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millshakes · 2 months ago

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Ok so today i had my dads bday!! wow cool and awesome sauce. So, this was my first time seeing my family after moving in my dorm,5 days. It was really fun at first, we ate nando's, I was being super social blah blah, but yeah it drained me like a bitch. Midway in I just started laughing at the silliest things.

There was this cupcake thing, my older sister ordered it, she will be N, there was only one piece left and she gave it to my other sister, H, I was lowkey joking around saying I wanted it, i did a little. However, I already had a couple of bites before so N was like no im giving it to H. Lowkey was a little bummed but oh well, after this I looked down at my phone for a little bit, and when I looked back up I saw my sister handing my mom a plate with the cake bit cut smaller, while going my way. For some reason I had a face of absolute joy and was actually really fucking happy, turns out fuck me it was for my dad who sat besides my mom. My family saw this exchange right and they all laughed at me, I laughed along too, it was pretty funny. However I was laughing fucking hysterically, like crying, almost throwing up, could barely breath, i do laugh like this occaisonally, it means I'm tired as balls.

H and my dad were talking about how much she's been walking, and since iv also been walking(we go to the same uni) I wanted to brag as well since I'm allowed to do that, I checked my app for my steps, I realised the past two days i havent really been walking so I decided to not show them.(I didnt mention this but i was REALLY bragging like being loud as balls) My brother saw me take out my phone mid conversation being loud as balls, look at it then stop talking and put my phone down, we then locked eyes. Me and him suddenly started bursting out laughing and yet again i could barely breath laughing hysterically. But this time while i was laughing, I was hit with a wave of fucking exhaustion and sleep deprivation(I am sleep deprived AS FUCKING BALLS), but this wasnt all I felt, also I felt like a crazy desire to fucking burst out crying. Crying and laughing is a pretty close action uk, but unfortunately I resisted and just continued laughing. After that I didnt let the wave of cry bother me but im pretty sure i was noticebly less outgoing. My social battery was getting drained like a bitch.

Like 5 minutes after that, I looked behind only to see a little girl crying and that shit sent me into another fit of laughter. Take note, this is while my dad is like giving a speech about his birthday thanking god and blah blah BLAH, meanwhile im hunched over fucking in tears.

I settled down after enough time we all finished eating we were just talking, and then we were preparing to leave. I saw my sister say soemthing to my mom and I heard like wanted something, I thought they were talking abt getting food for themselves cuz H and I are gonna go back to our uni's after that. So, I interjected saying wait i want to as well( I thought they said get food) my mom said" Oh? you want to give a couple of words to dad for his birthday?" and my stupid ass said what? no? And then i realised it, my mom mentioned wanting to give a couple words for my dads bday not wanting to get food for later for uni AND THIS SENT ME INTO ANOTHER HYSTERICAL FIT. I could see on my dads face he was over with my ass. I explained my side of the story afterwards and it was all a silly goofy laugh.

When we were going back to the car, my social battery was already dead for awhile. We were at the parking lot we left the mall, and i saw a person behind my, i thought it was my sister, so i looked back TURNS OUT IT WAS SOME RANDOM ASS OLD GUY. AND I BURSTED OUT LAUGHING AGAIN AND MY SISTER GOT MAD AT ME TELLING ME NOT TO LAUGH CUZ YEA I JUST LOOKED AT HIM AND BURSTED OUT LAUGHING NOT NICE AT ALL.

#On the ride home just my sister H and me with my mom and dad #We were talking blah vlah blah we get to our uni's and they sent my sister off first cuz her dorms were closer than mine #when she left she asked my parents no money? and yea my dad says no in a silly goofy mood typa way #So after she left I also asked for some money nope instant shut down yea tehres totally some type of way one can tactfully approach it...#and i did not do it #and so yea my ass was already fucking tired and getting bitchy we arrived to my dorms and since im not used to it yet we werent sure on the #way and my mom says she knows a way for me thatl be the easiest but my dad was adamant on followign the gps #while i was just thinking of getting out #and while they were like arguing? not rly my ass got super bitchy and just said dude just drop me off #And honeslty #I get my sister so fucking much She does this type of thing all the time and before this i thought she was just bitchy and not chill abt it #but now i see THESE GUYS ARE BEING ANNOYING AS BALLS #like this is literally my dorms i fucking now wehre to go dude #BUT NO THEY JUST IGNORE ME UNTIL I LIKE NOTICLBY BITCHY ABT IT #but unforties my mom was right she did have a faster way it was jsut i didnt know of it since it was primarily a shortcut for cars and not #for walekrs and i only walk around campus

