appoint you, you volunteered so it should be free.” Tom laughed. Just then Paddy knocked at the door. You both looked at him. Tom walked to him and took the thing Paddy brought with him in his hand.

“Thank you Pads I'll take it from here.”

“What is that?”

“A glass of warm milk for you.”

“And what do you expect from me? To drink it? That's not happening.” You crossed your arms shaking your head in disapproval.

“Y/N you have to drink this. You are still weak.”

“Tom you know very well I am nauseous to it's smell.” you whined

“See I haven't told your parents about your fainting episode so if you don't want them to know, finish this.”

“Are you blackmailing me?” you raised an eyebrow placing your hands on your hips.

“I might if you don't listen.” he shrugged.

“Uggh!! okay fine!” You took the glass from his hand and pinched your nose so that you don't inhale the smell. You drank the milk.

“C'mon. Yeah almost there.” Tom encouraged you.

"Good girl." You gagged after you finished it. He took the glass from your hand. You wiped your mouth with the back of your hand.

“Okay as you're taking a rest today let me chalk out everything for your event. So what songs are you planning to perform?”

“Everything is noted down on my iPad, wait let me bring it.”

“What did I say you are not setting your feet down today. I'll take it myself, where is it?” You rolled your eyes.

“It's in that brown duffel bag.” He went and unzipped the bag. Something of yours caught his eyes as a slight blush crept on his face.

You suddenly remembered in that bag you had packed some of your finest lacy lingerie just in case you know, but now it was too late. You flustered noticing his facial expressions.

"What are you ogling at you perv? They are just clothes only okay. And as if you have never seen those before" Tom was startled as he turned around.

"What!? I didn't say anything.” He chuckled. “And these I'm seeing for the first time, when did you buy these? They are really pretty by the way" he gave a cheeky grin. You gawked at his audacity narrowing your eyes.

"Okay sorry I shouldn't have said that" he laughed.

He extended you the tablet, you snatched it from him and opened the files and handed it back to him. After taking a look he said.

"Okay the other songs are fine but I don't agree with the starting song."

"Why?"

"It's kind of dark and I think you should start with something cheerful."

"Tom that song got record views on YouTube in 24 hours and to be speaking of dark the whole album is dark. And Steve also said it would be.." you stopped as Tom gave you a questioning look.

"Yeah right no more talking or thinking about that moron but I need to sing at least one from the album." You whined.

"Yeah choose any other song from the album and sing it in between not in the beginning."

"Then what do you want me to sing?"

"I have the best song in my mind." He took out his phone and played a song.

You belong with me playing

"Oh no no no I'm not doing that." you nodded your head sideways vigorously in disapproval.

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset

She's goin' off about somethin' that you said

'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night

I'm listenin' to the kind of music she doesn't like

And she'll never know your story like I do

Song continues to play in the background……

"Oh c'mon. You used to love singing this when I was in a relationship with the girl you hated the most in high school."

"Huh! That gothic troglodyte." You scoffed.

"What was her name again?" Your forehead puckered pretended to think hard.

"Sofia"

“Yeah right Sofia. How dare she come to me and say to stay away from you. I was this close to hitting her in the face.” Tom shook his head laughing.

“I was like excuse me bitch don't get so flattered with the new boyfriend you are showing off to the world because if I go and tell him to leave you he will oblige to me without a question and throw you out of his life."

"You seriously had that much trust in me." Tom’s eyes widened.

"I trusted you more than me, dummy."

“You seriously couldn't ask out any other girl in the whole school? How desperate were you?" you frowned, rolling your eyes.

“C'mon I wasn't a stud that time as you see me now."

“You could have asked me out." You pouted.

“You were my junior Y/N how could you come to my senior prom."

“I still remember how you used to roam around her like a puppy.” you giggled.

“No I didn't.” he retorted.

“Yes you did but when she dumped you for that red head I was the happiest person on this planet not gonna lie.” you snorted.

“Ouch”

“She was a good riddance though.” You chuckled.

“That's why you were upset and wrote this song back then?” He arched his brows.

“Nooo why would I be upset with that flour bag. It was you for who I was upset for. I had this huge crush on you but you never noticed it. I felt insecure. She made me think that maybe I'm not good enough for you. Maybe I'm not that pretty.” you rambled.

“Hey hey listen to me.” He cupped your face.

“you're the prettiest, most talented and kind hearted girl I have ever met. We actually don't deserve you. You are perfect and that is why even after I had feelings for you since like forever I didn't have the guts to ask you out. Never underestimate yourself, you only deserve the best.”

El had come to call Tom but she stopped at the doorway as she listened to your conversation.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?

Been here all along, so why can't you see

You belong with me

Standin' by and waitin' at your back door

All this time, how could you not know, baby

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe

You belong with me

You gazed into his soft brown eyes. You wanted to tell him that you have already lost the best thing you had, that is him. You both stared into each other a little longer, you cleared your throat to ease the tension as Tom retracted his hands from your face.

“Uhh okay I think you should lie down now let me go check what others are doing.”

“Yeah." Tom left taking the food tray.

………………………………….

After lunch you were still lying on bed utterly bored Zendaya was beside you reading a book.

“Am I on my deathbed?''

“What makes you think that?" Zendaya chuckled.

“Then why am I not allowed to go out?"

“You are sick and anyways the boys are decorating the house for Harrison's birthday so we don’t have anything to do."

“Wait what!!? Oh my god I totally forgot today is Harrison's birthday." You slapped your forehead.

"They are decorating and didn't bother to call me. Wait till I kick their asses." You got up from the bed and ran downstairs.

“What are you guys doing?" you said, crossing your hands, frowning.

“Can't you see we are decorating." Harry said.

“Yeah that I can totally see but is Haz turning 5 today? What's with this annoyingly stupid decoration?" you said with a sarcastic tone.

“And the sassy queen is back.'' Harry quipped.

“Seriously guys I have been away from you all like what six years and you guys have lost all your class. I didn't expect your standards to go this low. But that's fine I'm here now I'll get you back in shape."

