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sadlazzle · 2 years ago

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it’s so weird when u hav a bad relationship w ur parent but on the surface everything looks and seems rlly good. like if u read my texts i hav with my mother u wouldn’t think our relationship is beyond rocky rn. but in reality we’re hanging by a thread. cause like how do u even begin to explain that to someone who doesn’t know what that is like specifically

#it’s a dangerous n difficult world to navigate tbh #cause like. i never know what’ll set her off or it she’ll do something that triggers me #it’s like walking thru a minefield i swear #it’s especially difficult bc my mum is still a spoilt teenage girl #my grandparents did and still do everything for their kids #and i mean everything. my mother doesn’t know to clean the house properly #you’re lucky she can cook. she barely can #like how am i meant to confront someone if minutes after they’ll go running to mummy and daddy ?#im jumping thru hoops in my mind to try n work it all out n survive #the only reason things r ever good between us is bc she refuses confrontation full stop #so much so she will straight up act as if arguments just never happened #drives me fckin mentalllll #plum.txt

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