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lucyvaleheart · 3 months ago

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#can't even begin to tell you how much I've wanted to kill myself today #sorry i should probably tw that or something but. look I'm..... im out of it i can't even think of a metaphor #'I'm close to the last bits of me that exist' except ive long ago past that point #there's nothing left. im in the void. frankly death would be a mercy i do not believe myself worthy of #this place is a mess. I've dropped every ball i had in the air and i can see the concrete base of the ones falling #aimed straight at my face ready to pulverize me to dust.#.....I'm still going i guess. but what for #i managed to ask for help. i started bawling the instant someone replied and i haven't stopped feeling guilty since.#husk doesn't even begin to describe how empty i am #...........pretend i said something poignant to end this one off #...don't worry i won't kill myself and etc its. it's fine. I'm just gonna keep suffering like always #eventually something will kill me. i hope.

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todayisafridaynight · 5 months ago

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We rlly don’t need another majima game 😭 please give other characters a chance he already had the spotlight in 0😔

lord if i speak on goro majima.

#snap chats #my last nerve was seeing him front and center on that Three Legends shirt with daigo and saejima im SICK OF HIM #what do you MEAN the Sixth Chairman is backseating majima. like thats his retainer PUT DAIGO UP FRONT #it aint even bias its gen just like. why is the sixth chairman not treated the most important. thats The Chairman of the whole shit #EX chairman whatever we know what i mean #'snap its just a shirt' and these are just my balls alright its all the little things that are like Dawg Cmon #i woulda got the shirt cause it looks like somethign youd get from claires and thats hilarious However ... im annoying.#ill say this then play y0 and be like Ah..... i love you...#fr tho im sick of him GO AWAY YOU ARE NOT THAT GUY #im that meme of spiderman holding back the train and the trains saying mean things about majima #this ire is only brought by rggtwt mates insisting majima needs any more content. like at all.#they gave majima a y0 statue but as far as i can see kiryu doesnt have one like What.#ik i say id skip y0 kiryu if i could during replays and its never that serious but still .... the hell...#my brother in christ majima does not need any more why are you acting starved #i get it hes your fave but my god. goku this trains heavier than i thought i cant do it #ive had beef with rggtwt ever since they tried to say majima was more important to kiryu than haruka. like brb eating a cactus #rgg making gaiden was the worst thing they couldve done cause now everyone wont stop mentioning charas getting a gaiden game #MAJIMA OF ALL OF THEM DOES NOT NEED ONE MFER THATS WHAT Y0 WAS FOR. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT #THEY GAVE HIM AN EXTRA STORY IN YK2 ALSO LIKE RGG IS DOING THE MOST FOR A SIDE CHARACTER #anyway this is why im happy saejima and akiyama are getting figures. ESPECIALLY AKIYAMA #I FEEL LIKE WE NEVER SEE SHIT OF THAT GUY and saejima. tbh. but still ... akiyama esp just feels left out #big hope other charas start to get more love. like my daughter haruka ok rgg plesae drop one of her idol statues thank you #on a lighter note september is almost upon us which means two things #1.) i have to move back to school at the end of the month 2.) rgg news is soon .....#SOOO curious as to what's on the horizon .. maybe ill stream it for the first time in nine thousand years #ok bye im gonna eat cereal <- diced spam and rice

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rivilu · 30 days ago

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currently fighting the demons (wanting to play wotr again)

#I MISS ELLUIN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #he literally never left he's 90% of my sketchbook but STILL #ive also said i wanna replay origins but if I do go back to origins and 2 gods know when i'll be able to play veilguard again without-#constant unfavorable story comparisons. my memory being foggy has been a GREAT boost to how I perceive it #also just. how can a game where the romance is just text- one animated kiss reused and one conversation with voice acting #feel 10 times more substantial than what either of the veilguard ones i tried had going on #love the /characters/. all I can say about the romances was 'that's cute'#which by bioware standards does feel like dropping the ball quite a bit. eh.