“Y/N we can't redo the decorations again we are tired already." Sam whined.

“And why are you even out of your bed? Tom counter questioned you holding some streamers in his hands.

“C'mon guys my man is turning 30. I want it to be special. Pleaase." You pouted.

“Okay as you say Y/N." The boys agreed.

"Yayy!! Love you guys" You clapped your hands excitedly.

“Okay let's discuss and make a list of things we require quickly.

“First of all the theme color of the party will be black and gold so I need metallic balloons in black and gold. Sam I need you to cook the finest dishes you have got to offer. Tuwaine you handle the booze Jacob will help you with that. Oh and for the cake I need a rum cake."

“What are you gonna do?" Harry asked.

“What? I'm already doing the work of supervising you guys isn’t that enough?. Moreover, I'm sick too, you know."

“Always know your way with us."

“Okay enough talking get your asses back to work we don't have much time. And take these ridiculous decorations out of my sight." Everyone got back to redecorating the house as per your directions.

“Okay guys everything ready? Ed texted me they are almost at the front door."

"Everything is as you wanted Y/N stop stressing so much" Tuwaine reassured.

"Okay then get into your positions."

Ed came back with Harrison. The lights were out as you all positioned yourselves. As soon as the door opened you all jumped out of your places. The lights turned on.

“Surprise!!!!!!"

“Happy Birthday!!! Harrison!!!" Everyone shouted in unison.

“Whoa!!" Harrison was overwhelmed with joy as he gasped, putting his hand on his chest.

“Now this looks like a dope decoration. Which you divs ofcourse can't pull it off unless it was my best girl…" he was cut short as you walked in singing with the birthday cake in your hand.

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday dear Harrison

Happy birthday to you

Tom was behind you; he had two crackers lighted in his hands.

“Aww thank you guys I'm feeling so emotional right now." You placed the cake on the table.

“C'mon you div cut the cake."

Harrison blew out the candles and cut the cake. He took a piece and fed you first.

“Congratulations now you are officially an old man." You teased. He then fed to Tom.

“Happy birthday bro." Tom hugged him.Everybody helped themselves with the cake and food.

“Okay let's light up the party will ya?"

You played the music.

Levitating starts playing

(If you wanna run away with me, I know a galaxy

And I could take you for a ride

I had a premonition that we fell into a rhythm

Where the music don't stop for life

Glitter in the sky, glitter in my eye

Shining just the way I like

If you feeling like you need a little bit of company

You met me at the perfect time)

“C'mon singleton I'm your date for tonight.” you pulled Harrison by his hands to the centre of the room.

(You want me, I want you, baby

My sugar boo, I'm levitating

The milky way, we're renegading

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You pulled him closer to you and placed his hands on your hips. Your hands went on to his shoulders as you both swayed to the music.

(I got you, moonlight

You're my starlight

I need you all night

Come on, dance with me

I'm levitating

You, moonlight

You're my starlight

I need you all night

Come on, dance with me

I'm levitating)

Others joined you shortly. You interlock your hands around his neck as you sway back and forth.

“Sorry for almost ruining your birthday” you pouted.

“Hey this is the best birthday I have ever had” he raised his hands to your shoulders, interlocking them around your neck. “Especially when my best friend has planned everything” He lightly bumped his forehead on yours.

(I believe that you're for me, I feel it in our energy

I see us written in the stars

We can go wherever, so let's do it now or never

Baby, nothing's ever ever too far

Glitter in the sky, glitter in our eyes

Shining just the way we are

I feel like we're forever every time we get together

But whatever, let's get lost on Mars)

Harrison twirled you around as you both laughed. You left his hand and waltzed your way to the tables where the drinks were kept. You saw El standing in the corner you thought of going to her but then let go of the thought.

(You can fly away with me tonight

You can fly away with me tonight

Baby, let me take you for a ride

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm levitating (woo)

You can fly away with me tonight

Baby let me take you for a ride

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You saw Tom approach El as they happily danced together. You smiled.

(My love is like a rocket, watch it blast-off

And I'm feeling so electric, dance my ass off

And even if I wanted to, I can't stop

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You, Zendaya and Chloe got up on the large wooden centre table of the living room and started dancing.

“If you girls fall off the table and break your bones we are not taking your responsibility” Ed warned.

(My love is like a rocket, watch it blast-off

And I'm feeling so electric, dance my ass off

And even if I wanted to, I can't stop

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

“Don’t worry babe our bones are very strong and bendy” Chloe snickered. As you all bursted out laughing.

(You want me, I want you, baby

My sugar boo, I'm levitating

The milky way, we're renegading

I got you, moonlight

You're my starlight

I need you all night

Come on dance with me

I'm levitating (woo)

You all jumped off the table as you were about to turn you bumped into Tom, your palms lay flat on his chest, his hands went around your waist. You locked eyes with each other for a moment, soon you retracted. Harrison came and placed his hands on both of your backs as you danced together.

(You can fly away with me tonight

You can fly away with me tonight

Baby, let me take you for a ride

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm levitating (woo)

Song continues………...

The night was full of hearty laughters, drinks, good music and lots of dancing.

After the wild night you guys had. You were sleeping like a log next morning. Zendaya tried to wake you up but you didn't budge so she gave up. Tom checked the time,he knew you were going to be late if he didn’t wake you up.

“Y/N wake up" Tom nudged your shoulder pulling away the covers.

"Mmmhmm go away Tom let me sleep" you waved your hand to shoo him away.

"You can sleep as much as you want after the concert. C'mon love wake up."

“No!" You pulled over the covers on your face.

Tom thought he had no other option than doing what he was going to do. He put his hands inside the covers and started tickling you.

“Okay sleepyhead now get up."

“Tom! Stop it! No!" You started giggling as you rolled on your side. Tom continued to tickle you and got up on the bed. He was laughing too. You threw your arms and legs to tackle him away. He caught one of your hands and got up to straddle you around your hips.

“You can't win, I have super strength, remember?"

“Oh fuck off you div." You threw your legs once more as Tom lost balance and fell on your side you quickly got up to straddle him.

