#dont wave around a loaded crossbow man

[saturnniidae]

I think part of why Hiccup has such good aim is he probably made himself crossbows to practice with since they aren't as physically demanding

[arwaaxxi]

Why me?

Summary- Having Daryl confess his feelings for you, was the only thing you ever wanted in this ruined world. But what happens when Negan shows up and everything changes. 

[PART ONE]

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 Characters pairing - Father!RickxReader. DarylxReader. NeganxReader. 

 Note- it's going to be a series. 

Warnings- Smut in future parts, maybe? Violence. Abuse. Death

 Number of words - 1258

"Y/n, I want to talk to you about something." Daryl spoke to me, as he rubbed his neck nervously. He was a man of few words and when he spoke I made it a habit to listen carefully. "Sure, D. What do you want?" I asked him, a smile plying on my lips "What is this about?" "I wanted to talk to you about us." He said slowly. "What about us?" I asked nervously, is this really happening? "I thought... I thought if you aren't busy tonight maybe, you know, we could... sit and have dinner? Together" he rushed the words out of his mouth. Of course he could kill several walkers together but ask me on a date? Oh no that gotta be so hard! "Like a date?" I asked nervously, hoping I wasn't reading into things "Yeah, whatever!" He said as he removed his hair from his face "Sure" I smiled at him and he nodded. "Daryl, are you coming?" My dad yelled as he walked towards us. "Yeah, Rick." Daryl said looking at him "Where are you two going?" I asked looking between both men "Hilltop!"

Maggie was really sick. And she had to see a doctor, only problem is they needed the doctor in the hilltop for this job and that was a long drive. I love Maggie, in fact I love everyone here and I know they love me too. But they see me as Rick's daughter and not the grown up women I want to be seen as. They keep all the heavy work far, far away from me, which is ridiculous! I shoot guns just as well as my dad, if not better. And I can handle my cross bow just as good, Daryl was my teacher after all. Rick and Lori had me when they were in high school, so as much as you had guessed, they have kept me a secret for so long. But when all hell broke lose, I found Lori, and shocking news- I saved her and Carl. Before Sean showed up of course.

Carl was the best thing in my life, and so was Judith! I don't care what dad thinks, she is his daughter in my eyes and she is my sister no matter what.

And here I was sitting playing and kicking off some pebbles as I saw them load everything in the van, preparing to transfer Maggie to the hilltop, I hope she gets well soon. Everyone was going except me, Dad wanted me to take care of Judith, he still didn't trust Gabriel that much, Gabriel knew I was baby sitting him. He wanted to do anything to get Rick's trust back. I get it, Gabriel isn't as strong, dad simply bullies him whenever he gets the chance.

"Take care of Judith, Y/n" dad said as he patted me on my back and headed on his way with the others

Me and Rick were more of best friends, than father daughter. When he found us, me and him hit it off. I was of course angry that he and Lori, left me. Like I was nothing, but I got over it. If anything the dead teach you, it's that there is nothing worth fretting about.

So what if your parents abandoned you? For half your life? One of them was dead now anyway, everyone has their flaws!

"Y/n!" Gabriel said rushing to me, Judith in his hand crying. I got alarmed, what happened? "What's wrong?" I asked as I stood up "I don't know, she has fever and won't stop crying." Gabriel said, panic filling his voice. "Let me see." I said as I placed my hand on Judith's forehead. "She is burning up!" "I know." "I will go to hilltop, catch up with the rest and get her some medicine and get back fast." I sad as I started walking towards my motorcycle, Daryl have found it and gave it to me. It meant so much to me and he knew it.

Daryl, the guy who I fell in love with the moment he opened his stupid mouth, I saw him crush over everyone, but not once did he crush on me, I hope tonight goes well. The universe was smiling at me, at last!

"You can't leave us here!" Gabriel said as he walked behind me "Gabriel, Rick barely started trusting you, leaving Judith to get sick wouldn't do you any good, now would it?" I said as I got on my motorcycle and wore my helmet "But Rick left you here to protect us!" Gabriel said nervously "Thank you for thinking so highly of me" I chuckled "But I need to to help Judith and I trust you to keep everyone here safe till I get back, I won't be late. I promise" I said as I turned on the motorcycle and started driving.

It's been only couple of hours, so dad and the rest must have reached hilltop by now. I hope Dad won't be pissed cause I left Judith with Gabriel. Gabriel was trying to change, and i know the look in his eyes, the same look I saw in Rick and Lori's face.

I have been driving for not so long but then, something was wrong. Something didn't feel right. I stopped my bike and got down, I know I shouldn't but I couldn't shake this awful feeling I had. Shit, that was the van that they left in! I ran towards the van and nothing was there, it was empty. I got out and I could see small light far away, I walked slowly towards it and the light grew bigger.

Fuck!

Everyone was kneeling, even dad. I reached down for the gun behind my back, the first gun Rick ever gave me. There were a lot of people, all had guns, Daryl... oh my god Daryl looked miserable, I think he is shot. There was this guy, everyone's attention was on him, he had a baseball bat with him, who the fuck is he. Oh god, that guy with half burnt face, i know him. Me and Daryl encountered him before, that mother fucker was holding his crossbow.

My grip tightened around the gun, everyone was so engrossed listening to him, no one noticed me sneak behind the big van that was there. Carl was the first to see me, his eye went wide. I placed a finger on my mouth, telling him to be quite. He looked panicked and scared. Maggie looked in so much pain. Glen looked so hurt, he was crying. Who the hell was this guy? And why was everyone so afraid of him? I'm gonna kill him for scaring everyone. No one scares or hurt my family, not even this asshole with a bat.

"But, you killed my people!" the man with the bat snickered. his people? who are his people? "A whole lot of them, more then am comfortable with!" he said as he raised his hand to his chest.

Negan.

This is Negan. we killed his people. But I thought we killed him, killed everyone of them. Fuck!

"So now, I'm going to beat the holy hell out of one of you." he said, Like hell you are!

I clenched my gun tighter, my knuckles went white. I started planning my attack.

"This is Lucile" he waved the bat in dad's face. I clearly dont like this guy.

Taking a deep breath, I jumped and ran as fast and as quite as i possibly could.

"All this, just so we could pick out, which one of you get the honors" he said as he marched to Abraham.

"How about, you!" I said as I pressed my gun to his head.

Everyone gasped. his men drew their guns fast. everything pointed towards me

"Y/n!" many voices said.

Negan laughed.

I'm fucked.