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bigtreefest · 5 months ago

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dick always. balls look like smth you find under a couch came to life

HAHAHA, THIS IS SAVAGE. But I disagree with your selection. Dicks are ugly and scary!! So intimidating!! Find me a man who knows how to use it and maybe I’ll change my tune. (I say this like I’m not a practicing man deflector) Balls are more inviting, imo. Soft and unassuming. And oh so sensitive. So tease-worthy. Where’s brandy? Bestie get in here and talk about Curtis’s inviting balls. Unless this was you, then leave me alone, bean. @brandycranby

#to all my followers I’m….sorry for this #TW: balls #genital discussion?#I’m gonna get banned for this #remember me for the whorecery I left behind #Curtis Everett #dick or balls #thanks for dropping in #dropping lol #Essie answers #anon

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ct-hardcase · 3 months ago

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Also I am still not over the:

Seventh: Submit, Tensu Run! Your execution will come quickly. Tensu: Submit? Just when we're getting to know one another? Shouldn't proper introductions be made?

exchange that doesn't have Seventh Sister, notorious flirt in inappropriate combat situations, respond in kind.

#granted the 'I am the seventh sister and your head will be mine' thing could be a double entendre but tensu completely drops the ball #and seventh's 'flippant disposition' line doesn't veer that way at all so we're just left with a nothingburger I guess #star dorks #inquisitorius tag #sw negativity #also the fact that he seemed to be flirting equally with the seventh sister and fifth brother and that doesn't go anywhere?#tragic for your friendly neighborhood shipper and local bisexual this should've been my kryptonite #ninth's is worse though. so much worse #ninth 'about to call vader a piece of shit' sister #ninth 'it's just the sixth brother' sister #ninth 'I told the grand inquisitor you wouldn't show your face around here' sister #gets the most boilerplate standard 'any darksider would say this' dialogue #ninth.#her sharp tongue is my favorite thing about her AND YET

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hauntingblue · 10 months ago

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Inept 8 year old boy dragon tries to save floating island is such a concept

#momo just tell him!!! you've done this before!!! yeahhh #'this roof ain't big enough for the both of us'#luffy just telling momo to throw him something too akdhakaj this is back to how he was with koby but it worked so...#just grow some balls man!!! if he can spit something so can you!! BITE HIM!!! AHEKAHQK HE DID IT!!!! YEAHHH!!!!#he drew blood omg.... hell yes..... just be careful he doesn't bite back #luffy's exposure therapy is so effective. worlds greatest psychologist i have been saying this.#also nekomamushi and inuarashi better not die. i am also saying this.#talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1050 #me as baby chopper crying. actually and for real.#i don't have any points to prove for this but sanji and zoro look married in wano. idk man. i can just feel it.#i remember several episodes ago i was complaining about the missmatch of the colors on luffy.... i forgor why the band is purple.... qjwjaj #the music.... slay #i might be getting the luffy worms again i feel so insane..... what do you mean the sky parted.... omg neko and inu.... KICK THEIR ASSES!!!!#luffy fighting kaido and he still has time to boss momo and yamato around ajdbaks and roast him too lmao #momo thinking about kinemon and kiku....#PEROSPERO AND JACK FINALLY!!!!!!!!! carrot omg..... pedro avenged ✔️ now fucking orichi.... how many heads does he have left.....#why is luffy turning supersayian aldjaksn #episode 1051 #just saw trafalgay written on a comment and idk if its on purpose or a misspelling but thags so funny akshaksjaka #yamato and momo father-son bonding time <3 teaching him how to be a dragon... so sweet #also the race of people that could set themselves on fire on mariejoa??? kinda random dropping it in there but alas... ✍️✍️#zoro didn't want franky to help but there he goes.... out of onigashima... a good franky fart would have prevented that...#petition to rename coup de burst to franky fart. like why is it even in french. he is A YANKEE.#episode 1052 #boy dragon sounds like boy genius. who wants to join my band