“I win." You pinned his hands down and flashed a cheeky grin.

“Not so easily darling." He easily freed his hands from your grip and again started tickling you. You struggled to hold on to his hands as he rolled you over on your back and trapped you under his weight. Your chests pressed against each other, legs tangled, his head buried in the crook of your neck, hands sprawled on the bed. Your palms lay flat on his back holding onto him both of you laughing uncontrollably. You slowly regained your composure, you were breathless due to the laughter riot you had as you whispered softly.

“Tom.."

“Hmm?.." Tom hummed his chest moving up and down heaving.

“Tom.. I think you should get up before anyone comes in and gets the wrong idea." Tom suddenly became aware of the questionable position he was lying upon you.

"Oh yeah." He hurriedly got up.

You sat up fixing your t-shirt. Both of you were blushing as you looked awkwardly at opposite corners of the room avoiding each other's gaze.

“Uh.. I'm sorry." Tom stuttered. You glance up as your eyes meet.

“It's okay. I.. I better get dressed." You tucked your hair behind your ear.

“Yeah me too." He got off the bed and walked out of your room. He turned to look at you one last time, you smiled at him.

After reaching the stage ground. Tom was skillfully doing his job handling each and everything not allowing you to even talk to anyone other than your musical troupe.

“You just focus on your practise session. I'll handle everything." He said.

You discussed with the group and started practicing. After a while you all took a break for half an hour though it was Tom who insisted citing your health. You came back with Tom to the music room to sit for a while. Tom admired the various instruments kept in the room; he took an electric guitar in his hand and strummed a few chords.

“It's not your field of expertise Spiderman." You sneered.

“Are you challenging me?"

“I'm stating facts. You shrugged.

“Try me."

“Really? Okay let's see my next song is Style, think you could play it?” Tom instantly started playing the starting tune of the song on the guitar. You were amazed that he knew the tune so well.

Midnight, you come and pick me up, no headlights

Long drive, could end in burning flames or paradise

Fade into view, oh,

It's been a while since I have even heard from you

(Heard from you)

And I should just tell you to leave 'cause I

Know exactly where it leads but I

Watch it go round and round each time

You took a deep breath closing your eyes and started singing. Your hands went and gripped on to the mike.Tom looked at you in awe. He took his time in admiring the strong and confident woman you have grown into.

You got that James Dean daydream look in your eye

And I got that red lip, classic thing that you like

And when we go crashing down, we come back every time

'Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style

You pulled out the mic from the stand raising your voice to a higher octave you sensually strolled in the front brushing your hand below your eye. Going by the lyrics you placed your index finger on your lips giving a subtle wink.

You've got that long hair slick back, white t-shirt

And I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt

And when we go crashing down, we come back every time

'Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style

You carded your hair and strolled sideways trailing your hand from your thighs to your hip. You practised your little dance moves.

So it goes, he can't keep his wild eyes on the road

Takes me home, lights are off he's taking off his coat (Hm yeah)

I say "I've heard that you've been out and about with some other girl, some other girl.

You waltzed towards Tom singing with a smirk on your face. You danced your eyebrows playfully. His eyes fixed on you as he played.

He says "What you've heard is true but I

Can't stop thinking about you" and I

I said "I've been there too a few times"

You sang scrunching your nose, nodding your head and winked with a glint of mischief in your eyes.

'Cause you got that James Dean daydream look in your eye

And I got that red lip, classic thing that you like

And when we go crashing down, we come back every time

'Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style

Your eyes were now focused on him. As you gazed intently into each other's eyes. You felt a sudden heat rising in your body.

You've got that long hair slick back, white t-shirt

And I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt (A tight little skirt)

And when we go crashing down, we come back every time

'Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style

Never batting an eyelash you stared at each other. The microphone and the guitar was the only barrier keeping you both apart. You were brought out of your daze when you heard others coming in.

“Well played.” You said.

“All thanks to you. You taught me back then remember?”

The day went pretty well for you. This was the first time in all the days you have spent here where there is no tension brewing between you two.

………………

Next day you were excited to go again for your rehearsal and the sole reason was Tom but it didn't happen.

“You go ahead today, I'll join you later.I have got some calls to make for tomorrow."

“Okay." You left alone in a cab.

After finalizing everything for tomorrow Tom was about to leave to go to you when El stopped him.

“Tom we need to talk."

“Umm El I know after everything happened you despise the fact of me and Y/N interacting with each other. But she's my best friend and you have to make peace with that."

“No Tom I'm totally fine and happy that finally you two have decided to sort out everything between yourselves."

“Then what is the matter El?" he said with concerned eyes.

"Tom I can't live this life of uncertainty anymore. This ongoing tension between three of us is too much for me to handle.

You have to choose Tom either it's me or Y/N. You can't ride two boats at the same time."

"El!?"

“Yes Tom you have to choose. Either you let go of her or let go of me."

“I can't El I seriously can't."

“You love her right?" Tom fell silent. How can he tell his fiancee that he loves someone else.

“Then what is the problem Tom? Why are you giving up on her so easily?"

“What about you El? I don't wanna hurt you in this process"

“You know I love you and after meeting Y/N I learnt what true love is. When you truly love someone there are no expectations, no forced emotions you learn to let go for the sake of their happiness that's what she has been doing all these years and continues to do still now. She loves you Tom even though she's in a state of denial."

"And even if we get married what's the use of pretending to be in love with someone when we aren't? El took off her engagement ring and handed it to Tom.

"Here take this. It doesn't belong to me anymore"

"I'm sorry El you don't deserve this."

"It's okay Tom. Maybe in the near future when I look back at this I'll just laugh it off as how kiddish this whole thing was." Tom's eyes were wet as he gave a tight lipped smile.

“Just don't screw up this time or I'll kick your ass off if you make my sacrifice go into waste." She chuckled.

“Go get her tiger.And don't forget to invite me to your wedding."

“I love you El. Thank you so much" he hugged her.

“Love you too Tom" El kissed him on his cheek.

"Where are you going by the way from here?"

