#doom spiral but like when you have 0 spoons and everywhere you look theres people with sharp knives ready to make that hole bigger
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Mmm the bad thoughts™️ keep setting in with every appointee named and thinking ab how bad this is gonna be
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#marquilla#im hanging in there but emphasis on hanging lmao#im fine dont send the mental health bot after me lmao im just STRESSED and idk what the fuck i can even do ab it bc what the fuck can you do#aside from helping out your local community and donate to funds and shit like that's great and all but how can i make THIS shit stop#like it feels like putting patches on a leaking pool with big rips in it like yeah every little patch helps and theyre stronger together but#like... id like to not NEED the little patches id like to just fix the fucking gaping hole yknow?#and that's not to like be dismissive of community aid and efforts that shit is wonderful BUT my brain is stupid and is like 'but theyre#making the holes bigger. THEY ARE MA- YOU'RE NOT GETTING IT THE HOLE!! IS!! GETTING!! BIGGER!!'#so like it's hard to want to keep going when the hole keeps getting bigger and you just have little patches to put on it#idk im just frustrated and tired and im in a flare up so i cant PHYSICALLY do anything rn both to help but also to keep my mind off that#doom spiral but like when you have 0 spoons and everywhere you look theres people with sharp knives ready to make that hole bigger#so idk :/
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