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icewindandboringhorror · 4 months ago

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Various recent pictures of things

#or.. recent ISH.. this was still a few months ago lol #photo diary #EEEee... it's like over 45 minutes away from where I live but I finally found an arcade to go to that's not like entirely in the city and #is less busy. I went like the second they opened at 11:55am on a tuesday while school was still in. So there was basically no other people #there aside from like 5 staff. + wearing high quality KN95 mask and limiting my time there to under 1hr..#Also this was before the current summer covid surge happening since June in the US. so... I got to do One Single safe activity for once lol #skee ball my beloved.....#I actually don't like a lot of arcade games so I basically just spent 70% of the time doing skeeball ghjbjh #But I did weirdly like that pearl themed machine.. even though its one of those foolish games where you just drop items #and hope that they build up enough to let coins fall. like very boring not skill based or etc. But the Aesthetics of it.. I was drawn #to.. I wanted to crack the glass open and harvest the smooth white orbs from inside.. it would have been even cooler if they were #actually pearlescent in some way. but the round bubbly design and the blue and white water and shell theme entranced me #I love air hockey also but this machine was really flat and weird. like not enough air was pumping and the puck was very cheap and flimsy #An afterschool daycare place I went to once as a child had an air hockey machine that they would allow kids limited use to sometimes #and the air was always BLASTING up from the table so much that you could lay on it and it was like being hit by a slight breeze. and the #puck was very hefty and more of a satisfying clunk when you shot it around. I mastered skee ball with two arms #where I would load up a game on two machines right next to each other and throw one ball with my left hand to the left machine and one #with my right to the other and still got an okay ish score on both lol. But I do forget arcades can be very sensory overwhelming like #bright lights and noises and stuff.. walking past every blinking machine chirping at me like SHUT UP I'm trying to get to SKEE BALL #leave me ALONNEE. ghjhb... ANYWAY.. other stuff.. some images of clouds as usual.. a quaint little breakfaste #of eggs. pickled onions. grapes strawberries. and some turkey bacon. Also ofcourse Cat In Weird Position image.#he's always sitting with his legs stretched out funny #I kind of hate arcades on principle since much is a waste of money and time and many games are rigged (especially claw games) where #theres like some Illusion of Skill but so much of it is just random. I simply do not have the patience for that sort of thing. And usually #all the stuff you can win is bad anyway. BUT I also love active games.. if there was a place where I could JUST play skee ball. ddr.#air hockey. and like games where you have to aim at stuff (shooting games. wack a mole. etc.) then I would go there instead.#Active Games Only arcade. It bothers me sometimes to have to walk past all the scammy games to get to the decent ones lol..#Begone.. Out of my site at once... wretched claw machines.. and those things where you try and stop a light or whatever

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randomnameless · 1 year ago

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Hi again! I wanted to ask if you happened to know where in 3Houses we learn about Jeralt's current-day opinions about Garreg Mach and Rhea - some folks and I were able to find his diary in the datamine, but we're not quite sure where to find the scene(s) I've seen mentioned where he apparently started to change his mind once he sees how happy Byleth is at the monastery. Thanks if you're able to help, and have a nice day!

Are you talking about those lines?

Then perhaps it's a good thing we came to the monastery, if only so I could see your face lit up like that. Or maybe there was never any reason for us to leave the monastery in the first place...

Jerry realises Billy is angry and happy and expresses way more emotions since they came to the Monastery than before, when they were living together.

Sadly the last line, his final thoughts about the Monastery, will never be expanded upon because when we later see the diary, it is a "past" Jeralt writing about how much Rhea BaD - when we know the most recent Jeralt reconsidered, he ran away from her because he was afraid, but ultimately, he was afraid over "nothing" since, despite their heart not beating, his child is alive and not as "not normal*" as he first thought.

Aka, Rhea was right, Byleth was alright, but he didn't believe her back then and realises it was a stupid move.