“I'm gonna go MIA for a while. The media attention that is going to come after this news breaks out will be huge and I'm not ready to handle that,so you take the heat while I lay low and enjoy." She winked.

Everyone was surprised to see El all dressed up coming down the stairs Tom behind her with some luggage.

"Hey guys it was fun staying over here, I wish I could stay a little longer but gotta flight to catch" Eleanor went and hugged each one of them.

"Wish Y/N was here" she sighed

"okay guys goodbye" Eleanor waved and went out of the house. Everyone was puzzled.

“Hey Tom what's with El? Where's she going?"

“She's leaving Haz."

“Why!?"

“We are calling it quits for good Haz."

"I'm going to see her off and will be back by afternoon" Tom left with El.

You eagerly waited for Tom the whole time but when he didn't show up you were really upset. You booked a cab while returning home.

“I have really got an awesome assistant. Like what kind of person he is, he didn't show up for today's session and didn't even bother to call and tomorrow is my event. Where is that twat!?" You grumbled as you entered the house. Not getting any response from anyone you looked around to find a gloomy environment in the house.

“Guys?? Everything alright?"

“Eleanor left." Harrison informed.

“What do you mean by Eleanor left?

“Tom and El have called it quits, the wedding is officially canceled." Harry said.

“What! Why? Oh god this is all because of me." you face palmed, you felt terrible.

“This can’t happen where is Tom? I need to talk to him.”

“He has gone to drop her at the airport”

You dragged yourself to your room, sitting on the bed you ran your hands through your hair frustrated. Suddenly your eyes went to the night stand. A letter, your name written on it. You opened it and read it out

“Dear Y/N

When you will get this letter I will be gone by that time. I wouldn't have been able to say this to you in person so I decided to write it down.First of all my hearty apologies for my behavior towards you that day it was rude but I was upset with my life suddenly turning upside down and battling my own demons hope you understand. Y/N I'm not going away because I feel defeated but I finally realize what true love is and you made me realize that thank you Y/N. Please don't blame yourself. I have consciously taken this decision. I know neither you nor Tom will ever try to hurt my feelings. That is why you both have suppressed your feelings for each other even if it caused extreme pain to both of you. I know eventually if we got married Tom would have been a loyal and dutiful husband I have no doubt in that. But I can't live with the guilt that I separated two soul mates. Yes Y/N you both are made for each. So I felt it's better I leave. I have seen the sparkle in Tom's eyes when he sees you, the way his face lightens up, how happy he is around you. You asked me to fill the void in Tom's life but there is no void left to fill Y/N because they are already filled up with the memories of you. Please Y/N take him back in your life and give him another chance, he totally deserves it. I have seen the pain he hides behind that smile. He is still madly in love with you and so are you with him. How much ever you deny I have seen that love in your eyes too. Life has given you another chance don't waste it. And please don't forget to invite me to your wedding. I will be eagerly waiting for the invitation.

Love

Eleanor.”

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Us, January 11

You can buy a copy of this issue for your very own at my eBay store: https://www.ebay.com/str/bradentonbooks

Cover: Diets That Work -- Julianne Hough

Page 2: Red Carpet -- Stars flex their right to bare leg in high-slit dresses -- Dua Lipa, Cynthia Erivo, Kristin Cavallari, Bebe Rexha, Sydney Sweeney

Page 3: Nicole Kidman, Jennifer Lopez, Ariel Winter, Hailey Bieber, Shay Mitchell

Page 4: Who Wore It Best? Olivia Wilde vs. Natalie Portman, Ashley Greene vs. Rachel Zoe

Page 6: Loose Talk -- Barack Obama joking about quarantining with his daughter Malia’s boyfriend, Pink revealing she broke her ankle and had a staph infection in addition to testing positive for coronavirus, Amal Clooney joking to husband George Clooney about the time and effort she put into her new 1000-page legal book, Miley Cyrus on feeling like she really made it after Cher slammed her 2013 VMAs performance, Anderson Cooper on being a dad to 8-month-old Wyatt

Page 8: Contents

Page 10: Hot Pics -- Blake Shelton and Gwen Stefani stopped at the music studio together in Pasadena

Page 11: Tiger Woods and son Charlie teamed up for the PNC Championship in Orlando, Vivica A. Fox during a tropical getaway in Tulum in Mexico, Joe Jonas and Sophie Turner took a stroll around the village and did some shopping in Mammoth Lakes, California

Page 12: Paris Hilton and Carter Reum in Sherman Oaks, Niecy Nash showed support for Regina King at a drive-in event for her film One Night in Miami in Malibu, Candice Swanepoel in a white bathing suit in Miami

Page 13: Duchess Camilla held a virtual royal engagement in London, Dancing With the Stars couple Sasha Farber and Emma Slater were in a great mood while out and about just days after becoming American citizens in L.A.

Page 14: Stars They’re Just Like Us -- Matt James hit the golf course in Jupiter in Florida, Renee Zellweger with an armload of packages in L.A., pregnant Emily Ratajkowski sipped on a beverage during a beach day in L.A.

Page 15: Molly Shannon hopped on her bike after withdrawing cash from the ATM in L.A., Sandra Lee taking out the trash at her new place just days after moving out of the N.Y. home she shared with her ex Gov. Andrew Cuomo in Malibu

Page 16: Seeing Double -- mom match with their mini-me’s -- Serena Williams and daughter Alexis Olympia Jr., Sutton Foster and daughter Emily, Gabrielle Union and daughter Kaavia, Kylie Jenner and daughter Stormi, Cardi B and daughter Kulture

Page 17: Kourtney Kardashian and daughter Penelope, Tamera Mowry-Housley and daughter Ariah, Eva Longoria and son Santiago, pregnant Kelly Rowland and son Titan

Page 18: Lady Gaga’s hair looks great in all hues

Page 20: Love Lives -- Lauren Burnham and Arie Luyendyk Jr. welcoming twins

Page 21: Kevin Jonas commemorated his 11th wedding anniversary with wife Danielle by sharing a photo of the two posing at the very spot they met, Chrishell Stause is defending her new romance with Keo Motsepe against all of the conspiracy theories, Jamie Lee Curtis and Christopher Guest’s love was built to last

