#dreamofdying

[leafyplantdreams]

Sept 1st 2024

Dreamt Stephany killed us all in a motorcycle accident (drive of a cliff of course). When I hit the trees it felt like sliding into my bed. My eyes were squeezed shut but when I opened I was in my bedroom, but I didn't recognize it. Stephany was there sleeping too but I was in shock. For some reason I Knew I wasn't dreaming so I thought this must be purgatory. And I walked outside into a beautiful summer island oasis, which was weird because from the inside of the house the windows showed it was dark and snowy outside. Stephany kept calling my name but I was trying to figure out where I was and how to fix this. The stuffed animals were all alive, things were cute but I knew I was walking the line between 2 worlds and I was terrified to lose this one. The rest of my family appeared and my memory is fuzzy but they start to become demonic all of them, I think something was pretending to be them. And they said I had to defeat them in a challenge in order to return. I was frozen, they were ultra powerful, agile and skilled, there was no way I'd win unless I had those advantages too. But then I saw my dad, he was going to show me his powers and skill too so I had to follow him outside but he looked normal he didn't look demonic. I was scared and confused. As I was walking behind him I asked “dad, can I talk to you about something” but he said not now because he had to show me his type of challenge and it was just a balancing act which he scored low points on. I think that's his way of discreetly supporting me, he wants me to win. I said can I wait a few weeks or months to challenge it and he said yes but it had to be before my birthday (which is coming up in 2 weeks). He also somehow turned into a sand wizard for his challenge and was keeping a ball in the air while hitting it with sand tentacles.

There was a part about [my old company] asking if jelly was FOD, a part with the mom from Peru and her daughter but the daughter was 5. And at the end a part with Lizardo working in the [my university] tutoring center, I kept trying to talk to him to ask for real help but he kept telling me to get another tutor and how to make them say yes and asked if I wanted a chicken bake. I remember the water at the oasis part was so so cold.

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For reference: Stephany is my older sister, we dont have a great relationship. My dad passed away last year, I felt like he was the only person I could really trust in my family. I'm not very close with the rest of my family.