Maybe he and Rhea finally made up before he died, and there was no animosity left between them?

*We never hear in this game anyone wondering what is "normal" or "not normal" - to humans a baby without a beating heart is "not normal", but a Blaiddyd man crushing a skull with his hand is. And let's not wonder if all Nabateans or Nabatean hybrids, or "Nabatean Homonculi" have heartbeats, because that's something the devs give no fucks about, because they do not care about their own world.

#holdharmonysacred #Jerry seeing his child emote made him realise he should never have ran away from GM #he realises the “rhea made my bby weird” schtick was nonsensical #and regrets?#the way the game presents its informations though #you're left with his last words being the diary when said diary reflects an opinion he no longer had #FE16 #since the Fodlan verse must always shit on Rhea and the Church this is only said in passing like not the last words we see #and we could never see the resolution of that plot point #granted even in Nopes Jerry thinks the mercenary lifestyle is partly to blame for Billy's uniqueness #then the games completely drop the ball when they reveal Citrus too had the same condition #so Jerry thinking Rhea did something to make a child resemble their mother is completely stupid #but logic isn't Fodlan's forte especially when it comes to pointing at a red herring #only to forget her afterwards

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roscoehamiltons · 6 months ago

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got most of my film (photos) from montreal developed 😁 excited to start figuring out which pics to post

#the last roll of film that has pics from montreal in it is still in my camera lol i have 4 shots left on it #and I’m hoping i can use them up and get the film developed by the end of next week #i will def be posting some of the f1/motorsport pics here so smth to look forward to (maybe)#not sure if i should link my photography instagram account on here or not hm 🤔 i will think about it #I have rly dropped the ball in updating it anyways oops 🫣 so not much to see anyways #roscoehamiltons.txt

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fappellmoan · 1 year ago

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having a moment. it's like. something else to have someone be so genuine and openly interested and swoony im not um. very easily accustomed to this yk it's like cognitive dissonance unfortunately. as much as i want to be with it

#and im trying!#and ive communicated like an adult that i have some things i need to work on #but it's truly............. waugh.#also guys. um. big moment for me! something i am trying so hard to be chill about #had my first lil kiss. in a long time. and i was so nervous all day and there were so many moments where i meant to just go for it and ask #like one time i set myself up so perfectly it could have been cute. and i literally said. Give me one second im short circuiting. and #walked away into the kitchen. like when i say losergirl #um. yeah. i dropped that ball several times. AND when i so super casually suggested a lil gn kiss #i literally backed up cause they leaned in to the left and i was like Omg and they were once again so chill #like ok you kiss me however you want. i literally like. had to step back do a full 360 and then went for it #and got soooo nervous and jumpy that i stepped away after like one second with an Okay gn see you #not my hottest moment let's be real.... i guess everyone be so proud of me but like. Ugh.#im hoping and thinking they just found it endearing but i was so geeked and scared lmfao #overall though i cant complain or self obsess they were so sweet and silly and patient #abby talks

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stormy-nights-are-best · 2 years ago

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No stim toy has ever worked for me aside from the blue wire ball I found inside my work drawer today. I'm fascinated. I don't know who this belongs to but I'm keeping it

#what even was the original use of this thing #like it looks like a bingo cage without the hole for lil bingo balls to drop out from #plus why would anyone have a bingo set that's palm sized #so you can brign it with you wherever you go? what is this #who left it in my drawer #everyone knows that's MY drawer #i-#idk i'm so confused #small text post

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namesarehard123 · 1 year ago

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I don't want a new year; I want a restart.

Whenever I look back at the past, I mourn the potential I once had. But I'm tired of that.

It's not like I don't have potential still. Maybe, it's time to stop wasting it.

We'll see what this new year brings us. All I hope is that I make myself proud.

#About 1 hour left until the ball drops #And I don't know what to do #I'm scared #But I'm also slightly hopeful?#I mean #No year can suck as much as this year #One thing I really want to do #Is make use of the time I'm given #24 hours everyday #I want to truly live them #To truly take advantage of them #Who knows #Maybe this is the year I actually follow my new year resolutions

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mirdaniaa · 2 years ago

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