Page 22: Just days after Shia LaBeouf was sued by his ex FKA Twigs for sexual battery and assault and emotional distress Shia was spotted making out with Margaret Qualley at LAX airport -- they’re very much in the honeymoon phase and Margaret’s totally smitten and she trusts he’s not the bad guy people say he is but Margaret’s loved ones are concerned about her new beau especially her mother Andie MacDowell who’s keeping an extremely close watch on the situation and if Shia so much puts a foot out of line she’ll come down on him like a ton of bricks -- Shia insists he’s a changed man and that he’ll never go back to those dark days ever again

Page 23: Life behind bars hasn’t been easy for Mossimo Giannulli and he’s having a rough time -- he’s in Covid-19-related protective custody and spending almost all of his time in his cell has been very mentally taxing but he’s doing his best to stay positive by reading, writing letters to his family and planning future business ventures and turning to prayer when he feels weak

* After relapsing in December John Mulaney is hoping to make 2021 a better year and he’s committed to a total change of lifestyle -- John who has been vocal about his decades-long substance abuse struggles and he had been on a really long run of bad habits that had turned his life upside down but his family and friends are standing by his side and they’re proud that he’s finally getting the help he so desperately needed for quite some time

* Keeping Up With Us -- Maren Morris has officially cancelled her upcoming tour due to the ongoing coronavirus pandemic and is in the midst of working on her third album, Rachel Zoe was scarred for life after her 9-year-old son Skyler fell 40 feet from a ski lift, TikTok star Charli D’Amerlio and her family are getting their own reality series, Wilmer Valderrama and his fiancee Amanda Pacheco are expecting their first child, six months after The Weeknd put his Hidden Hills mansion on the market for $25 million his asking price has been slashed to just under under $22 million

Page 24: A Day in Our Life -- Sistine and Sophia Stallone

Page 25: Ariana Grande and Dalton Gomez are engaged -- she’s beyond excited and they are so in love and committed to spend the rest of their lives together and her loved ones approve of the real estate agent

Page 26: What Leah Remini Knows -- actress and Scientology critic Leah is calling out Tom Cruise for his on-set freak-out

Page 28: Reality Bites -- these stars got their first moments in the spotlight appearing on unscripted TV shows -- Lady Gaga, Cardi B, Laverne Cox, Kesha

Page 29: Aaron Paul, Josh Henderson, Emma Stone, Jamie Chung

Page 31: Cover Story -- Survival of the Fittest -- how the hottest stars get and stay in shape -- Halle Berry

Page 32: Julianne Hough, Jessica Simpson, Carrie Underwood

Page 33: Weight Loss Winners -- Rebel Wilson, Tiffany Haddish, Adele

Page 34: Jennifer Aniston, Gal Gadot

Page 36: Kaley Cuoco, Jennifer Lopez

Page 37: Power Couples -- Thom Evans and Nicole Scherzinger, Gabrielle Union and Dwyane Wade, Mark Consuelos and Kelly Ripa, Camila Cabello and Shawn Mendes

Page 38: My Healthy Routine -- Kristin Cavallari, Miranda Kerr

Page 39: Reese Witherspoon, Vanessa Hudgens

Page 40: Style -- shades of glory -- Pantone’s Color of the Year for 2021 is actually two defining hues -- wear Illuminating Yellow and Ultimate Gray in myriad ways

Page 42: Entertainment -- Gina Torres on her role on 9-1-1: Lone Star

Page 43: 2021 movie preview

Page 46: Fashion Police -- Gwen Stefani, Ashley Roberts, Lily Collins

Page 47: Saweetie, Gavin Rossdale, Bella Thorne

Page 48: 25 Things You Don’t Know About Me -- Brian Austin Green

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Dua For Winning The Lottery, “Money is very important to live life. Having money can fulfill your basic needs. Today’s time is such that people who have money, people ask them. The one who does not have money, dua for winning the lottery, he is neither respected in the society nor does any person talk to him. Everyone keeps distance from him.

There are some people whose conditions at home are very bad. They do not even know how to get food for one time. In such a situation, he dreams of getting rich. And to get rich soon, they resort to lottery. Lottery is the only way, which can open the fortunes of a poor person and make him rich.

Lottery is played in every country. And everyday people try their luck. But they get caught in such a swamp of greed, from where it becomes very difficult to get out. Some people find out the lottery number by black magic. But Islam never allows us to do this. But with islamic dua you can get success in lottery. This dua is also good for getting the children to pass the exam with good marks.

You must have heard the saying that greed is a bad force. In the affair of greed, the person keeps on playing lottery. And a day comes when he spends all his money in the lottery. He realizes his mistake. But he doesn’t give up. So today we will tell you such a dua which will help you in winning any kind of lottery.

Dua To Win Lottery

If seen, lottery is considered a haram act in Islam. But there are some people who are not able to maintain their house properly. And they play the game of lottery helpless in front of poverty. Many people play the game of gambling, lotto and lottery. Most of the people do not get success in this. Due to which they lose money, and have to face many types of financial problems.

You must have heard the stories of your greed since childhood. Who has only one moral in the last, that greed ruins a person, dua to win lottery, The person whose stars of luck are good, their lottery number goes out quickly. And in whose fate the lottery is not written, the lottery does not come out even after wanting it. But today let’s solve your all the time.

This dua has to be recited on your friday night only. Those who are below 18 years of age cannot recite this dua.

When you have read the Insha prayer, and go to sleep on the bed, then before that you have to recite this dua 121 times.

First of all, clean your mouth thoroughly with water with both hands.

A little perfume has to be applied on the body. And apply jasmine oil on the hair.

After that, sit on the bed and read this dua. Allah Ki Shan Mohammad Ka Nur Khawaza Ki Tasbee Kul Aalam Do Khabar Aaj Ki Jarur.

You have to close your eyes and sleep as soon as possible after reciting the dua. If your eyes open at some point in the night, then do not keep your feet under your bed.

Insha Allah whenever you play any type of lottery or lotto, you will definitely get 101% success in it.

