#drawing the all-important wrol-bottom-lip. i gotta! im loving it! so that's my contribution. anyways and i don't think that winston would be
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ben eventually gets more indepth context for some stuff once winston shares the fact that he’s autistic
#happy saturday morning! like halfway between one icon xmas xtrav and the next...tbh i'd've posted this at like 3am ideally lol but i'm done#it now!! so here we go#are we learning things? like i think [evenly distributed pressure] is fairly Known as a common stim but maybe the Texture Stim which is:#tongue on tongue / inner mouth as a not-that-uncommon enjoyable stim hasn't been put out there to the same degree that it is Oft Known Of...#i gotta explain everything b/c i always get to that point where these things will have taken so long that i'm like oh god all perspective is#out the window. and im like does this make any sense?? and i just don't know what the comic is anymore b/c in the first place it came from a#fairly spontaneous casual idea but i can't draw with any corresponding quickness so there's no spontaneous casual drawing process. start out#with [idea of: your sig other is your free weighted blanket] and then im like oh but the artistic process has made this More Serious cuz it#has taken 38 hrs. i've got a weaker grasp on what i'm even doing as the process spirals i mean unfolds. anyways! some tags#benston#winston billions#corned beef#on a different note im drawing this thinking like ''man i'm sure doing things Slowly & really super niche all the time for v few to enjoy''#but then i remembered that like; that's essentially My Normal lol....i maay have been slightly more productive back in say like: the spring?#in terms of like...drew faster and maybe made posts that were more coherent and Relevant and Of Interest / containing any information & etc#but this more recent business of [unreliable / intermittent kinda weird Content(tm) that's Real niche] as my average Is My Average lmao....#adjust your eggspectations accordingly if needbe. this is always p much the natural state of things. not much diff from before But Yeah lol#my one thing that's Essential is: being the like 1 person on the planet out here at 4am getting a serotonin punch as im getting better at#drawing the all-important wrol-bottom-lip. i gotta! im loving it! so that's my contribution. anyways and i don't think that winston would be#all that blushingly nervous abt like; actively requesting some particular Act Of Sex/Foreplay (as long as he's just overall comfortable#enough overall communicating with whoever it is) but not so much about to even Think abt bringing up anything ~weird~ in a l'autistique way#unless there's a real level-uppedness in the trust dept....cuz like u don't even have to know ''oh this is an Autistic Thing'' or even know#ur autistic to have this instinct for [this is weird and i should keep it entirely private]...and then also if you Do know the reasoning...#still vulnerable time! but ben's not out here demanding any explanation for ''why exactly is this enjoyable for you'' or anything#tfw your boyf turns out to be an absolute certified freak#if only this wasn't way too tender and earnestly drawn to continue to @ the billions account just to harass them w/ wynnstanity....i want it#to be known we are out here but only like. by a precious select few. like the individual/s who run the twitter account. or bkopps and dlevs.#the dear will roland himself May and Should know the facts that [a select tormented group is out here going ham for his quant]#the podcasts ive listened to drawing this...man ive even been working on this longer than i thought lol...the Reveal binge of like Last Week#(tfw the other day reading the news of autism$peaks & googles Autistic Ppl ''Curing''/Eradication Eugenics Initiative while working on this)
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