In a few days Allah will make your luck shine.In a few days Allah will make your luck shine. And will fulfill your every wish.

Lottery is also a game of luck, the person whose luck is good, his lottery goes out. Some people see lottery or lotto numbers in their dreams, and they wake up in the morning and put the numbers in the lottery which appeared in the dream. And later it happens that even the lottery does not come out and there is a lot of loss of money.

If it is so that at night you go to sleep with lottery. And if your lottery number is out in the morning, how will you feel? Hope you go crazy with happiness. Because lottery is the only way that makes even a rook a king overnight. Such a dua in the Quran that gives you sudden wealth. If you want, you can also read it.

Dua To Win Lottery Immediately

Everyone’s thinking is always to become rich. When we see a rich person leaving, you also think, I wish I was also a rich man like him, dua to win lottery immediately, Fulfills all your wishes. Let us tell you that it is very difficult to become a rich man. You have to work hard for many years, but with lottery you can reach from poor to rich and from road to palace in few moments.

In earlier times lotteries were sold and bought. But in today’s time online lottery is played. Where people buy lottery tickets online while sitting at home, and become rich. There are some states in India too, where lottery is played even today. Now we will tell you how to get success in lottery through the Quran, we will tell you the blessings of winning the lottery immediately.

If you want to increase your chances of lottery, then you have to read this dua and wazifa. You have to recite this dua only after buying the lottery ticket. If you have spent more money on your lottery ticket, then definitely you will get a lot of profit. This dua will also work to increase prosperity in your business. That is, by this dua you will get wealth from all sides.

You see any kind of lottery or lotto number in your dream, then you should never put that number, because dreams never come true. After buying a lottery ticket, you should always keep that ticket in your purse, you have to take care that the ticket should never fall on the ground. If you have any query related to lottery, then you can ask our maulana ji.

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i was diagnosed with pcos recently and i’m really struggling ... the hair loss and the other effects really make me feel horrible , idk how to go on with my life

Assalamu Alaikum,

You can minimize the symptoms with lifestyle change. If you are healthy then lose your weight. Check your BMI. Be active and do walk/excercise. Avoid junk food and eat organic. There are video's on youtube on how to cure pcos naturally; you can watch that. Do your research; don't just rely on doctor advice. Get to know more about pcos and talk to the expert. Lastly don't lose hope. He won't burden us with something that we can't handle.

You can recite the following dua:

1.Truly distress has seized me, but You are Most Merciful of those that are merciful.

(Quran 21:83-84)

2.And when I am ill, it is He who cures me

(Quran Surah Ash Shu’ara 26:80)

I hope it will be helpful. May Allah make things easier for you and guide us to the straight path.

Ameen

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laythornmuse · 5 years ago

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Distopia - One Quote, One Shot

Squeaking in 40 minutes before the end of my deadline, if you’re Pacific time ;) Thank you @notevenjokingfic and @balfeheughlywed My One Quote, One Shot!! Enjoy everyone!!!

Claire slapped the X-Ray onto the viewing screen, the snapping of film against glass sending a ripple of satisfaction through her. Her eyes studied the bilateral image of a skull, her husband’s skull, as her tablet loaded his last MRI report.

The acidic coffee in her mug swarmed her senses as her eyes searched, probed, for an answer. A tangible one. One besides prayer, patience and time. She’d had her fill with patience, and wanted to rage against the invisible bars of her well mannered, and understanding prison.

She’d lost her husband.

***

It had been a quiet Tuesday evening in her surgical suite. A dislocated shoulder and a minor hernia that had her and Joe playing “Rock, Paper, Scissors,” winner chooses last. It was during her surgery that Joe appeared with Dr. Weis, the hospital’s chief surgeon, to relieve her.

She knew to expect the worse and had often seen the worse scream through the trauma unit. But reading the accident report sheet—

- - -Vehicle roll over after head-on collision- - -Driver 1 DUA - - -Driver 2 non responsive- - - severe head trauma - - - 20 minute extradition from vehicle - - -

Claire read the words over and over, but her brain would not comprehend their meaning. She stood outside his trauma suite and saw the team prepping him for surgery, yet she could not reconcile the swollen, ravaged face as the one she’d kissed goodbye earlier that afternoon. He’d teased her when she made dinner reservations to celebrate their 4 month wedding anniversary.

“I dinna think four months is any more symbolic than 4 weeks,” Jamie quipped, “but I’ll eat cake with ye all the same.”

Four hours later, he entered surgery under the care of two men she respected and trusted—she could ask for no better—yet Claire felt desperate and agitated, her hope and faith a mere whisper in her mind.

24 hours after that, her world began to unwind.

***

It seemed he couldn’t avoid a complication. Infection, a punctured lung, burst spleen…

“It will all heal, Claire.”

Joe’s mantra played over and over in her mind. She prayed it, whispered it in the dark corners of the doctor’s lounge where she reviewed his labs and tests.

On paper, Jamie’s body was slowly mending, his vitals showing steady improvement, but Claire was restless as the days passed. And then, finally, his eye lids fluttered, and Claire felt a breath shudder against her ribs in relief. She smacked the call button to the nurses' station before her hands were on him, gently tracing the contours of his cheek.

“Jamie?” She sobbed. His face creased in the effort to flutter his lids again, his mouth pulling into a full Scottish grimace. “Aye,” he rasped. “God, I’m thirsty.”

Tears streamed down Claire’s face as she pushed his curls back from his brow. An impatient Scottish sound emitted from him, and she chuckled as she picked up her own cup of ice chips.

“Here then…small spoonfuls…” a smile broke across her face, as she saw his tongue move distastefully along his lip. With his lips less parched, he turned his eyes to her, his expression soft, confused, and wondrous.

“You were in a car accident, Jamie,” Claire explained. “You’ve been unconscious for three days.” The crease between his brows deepened as she spoke. When she swept her fingers along his jaw, he gasped and Claire jerked her hand away, startled. Claire watched as words crept to the edge of his lips, nearly spilling from his mouth before his teeth stopped them, a storm of emotions crossing his face in silence.

“Do you remember anything about the accident?”

“Just…light. And then pain.” He grimaced again before he pushed her spoon and ice chips away.

“And how’s your pain now?”

“I’ll bide. Can I see my sister and my Da? They must be driving ye—”

“What?” Claire whispered. She cursed her glass face as her lip trembled and Jamie’s expression turned from sleepy to alarmed. “Och, It’s no that I mind ye—”

“Did—” Claire felt her tongue was too large for her mouth as she stared back at him. “Did you just ask for your father, Jamie?”

“I did, and I’d appreciate ye not making me feel odd for it,” Jamie grumbled, his mood quickly becoming more agitated.

Claire’s face crumpled as she processed Jamie’s words, and then his painful cringe. “Ack, my head…”

“Mr. Fraser! I’m so glad to see you awake,” Joe greeted from the door, his face beaming. “It’s been hard to keep Claire away from you.”

A blush crept up Jamie’s cheeks that made Claire’s blood run cold.

“I can tell the lass has been attentive, but…”

“Lass?” Joe deadpanned, his eyes cutting to Claire as realization washed over her.

“Jamie,” Joe asked quietly, approaching the bed now and motioning for Claire to step back. The motion was unnecessary. Claire was already off the bed, holding her arms against her body. “You don’t recognize Claire?”

“Nay, but I fear I should,” Jamie croaked, his body trembling as his eyes locked on Claire. Joe nodded and reached into the hospital nightstand. He held in front of Jamie a simple platinum band and placed it into his good hand.

“Your left hand surprisingly was unharmed. We removed this from you to keep it safe.”

“It’s mine?” Jamie asked softly.

“Yes,” Joe answered. “It’s your wedding band. Claire’s your wife.”

***

Claire ‘s time as a doctor exposed her to many emotional outcries from patients, but she was not prepared for Jamie’s rejection. Upon hearing Joe’s words, Jamie’s eyes locked upon her and immediately began measuring. She felt naked before his gaze as his eyes scanned her from the tips of toes to the ends of her curls, and then…doubt. Doubt was all she could see beaming from his eyes and the weight of it crushed her.

Jamie’s doubt morphed into trembling sobs as Joe gently explained it was actually 2017, not 2015, but that this type of lapse was very common after head trauma. Claire also knew the reassuring language, but could not focus just then on reassurances. When her phone pinged, she stood up suddenly, drawing both men’s eyes to her.

“Jenny’s in the waiting room. I’ll bring her in.” Claire turned to leave, a murmured “Thank Christ” reaching her ears before she started toward her sister-in-law.

Jenny’s face paled when she saw Claire’s face.

“He’s all right,” Claire reassured, squeezing her hands.

“I’d never know that by the look of ye,” Jenny murmured. “How is he, really?”

“He has some….memory loss,” Claire muttered. “He doesn’t remember me, but…”

“He’s scrambled his heid that bad—”

“Jenny,” Claire whispered. “He’s asking about your father.”

Jenny placed a hand on Claire’s shoulder and grasped it tight, her other hand covering her mouth. “Oh, Claire. Oh, God.”

***

Claire sat on the tile outside her husband’s hospital room. He’d asked to speak with Jenny alone, so here she kept her vigil. She tucked her trembling knees to her forehead and leaned her aching chest against her thighs. It wasn’t fair, she thought. He shouldn’t have to live through this loss twice.

The first time, they lived through the loss of Brian Fraser together. This time, he would face it alone.

A shout shook her and made her teeth chatter. A keening sob sounded next, a rare sound she’d only heard once before, and Claire felt her insides liquify with the pain of it.

Murmurs echoed from the room behind her, Jenny’s soft voice crooning to him in Gaelic.

“I dinna want her!”

Claire froze. As suddenly as her tears had started earlier that afternoon, her eyes cleared as realization flooded her. He didn’t want her.

Claire sniffed and stretched her legs forwards, allowed herself to stretch over her knees. Gently, she gathered her feet beneath her and crossed the hall to the visitor’s bathroom. She splashed the tepid water across her cheeks and over her forehead before she physically shook herself before the bathroom mirror.

“Right,” Claire said to her reflection. “Food and Tea, Fraser. You have a long night ahead of you.”

He didn’t want her.

Claire scoffed to herself, righting her hair and patting her face dry. Of course, he didn’t want her.

He bloody needed her.

***

For two days, Jamie barely spoke to anyone, except the hospital staff and Jenny. Jenny’s visits involved more shouting than talking, so much so patients began closing their doors at 3PM in preparation for the incoming fight. It was impressive, even to Ian.

“This is more than his Da, Claire,” Ian spoke softly, watching Claire as she refilled his hospital water jug.

“I know it,” she replied. “He’s just…lost, I think. And frightened.”

“Jenny brought photos from your wedding today,” Ian said, and they both turned to watch the closed door of his hospital room as if it could explode at any moment.

“Well,” Claire muttered. “Silence is new, at least.”

Jamie had allowed her to be in his room during the day but stubbornly insisted each night he wanted to be alone. Claire, armed with a freshly packed weekend bag of clothes, stubbornly refused to leave the hospital and reminded him each night that she was sleeping across the hall if he changed his mind.

Tonight was no different.

“I dinna know ye, woman, and sitting there staring at me willna change it.”

Jenny had left an hour before, and Jamie had turned away from her when she reappeared in his room. Squaring up her shoulders, she eyed his back and the shivers she still saw under his hospital gown.

“I know that,” She said quietly. “But I won’t leave, Jamie. I—”

“Even if I told ye to leave me?” Jamie huffed. “Even if seeing your face just reminds me of how broken I am? That there is a life I had that’s now lost, along with—” His eyes closed as his body shook. “Did ye even know him?”

Claire watched as Jamie turned onto his back, not looking at her, but not blocking her out either.

“Yes.” Jamie didn’t respond but his head turned towards her, so she continued.

“We spent two weekends a month at Lallybroch. He transplanted a rose bush from your mother’s garden for us to take home.”

“We were living together?” Jamie asked, incredulously.

“If what Jenny said is true I only knew ye about six months…”

“Yes everyone said we rushing, but not Brian,” Claire chuckled. “Brian, however, saw our disastrous flower bed and berated you for not digging it up —”

“—Because we didn’t have a working front door—” Jamie froze and Claire’s face lit up into a knowing smile. “Christ,” Jamie whispered, as his eyes cut to hers. “How…how can I remember that but nothing else, but not…”

Claire let out a laugh, as she brushed a tear from her eye. “I’m a doctor and I can’t explain it.” She wiped at her cheek, but her smile warmed him, even from where he sat.

“Dinna cry,” Jamie murmured, not unkindly. “Christ, I remembered a door, of all things…”

“You remembered an argument,” Claire corrected. “And you’ll keep remembering. Just be patient with it.” Looking down at her hands, braced them together for courage. “Have I earned the right to stay, then?”

“I didna mean to be unkind, Claire,” Jamie muttered. “Aye. I’d like ye to stay.”

Jamie fell silent and turned on his side. Claire pulled a blanket around her shoulders as she sat back in the visitor’s chair.

“Did you like him?” He asked softly, as she dimmed the lights.

“Oh yes,” she answered. “I loved Brian very much.”

***

The next few days showed the typical signs of healing that Claire had learned to expect from her husband: stubborn and vile crankiness. If Claire joyous for her presence finally being accepted, Jamie was showing her the price she’d pay for it.

“Is there nothing in this hospital but weak broth and jello?” Jamie grumbled. “I canna even get full off this piss.”

“You can’t get full because you keep throwing up breakfast,” Claire muttered as her hands opened the seven cracker packets he insisted on for his weak broth.

“Ye try to keep down hospital eggs that are soppier than a bog.”

Claire rolled her eyes but pushed the bowl in front of him. His mood didn’t improve either as the day went on. His bones ached, his skin itched, and he just about bowled over a nurse who insisted he uses the walker to traverse from the bed to the bathroom.

When the sun settled, Claire thought his mood may have improved when he asked her to play cards. Until he asked to play Crazy Eights.

“No.” Claire deadpanned.

“What? Why?”

“Because every time we play Crazy Eights I’m double fisting 40 cards while you have 5,” Claire answered. “How about Rummy?”

“Bah, that’s a terrible—No!” Jamie sat up in bed, trying to make his body as menacing as he could to the nurse walking in with his dinner tray. Broth again, this time with apple sauce.

“Ye can take that brackish water right back to your prison kitchen and get me some proper bread and meat!”Jamie yelled. The nurse, a waif-like creature called Mary, startled at his tone, her jaw flapping as she looked between Jamie and Claire.

“You can leave it, Mary, thank you,” Claire responded.

“Ye will NOT leave it, and I’ll thank ye to no’ contradict me,” Jamie growled at Claire. Claire watched as Mary escaped, closing their hospital room door behind her. Claire grabbed the tray and began opening his crackers. “Jamie, I know it’s been a hard day but—”

As Claire moved the wheeling tray over his lap Jamie forcibly slapped it away, spilling the contents onto Claire and the floor.

“What the hell, Jamie!” Claire hissed, as she pulled hot steaming shirt away from her skin. “You could have burned me!”

“I’m tired of no one considering what I want, damn it! If I’m ever getting out of this hospital I need real food, not this processed bairn food fit for invalids!” Jamie shouted.

“All I’ve done is listen to you, damn it!” Claire yelled back. “Ever since you nearly killed yourself I’ve done nothing but try to keep you alive, despite you screaming at me!”

“I didna ask ye to, did I? I told ye to leave me, no? And I canna see why ye bothered to save my life if it’s only to starve me to death—unless ye enjoy watching it!”

This was altogether too much.

“Bloody ingrate!”

“Shrew!”

“You fucking bastard!!” Claire bellowed at him as she slammed his hospital door behind her.

Claire turned to see the hospital staff, and a stunned Ian and Jenny looking back at her.

“Feeling better, is he?” Jenny asked, a smirk lighting her face.

Claire took a breath. “Why, yes actually. He is.”

***

Later that evening, Claire awoke in the visitor chair when a soft hissing noise penetrated her sleep.

“Claire,” Jamie whispered again. “Are ye awake?”

“I am now…” Claire murmured, blinking several times into the darkness. “Are you all right? Are you in pain?”

“Nah. Will ye come here?”

Claire stood and wobbled toward his hospital bed, taking a seat on the edge of his mattress. When he moved over to make room for her, she lifted her legs onto the bed and turned on her side to look at him. “Whatisiit,” she murmured into his pillow.

“I dreamt of ye.”

“Oh. What of?”

“Well, to start…” Jamie muttered. “After Jenny and Ian left, I remembered…something. Another time ye called me a…erm, fucking bastard.”

If Claire was grateful for the darkness just then, but couldn’t help the chuckle that escaped her. “Oooh. Is that so?”

“Mmhmm. I believe…if I remember it right, I’d accused ye of flirting with some lad who got handsy with ye…”

“We were at a nightclub for Geillis’s birthday, against our will, mind you,” Claire murmured. “But you were pretty tipsy…”

“As were you, I think…”

“Uh-huh. But you got…angry.” Claire paused. “I think the term you said was ‘rut.’ If I planned to ‘rut’ with the lad, and if so you’d take yourself home.”

“Ah.” To his credit, he bowed his head, quite similarly to how he had two years ago. “So ye put me in my place, then.”

“Too right, I did.”

“But I went after ye?” Jamie whispered back, and Claire gasped as she felt his hand grip hers for the first time in a week.

“You did.”

He nodded, and brought her hand up to his lips, placing a soft kiss against her palm. “I think I dreamt what came next. My groveling…and my cherishing of ye. I feel like a right ass for making ye call me that again, but…”

“But what?” Claire slid closer so she could feel the heat coming from his chest.

“But, I’d like verra much to kiss you, if you’ll allow it.”

Claire grinned and felt her heart do a summersault.

“I’ll allow it,” she whispered and pressed her lips to his in the dark.

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